Zhao Lingyi can understand the thoughts of the maids, but she feels that her father has not been here for a long time, and now it is rare to come here, and she must behave better so as not to lose her father's favor.After all, now that she has lost her mother, her father is the only support for her life, not to mention that as a girl, her future marriage depends on the love of her parents.But the reborn self, in the face of the ethereal father's love, has long been out of luxury, whether the father loves himself or not, it will not hinder his life.Therefore, for her father's love, Zhao Lingyi has no hope.Especially when she thinks about it, her father's so-called love is just using her love for herself as an excuse to make wedding clothes for others, which makes her feel uncomfortable, and she would rather not have such love.Besides, what if you let your father wait today?
Now he has a request for himself.Since you ask for people, you must always have some sincerity.Today I just made him wait for a moment, compared to his mother's lonely waiting day and night in the past few years, what is this moment of time?
Perhaps only when you are waiting, can you know how painful it is to wait, and how shameful it was to let others wait back then.As Zhao Lingyi thought, Zhao Zhongkang came today to take Zhao Lingyi out to see Lu Keer, and then make Zhao Lingyi like Lu Keer and speak for her.I just waited left and right, and after waiting for a long time and didn't see my daughter come out, I couldn't help but feel a little anxious, so I ordered the little maid to come over and ask.The little maid was only six or seven years old, and she didn't know anything else, but she told the truth, and only repeatedly said that the girl was grooming now, and asked the master to wait for a while.I asked in detail, but I couldn't say anything.Zhao Zhongkang could only let the little maid go.On the other hand, a little maid brought tea to Zhao Zhongkang, and Zhao Zhongkang could only take the tea and taste it.After waiting for two teas, Zhao Zhongkang saw his daughter slowly walk in from the door, dressed in plain white clothes just outlining the shape of flowers with silk threads of the same color, and the white ribbon tied on her head was also a white ribbon.Such a plain white dress made Zhao Lingyi look more and more pale and pitiful.Zhao Zhongkang couldn't help but lock his eyebrows, but didn't say anything, just watched his daughter walk in slowly step by step, and saluted himself with a good appearance.Zhao Zhongkang waited for such a long time, he was a little anxious, and looking at his daughter dressed like this, he couldn't help but feel angry.But he also knew that he must not get angry this time, so he still talked to Zhao Lingyi with a smile on his face.Zhao Lingyi was not infected by her father's smile, and was only faint when she spoke to her father.Even, there is some timidity in the tone.When Zhao Zhongkang and Zhao Yanwan got along, they were always used to seeing their daughter Yuxiao Yanran coquettish to him, such a pitiful and timid daughter was something Zhao Zhongkang had never seen.Zhao Zhongkang said a lot of caring and considerate words, but Zhao Lingyi's response was quite few.Zhao Zhongkang spoke alone, but he also felt bored, and he complained a little about the Li family in his heart, feeling that she had taught her good daughter to be such a wooden person, and now felt that she had less desire to get along with Zhao Lingyi.After just a few gossips, he explained his meaning.He originally thought that Zhao Lingyi would not easily agree to himself because of the loss of his mother and the fact that he was not close to him, and it would take a lot of effort.But he never thought that Zhao Lingyi responded in one bite, and even showed some eagerness in his tone, but then lowered his head, as if he was afraid that he would say the wrong thing.This situation made him a little stunned.But after a moment of surprise, he looked at his daughter carefully, but suddenly realized.The daughter is not close to herself, which is caused by the estrangement she has always had, but in the end, it is her own daughter, how can she not want to be intimate with herself?
Today, because she came by herself, she spent half a day dressing up, probably to make a good impression in front of her.It's just that he is young, but he never thought that he was anxious to wait, but lost his original good impression.Only then did he remember that he hadn't taken a good look at his daughter for many days, and it seemed that since his wife Yirou was buried, he had been busy going to Huazhi Lane all day long, and he had never come to the main courtyard to see Sister Ling.Facing his daughter who was showing off outside, he almost forgot that the daughter in front of him was dressed in plain white because her mother was gone for a hundred days.Zhao Zhongkang is not a completely ruthless person, and he felt a little guilty about Zhao Lingyi on the spot.Zhao Lingyi looked at the guilt floating on her father's face, sneered in her heart, but her face did not show it, but she showed a very attached look to her father, and her clear eyes blinked one by one, full of admiration and deep desire for father's love.Zhao Zhongkang felt really embarrassed, how long had he neglected this daughter?
Thinking about it, she is only less than a month younger than Yinwan, but from the time she was born to the present, she always feels that she has treated Yinwan badly, thinking that Zhao Lingyi is golden and precious in the mansion, and she lacks nothing, so among the two daughters, he is more distressed about Yinwan after all.Now that I think about it, I really treated this daughter badly, especially during the period of time that Yirou went, and I don't know how this little child spent his time alone in this huge courtyard.On days when no one is with her, does she cry at night behind someone's back?
Zhao Zhongkang rarely wanted to express his father's love, but because of years of rustiness, he didn't know how to express it.Zhao Lingyi only looked dazed and ignorant, but she paid attention to Zhao Zhongkang's every move in her eyes, looking at Zhao Zhongkang's awkward performance, Zhao Lingyi despised her father more and more in her heart.This is his father, a person who even looks down on himself as a daughter.My mother is gone, and now I remember to express my guilt to myself?
Isn't it too late?
But if you want to be good in this house, your father's guilt must be used, as long as your father feels guilty about himself, it will be much cheaper to do things in the future.Zhao Lingyi didn't plan to say too much, and saw that the atmosphere was so cold.Zhao Zhongkang only thought that he had neglected his daughter for too long, so his daughter was not close to him, and he never thought about how much his daughter despised him in her heart.However, after he wanted to express his distress for his daughter but had no way, he lost the desire to continue and began to be a little absent-minded.It's not too early, I'm afraid that Ke'er and Yanwan are already waiting for themselves, since Sister Ling has already promised herself, it is better to go to Huazhi Lane to say something, so as not to worry about their mother and daughter.The fastest update, no pop-up window to read please.