"That was a few years ago, Xiao Qiao met Gu Fei, he was a Chinese-American, the two quickly fell in love, Gu Fei doted on Xiao Qiao very much, almost regarded her as a little princess, Xiao Qiao fell in love with someone for the first time, that time has been very happy, happy, she is like an ordinary little girl who fell in love, saying sweet vows, and planning everything in the future, during that time I felt very sadistic when I walked among them, and sprinkled dog food all the time.
During that time, Xiao Qiao went out on a mission for the government and destroyed a big family in Italy, who knew that there was a fish that slipped through the net, that person was also very powerful, found Xiao Qiao, and, set a trap to catch me and Gu Fei, the people of the Italian family have always been the same, there is revenge, Xiao Qiao made him lose his beloved, lost his family, he didn't kill Xiao Qiao, but he also wanted Xiao Qiao to taste it.
Therefore, he asked Xiao Qiao, me and Gu Fei, who he chose to live. ” Speaking of this, Lu Xiaojiu paused, a little hesitant, these things are dusty memories for a long time, unpleasant, and regrettable, they are the past that she has been unable to let go of for many years.
She had thought about countless situations back then, and she had predicted countless possibilities, always thinking that maybe if she did it all over again, she and Gu Fei would not be caught, they would not die, and Xiao Qiao would not lose Gu Fei.
It was a nightmare.
"She Chose You" Lu Xiaojiu nodded, "Yes, she chose me, Xiao Qiao and we both know that the Italians don't play false, whatever they say, it's what they say, and they don't give the opponent any chance to negotiate, Xiao Qiao can't do anything at all, what to say, and there is no way to save anything, she only gave Xiao Qiao three seconds, she didn't even have time to say goodbye to Gu Fei, Gu Fei was shot in the head." ” "For a long time, Xiao Qiao has not been relieved, she has been in pain, hated, and cried, the walking dead for a long time, I think what she is most sad about is not Gu Fei's death, but the choice she made, but she can't say goodbye to Gu Fei, the person she would rather die is herself than the person who dies is us, Xiao Qiao's heart is softer than anyone else and harder than anyone else, if she didn't pay so much attention to feelings, maybe it wouldn't have happened back then."
Wesley clenched his fists slightly, and it was hard for him to empathize.
Because that has never happened before.
He didn't know how to empathize, these emotions were actually very delicate and helpless, like a mark carved on it, with a sadness of the past, he couldn't imagine what would happen if it was her.
However, how could it be him?
He wouldn't let Little Joe be left in that choice.
If he puts Little Joe in this situation, it is his incompetence, and he dies without resentment.
"Although Xiao Qiao didn't have time to say a word to Gu Fei, Gu Fei said goodbye to Xiao Qiao, and he will continue in the next life."
Lu Xiaojiu said, "Gu Fei has never blamed Xiao Qiao in his heart, perhaps, he has long known Xiao Qiao's choice, so he is not resentful, he calmly chooses death, the laughter of the enemy, Gu Fei who has lost half of his head, major, you can't imagine Xiao Qiao's mood at that time, watching his beloved being shot in front of his eyes." ” "I can't imagine that if the same situation happens to me, let me choose someone between Xiao Qiao and Lu Bai, and my enemy shoots Lu Bai to death, I'm afraid, I'll collapse, I'll go crazy, I'll die, I think for a second, it's all torture, so, I don't know how Xiao Qiao spent that time, because I didn't accompany her, I just guarded her, I didn't dare to see her, I was afraid that as soon as she saw me, she would think of Gu Fei, think of her choice, I was afraid to face Xiao Qiao's eyes, I was afraid that Xiao Qiao's eyes would have regret, resentment, and regret, I am also afraid that there is anger in Xiao Qiao's eyes, why would we be caught, and I am also afraid that Xiao Qiao will think of Gu Fei when he sees me, this is inevitable, in that case, my appearance will only increase Xiao Qiao's pain.
So, I didn't talk to her, I could only follow her secretly, afraid that something would happen to her, afraid that she wouldn't figure it out, she stood on the cliff for three days, and I was ready to jump down with her.
At that time, we only had each other, and if something happened to her, I didn't know what would keep me alive, especially Joe's choice made me realize how important I was to her. ” "Major, don't push her."
Lu Xiaojiu said gently, "I'm afraid that the shadow of this incident will not dissipate for the rest of her life, and she will never forget it in her life, so she is very painful and sad, and she is also very resistant to feelings, plus she knows her body very well, so she has been playing the world all these years and refuses to let go of her true feelings, she is just afraid of disappointing others." ” "Her view of love is already a little deformed, she thinks that as long as she doesn't fall in love with others, others fall in love with her, as long as it doesn't take a long time, there will be no pain, and she won't be ruined by others."
