When Zhao Lingyi woke up slowly, she lay on the couch.The moment she opened her eyes, she saw the familiar arrangement around her, and she only felt a little stunned.She has lived here for four years, how can she not be familiar?
But such a room has long become a past thing sealed in his dreams, how can it still appear in front of his eyes?
That's right, this is where she and her mother, Lee, lived every day when she was a child.From the time she was born until her mother died when she was four years old, she lived here.It is carefully arranged by the mother everywhere, elegant and indifferent, just like the mother's temperament.Zhao Lingyi unconsciously looked up at the sour branch wood table in front of the window, and there was indeed a bunch of flowers in the blue jade vase on the table, swaying slightly with the wisps of breeze blowing in from the window.The flower is the mother's favorite flower.It is also in early summer that the flowers on the mother's sour branch wooden table have been placed for a long time.Mother often said that flowers are two opposites, husband and wife are good flowers, leaves, day and night, love each other, just like the husband and wife are affectionate.Mother also often told herself about the legend of flowers, according to the legend: Yu Shun died in the south of the Cangwu, and his concubine Empress E and Nuying searched the Xiangjiang River, but never found it.The second concubine wept all day long, tears and blood, blood and death, chased as their gods.Later, it was discovered that their elves and Yu Shun's elves "became one" and became trees.Since then, the flower has also become a symbol of beautiful love in the hearts of women in the boudoir.Zhao Lingyi stared at this bouquet of pink and fluffy flowers, but the corners of her mouth were a trace of disdain.My mother only knew that the meaning of flowers was very good all her life, but she didn't know that flowers were also called bitter flowers.Mother probably never thought that flowers are not the love of two people, in the story of flowers, there are three people.The three people in the love story do not seem to be superfluous, but in the real world, the love of three people is always superfluous.In a similar love with a mother, the mother is the superfluous one.Therefore, my mother's life is a tragedy, and my own life has also become a tragedy.But none of this was my mother's fault.Mother is just a poor woman who yearns for love but can't.After a short period of stunnedness, Zhao Lingyi stretched out her hand and pinched herself, but found that her hand was very small, probably only four or five years old.She was surprised to find that she was not dreaming, but alive, really alive.And not at the age of twenty, when he was suffering, but when he was young, when his mother was still alive.Just don't know what time it is?
Is it too late to save everything?
It's still there, my mother is still there, but does it mean that everything still has a chance to be saved?
No, it's the season of flowers, so is it May or June?
And even if his age is not clear, he should be four years old and not younger.Thinking of this, Zhao Lingyi was not lazy to lie down, and was about to get up in a hurry, but felt that she had no strength in her body, and instead fell heavily on the bed.Although she was now small, even if she fell, it was not serious, but her actions also alarmed people, and hurried footsteps came from outside the curtain."
The girl woke up?"
Voices of concern rang in my ears.Listening to this familiar voice, Zhao Lingyi felt warm in her heart and her nose was sour.This girl is the big girl next to her, called Qingzhi, and her mother carefully selected the girl for herself when she was three years old.Now she is in her teens.It's a pity that she lost her mother in her previous life, and she was weak and ignorant, but she couldn't even keep the girl around her, and later this girl was promised by her stepmother to her stupid son who accompanied her, and suffered a lot and fell for a lifetime.But this girl is loyal to herself, there is no doubt about this, in her previous life, she didn't know how many times she persuaded herself, but unfortunately, she was really a fool, even if she didn't appreciate it, she was completely disgusted with her, and let her fend for herself.In my previous life, I only felt that this girl was provoking the relationship between herself and her stepmother, but she didn't see that her stepmother harbored evil intentions, raised herself, and led herself to the evil path step by step, and this girl said all good things, but she couldn't listen to a word.If I could have listened to her back then, it probably wouldn't have been like this.Zhao Lingyi was still thinking about the things in her previous life, but she didn't want Qing Zhi to suddenly interrupt her thoughts."
Girl, when you wake up, hurry over, my uncle and my wife have been here for a while, and they are talking to my wife at this time."
Qingzhi's face was stained with tears, and there was a slight choking in her tone.Seeing Zhao Lingyi wake up, she hurriedly wanted to help her get up, and she couldn't even care about her current weakness, which showed that the situation was really urgent.Qingzhi is like this, Zhao Lingyi understands that now is indeed the worst time, even her uncle and aunt have come over, which shows that her mother is dying.In the previous life, the uncles and aunts were also in front of the mother's bed at this time.Therefore, it was this sentence that almost made Zhao Lingyi, who had just sat up with the support of Qing Zhi, fall again.But even if she didn't have any strength in her body, Zhao Lingyi still insisted on getting up and getting out of bed.But there is a little sadness in my heart, and when I go back for a while, is it still too late for everything?
Zhao Lingyi hurriedly put on her shoes, and before she even had time to sort out her clothes, she pulled Qingzhi's hand and staggered out.Sure enough, my mother was dying on the bed in the west room.On the side sat his grandmother, his third aunt, his fourth aunt, and his two uncles and aunts.All this is not half different from the memory of the previous life, Zhao Lingyi only felt that her feet were soft, if she was not pulled by Qingzhi, she was afraid that she would fall down again.Sure enough, it's still too late?"
Mother!"
Zhao Lingyi screamed and threw herself in front of Li's bed.Her mother's cry was heartbreaking, and even those who were watching from the sidelines couldn't help but feel sad.No one knew that the girl in front of her was no longer the girl who had just cried and fainted and was carried inside, and now she had seen her mother for sixteen years.When she was suffering in her previous life, Zhao Lingyi kept thinking that even if she only saw her mother, it would be good to have only one side.But I didn't expect that the old man was so cruel that he could only see his mother once, how ironic, how tragic!
Li was already drowsy, but she was also woken up by Zhao Lingyi's terrible scream, and she struggled to raise her hand to touch her daughter's soft hair.This kid has been exhausted these days, so much so that Shicai actually fainted from exhaustion.Why didn't she rest a little longer?
At a young age, what if your body is broken?
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