These words said to Xu Mo by the leader of おcco,Obviously, there is a sense of sowing discord.,He seems to be really not in a hurry to kill me.,But deliberately playing me here.,He used all kinds of words to stimulate me.,Now I still want Xu Mo to hate me.。
I know that he has bad intentions, but on the contrary, I can't say anything to refute it, for Xu Mo, I am really ashamed, she remembers me so much, she even has a knot in her heart because of me, but what about me, I have met her many times, but I have deceived her many times, and I have never admitted that I am Su Yan.Just cover the lie with a lie.At this moment, I suddenly felt very powerless, everything today exceeded my expectations, I want to rescue Xu Mo, it seems that it is more difficult than ascending to the sky, these demons of the soul group, not only are the means ruthless, but even the mind is so vicious, I can't figure out their intentions at all, I can only be at their mercy here.After Xu Mo listened to the leader's words, her expression suddenly became extremely complicated, and there was shock, incredulity, pain, and resentment in her eyes.Obviously, the leader's words directly poked Xu Mo's sore spot, making her have to set off emotional waves.If this truth is told to Xu Mo by himself, then I believe that if I explain it well, Xu Mo will definitely understand me.But now, this truth was told to Xu Mo by an irrelevant person, which naturally had a great impact on Xu Mo.Of course, what made Xu Mo even more unacceptable was that when she asked me three times and twice if I was Su Yan, I resolutely denied it, but suddenly, she found out.I turned out to be Su Yan, isn't this just saying, have I deceived Xu Mo again and again Xu Mo still doesn't want to believe this fact, she has been staring at me, her eyes are still full of endless complexity, and the corners of her mouth are still squirming gently, as if something has come to her mouth, but she is swallowed back hard.After struggling for a long time, Xu Mo finally opened his mouth and asked me hoarsely: "What he said is true, you are really Su Yan" This question is the first time that Xu Mo has asked me, and it can also be said that she has asked me many times, but every time before, I did not admit that I was Su Yan, and I used various reasons to perfunctory her.And now, in this case, I can't deny it anymore, and I can't continue to deceive her, then, how should I reply to her I stood in place, entangled for a while, and finally, I opened my mouth with difficulty and whispered to Xu Mo: "Xu Mo, you listen to me" Xu Mo didn't wait for me to finish speaking, and cut me off and said: "Don't say anything else, you just tell me, whether you are Su Yan or not" I was blocked by Xu Mo's words, and I was dumbfounded in an instant, I know.Xu Mo didn't want to listen to any explanation from me, she just wanted a truth, a truth that came out of my mouth, and my answer was only yes or no.I have no other choice at all, once I tell the truth, it will be equivalent to stabbing Xu Mo in the heart, which makes me open my mouth The leader on the side saw our situation, and the interest in his eyes became even stronger, he seemed to be planning to watch my good show here from the beginning, he just wanted to witness my pain and embarrassment.I held a heart and hesitated for a long time, after all, I still said resolutely: "Yes, I am Su Yan" Hearing this, Xu Mo suddenly laughed, she smiled very sadly, laughed very sadly, she seemed to be laughing at herself, and as if she was sad for herself, her eyes even flashed faint tears, she laughed to herself for a while, and then looked at me, and said with disappointment: "Su Yan, you are really Su Yan, why, why can you be so cruel to me, I have asked you so many times, Why don't you just refuse to admit it, why do you have to lie to me" Seeing Xu Mo so sad and desperate, my heart was even more guilty, of course I know how sad her heart is, these years, because of my death, she has lived a mess, her mental state is so trance, she never wants to believe the fact that I am dead, she dreams that I am still alive.And I, indeed, am still alive, but I know Xu Mo's trance state, and I know that she is not doing well because of me, but I still refuse to admit that I am Su Yan, I am watching Xu Mo sad and sit idly by, this is for Xu Mo.It's really cruel.I can understand how sad she is now.I pursed my lips vigorously, and then said slowly to Xu Mo: "Xu Mo, I'm really sorry, I know that no matter how much I say, I can't change the harm I have done to you, but I do have a hard time, my situation at that time was very special, you know, three years ago, I suffered a catastrophe here, I escaped death to survive, but everyone thought I was dead, and my enemies thought I was dead, so.I can't reveal my identity, otherwise, I will lead to death" Xu Mo listened to my explanation, her face did not improve, she still looked at me sadly, her eyes were even a little bloodshot, she opened her mouth.said heavily: "So you have to hide it from the world, but you can tell some special people that you let Huang Kun know the truth, I can understand this, because he is worthy of your trust, but why, even Xia Chuxin can know your identity, you dare to say, last time in front of the Malatang restaurant, when I saw you, Xia Chuxin didn't know that you were Su Yan, who she was, she was the indirect murderer who killed you, why even she could know your true identity."
And I can't do anything I'm going to cause you trouble, right, or say, I'm Xu Mo, and I'm not worthy of your trust at all."