It's rare to have a relaxed mood and leisure time today to do nothing.,Just simply play the game.,When you enter the copy of the single brush.,Idle browsing on the "classic legend" accidentally,A very eye-catching title will deeply attract me I want to live I thought it was just a title party.,But after reading it,It's really shocking.。
The story tells the story of Liao Ye, a female undergraduate student of the Music Department of Longnan, Jiangxi Province, who struggled with the disease, and the words expressed in her mental activities, which are touching and inspirational, which can be called classics.I know that Liao Ye wrote me and my mother and have nothing to do with my novels, but at the end of the chapter, I saw that she hoped for more reprints, and more people knew her story.Indeed, I also want to do my little bit to make Liao Ye, who is suffering from illness, get everyone's help, maybe your donation will finally enable Liao Ye to realize her dream and return to her beloved podium.I really want Liao Ye to live, and I want to keep Liao Ye who inspires me and moves me in my novels, I think she writes more energetically than Dream of Red Mansions, but there are few readers, and I can't understand her eyes that flicker in the dark night, the tears that break my heart.I don't know why all this reminds me of Xiao Jing's tears, Xiao Jing is the cry of pear blossoms with rain, with a pitiful coquette, but Liao Ye is heartbroken and sad, with the injustice of fate.Liao Ye is passionate and longing, her heart is actually full of love, and she needs others to love her!
Liao Ye believes in God and has also done baptism, maybe he wrote this chapter for God to read, right?
Because she has been praying for the favor of God, she is a princess of rhapsody.As I wrote this novel, it is said to be fantasy.It's not that I'm pouring out my heart's desire to heaven.The absence of opposition from God means that I may be able to achieve the perfect world in my heart, which is my belief and my greatest spiritual wealth.Achieving this wish is more important than anything else, even if there is no reader in this world, but as long as God can see it, as long as she can understand, then what is not satisfied?
Looking at the vast earth and the boundless sky, if the heavens can't fulfill my wishes, I just want to keep my love at the beginning and let everything go with the wind.I just want to leave my love where it started.The insignificant human beings are not even as good as ants in front of the heavens, and they are turned into dirt in an instant, and the money and power are like clouds of smoke, only the unforgettable memories of the past will still be in the minds of the heavens.Liao Ye, please don't be afraid, I can read your fear and unwillingness between the lines, in fact, as long as you believe and leave your thoughts, isn't it a kind of eternal life?
Me and my mother Author: Liao Ye is, my mother has been away from me for more than 20 years.It's this stupid woman who has been raising and taking care of me, my stepmother, she is a country woman, and she has not been transformed.She can't read big words, but she is very kind, and her kindness touches everyone!
I know, she loves Dad.I love me more, so I run this stormy home without regrets, so I work hard for us.Paid for youth.Mom is a country woman, with the simplicity and simplicity of the township, no makeup, illiterate characters, and no attention to food and clothing, which is her only flaw, but it can be perfectly made up for with her kindness.She has been selfless dedication to our family, she has been enthusiastic to help all the people she can help, my mother is too selfless, so I said she is a stupid woman, since she was seriously ill, my mother has been by my side, taking care of me meticulously, my mother is very capable, she is alone at home and abroad, my father is not in good health, the heavy work in the field is all my mother, she is a great mother, I have no blood relationship with her, but I have done so much cooking and laundry, bathing and changing clothes for me, serving tea and water, serving and urine.My mother is very kind, when I was in the hospital, she would help my grandmother in the next bed to go to the toilet with a hanging bottle when I was fine, and she would help my grandmother who had no family members in the same ward to pour water, get dressed, and help her buy food.When I was in the hemodialysis room, seeing that I was fine, she would help those patients who had no family to take care of the patient who had just gotten off the plane to lift his shoes, help him get up and sit down, during dialysis, my mother would help those patients who had no family to take care of the tea and hand, and also help the nurse change the bed sheets and clean the room, for this reason, the nurse in the hemodialysis room took special care of me, my mother always smiled when she did this, and selflessly helped me to help some people in need, many patients said to me: your mother is so good to you, your mother is so good & Mom is very good, but no one knows that I am not related to her!
Mom, love me very much, I know, as if I don't appreciate it, I always feel that no matter how good she is, it is not my mother, in fact, my heart is moved, but on the surface I want to insist on my indifference, but my mother, as always, always loves me, never scolds, always smiles at me, because I was sick since I was a child, my mother is even more indulgent in my willfulness and stubbornness.When I used to go out to study, on the first night before leaving, my mother would prepare a lot of things for me, afraid that I would not be able to eat at school, or not be able to use them, every time I went out and said goodbye to her, she always smiled a little innocently, and said lightly, go, go, stand at the door for a long time and watch me go away.When I was working, I went home every week, and my mother was afraid that I would not eat well at school, so before I went to school, she would fry me several dishes that I loved to eat.Yes, my mom is fine, but no one knows I'm not related to her!
