My brain seems to be constantly receiving this information, someone is calling me Young Master Su, this voice is so clear, so clear that I woke up because of this, I was in a splitting headache, and slowly opened my eyes.However, when I saw the real world clearly, I found that no one was calling me, and what I saw when I opened my eyes was just a group of strange spectators and Cao Ziyue's people.Cao Ziyue saw that I was awake, his expression changed suddenly, he couldn't help but kick me again, and scolded: "Grass, I fucking thought you were playing dead with me" This kick is not light, but I don't seem to feel the pain anymore, and my mind is not here.I am now only immersed in an inexplicable sadness, and this sad feeling has invaded all my limbs, and I can't escape it.At this moment, I have understood that I am not a beggar wandering around the world without a father or mother, I am also a person with a background, but the memories of the past are too painful, and I instinctively reject, so that those fragments can't form a complete picture anyway, I can't remember what happened to me before, the only thing I can be sure of is that I seem to be surnamed Su, I can feel that someone used to call me Young Master Su.It's just that no matter how much I remember, I can't remember my full name, as long as I think deeply, my head will tear and hurt, and I can't think about it anymore, I just don't think about it anymore, I don't pay attention to Cao Ziyue, I only rely on my own strength, slowly get up from the ground, and then, I leaned over and slowly left step by step.The more Cao Zi saw that I ignored him, he was angry again, he was like a kraft candy, entangled me again, and shouted at me: "Damn, Lao Tzu is talking to you, you are deaf" My body still seems to be declining, but my heart is in a state of volcanic eruption, and too many emotions are entanglement around me.It made me very painful and irritable, and this Cao Ziyue grabbed me more and more, making me more and more irritable, I was faintly restless and emotional, I suddenly straightened my back, glared at Cao Ziyue angrily, and yelled: "Get out" This word, earth-shattering, my original hoarse voice.At this moment, a loud voice erupted, and Cao Ziyue was calmed at once, and he looked at me dumbfounded, his face full of astonishment and disbelief.In an instant, I felt as if I had changed as a person, my eyes were red, my whole body was full of anger, my momentum was majestic, there was no weakness and inferiority at all, I clearly felt that my life experience was not ordinary, I just lost my memory, it was this blank memory that made me humble for so long, but from now on, I don't have to look up to anyone anymore.With this fierce momentum, I took a new step and left quickly.Cao Ziyue came back to his senses and wanted to rush over to chase me, but his brother stopped him in time and persuaded: "Forget it, Ziyue, this person seems to be crazy, don't really make trouble" Cao Ziyue listened to this person's words, and seemed to realize something, he didn't chase me anymore, just stared at my back tightly.I ignored everything, step by step out of the crowd, and when I entered a secluded road where no one was located, I unconsciously stopped, I looked at the endless ahead, and thought blankly, where should I go, since I know that I am a person with status, I definitely don't want to continue to be a beggar that everyone spurns, if I can, I actually want to recover my memory.I still don't know anything about the past, I don't know where my home is, I don't know how to find my family, my head is like it's blocked, I can't remember more of the past, I just try to remember.It's just a headache.Now, the question I have to face is, if I don't want to be a beggar anymore, then what can I do, I'm just a waste, I can't do anything, except begging, what kind of way can I survive Suddenly, I thought of the old beggar.He is like a spiritual light, at first glance in my mind, I originally thought that he was a crazy old man, but now think about it calmly, in addition to teaching me martial arts, he is actually quite normal at other times, and, some of his words.It seems to be full of some deep meaning, he always tells me not to give up, he thinks that I will turn over one day, he values me, so he will keep looking for me.In the past, I used to reject this crazy old man, and I didn't want to change myself, so I never talked to the old beggar, but now, I want to change the status quo.I really want to turn over, I don't want to be discriminated against, I don't want to be inferior to a dog, I want to be an upright person, I want to be treated equally, at least, I want to have the right to pursue love.The more I thought about it, the firmer my will became, and a strong belief sprouted in my heart, and my future was no longer confused, and I found a clear goal, and without further ado, immediately, I began to look for the old beggar's way.It's just that when you don't want to see him, he can always appear in front of you.Shadowy.When you want to find him, he is like a master in the world, disappearing and missing.I couldn't find him, I was inevitably anxious, and at the same time I faintly regretted that I didn't believe him, at least, I should have given it a try.Anyway, I'm