For a moment, the dark carriage suddenly fell silent.
The two brothers seemed to have a tacit understanding, and no one spoke again.
And after this moment, it was Lu Qi who broke the inexplicable silence, seeming to be confused and mocking: "Since you like her so much, why don't you go after her directly.
There is nothing better in the world than letting the person you like be your sister-in-law.
Are you going to torture yourself even more?"
Lu Zhen seemed to know that Lu Qi had already asked this question.
He smiled silently and bitterly.
The lights when meeting cars in the opposite lane were projected on his face, reflecting the darkness that he had always hidden in his heart.
"Taotao is an optimistic and lively girl.
She should have an upright and healthy man as her partner.
Instead of being like me, who is weak, withdrawn, afraid of seeing the sun and seeing all the beautiful things in this world.
A person with a dark heart.
I am not worthy of her and all the beautiful people and things in this world.”
"Don't say that when you were young and didn't understand anything.
You just wanted to fight back.
You didn't really want to hurt him.
Besides, although my aunt was sad, she still forgave you in the end.
She said it herself, and we all heard it.
Even if you made a huge mistake, you have all paid off the sins you have suffered over the years.
We have all forgotten it.
Why can't you forget it?
Do you want to torture yourself like this for the rest of your life?
My cousin is gone, do you?
I have to risk your life, how can I be happy?"
The closed carriage magnified Lu Qi's roar several times, but Lu Zhen remained unmoved.
In other words, in his years of self-isolation, nothing could shake his cold and lonely heart.
Perhaps only the appearance of Su Taotao once shone a ray of light in his gloomy sky, but it was only once, because Lu Zhen knew that the light would not belong to him.
"Killing to pay for one's life and debts to pay back money are the principles that have not changed since ancient times.
If God wants to take my life, I should pay compensation to my cousin.
It's just a matter of time."
Lu Zhen was very calm.
He had been prepared for such an ending for a long time, and he owed it to Jinyun.
I'm just sorry for the kindness and care that my parents and eldest brother have given him over the years.
I can only repay this love in my next life.
So he has been living in seclusion and not making friends with anyone.
He just wants to worry less in this world.
Otherwise, when the day comes, he is really afraid that he will not be able to let go.
"Lu Zhen, listen to me.
Over the years, your parents have visited famous doctors to treat you, and they sent you to the United States to study psychology with good intentions.
They didn't do it to turn you into a Lin Daiyu who cries and complains about herself all day long.
It’s just so that you can live a healthy and happy life like ordinary people and fulfill your filial piety to your aunt on behalf of your cousin.
You think you will be happy if you sacrifice your life to your cousin and aunt.
She will only be more sad.
If you are really regretful, really blame yourself, and want to make up for your mistakes, from now on you should put aside those messy thoughts of yours, cheer up, and take care of the land with me.
"Mr.
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Lu, let Mr.
Lu secure his position as an industry giant, let your aunt raise her head in her husband's family, and live the rest of her life with peace of mind.
This is what you should do as a member of the Lu family."
Lu Qi was really angry.
For this younger brother, whether it was his parents or himself, he had been reluctant to say "no" to him since he was a child, let alone scold him loudly.
His parents always felt that it was their own fault that caused their son to suffer from such a disease since he was a child, and he also hated that he had grown a few years earlier.
When he was young, he was busy playing and being naughty, and did not pay attention to his mother's strange discomfort during pregnancy, which made him suffer.
The shady nanny took advantage of the opportunity and caused the younger brother to be unable to have a healthy body for the rest of his life.
So they desperately tried to make amends and tried every means.
Even if Lu Zhen accidentally killed his cousin Jinyun, they would not blame him for fear that he would be frightened.
But he didn't expect that from then on, Lu Zhen, who was already sensitive and introverted, would suffer from heart problems and has been tormenting himself to this day.
"It's not you who kills after all, brother.
You will never understand that feeling.
Although the law cannot punish me because I am young, that feeling of guilt weighs on me every day, no matter how many good things I do, It can’t be erased.”
"But you can't live like a zombie because of this.
Are you worthy of your aunt who forgave you, your parents who never gave up, and me like you are now?"
Lu Zhen's answer left him speechless.
He didn't know how to continue to comfort or encourage him.
As Lu Zhen said, he couldn't really understand the heavy psychological baggage.
"I'm sorry, I really want you not to worry about me.
In fact, it's good as it is now.
I have parents who love me and a brother who takes care of me.
I'm very content.
But I also hope that you can find your own happiness and happiness.
Belonging, this makes me very happy."
Lu Zhen said, suddenly lowered his head, and then smiled: "I think Tao Tao is.
You are such a person who can make everyone around you positive and happy, and she likes you.
If you are together, our family will be lively.
So you see, I also have a purpose in setting the red thread for you. , but you really don’t like her.
This is probably fate.
If you can’t force it, then forget it.”
"No, since you said that Su Taotao is so good, I am interested in getting to know him.
He will be a good person, so I will test whether you have learned psychology in vain and whether your level has improved."
Lu Zhen did not expect that his eldest brother, who had been resisting and considering Su Taotao as his number one enemy, would suddenly change his tune and agree to contact her first.
Lu Zhen, who had already planned to give up and go back to think about how to explain to Tao Tao, felt that the development of the situation could be said to be a hidden secret, so he immediately agreed, fearing that his elder brother would regret it later.
"Believe me, after you get to know this girl, you will put aside your insistence on being a good match and change your views on relationships."
Lu Qi secretly criticized me for having always had a normal outlook on emotions, so why did he sound like a pervert?
But the reason why he agreed to Lu Zhen's "communication" with Su Taotao was not because he suddenly changed his mind, nor because he became interested in Su Taotao, but because of Lu Zhen.
No matter what kind of soup Su Taotao fed Lu Zhen before, at least now this woman has some use value, that is, she can make Lu Zhen happy, and even help Lu Zhen get out of that psychological shadow.
After understanding this, Lu Qi, no matter how displeased Su Taotao was, he would still have to tolerate her dangling in front of his eyes until Lu Zhen got tired of her.
As for Lu Zhen saying that the woman likes him, he doesn't care at all, but as long as Lu Zhen can live like an ordinary person, the sacrifice of his appearance as the eldest brother is nothing
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