おccolet's break up, five words, like five thunders, instantly stunned me, and my soul was shattered, I really didn't expect that Hu Meier would easily break up with me, I always thought that our relationship could stand the test, at least it wouldn't be so easy to break.However, the facts always broke me, and I couldn't accept it or understand it.Until now, I still clearly remember that when I was most desperate, Hu Meier took the initiative to kiss me in front of the whole school under pressure.And confessed to me, my heart was melted by her at that moment, and I began to feel love, and I have always paid for this love and worked hard for love.We have gone through many trials together, I have broken through the barrier of her parents with difficulty, I have lived and died with her, our relationship can be said to have gone through a thousand tempers, and in the end, we finally eliminated all difficulties and were happy and worry-free together.But I didn't expect that a Cai Ye would break our seemingly strong relationship instantly.Our hard-won happiness was ruined in this way.Hu Meier didn't give me a chance, trusted Cai Ye unconditionally, and even proposed to break up, and was so resolute, all of this.It all broke my heart, I couldn't believe that Hu Meier's heart was so hard, she was too cruel to me.My eyes couldn't help but be misty, something stimulated my tear ducts, I stared at Hu Meier with blurred eyes, and said in disbelief: "Break up, you want to break up with me" Hu Meier froze her face full of grief, and resolutely said: "Yes, I want to break up with you" Seven words, each word is like a sharp knife, a knife cuts my heart, I tremble in pain, and my internal organs are also shaking, I looked at Hu Meier, squirmed her lips, and said in a trembling voice: "Mei'er, is our relationship so fragile?"
I was almost on the edge of a cliff, almost crushed, but I was still trying to keep my composure, trying to retain a little bit of manly dignity, trying to be strong.Hu Mei'er saw me like this, tears flowed down again, she was overwhelmed by sadness, and she was also washed away by sadness.She looked at me and said with tears in her eyes: "I also thought that our relationship was very strong, I thought that things couldn't shake my love for you, so no matter what happened, no matter what happened, I didn't change my feelings for you, but it wasn't until I saw you sleeping with other women with my own eyes that I found that I couldn't tolerate it, as soon as I closed my eyes, I would think of that picture, I really couldn't be with you calmly" Hu Meier became more and more sad the more she spoke, and in the end she couldn't cry, she was completely desperate for me.And I am also grief to the extreme, my heart has already turned upside down, but I am still trying my best to hold back, endure not to let the fog and tears in my eyes fall, however, my eyes have not left Hu Meier, I looked at her deeply, choked up: "People who love each other, shouldn't they trust each other, didn't you say that you believe me, why don't you believe me now, if there is something you can't sit down and talk about, you have to break up" I'm still trying to keep it, trying to impress Hu Meier with true feelings, I hope she can give me one last chance, and I hope she can talk to me calmly and not say separation easily.However, Hu Meier didn't give me such a chance, her determination was extremely firm, her eyes blurred with tears, and she said to me: "There's no need to talk anymore, in fact."
You don't know, since your family background was revealed, the pressure on me to be with you has been increasing, I am afraid of losing you, so I try my best to be perfect, no matter what, I want to be perfect, even dressing up, I have to struggle for a long time.I'm afraid you don't like it, I'm not my former self anymore, I live without self.Even, my parents have to grovel to you, for fear of offending you.I feel so tired and tired with you, I just want to rest and be alone now, I don't want to torture each other anymore.Let's break up" After hearing these words, my body was petrified again, I didn't know, I didn't know that Hu Meier was very tired with me, I thought she was happy with me, I thought my family background would make her proud.Unexpectedly, my change just put pressure on her.Let her suffer from gains and losses, and make her extremely heavy.But, is this what I want to do, I was also very low-key, I never showed my life experience, if it weren't for the snobbery of her parents, would I force Zhang Yi to make a move, everything I did was just to be with her, I was polite to her parents, they used to humiliate me so much, I didn't care, what else could I do for the relationship between the two of us, I paid so much, but in the end, I still couldn't get Hu Meier's trust, she would rather believe Cai Ye, who had known her for three days, than believe me, she did this, If you're worthy of me, I'll be tired too.I will also despair, Hu Meier's distrust has broken my liver and intestines, and my heart is broken, and I don't want to explain too much with my dead face, it is meaningless.I looked at Hu Meier, and said word by word in a serious state that I had never felt before: "Breaking up means that the two of us will be strangers from now on, and we will not be able to be together in the future."
