Li Zhike's question is really direct and bold, I was dumbfounded by his question, and this is the third time I have been dumbfounded by Li Zhike's question today.If I had been a beggar who had lost my memory before, I would definitely answer Li Zhike without hesitation, I was willing to be responsible for her, because, at that time, my concept was very simple and outdated, I thought that men and women had a relationship, they had to be together for the rest of their lives, so it was a matter of course to be responsible for Li Zhike.Now, however, for this question.I couldn't answer her for sure, of course, not because I had no feelings for her, nor because I wanted to avoid responsibility, but because, now is the right time, my situation is not suitable for love, and I can't fall in love.At this moment, I really have a headache, I don't know how to answer Li Zhike at all, if I reject her directly, I'm afraid that she won't be able to accept it, it will have too much impact on her, and I don't want to hurt her heart too much.After thinking about it, I still decided to ask her confirmatively first: "Are you serious about what you say?"
Li Zhike heard me ask, and immediately replied firmly and solemnly: "Yes, I am very serious, and I have also thought about it very clearly, during the time you were away, I have been thinking about the matter between me and you, about our past, in fact, from beginning to end, I was too willful."
I know now that I'm wrong, and I can be sure that I really have feelings for you, although I don't know how deep this feeling is, but after this period of precipitation, I am very sure that in my heart, except for you, I can no longer tolerate others.No matter who makes an overture to me, I always refuse.And the reason for refusal is that I have a boyfriend, although this is an excuse, but it is also my expectation, I hope that you will be my boyfriend, is it okay" This time, Li Zhike's words have been said clearly and can not be clearer, I want to pretend to be stupid and stunned, no matter what, I have to answer her positively, but what should I say, so that she can understand my distress, so as not to hurt her heart.I froze in place, thought silently for a long time, and finally spoke, and said to Li Zhike seriously: "Li Zhike, I believe in you, I believe in your words, and I believe in your heart, if I haven't recovered my memory now, then I will be happy to agree to you, because being with you is my greatest wish."
However, the fact is that I have regained my memory, I am no longer the simple me I used to be, I carry a lot of things on my body, I am in crisis all the time, if you are with me, then I will be dragged into the whirlpool of danger with you, you only know that my enemy is very strong, if they know that you are my girlfriend.At that time, what you are facing is not a Huayun who wants to kill you, you are bound to fall into an endless crisis It's not that I don't want to be responsible for you, I just don't want you to be affected by me. ”After listening to my answer, Li Zhike's face became heavy and gloomy, although my words were quite tactful, but Li Zhike was not stupid, she could hear it, I was politely rejecting her, she would naturally be hit to a certain extent, her chest was like a blockage, a little difficult to breathe, she wanted to try not to care, but she couldn't pretend to be relaxed, she was alone for a while, before she spoke again, and said to me slowly: "I can understand what you mean, you are also doing this for my safety."
But, Su Qi'er, after today's hunting and killing incident, I believe that I should be able to bear what you said, since I took the initiative to say this, I am naturally ready to jump into the fire pit, so, can you put aside these concerns and only consider what I said" Li Zhike's words are still sincere and firm, I can see that she is planning to fight for me, as long as she can be with me, she is not afraid of death.However, she can have no scruples, can I be a man, how can I let a woman take such a risk for me Now that she is not my girlfriend, she almost died at the hands of Hua Yun, and I also defeated Hua Yun by luck.If Li Zhike really becomes my girlfriend in the future, then, her danger will be greater, when the time comes, can I still save her by luck Do I have the ability to protect her for a lifetime There is no doubt that I can protect her for a while, but I can't protect her for a lifetime, if I agree to Li Zhike, I will indirectly put her to death, so, I must not do this, I thought carefully again, and then, I looked at Li Zhike seriously.Said solemnly: "How long do you have to graduate" Facing my sudden change in the topic, Li Zhike couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, she blinked her big eyes, looked at me a little inexplicably, and wondered: "There is still a year, why do you suddenly ask this" I paused, and then replied to her firmly: "Although, you yourself may not mind living this dangerous life with me, but I am a man, no matter what, I will not let you be a girl, follow me to live a life of fear on the edge of the ghost gate, The reason why I came in a hurry this time is to protect you, but if you are with me now, you will be even more burned.So, let's make a one-year appointment.You stay in school for a long time, no matter what.It's safer here than with me.As for me, I will use this year's time to do my best to strengthen myself, even if I can't completely eradicate the prosperous world, I have to do it, relying on my own ability is enough to protect you for a lifetime, I can't let you live a frightened life" After listening to my words, Li Zhike's spirit suddenly became extremely complicated, and her eyes contained a variety of emotions at the same time.Shocked, confused, moved, and a little incredulous, she stood still, relieved herself deeply, and then softly confirmed to me: "You mean, in the coming year, we will live our own lives first."
