Not a dream, not a hallucination, not a 3D movie.Although I saw the whole process in the mirror, it was almost like watching a movie, but I never believed that it was fake: the other self, urged by Wang Xinmei, clumsily pushed the cart out of the house, driving all the way from west to south, and the beloved girl leaned quietly on my back, a soft and heartwarming feeling.Her whispers in her ear, her hair being blown by the wind and tickling the back of my neck.The trotting back hug and the reassurance I had to make on my forehead.And the sadness and heartache of that moment.Then, my tense muscles, the huge pain and suffocation at the moment of impact, and the consciousness I lost when I flew in the air all came back at once, and I experienced it all over again like in a movie.All this, how can it be fake, but if everything just now is all true, then what kind of existence is I now, I have been staring at the mirror in a daze.At this moment, the mirror suddenly changed in my field of vision, and a crack appeared in the center of the "click" mirror, and another and another branch, like a rhizome or branch, continued to grow branches from above, and quickly crisscrossed into spider patterns.That is, in the blink of an eye, the sound of glass shattering continues.Eventually, the mirror crackled and shattered, and all the irregular fragments, large and small, fell to the ground and then into smaller pieces, some of which even bounced and hit my legs.I squatted down in amazement, reached out and picked up a small piece to observe, this is true I still don't believe it, the index finger and thumb are forced, the "nosy" pain quickly released, the glass slag fell, and a small bead of blood immediately appeared on the finger belly.Now I can't help but believe it: now I am either a soul that has left the flesh, or I am myself.And it moves freely as usual, neither like a puppet nor a sense of floating.God I slapped my head: "Could it be that the scene with Wang Xinmei tonight is fake" But how to explain the empathetic situation I am hesitating to clean up the broken glass ballasts all over the ground first.At this time, the door of my main house slowly opened.Facing me stood a gray-haired man, nay, a faint figure to be exact.The facial features were a little blurry, but I felt kind.I had a hunch, but I wasn't sure.So, licking my dry lips, I asked tentatively: "Who are you" "Hehe" The man chuckled: "You dug me out of the soil, and drank wine and went to a banquet together, why, I don't know him" Sure enough, I immediately couldn't wait to ask him: "What the hell is going on" "Why don't you come into the house and talk, I can't see the light." ”Uh, this is obviously my home, okay, I smiled bitterly, and carefully let the broken glass in.By the time I sat down on his couch, he had already poured two glasses of wine, picked one up himself, and drank it with his neck tilted.I thought about it, and it seems that the wine I had drunk from this jar in my dream was true.So he was no longer hypocritical, and he also took a small sip of the cup.He himself leaned up his neck and had another glass, which was really refreshing, but I couldn't compare with him.Drinking and chatting can shorten the distance, and I think the same is true for my own relationship with this "non-human".The drinking friend said that his surname was Chen before his death, and asked me to call him Uncle Chen.After drinking three glasses, Uncle Chen sealed the wine jar, leaned back comfortably in the chair, and then looked at me calmly and said, "I know that your stomach is full of doubts, just ask." ”"Well, what I saw in the mirror just now, or me now, which one is true" However, he asked me rhetorically: "What do you think" The heart said: Of course I think it's all true, but is this possible, who knows that I haven't said it yet, but Chen Bo seems to already know my thoughts: "Why can't it be that both are you, things have happened, don't you know best" uh, but wasn't that I hit by a car and flew away, I died, but I'm alive, this is also too incredible, I took another sip of wine, With a wry smile, he said to Uncle Chen: "Am I drunk again?"
"Hehehe" Uncle Chen continued: "What about me, I am also dead, not only dead, but also burned to ashes; But I can't still drink and talk to you, which sounds a bit contradictory, but it's true.But you and I are in a different situation: I'm a ghost, but you're still human.That one you are dead, this one you are alive, so the mirror is broken. ”I seem to understand a little.It seems that this mirror saved me.But a mirror is a thing, no matter how great it is, it is just a magic weapon; So I think, to be exact, that Uncle Chen saved me with a mirror, and that's it.But Uncle Chen, who had gray hair, said that the mirror was arranged by my father, and he didn't dare to be greedy; It's just that he took it upon himself to make me drink the wine, and it was only at a critical moment that the effect of the mirror could be stimulated.After I looked in the mirror, I was indeed divided into two parts, one in two identical worlds, except that one was real and the other was in the mirror.My death and life are just a reversal of the two worlds corresponding to "me", people die and the mirror is broken.It's a bit mysterious, but I still get it.I have another question at my mind.About everything between me and Wang Xinmei.Anyway, I only think about it now, and all kinds of closeness to her at that time were probably all seen by Uncle Chen, but this is not the point; What I want to know most now is that since the changes brought about by the mirror, everything between me and her is real or illusory nowChen Bo smiled at me: "The situation before looking in the mirror is real, and the situation after that no longer exists." ”I was stunned, my face turned unnaturally red, and then suddenly turned white.Red is embarrassed, white is what Uncle Chen said, everything after looking in the mirror does not exist.That is to say, it's okay before, the whole process of me sending Wang Xinmei home is like a plot that has been deleted and changed, and that's it.I was very puzzled: "Then why do I remember it clearly" Chen Bo said: "Only you remember, that girl's memory now is: you were obsessed with looking in the mirror, let her cry sadly alone, and then rode home alone. ”No, no, no, how did it become like this, in this way, how do I meet her in the future, how do I get along, that means, isn't it okay for me and her to finish playing since then, no, really no, I want to cry without tears.But Uncle Chen said flatly: "Otherwise, how can it be compared to being able to pick up a life, this is nothing, people have to get it, and they always have to pay a price." ”"No, I don't accept it."
I insisted, "If I become such a person in the eyes of her and Brother Biao, then I might as well die quickly" Chen Bo laughed: "You kid is so stupid, even if you really die now, you can't change the fait accompli; I understand, young people, always feel that once you lose love and friendship, the world will collapse; When you pass this period, you will know that this life is not as you thought at the beginning, what you can't let go" I retorted to him, the future is the future, but now how can I go against my heart to think about it is really angry: obviously the fact that I worked hard all the way to protect the flowers to my home, in the end, it turned out to be that I made Wang Xinmei so angry that she went home alone, how to live in the future, alas, I suddenly felt so wronged, June Feixue was simply sadly entangled for a long time, I put down my face to pester Uncle Chen, and asked him to help.I said: "This, Uncle Chen, for the sake of this jar of wine, help think of a way, okay" Who knew that he actually laughed when he heard it, pointed at me and kept saying: "It's so funny, it's really funny" According to the meaning of his words: this, the wine is buried by the old man of my family, so the favor and face are the old man's, I call it pulling the tiger skin as a banner, and the name is not right; Second, he fell asleep in the soil, and he had a mutually beneficial symbiosis with the wine, so he didn't owe me a favor, but could ask me why I woke him up.Thirdly, he had already told me earlier that the mirror was arranged by the old man, and he could not do anything about it; So if I really want to find a way in this regard, it is better to wait for the old man to come back and discuss it with him myself.After finishing it, Uncle Chen went to open the wine jar again: "Don't think about it; Come on, let's drink" but at this time I called a depressed, how can I have the heart to drink, I was not hit by a car to death, I was sad to death, sad to death, of course, this Uncle Chen is a particularly open-minded and funny person, seeing my sullen appearance, he did not sneer to the end, but came to comfort me: "The so-called car to the mountain must have a road, this is why not there is a poem that says how to solve the worries only Du Kang, Du Kang is hard to find, but I see that your wine is good, just used to pour sorrow, haha" Alas, it seems that I am in the catastrophe, I can't do it without trying all kinds of death methods.aa2705221，，； mobile phone reading,