Have you thought about it clearly" Hu Meier suddenly paused when she heard this, but in the end, she still spit out a ruthless word: "En" The last word completely knocked my feelings and beliefs to ashes, my body was shaking, and my legs were almost unable to hold on, but I was still trying to stand firmly, and I took a deep breath.Then he made a hoarse voice and made a very bitter voice: "I know, goodbye" After speaking, I immediately turned around and walked briskly towards the door, when I walked out of the villa hall, Cai Ye's extremely gentle voice suddenly came from behind me: "Mei'er, don't cry, this kind of scumbag is not worth your tears for him" Hearing this voice.The acid water in my abdominal cavity almost vomited out, I felt very disgusting and uncomfortable, Cai Ye, a hypocrite, he played the trick to the extreme, and he didn't forget to insert a knife in my heart, I was already shaky, but I didn't want to be vulnerable in front of them, I didn't want to be trampled on even the last bit of dignity, I felt suffocated when I stayed here for a second longer, I just wanted to escape quickly, the farther away the better.My pace is unconsciously speeding up, my back is very straight, I try my best to maintain the strong fortress in my heart, not to let the fragility appear, since Hu Meier believes in Cai Ye, let Cai Ye comfort her well, I stay here just to add sadness and laughter, I can only leave with the last trace of strength.Soon, I walked out of the small courtyard of the villa, and then, I ran up and ran with all my strength in the Green Park community.The wind blew on my face, like a knife, but I didn't feel pain, I just ran desperately, when I ran out of the Green Park community, the sky suddenly poured rain without warning, the rain beat me mercilessly, and soon made me wet all over, but I was still unconscious, crazy to run forward.I went against the wind, shuttling through the rain, running wildly, my clothes became more and more wet, my body became heavier and heavier, my head became more and more painful, my eyes could not be opened, but I was still running.It was as if my heart had been hollowed out, my soul had become empty, and I seemed to have lost all consciousness, and rushed forward with only brute force, and God was as crazy as I was, with strong winds and heavy rains.The whole world seemed to be grieving.I used to be ignorant of love, when I was a freshman in high school, I had a certain ignorant feeling about Xu Mo, and later reunited in college, I was prejudiced against Xu Mo because of hatred, but I was still stupid to pay for her, and I have been silently helping her, and even for her, I destroyed Li Jianfei's confession in front of the whole school and offended Li Jianfei, but she didn't trust me, so I ended up disillusioned.And, just when I was injured by Xu Mo, Hu Meier appeared.She gave me the greatest relief in my heart, gave kisses and love, so that I got unprecedented touching and warmth, I gave up Xu Mo since then, and devoted myself to the love of Hu Meier, I gave my whole heart to her, I did everything to maintain this relationship, this is the first love in my life, I cherish it so much.No matter how much I pay, it's not as good as that bullshit childhood sweetheart, Hu Meier would rather trust Cai Ye than believe me, no matter how hard I try, what I get in exchange will be empty after all.Say a good oath, say a good forever.Knocked by reality, but only turned into foam, the love I clung to was easily taken away, what kind of bullshit love is this Suddenly, I suddenly raised my head, and roared loudly at the endless night: "Fuck love" A loud roar, finally drained all my strength.I couldn't run anymore, my body leaned forward suddenly, and with a bang, I fell to my knees limp and fell to the ground, my strength completely collapsed at this moment, my emotions collapsed, I held back the tears all the way, and suddenly burst out of my eyes, tears intertwined with the rain, making me look up at the sky, and suddenly laughed like a fool, laughing and laughing, but the tears flowed more fiercely.Having lived for so long, I have never laughed like this, and the laughter was drowned out in the sound of heavy rain.Let me be more and more unscrupulous, I tore my throat here and kept laughing, the more I laughed, the more the sadness in my heart overflowed, the more I laughed, the more rampant the painful emotions became, the more I laughed, the more tears in my eyes surged, I thought, I must be crazy, I was hurt by Hu Meier crazy, she implanted in my heart, integrated into my bones, but when I couldn't extricate myself, she ruthlessly abandoned me, she made me really experience, what is the ultimate pain, I never know.It turns out that I have fallen so deep in this love, and I don't know what it will be like to lose the person I love.It's like ten thousand ants devouring the heart, the taste of falling out of love, it's so piercing, I can't stand the pain, I can only laugh like a heartbreaker, I don't know how long I laughed.The heavy rain actually stopped, my voice was hoarse, the whole world was quiet in an instant, the silence was a little terrible, my sadness and pain seemed to stop, my dim eyes, suddenly flashed a fine light, there was no sadness in it, instead, hatred, hatred.I slowly stood up, then took out my phone and dialed Zhang Yi's number.The phone beeped twice and was connected, I looked at the dark distance in front of me, and on the other end of the phone, I made a cold voice like an ice blade: "Bring someone over, spare no effort"