Missing you becomes a line spread in time So long that it can cut the world into two sides He is on the other side of spring Your autumn leaves have just fallen If we never meet again Let you miss me by memory Originally, this love could be remembered as perfect his appearance has changed The scent of a new partner It was pouring rain outside the car window, and the CD in the car was playing Tanya's memory, his favorite song.
Turning his head and looking out the window, the rain blurred his vision.
It had been a long time since Dulan had seen such heavy rain.
The last time seemed to be many years ago, when he was sent here by the Song family.
At that time, the Song family, under pressure from the Gu family and rumors in the circle, sent him here, cut off all possible ways of contact with the country, and left him to fend for himself here.
That's right, he is a dispensable existence in the Song family.
His father is the son of a concubine, and he is disabled and not favored.
His mother does not come from a famous family.
The family relies on the eldest son and the company's dividends. , barely maintaining the pitiful pride and self-esteem of the upper class.
In such an environment, if there is anything outstanding about their family that can be remembered by people in the circle, it would be his face.
Maybe genes really have strengths and weaknesses.
He completely inherited his mother's beauty and personality, but only inherited the gender of his cowardly father.
Under the influence of such a family where women are strong and men are weak, he gradually discovers that what he likes are those of the same sex who are more independent and stronger than himself and his father.
He imagined himself as a flower in a greenhouse, and one day a strong and gentle man would discover him, love him, and protect him.
Sometimes his thoughts gradually got crazy, so he walked to the street to see the men sweating and toiling under the sun, but their appearance was too rude and they were not the ones he liked.
Later, the eldest son decided to return to China for development, and his family naturally wanted to go back as well.
He is so feminine and indistinguishable in appearance that he is favored by many young men from aristocratic families who do not know the truth.
The appearance of Asians made him feel more friendly, and coupled with their gentleness and extraordinary temperament, they met all his requirements for an ideal man and made him feel that there would be one person among them who was his rightful man.
But he also understands that his orientation is different from ordinary people.
In a more conservative country, people like him are regarded as aliens.
So he mustered up the courage to find the head of the family and told him that his father had asked someone to see his face and that he could only live long by pretending to be a girl until he reached adulthood.
He asked the head of the family to keep this secret for him.
Although Changfang thought this was too unbelievable, he would rather believe it or not, so he agreed.
So he finally got his wish and was able to enjoy the favor of many young men as a girl.
Among these young men from aristocratic families, he particularly liked Lu Zhen.
Not only because of his handsome appearance and gentle but distant temperament, but also because in him, he seemed to be able to see the shadow of another father in his heart.
From Gu Zhun, who was most actively pursuing him, he learned that Lu Zhen was not in good health and suffered from congenital heart disease, just like his father, who was born with a disability.
But unlike his cowardly father, Lu Zhen is always so gentle and gentle in front of everyone, neither humble nor overbearing.
Even if he stands next to his domineering elder brother, he still cannot be ignored.
Handsome but not self-confident, gentle but not cowardly, being held in the palm of your hand and cared for by such a man should be the happiest thing in the world.
It's a pity that Lu Zhen seems to rarely attend various gatherings in the circle, and the opportunities to see him are few and far between, which makes it even more precious.
Even if they are gone, the seeds of emotion are slowly fermenting in my heart, and I am thinking about them like crazy.
Finally, at a banquet held by the Song family, he mustered up the courage to confess to Lu Zhen.
"I like you."
These four words were rehearsed countless times in his mind.
With his heart beating like a drum, he looked up at the young man in front of him, waiting for his answer.
"Sorry, I don't mean to offend, but I can't like people of the same sex."
The young man's gentle smile faded, and he opened his eyes wide and looked at himself in disbelief.
It took a long time before he said this.
"You, how do you know I am?"
He obviously hid it very well, even secretly taking estrogen, trying his best to cover up all his male characteristics, why did he still find out.
He looked at the young man in front of him in a panic, with confusion written all over his face.
"I also heard that Uncle Song accidentally mentioned you, so you don't need to panic."
The young man has returned to his usual calm demeanor, as if the panic when he was confessed was just his illusion.
Seeing that he was not angry and had no intention of exposing himself, I couldn't help but feel relieved.
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Even the disappointment of being rejected was slightly diluted by his smile.
"It's just that you are still a boy after all, and you will return to your male body when you become an adult.
So even if you have to disguise yourself as a woman for no other reason, you must remember who you are and don't lose yourself and take the path you shouldn't take."
He really wanted to say that in fact, all this was of his own free will.
This was the kind of person he was, and he couldn't change it no matter he was an adult or not.
But he was afraid that if he spoke out, Lu Zhen would dislike him as an outlier and might tell others, so he chose to remain silent.
But in Lu Zhen's opinion, the overly beautiful boy in front of him had listened to his words.
"I won't tell anyone what happened today, just pretend it never happened.
I still have some things to do, so I'll go back first."
I don't know when the young man left, and he stood in the courtyard in a daze for an unknown amount of time.
It wasn't until a light rain fell in the sky that he came back to his senses.
His confession still failed.
"Yingying, why are you here?
No wonder I just looked for you for several times but no one was there.
Come in quickly.
You can easily catch a cold if you get wet in the rain."
It's that Gu Zhun again, why is he there wherever I go?
Song Ying, who had just lost her love, was very impatient and didn't want to pay attention to him at all.
Just let him soak in the rain for a while.
I heard that on a rainy day, broken love and a cold go together better.
"Yingying, why are you disobedient?
Is it because my voice was too quiet just now?
Didn't you hear me?"
He ran into the courtyard to hold an umbrella for him.
Gu Zhun suddenly felt that it was quite beautiful for two people to stand in the rain like this.
Isn't that how it is played in movies, two people kissing in the rain?
It's just that Yingying's clothes are wet, and she looks like a drowned rat, which ruins the atmosphere a bit, but she is still beautiful.
"We'd better go back.
It's uncomfortable with wet clothes sticking to your body."
"I'm not going back, please just leave me alone, okay."
"I'm not bothering you.
If you like standing in the rain, how about we go back and change clothes first and then come back and continue standing?
I'll accompany you
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