The moment I saw Xia Chuxin, Su Yan's face, which had been calm, couldn't help but show some emotion, and his black eyes reflected Xia Chuxin's beautiful figure and face.I haven't seen her for a long time, Xia Chuxin is still so beautiful, and she is incomprehensible, but her expression lacks the pride and composure she once had, and the youth and worry-free she should have at her age, she seems to have experienced the dust and twists and turns of a lifetime, and there are too many emotions and depths in the depths of her eyes, and she has also changed.Su Yan knew that the change in Xia Chuxin's heart stemmed from the death of Xia Shangzhou and the decline of the Xia family.Su Yan knew better that the reason why Xia Shangzhou was killed was completely implicated by his own family, and if he had stayed out of the matter earlier, he would not have been killed.Therefore, for Xia Chuxin, Su Yan has guilt in her heart, she has gone from a daughter to a lonely person now, and Su Yan is also to blame.After a slight pause, Su Yan took a step and slowly walked towards Xia Chuxin.However, just a few steps away, Xia Chuxin suddenly moved, she ran over like a gust of wind, and rushed to Su Yan, Xia Chuxin didn't say a word, and hugged Su Yan tightly.Xia Chuxin hugged very tightly and hard, she buried her head on Su Yan's shoulder, and then said softly but deeply: "You are finally back" Su Yan was hugged by Xia Chuxin, his heart involuntarily burst out, his cold body also gained a warm temperature, he smelled the faint fragrance from Xia Chuxin's body, and suddenly there was an indescribable feeling in his heart.Maybe he hasn't experienced human touch for too long, maybe he has long forgotten what warmth and comfort are, maybe he is used to numbness and coldness, in short, the current Su Yan feels a strange feeling, he seems to have found a long-lost emotion, and his heart is a little touched.He and Xia Chuxin are now alone in the world, they are both fallen people at the end of the world, such two people, snuggled together, can more or less find a trace of comfort for each other, two cold hearts, and because of this embrace, gradually filled with warmth.Slowly, Su Yan slowly raised his hands and gently put them on Xia Chuxin's back, and then, he said deeply: "I'm sorry, I came back too late." ”Hearing this, Xia Chuxin couldn't help but hug Su Yan harder, she put herself on Su Yan's body, she even rubbed her heart into Su Yan's body, she said hoarsely, very soft but firm: "It's okay, it's good to be back" It's good to be back, this is Xia Chuxin's most sincere words, she has been frightened for many days, afraid that Su Yan will disappear completely and never show up.Even if she convinces herself later, Su Yan will definitely come back and reappear to avenge her parents.However, Xia Chuxin still can't help but worry, in case Su Yan really doesn't come back, what should she do Now, Su Yan not only came back, but he also killed Yang Tianxiao with his own hands, avenging him and Xia Chuxin's revenge, Xia Chuxin was of course relieved and satisfied.Su Yan listened to Xia Chuxin's words, and the emotions in his heart became more and more complicated.He could feel how much Xia Chuxin wished he could be by her side when he was alone, and he also knew how much a person longed for another person to be trusted when he lost everything.To a certain extent, he and Xia Chuxin are in the same disease, their fates are similar, and they are tied together in the dark.It's just that Su Yan didn't dare to covet this feeling, he couldn't emotionally indulge himself in relying on another person, he was now a little more rational after all.After a slight slowdown, Su Yan put his hand on Xia Chuxin's shoulder, and he thought about pushing her away first.However, as soon as Su Yan's hand exerted force, Xia Chuxin hugged Su Yan more and more, and said affectionately with a pleading tone: "Please, don't push me away, let me hold it for a while." ”Xia Chuxin's emotions were unreservedly revealed at this moment, she seemed to be afraid that as soon as Su Yan pushed her away, she would lose this person forever, and at this time, she especially wanted to seek a solid sense of security.If she could, she would have liked to have stood still forever.Su Yan saw Xia Chuxin's reaction, he was a little at a loss for a while, his hands on Xia Chuxin's shoulders also paused unconsciously, he didn't push Xia Chuxin away again, but his heart was a little chaotic.After a while, Xia Chuxin suddenly closed her eyes deeply, she snuggled Su Yan tightly, gently opened her lips, and murmured extremely affectionately: "Su Yan, I miss you so much." ”This is also the most sincere words in Xia Chuxin's heart, she really misses Su Yan very much, this kind of longing, in the past half a year, seems particularly profound, especially involuntarily.She dreams of Su Yan almost every night, and every day of her is also spent in her thoughts, she is always worried that Su Yan will not appear, and she looks forward to Su Yan's appearance every moment, her mood has been haunting her for more than half a year, so that she now ignores the so-called reserve, ignores everything, and just wants to express this mood clearly.Su Yan suddenly heard Xia Chuxin's words that were equivalent to confession, he couldn't help but be even more flustered, he hadn't thought about the relationship between men and women at all in the recent period, and now, in the face of Xia Chuxin's affection, he really didn't know how to deal with it.Time passed quietly, the wind blew gently, lingering between Su Yan and Xia Chuxin, there was only boundless silence, Su Yan didn't make a sound again, Xia Chuxin didn't speak anymore, they just hugged silently.I don't know how long it took, Xia Chuxin finally reluctantly let go of his hands, slowly left Su Yan's embrace, and then stared at Su Yan directly.Looking at it, Xia Chuxin's eyes couldn't help but moisten again, her expression was full of entanglement and distress, her heart was trembling slightly, she was full of tears, hoarse, and said deeply: "These days, what kind of torture have you endured to become like this" Obviously, Su Yan's weight loss, as well as the scars all over his body, and the vicissitudes on his face, made Xia Chuxin completely touched, her heart was like a knife, and the pain was unbearable.When Su Yan saw Xia Chuxin like this, he became more and more uncomfortable, he deliberately relaxed his tone, and said indifferently: "It's nothing, it's all over."