Lu Xiaojiu smiled, "But she forgot, maybe she will bring ruin to others, but the happiness she brings to others is irreplaceable, these things coexist, and the person she fell in love with is also willing to bear everything with her, and will not resent her decision, Xiao Qiao has never been able to understand this, so over the years, she will not touch feelings." ” Wesley had mixed feelings in his heart, Lu Xiaojiu was indeed the person who knew Xiao Qiao best, and he analyzed it very well, and it made sense, this was indeed Xiao Qiao's mind, and it was also Xiao Qiao's heart.
That's what she is. looks heartless, but he values his feelings more than anyone else.
"What kind of person is he?"
"What do you say about Gu Fei" Lu Xiaojiu smiled, "Gu Fei is a professor, a biology professor, specializing in genetics, when they met, he was thirteen years older than Xiao Qiao, he was very young, gentle as jade. is a very knowledgeable person, very gentle to people, and even more tolerant and spoiled to Xiao Qiao, almost every request, no matter what Xiao Qiao does, no matter what Xiao Qiao does, it is the most beautiful and best in his eyes.
I have never seen Gu Fei lose his temper and never seen him fierce Xiao Qiao, Xiao Qiao has a lot of ignorant knowledge, he taught Xiao Qiao step by step, he taught Xiao Qiao many things, Xiao Qiao likes to stick to him, call him, and enjoy that time.
That should be the happiest period for Little Joe. ” Unfortunately, it was too short-lived.
It's only a short month.
Wesley could see from Lu Xiaojiu's description what kind of person Gu Fei was, and sure enough, as Xiao Qiao said, he was a completely different person from her, just like a person living in two worlds.
It seems that there is no intersection, two people whose lives do not have any intersection.
The professor and the little sister "You think it's amazing, don't you?"
Lu Xiaojiu smiled, "Everyone thinks it's amazing, why would a professor fall in love with Xiao Taimei, Xiao Qiao was a typical little sister when she was sixteen years old, wearing strange clothes and colorful wigs every day, fighting everywhere, performing tasks, just a walking rocket launcher, ready to spray at any time, and you can beat people up if you don't agree with each other."
They are together like a conflict in watercolor painting and sketch, one is thick and colorful, the other is light and gentle, but they are so in love, strong feelings, for Xiao Qiao, that time may be a lifetime, and it is also the most beautiful love she has ever touched. ” Wesley nodded, such a person who is completely different from Xiao Qiao is willing to give Xiao Qiao the strongest love and the most gentle protection.
The people she attracts seem to be completely different from her.
But she has such a charm, attracting everyone indiscriminately, making people want to dedicate everything to her, as if everything wants to be held in front of her eyes and ask her to smile, which is also a very intuitive emotion.
Why did he fall in love with Little Joe, he never understood.
I don't know where to start, and I always fall in love.
"If Gu Fei hadn't died, do you think they would have a good ending?"
Wesley asked.
Lu Xiaojiu was stunned, the major's question was too tricky, so tricky that she couldn't answer, she couldn't help but raise her eyebrows, "You're jealous" "Old vinegar, why should I eat it," Wesley asked rhetorically, his voice calm and cold, not admitting that he was jealous at all.
"It's really old vinegar, but, Major, you don't even have a chance to compete, because Gu Fei is dead, people are dead, and they will always live in the hearts of others, no matter how hard others work, no matter what they do, they can't replace his position, you really aren't jealous at all."
"He is alive, and he may not be able to walk with Xiao Qiao."
Wesley knew Little Joe too well, "Because he died, he stayed in Little Joe's heart forever, and when the feelings were at their strongest, he died because of Little Joe, this kind of emotion carries the sadness and heaviness of blood, and it is not a very healthy feeling."
If you love someone, what you give is always tolerance, not baggage, and his love gives Xiao Qiao too much baggage.
I can bet with her in the past, give Xiao Qiao a while longer, even if it is a month, the strong feelings will become very light, she is not the kind of person who stays for whom, especially when she was sixteen years old, she came into contact with a very special, different person from her, attracted to him, the beginning of love, want to be with him for the rest of his life, what is the difference between this emotion and the figure and appearance she fell in love with me at the beginning, so many years, there has been no change, the only difference is that I don't take the bait for her, if she satisfies her, In less than two months, she lost her freshness, and this kind of relationship had no expiration date, but Gu Fei was very lucky, because of the emergency, he didn't realize the indifference of the weakened feelings, he had the opportunity to live in Xiao Qiao's heart forever. ” "So, whether he's alive or dead, it's not a threat to me."
The major concluded, "The only person who can give her true love is me." ” aa2705221: