Chu Rin was stunned for a moment, and there was a little trance, and the other father said this to the children Zhou Zhou saw Chu Rin's bewildered face and was very disappointed, "You don't know anything, lie to paper." ” Chu Rin looked at the cute and agile child in front of him, his heart was astringent, there was a bit of indescribable pain, very sour, he was thinking, in the past three years, he was really wrong, he and Lin Jingsheng were angry, and they had not had a moment of greeting, meeting and just a few words for three years, but he said to his children, you still have a daddy, treat him as a member of the family.
"When did he say that" Chu Rin's voice was a little astringent.
"A few days ago."
Zhou Zhou was embarrassed to say that in the days when he ran away from home, his little expression was a little aggrieved, Chu Rin was a little uncomfortable, and nodded, "I'll tell you later." ” He left in a hurry, Zhouzhou touched his head, "Grandpa, what's wrong with uncle" "Leave him alone."
Chu Ge said that he fell lightly, "Watch me play chess with my brother." ” "Okay."
Zhou Zhou laughed happily, with a bit of likable softness, Chu Ge thought to himself, it's so cute, the more you look at it, the more likable it becomes.
Lin Jingsheng was talking to Morgan on the phone next to the hot spring, talking about the church, and the church was about to move recently, Lin Jingsheng said, "They have run out of donkey skills, so they will naturally jump over the wall in a hurry, don't pay attention to them, I have my own countermeasures." ” Morgan said, "Yes, I understand, I'll keep an eye on the Lu family." ” "Just stare at Lu Pang, I want to know all his itineraries, this old fox is scheming, after all, he has been in power for so many years, and he will inevitably be a little regretful when he withdraws for a while, I don't know if he will leave a hand, the most important thing is to see if he has any contact with the church, you also contact Lu Yuan, let him watch it himself, don't be too relieved, if Lu Pang goes back on his word, I will not keep my promise at that time."
"Yes, I understand."
Morgan said that Lu Yuan is a very good talker, and this matter is related to the safety of the Lu family, and the Lu family will naturally be cautious, Lu Yuan is even more nervous about the safety of the Lu family than Lin Jingsheng.
He was talking on the phone, when he suddenly saw a figure hurrying over, Lin Jingsheng hurriedly said, "Okay, I have something to do here, hang up first." ” "Okay."
Lin Jingsheng just hung up the phone, thinking that Chu Rin came to him for something, after all, his steps were in a hurry, who knew that he didn't know how to stop when he arrived, and suddenly reached out to hold him in his arms, Lin Jingsheng was shorter than Chu Rin, and he had lost a lot of weight in the past three years, and he could be completely held in his arms, although he was evenly matched in momentum, he was always less wild than Chu Rin, he struggled slightly, "let go" This is under the public, he is a dignified king, what kind of system has he become.
"Ah Sheng" Lin Jingsheng pushed him away, twisting his eyebrows slightly, Chu Rin felt that his mind was empty, and those familiar empty emotions in the past three years hit his heart, he had a sour feeling in his heart, and he urgently needed to release it on Lin Jingsheng, he and Lin Jingsheng had been missing, they both met at the wrong time and confessed at the wrong time, God was like a joke to them.
A huge joke.
"I've said what I should say, what else do you have to entangle" Lin Jingsheng asked, so repeatedly, what was he Chu Rin looked at him, this is the eyebrows he is most familiar with, even if he has never met, he will always secretly watch the news of his visit, and he can always see him in the news, he has a TV specially installed in his bedroom, and he watches the national TV station of country C every day, once there is news about Lin Jingsheng, he will not miss a single one, so he knows how hard Lin Jingsheng has been in the past few years.
He didn't accompany him, especially more than a year ago, the strength of the church counterattacked, on the way to the orphanage, there was an assassination, he was shot in the arm, although it was a flesh injury, but it was quite thrilling, at that time he was angry with Ah Sheng in New York, unwilling to say a word to Ah Sheng, how many times Ah Sheng wanted to meet him, he refused, and there were many refusals, Ah Sheng gradually, no longer asked.
Ah Sheng is not like himself, his face is very thick, he has been pampered since he was a child, and his self-esteem is also strong, under the embarrassment and humiliation of refusal, he gradually cooled his mind, and gradually, as if he had broken contact.
In the past six months, he has been in a trance and has a kind of panic.
If he continues like this and can't cross this ditch, he and Ah Sheng will really disappear.
In this way, it slowly became a stranger.
Perhaps, decades later, they all came, recalling this past, he could be a talking point when he was young, he didn't want to be like that, he was planning to return to China recently, and Chu Ge's matter just gave him a step.
"Between you and me, if I hadn't been entangled, we would have been strangers a long time ago, wouldn't we" Chu Rin said, he looked at Lin Jingsheng bitterly, "When I was young, you loved me, but you also expressed and pursued it implicitly, and never showed fiery affection, I was young at that time, and I didn't understand the difference between love and friendship, I always felt that your love for me was similar to my friendship with you, I didn't see a few sparks."
Later, when I realized that I was in love with you, you had turned away and were no longer willing to give a little affection, and since then, I have been chasing you all the way, Ah Sheng, in fact, all the way, I have been chasing you, I have been pestering you, I have been forced. ” Lin Jingsheng's mouth opened and he didn't speak.
Chu Rin said lightly, "My father once told me that before the age of thirty-five, give him a grandson, I promised him, at that time I was perfunctory to him, always thinking that slowly I would tell him my emotions, my cleanliness, my choices, he has guarded for his mother all his life, he will understand me."
I haven't had time to tell you about it, you suddenly gave me a heavy bomb without discussion, I was stunned, I admit, I have the intention to deceive you in the past three years, I am naïve, I want to use my legs to keep you, force you to make a choice, whether to choose me, or choose your pair of children, as a result, you also saw it. ” As a result, they all saw that this was a very tragic gamble, he lost a mess, he was angry, annoyed, and finally tired, tired, he thought, on the road of pursuing Lin Jingsheng, he should be dead hearted, and tired, it is better to give up.
But no matter how much he convinces himself, he can't give up, in this relationship, he may have always chosen the wrong way to express himself, but there is one thing, he has never done wrong.
"Whether I lie to you, hide it from you, in the past three years, I haven't seen you, even if I use the wrong method, all I want is to make me the only one for you, but I can't do it after all." aa2705221: