Now my only biggest feeling is to say: sadness, this is the biggest sorrow in life, let us start over and sort out the origin of the whole incident: first of all, Niu Niu is the only son of the Yang family, from my understanding of the Yang family's father's temperament, Niu Niu must have been pampered and proud since he was a child.Later, the father of the Yang family picked up the abandoned baby Yang Yingcui, and since then, this pair of brothers and sisters who are not related by blood have grown up together, and they can be regarded as childhood sweethearts; But the problem is that while Niu Niu's feelings are secretly born, Yang Yingcui doesn't call him at all.Probably because he was depressed and borrowed wine to drown his sorrows, or either he deliberately borrowed wine to strengthen his courage, Niu Niu became strong against Yang Yingcui, and he has been in the cup since then.Niu Niu and Yang Yingcui, this pair of enemies has since become a lingering nightmare in each other's hearts for a lifetime.From now on, Niu Niu chooses to give up one more chance to be torn apart by me, and would rather suffer than give up welfare, this is a kind of sick psychology that has been distorted to what extent, whether it is bitter resentment, crazy revenge, or even pathological sadomasochism, in short, he is too deeply poisoned, and has an addiction that cannot be stopped, which is simply: Yang Yingcui, who is like a drug.I'm emotional.My father, who had been watching from the sidelines, opened his mouth, but forcibly restrained himself from saying anything, but kept looking at me with some concern.I knew he was worried, and if I agreed to Niu Niu in a hot head, it would be a big deal.I smiled at him and told him to reassure me that I knew which was more important.Then I said to Niu Niu: "I can't agree to your request, either change one, or we will terminate the cooperation, and we will go back to our respective homes from now on." ”Niu Niu gestured angrily: "Why don't you always hate Cuicui, I've become like this, I don't have any other thoughts, I just want her to become the same as I am now, so that I can be a real husband and wife with her." ”I said hate, how can I not hate, but my hatred for her is completely different from your love and hate for her.Another most important point, Niu Niu, you may still not realize it: it is said that the twisted melon is not sweet, and you made a fatal mistake because of this in the first place, and finally put yourself into it; Don't you still understand Yang Yingcui, she didn't love you in the past, and she won't love you now and in the future; If you insist on it, it will only trigger a more violent reaction and confrontation from her.It's her reverse scale.So to be honest, I don't want to wade into this troubled water at all, once the matter between you and her is provoked, it will be endless trouble for everyone.She's smart.And you used to be stupid, and now you don't seem stupid; So I advise you to stop being obsessed.In a word: Either we will cooperate on different terms, or we will still part ways, but Niu Niu is unwilling to compare: "How do you know that she will not change her mind for so many years, I think she also has feelings for me, as long as you promise to help me, I can change her mind." ”"It's impossible."
I shook my head: "If there is a slightest possibility, I will help you, but if you insist on playing with fire, then you can play by yourself" Niu Niu listened to my words in a daze, and thought alone for a long time, but its emotions finally collapsed uncontrollably.He pointed at me almost like a demon: "It's not true, you lie that Cuicui will always be mine, and no one will want to take it away; You're a bad person, and you like her too, right, you're so deliberate about trying to make me give up, she can't never, I'm going to kill you," he said and pounced on me.And I didn't mean to back down or dodge at all, just stared at him coldly without changing my face.Dad is next to him, if he can kill me in this way, then I can only say: this is the fate of the cow Niu Niu himself to make a fuss there, even Dad is coldly holding his arms to watch the excitement.I calmly faced the hysterical attack of Niu Niu, but it finally relented.The pair of sharp claws he conjured came to an abrupt halt as they were about to touch the skin of my cheeks, apparently, he didn't dare, he definitely didn't.On the one hand, after so many years of instigation under Yang Yingcui's hands, he has become accustomed to nature, and it is difficult to rise again.The second aspect, as I said earlier, is that he is very smart, he naturally knows how to weigh the pros and cons, he just needs to calm down his feverish mind, think about it, think clearly, and the last aspect is that I beat him with extraordinary calmness, and I conclude that he does not dare to take risks, and I really won the bet.I felt refreshed, and I was able to defeat it and overcome my own fears.I think that in the future, the cooperation will be carried out smoothly under my own leadership.Although there was a suspicion of borrowing from my father in the process, I didn't bless any stunts, relying on psychological warfare, and I won, which was very cool and fulfilling, and then Niu Niu was like a bullied child, it began to cry, covering its face and hiding in the small black room as if angry.I made it and smiled happily at my dad.Then I explained to him: "Let him vent to his heart's content, and it will be fine after a while." ”Dad nodded again and again, he looked relieved, half happy and half disgusted and said to me: "It's too risky, Lao Tzu, I really don't have as much courage as you, and I have never had your character from your mother." ”As he spoke, he turned around and went home, and I hurried to follow him side by side, in fact, now I was full of joy, and indeed a little proud.Along the way, I was also thinking: it seems that it is really like what my father said, oh, my father has always been cautious and careful, and his thinking is rigorous and meticulous.At first glance, I look like him; But in the case just now, I'm a little fast, I don't know myself anymore.Could it be that this is my truly unsuppressed character: adventurous, even a bit of a gambler?
Of course, I was able to do all this just now, in addition to having my father by his side, I think the main reason is that I have an accurate grasp of Niuniu's psychological changes and personality characteristics.So in this sense, I may have inherited some of the advantages of my father and my mother at the same time, but at the same time I have lost some of the characteristics that they have, such as my mother's strength and enthusiasm and my father's meticulousness and perseverance for decades.Forget it, I am who I am; From now on, as long as you do your best with your heart, you will have no regrets.After entering the house, my father drove me to the cellar to talk to my mother and cook for the first time.He said: "I have to get a few side dishes today, and our family has to drink a few cups to celebrate"aa2705221,,; mobile phone reading,