In these difficult days and nights of illness, my mother was by my side, always there, yes, the patients were suffering, but the people who loved them were looking at their stomachs.Because of dialysis, I need to be intubated, because diabetes is very susceptible to infection, and the venous fistula is also blocked, so after repeated intubation, the scars on my body are one after another, shocking, and I am in pain.I know that my mother is more painful, when I can't eat, my mother is also not stained with grains of rice, I can't sleep well, my mother also didn't close her eyes all night long, my mother who was seriously ill day and night lost a lot of weight, and the lines on her face were much clearer.There was haggard elegance on her face.Because of her love, her kindness, I know that my mother's love for me is the only affection that will not be conditional and calculating!
But she is slowly aging, I feel that I am too selfish to let my parents work so hard, so I was depressed, desperate, and gave up.So he became short-tempered, didn't eat, didn't have infusions, and wanted to his mother away.But no matter how willful my mother was, she never gave up on me, and that day, I began to lose my temper again, not eating, not taking medicine, not taking injections, spilling the cups and food at the bedside on the ground, while my mother picked up the debris on the ground.While saying that let's eat something, it will be good if you eat.I yelled at my mother: I don't eat, let me die, you go.Don't worry about it, let me be alone in the hospital I keep pushing her away, I really want my mother to go, so that she doesn't have to work so hard.Now that I think about how I could have said such hurtful things in the first place, I know that my mother must have been heartbroken by me, and my mother was angry at my willfulness and stubbornness.Really out of my sight, in fact, my mother didn't leave, just secretly wiped her tears outside the ward, she knew that I seemed tenacious at this time, but it was the most vulnerable time, I needed her, she just hid outside the ward and waited for my call.I thought at that time, my mother is really gone, and I am the only one left here, but suddenly I became scared, and I began to be afraid, it turned out that I was still eager to live, so I called out to my mother urgently!
Mom, don't leave me, I'll take medicine well Mom used her hand to hold my hand tightly, her hand was gentle and dry, and the other hand stroked my back, and said lightly: Mom is here, there will be a trace of safety at the moment when it will be fine.The condition has been unstable.I was tormented, and my mother's heart was broken.The hospital has given me a critical illness notice.That day, the nurse hurriedly handed a piece of paper to her mother and whispered to her outside the ward.I saw my mother holding the piece of paper and looking at it over and over again, in fact, my mother was illiterate, she couldn't read the words on it, but she could understand the words explained by the doctor and her, my mother had been silent, no tears, no words, just kept looking at the critical illness notice, and when the doctor came to check the ward, my mother stood up suddenly, knelt down in front of the chief doctor with a thud, and held the doctor's hand tightly and cried: Doctor, you save my daughter, she has suffered a lot, she is not still very young, Doctor, you save my daughter, tears wet my mother's face, and the wrinkles on her face are clearer.Yes, I'm still very young, I'm only 24 years old, and I've suffered a lot and suffered a lot of humiliation.Everyone was moved, because of my mother's love, I was lying on the hospital bed and dying, and I was very conscious.The oxygen mask covered half of my face, I was breathing rapidly, the oxygen cylinder was bubbling regularly and rhythmically, my eyes were closed, trying to fall asleep, but tears were dripping down my temples, and I could still hear my mother's cry: save my daughter, she was still young but it was beginning to blur.That day, I was deaf and could no longer hear a single sound, and the last sound I heard before I became deaf was my mother's cry......
Everyone was touching their tears, but no one knew that I was lying on the hospital bed and had no blood relationship with this woman who was bending down and begging for her daughter's help!
We can be two people who don't matter, but because of her kindness and selflessness, we are closely connected!
Yes, love, can create miracles, maybe God was touched by my mother's love, we learned that my illness could be cured, it was this news that gave me hope, it also gave my mother a smile, and my condition was under control.When I came back from Wuhan, I have been waiting, I have been suffering, I don't know if I can wait, my mother has always been there, regularly boarding the three wheels to take me to the hospital for hemodialysis, every time I feel uncomfortable, my mother is distressed and helpless.That hope is too far away, but my mother has never given up on me, so I can't give up, because I am deaf, I can't communicate with people, I only rely on words, my mother can't write, but for me to start learning to write and recognize words, every time I see the crooked fonts she wrote, many typos, my heart is always moved.Mom has a lot to do, my dad is not in good health, my mom not only has to take care of me but also busy with the work in the field, very tired and hard, but my mom will take me to church, she belongs to the religion, in fact, she really hopes that there is God, there is God to save me, hope to be comforted, so she took me to be baptized by religion.Time goes very slowly, and it is so fast, a year has passed, but I am still suffering from the pain in the same place, my mother is still distressed, I know that it takes a lot of money to cure my disease, which my mother and father can not earn in a lifetime, God will take care of me again, so that I can go back, go to work, go to life, and be filial to my mother who has always taken care of me, so that I have the opportunity to repay my kindness!
I longed for salvation.To be continued.