Yang Tianxiao is dead, everything I have suffered is worth it" Xia Chuxin listened to it, and finally nodded silently, but the distress in her eyes did not decrease, and the deep meaning in her eyes was even worse, she stared at Su Yan for a long time, her eyes were direct and profound, and then, she spoke softly and said slowly: "Now, everything should also follow Yang Tianxiao's death, and the dust has settled, Su Yan, you won't disappear again, are you, should you settle down the two of us, can you start from scratch" This sentence, Xia Chuxin said very difficult, It took her almost half a lifetime of courage to get it out of her mouth.Growing up so big, Xia Chuxin has never taken the initiative emotionally, and even, she has always rejected feelings and other people's love for her, she has rejected many people, and she has never fallen in love with anyone.The only person who has ever felt it is Su Yan, but at the beginning, Xia Chuxin's feelings for Su Yan were not very clear to herself, but what happened recently made Xia Chuxin completely understand her heart, and she now knows that Su Yan is her only sustenance, she identified Su Yan, so she put aside her cold arrogance, put aside her concerns, and directly confessed to Su Yan, she hopes to spend the rest of her life with Su Yan in the future.Su Yan heard Xia Chuxin's words, and immediately choked his throat, no matter how dull he was, he could hear it, Xia Chuxin now needs Su Yan a promise, but, can Su Yan give her an eternal promise For Xia Chuxin, Su Yan can't say that he doesn't feel anything at all, but, so far, the two of them are not a couple at all, except for that layer of empty marriage covenant, they have no substantive emotional foundation at all, no matter how Su Yan is, he can't give Xia Chuxin a lifelong promise at this time, he also knows, I can't guarantee anything from Xia Chuxin.After a deep moment of hesitation, Su Yan looked at Xia Chuxin again, and said in a heavy but firm tone: "I'm sorry", which shows Su Yan's attitude and is also the most direct rejection of Xia Chuxin.When Xia Chuxin heard this, her heart suddenly trembled violently, she was obviously hit a lot, she looked at Su Yan with some caution, and said in a deep voice: "Why do you still hate me for the past" Su Yan heard this, and replied decisively: "No, I don't blame you for what happened back then."
I'm not the same person I used to be, there have been too many things that have happened recently, I don't want to focus on my children's private affairs for the time being, besides, I have made a promise to another woman, and she is still waiting for me" Since I can't be with Xia Chuxin, Su Yan doesn't want to give Xia Chuxin the slightest hope, he said it very clearly, that is, he wants Xia Chuxin to die completely.Even though he knew that such a refusal would make Xia Chuxin painful, he also knew that it was only a short-term pain, and time would heal everything.After Xia Chuxin heard Su Yan's words, she was stunned for the whole moment, her eyes became gloomy and very complicated, she looked at Su Yan deeply, she didn't say a word for a long time, no one could see through, what was Xia Chuxin, who was suddenly silent, thinking.Su Yan saw that Xia Chuxin had been silent, he suddenly couldn't stand still, he looked at Xia Chuxin with a deep face, and said seriously: "Okay, I should go, you, take care of yourself" After speaking, Su Yan didn't wait for Xia Chuxin to reply, he directly skimmed Xia Chuxin and walked towards the stairs at the entrance of the rooftop.Xia Chuxin didn't keep Su Yan, nor did she look back, she was just like that, stunned in place, her beautiful eyes were full of unknown deep meaning, and she held back the tears that didn't fall.Faced with such an ending, Xia Chuxin was not mentally ready to accept it.But, regardless of whether Xia Chuxin was mentally prepared for this or not, Su Yan left after all, and Su Yan didn't look back at Xia Chuxin again, he resolutely left the rooftop, and then took the elevator downstairs, his face was expressionless, and his heart was full of indescribable emotions.The elevator seemed to descend slowly, slowly, and it seemed like a long time before it reached the first floor.However, when the elevator stopped and the door opened, Su Yan found that outside the elevator door, he was greeted by a policeman in uniform with a strict face When Su Yan walked out of the elevator, a policeman in the lead immediately stepped forward, quickly and sharply handcuffed Su Yan's hands, and said solemnly and ruthlessly: "Su Yan, you are suspected of intentional homicide, and now you are officially arrested, please come with us."