alone, nothing, nothing to be deceived, if the old beggar is a liar, I don't suffer, but if what he says is true, then I will make a lot of money, this kind of sure profit, how did I miss it in the first place, it's a pity, now it's useless to regret, the old beggar seems to be completely disappointed in me, and for many days, he didn't appear again, no matter how I looked, I couldn't find any trace of him.Half a month passed in a flash, and I still didn't find the old beggar, but it ushered in the annual Chinese New Year's Eve.The Spring Festival is the most important festival for the Chinese people, but for me, it is the loneliest festival, and everyone else is a family reunion.And I'm alone.The whole city was jubilant and lively, and I was even more desolate in this strong festive atmosphere.I am still wearing that torn cotton jacket, walking alone on the street, everywhere I see is red, but my eyes are full of vastness, my heart is also gloomy, I have not found the old beggar for so long, I have no hope, I also realize that my life may be like this, I can not turn over, can only be a beggar, a lifetime of wandering, a lifetime of begging.It's just that there is no endless road to heaven, when I am discouraged.God suddenly opened my eyes again, I actually met the old beggar again, that is, on Chinese New Year's Eve, at noon, I passed by a restaurant, and happened to see the old beggar being beaten by several security guards at the door of this restaurant, and those people beat the old beggar while scolding him: "Let you steal food, let you steal food" This scene.It was very miserable, the old beggar may have stolen and eaten people's things, so he was beaten by the group, he was beaten and kicked by these young and strong people, he was really pitiful to look at, he was lying on the ground, there was no power to fight back, just screamed in pain.Obviously, he was in a lot of pain, but fortunately, the security guards did not kill him, and after teaching the old beggar a lesson, they stopped and told him to get out of here.When I saw this scene, my whole heart froze, and the cruelty of reality shattered my unrealistic illusions, which I thought.The old beggar may really have martial arts, the more I can't find him, the more I feel that he is an old fairy who sees the head of the dragon and does not see the tail, I was still regretting that I missed this old fairy like this, but at this moment, I deeply realized that everything is just the desire born from the bottom of my heart, and I am too eager to change.I had expectations for this crazy old man.The picture in front of me tells me that the old beggar is a poor beggar, he is the same as me, he is the lowest level of society, perhaps, he wants to get rid of this life in his bones, he will fantasize that he has peerless martial arts, and he will become crazy, but in fact, he is just a beggar who is so miserable that he needs to steal other people's food.After being beaten, the old beggar was still a little unrepentant, he slowly got up from the ground, and muttered in his mouth: "Didn't you just eat a chicken, is it necessary to beat so hard" After chattering, he patted his crumpled clothes, and then turned to leave.After taking two steps, he suddenly noticed that I was standing on the side.staring at him directly, he immediately sped up two steps, came to me, and said with a smile: "Why are you here, have you figured it out, come to me to learn martial arts" I looked at him speechlessly, and said in a deep voice: "I originally figured it out, I wanted to find you, but now I don't want to" After speaking.I didn't stay long, I turned around and walked away.The old beggar was not happy, and quickly caught up with me and said: "Hey, how can you regret it, what a good opportunity this is for you, others want to worship me as a teacher, but I still don't agree" I turned my head to look at him a little impatiently, and asked: "Do you have martial arts, you have martial arts, you won't be beaten so badly" Hearing me say this, the old beggar not only didn't feel ashamed.Instead, he said very heroically: "You don't understand this, as an old-timer, how can I be as knowledgeable as these juniors, they are all mortals, if I want to make a move, it will either be dead or injured, which is not good, so I would rather let them fight, anyway, there will be no less meat" The old beggar said with a nose and eyes.As if he was really a fairy, he didn't know anything like ordinary people.Of course, I couldn't believe his nonsense, I only believed what I had just seen, and I was almost certain that the old beggar was a crazy old man who could only brag, so I didn't talk to him, and said bluntly, "Okay, you're great, you're great."
But you are too powerful, I can't afford it, you don't deserve to be your apprentice" The old beggar heard the sarcasm in my words, he blinked, looked at me, and asked: "Don't you believe that I am powerful" I have nothing to hide, and directly said the words from the bottom of my heart: "Yes, I don't believe it" As soon as he heard this, the old beggar's originally smiling face.Suddenly became very serious, he looked at me very seriously, his lips opened lightly, and he made an unfathomable voice: "Okay, then today I will let you open your eyes and see how awesome I am"