A year later, I graduated, you have grown, and we will be together again" When I heard this, I immediately said sternly: "Yes, I, Su Qi'er, am not an irresponsible man, I want to be responsible for you in my heart, but at the same time, I must also ensure your safety, so, give me a year, and when I am strong enough to ensure that you can stay by my side safely, at that time, we will be together again, okay" After my confirmation, Li Zhike's eyes couldn't help but flash with slight tears, and her expression was full of excitement and emotion, She looked at me deeply, stunned for a long time, and then, she smiled and nodded, and said solemnly: "Okay, I promise you, but you also have to promise me one thing" I heard this, and immediately said without thinking: "You say" Li Zhike did not hesitate, and immediately changed a playful and lovely tone, and asked me: "In this year, you are not allowed to have a relationship with other women" Seeing Li Zhike's relaxed expression, my heart was also a lot more relaxed, so I also said to her in a joking tone: "Don't worry, this, Even if you don't say it.That's what I intended.I don't have the heart to focus on the relationship between men and women at the moment, and it's impossible for me to hook up with girls at will.Besides, I've always been a clean person, that night, you pushed me down and took away my first time, otherwise, I'm still an innocent little virgin" After hearing my words, Li Zhike immediately smiled awkwardly, and a shy flush appeared on her face again.Her fist subconsciously slammed lightly on my chest, her head was also slightly lowered, she pouted, embarrassed and whispered: "You dead guy, if you get cheap, you are not allowed to talk about that night" Seeing her like this, I couldn't help but smile and said: "How can I be cheap, this is not over in two or three clicks."
I haven't had time to feel it, you just ran away" was said by me, Li Zhike was even more embarrassed to keep beating me with her little fist, while beating, she said coquettishly shyly: "I said that I was not allowed to mention the events of that night, and you also said that I would not kill you" Unconsciously, the relationship between me and Li Zhike became invisibly intimate, and the atmosphere between us was much more relaxed and natural, I seemed to have temporarily abandoned the hatred and resentment, and threw away those heavy burdens, only immersed in this simple happiness, This feeling is really a long time away and Li Zhike, she seems to have put everything aside, just smiling simply in her eyes.Full of happiness and sweetness, her face is full of endless happiness, and now she is really happy, smiling like a flower as innocent as a child.After playing for a while, Li Zhike suddenly took out her mobile phone to check the time, and then, she said to me in a little surprise: "Why did you suddenly come so late."
By the way, when are you leaving here" At this time, I also returned to seriousness, in the face of Li Zhike's question, I did not hesitate, and blurted out directly: "Make sure you are safe, I will leave" Li Zhike heard this, nodded slightly, and then, she looked at me with some expectation, and said softly: "Then you shouldn't go back today" Hearing this, I paused slightly, at this point in time, although I can go back, I can't guarantee that Hua Yun is dead.Li Zhike must be safe, so I can't leave for the time being, I looked at Li Zhike, and replied solemnly: "I'm not in a hurry to go back today, anyway, there's nothing going on over there, I'll stay here first, wait for two days, and make sure you're really okay."
It's never too late for me to leave" Knowing that I would have to leave in two days, Li Zhike couldn't help but lower her head and snickered secretly, for her, every minute with me is precious, and two days is already a fortune.I didn't pay attention to Li Zhike's expression, just took out my own phone and looked at the time.It's really late now, so I immediately proposed to Li Zhike: "Otherwise, I'll send you back to sleep first, I'm afraid it's too late, your school should be closed" Hearing me say this, Li Zhike was stunned again in an instant, she bit her lip, hesitated for a while, and then.She opened her mouth slightly and whispered, "I want to sleep with you tonight, is it okay?"