おcco this time the return trip was very smooth, there was no accident in the car, no one bombarded me to get out of the car, and no one laughed at my bad stinky image, everyone was only full of curiosity about me, after all, the scene of Li Zhike seeing me off just now, all fell into the eyes of everyone, it can be said that the passengers in the car were all stunned, no one could have imagined that such a refreshing and beautiful beauty would be an ugly beggar like me, you and me, and even she kissed me.This disgusted everyone, the picture was so beautiful that they didn't dare to look at it.As soon as I got in the car, everyone's eyes swept to me, and they all wanted to see the difference in me, to see what attracted such a beautiful woman to me.However, looking at it, they can't see any shining points in me, my whole person is ugly or dirty, and I am a defective product among beggars, they can't figure out how that beautiful woman can kiss me anyway.Of course, I don't care about other people's eyes, and I don't have time to care about irrelevant people, I have been reminiscing about the happiness that Li Zhike has given me, and at the same time, I am also looking forward to the changes after I go back, I hope to touch the memory in my hometown, let me recall everything.Unconsciously, time flies.The bus I was on was a long-distance bus.It took more than twelve hours on the road, and by the time I arrived in Jinling City, it was already the next morning.Jinling is a prosperous and developed city, as soon as I got off the car, I was flashed by the rows of high-rise buildings, and I wandered these days.I have been to a lot of places, but Jinling City, but has a unique point of sperm absorption, he gave me the feeling of being very big and luxurious, I was in it, and I immediately felt small, like a drop in the ocean.I was a little at a loss, this city is so big, where should I find my home, the old beggar didn't tell me anything, he only told me, my hometown is in Jinling, but Jinling is such a big place, I don't know where the specific address of my home is.All I could do was wander around the city, everywhere I wanted, aimlessly.I try to find some familiarity in it, and wherever I go, I keep my eyes open to see, and I hope to touch the scene and awaken my memory through something familiar.It's a pity that after a day of shopping, I didn't find anything, I really couldn't think of anything, this city was very foreign to me, and I couldn't find that kind of place that made me feel familiar.I feel that this strange city is not my hometown, but I believe that the old beggar will definitely not lie to me, so even if there is no sense of familiarity, I still stay here.For the next few days, I walked non-stop, walking through the streets and alleys of Jinling City, almost every street.I walked through every corner, but in the end, I still didn't find the slightest sense of familiarity, and my memory was still blank.Gradually, I started to give up, I felt.If I continue to look for it, it will only be useless, there is no place in this city that impresses me, I am adrift here, and it is unlikely that I will be able to regain my memory.So, I had to go to Jiangzhou City, the old beggar told me.Jiangzhou is the city where I studied in college, and I lost my memory in Jiangzhou City, that is to say, I suffered an unprecedented blow in that city, which will lead to amnesia, and those terrifying fragments in my dream should also occur in Jiangzhou City.Perhaps, when I arrive in Jiangzhou, I will be able to touch the strings of memory and remember everything in the past.What's more, the old beggar also revealed the name of my university to me, so that I would not be blind when I arrived in Jiangzhou, and I could go directly to my university.Once there, I'm more likely to regain my memory.On the fourth day of arriving in Jinling, I embarked on a journey to Jiangzhou, the two cities are not far apart, just a few hours away, and I set off at noon.In the afternoon of the same day, we arrived in Jiangzhou City.Sure enough, Jiangzhou gave me a different feeling, perhaps, my memory here is too painful, so that when I got out of the car, as soon as I stepped into this land, my heart was pounded fiercely, this is an indescribable pain, I feel very suffocated and uncomfortable, depressed and depressed, as if, the whole sky of the city is full of haze and lifeless.I felt that it took courage to walk here, and I felt like I had lost a lot of energy before I moved my steps and walked into the city.It's just that no matter where I go, my mood can't brighten, anyway, as long as I'm in this city.Emotions are naturally depressed, obviously, I have a reaction, this city touched my memory, but on the contrary, I can't remember specific things, I only have that heart-wrenching feeling, no memory, even if I occasionally remember something, it is fleeting, very hasty, just like the last time I was unconscious, all I remember are fragments, can not be put together into a complete picture.With an anxious and depressed heart.I finally came to the university I once studied, this is a key university, just look at the gate of this campus, it is magnificent, magnificent, extraordinary, the campus, it must be even more magnificent, can study here, all the pillars of the country, is the hope of the future.I really didn't expect that I, a beggar, used to be a college student, or even a student at a key university.I've had a glorious past, I've had a normal college life, and it's all like a dream, it's incredible.I vividly remember when I knew that Li Zhike was a college student and I was a beggar.How lonely I feel in my heart, I envy college students, and I also feel that the gap between myself and Li Zhike is too big, but I didn't expect that I was also a college student myself, but I just had amnesia.It stands to reason that I should be happy to learn of this fact, and I should be excited to return to my alma mater.However, as soon as I stood at the gate of this university, my heart was like a boulder, very heavy, and the feeling of grief and entanglement was even worse than before.It seems that this school has brought me countless nightmares, which will make me feel like I am in hell as soon as I come, and I want to die uncomfortably.Suddenly there was a lot of pain in my head, and I couldn't bear it at all, and my headache was about to crack.The magnificent school in front of you is like a giant lion.It was opening its mouth and engulfing me, and I felt that if I stepped into it, I would be destroyed and never be born again.I'm afraid of it, I can't help but be afraid, I really don't dare to go in, I don't dare to practice martial arts, my mentality has become very strong, even in the face of a powerful enemy, I am fearless, I can remain calm, but now, it is a university, it makes me so panicked, I am so scared that even my soul trembles, this feeling, very bad, very terrifying, I am like being restrained lifeline.Standing outside the school gates, unable to move.This is the season of spring flowers, everywhere is showing a thriving state, and the school is full of vitality and vitality, and it is noisy.Many students came and went in and out of the university gate, and they smiled cheerfully.Relaxed walking, between people, full of joy and laughter, happiness boundless.I was in the center of the flow of people, but it seemed to be isolated from the world, and the bustle of the crowd highlighted my loneliness.The crowd of people set off my stillness, and I stood like a sculpture in the center of the whirlpool, looking at the majestic university gate, and my heart was churning.Time passed, minute by minute, I stood like this, from afternoon to evening, from the sun to the sunset, until the sky was dark, I slowly came back to my senses, my brain, began to turn, my pain, slightly lessened, my fear, gradually suppressed.In my heart, I made a major decision, I decided, when I entered the school, whether it was Longtan or Tiger's Den, I would go in and break in.For others, just lift your foot and step through the school gate, but for me, to get in is to use all my courage to get out.I was so scared of this school, but the more it was like this, the more I wanted to get in, and only when I got inside, I could touch my memories and recall the past.Thinking like this, I clenched my fists, took a step, and walked towards the school, but as soon as I took two steps, a deep female voice suddenly came from behind me: "Su Yan"