Outside the shutters was pitch black night.Finally, Jiang Jingyu went to check when he arrived, and Han Xingzi was sent by Han Yixian to buy dinner, so Han Yixian and Jasmine were finally left in the room.Han Yixian stood on the side of the bed and looked at Jasmine, she seemed to have lost a lot of weight, it turned out that she would have such a sad thing.She sat on the white hospital bed with her knees crossed, her chin resting on her knees, her eyes staring ahead in a daze, as if she was in some kind of predicament and desperate, she knew that when someone was there, her ears would buzz, and when no one was there, she would fall into the silence of the moment, Jasmine glanced at Han Yixian, and no one made a sound.Jasmine suddenly remembered that that day was also the last time she saw her in the hospital."
Yixian, let's finish it completely."
Jasmine suppressed an emotion in her heart, she didn't know how to face him again, and she didn't know how far she could go, and the world would fall apart."
So......
Your choice is Jiang Jingyu?
”Yixian looked at her with a calm face, but his heart was twisting with pain, the hot flame kept burning angrily in his eyes, he really didn't want to see her again.Her eyes darkened, her head bowed, Yixian couldn't see her expression clearly, but her broken eyes seemed to drip blood in pain.Han Yixian didn't want to care about her anymore, he needed to calm down, the more he calmed down, but he found that all the people around her who could hurt her, she didn't say anything, didn't ask for help, didn't want to trouble others, and then forced herself to the edge of the cliff, he was really afraid, afraid that one day she would overflow with grief, and then jump off the cliff without any scruples, and from then on she was out of the world of everyone.She pursed her lips and was silent, saying nothing, trying to lock herself in a safe place, where no one else could get in and she couldn't get out.Therefore, Han Yixian thought that she acquiesced, yes, she chose Jiang Jingyu, everything is just that she recognized the wrong person, but is Jiang Jingyu it?
Han Yixian stood in front of Jasmine, and there was no longer a familiar embrace, just a silent space for the two of them."
I ......
I ...... him and Jing Yu" Jasmine's voice was small and crunchy, and she mustered up the courage to explain that day, but everything was shattered by one sentence: "Xiao Wei is dead." ”Her face was pale, her eyes were gradually darkening, her shoulders were slightly slumped, he seemed to be the closest person to her, she didn't know why she said to him, she just felt very relieved.Han Yixian took out a pen and paper, knowing that she had a hard time listening, so he wrote down all the things he wanted to say on the note and handed it to her.She opened the note, and touched it with her fingers as if it had reached the temperature in Yixian's hand, so warm that her pores were open.Jasmine was stunned, and suddenly choked in a low voice, like a wounded little beast, burying her head in the quilt, and her nose was full of the unpleasant smell of disinfectant potion.She gripped the note tightly, reluctant to let go."
I love you—" She didn't dare to look up into his affectionate gaze, he looked cold, but he was the one who would never hurt her, even if he was angry, he wouldn't hurt her.She remembered asking him, "Why did you never say you loved me?"
”Jasmine glared at him hard, trying to pry his mouth open and make him spit out those three words, it was really too hard."
Didn't I say I liked you very much?"
Han Yixian touched her head like a child, and the remote control in the other hand was changing the channel."
But it's not the same......
There can be many likes, but there is only one love, and you haven't watched the TV series. ”She was coquettish, and even rubbed her head against his shoulder, but she didn't react at all, and she couldn't make him spit out those three words together.In the moonlight, Jasmine's white hospital gown seemed to be lonely like a paper man, she raised her head, her eyes stared at the young man's cold eyebrows, and the mist in her eyes was like a rising mist in her peach-like eyes, and she saw the corners of his mouth squirm, she seemed to hear, heard: "Jasmine!"
I love you. ”Could it be that she herself had auditory hallucinations, obviously such a chaotic world, at that moment it seemed to be suddenly clear, she felt that she had heard.The tips of Han Yixian's ears turned pink, she opened her mouth in a daze, wanting to reply to him, wanting to say something, but she couldn't say it, his eyes were like a blue sea at the moment, tolerating her.He leaned over and hugged her, trying to give her all the warmth, her body thin and cold.Outside the door!
Jing Yu's raised hand retracted on the door page, he looked up at the white surroundings, the incandescent light was shining warmly on his white long-sleeved hospital gown, he didn't look at Han Yixian and Jasmine hugging again, and the smile on his lips became more and more lonely.He felt a pang in his heart, and kept denying this feeling, such pain.Na!
Brother, this is your pain, not mine.He pursed his lips and turned to leave step by step, his face was as pale as the transparent wings of an angel, and each step into a deep black hole, constantly sucking things into it, stirring things up, until his soul was finally pulled in.Not far behind Jiang Jingyu, Li Xianling covered her mouth hard, the pain in her heart made her unable to speak, she couldn't get close to anyone, and the sourness and jealousy in her heart finally converged into one sentence: "Jasmine, why don't you die!"
”Everything is like it never happened, so she will never find out that the person Xiao Wei loves so much is you, so it won't involve such a ridiculous thing, if you don't appear in the world, she thinks, everything will start according to the normal trajectory.Everything is the fault of your existence.The madness in Li Xianling's eyes was well hidden by her in a thick shadow, she trembled and raised her hands, these sinful hands made Jasmine and Jing Yu to the point of tearing constantly, but, but she never thought of hurting Xiao Wei, and she was not to blame for all this.Li Xianling unconsciously cut out a mark on the wall, just like the scar on her heart, ugly and flashing blue at the same time.Li Xianling has been trying to find out everything out, she heard everything Han Xingzi said in the restaurant that day, Han Xingzi was actually the girl who indirectly let Xiao Wei die.Actually, three years ago, that day was the last person Li Xianling saw Xiao Wei, she knew that Xiao Wei still remembered her, which made her feel so excited, almost made herself happy to death, she was excited that the person Xiao Wei met first was originally her, it was her Li Xianling, so she has always made herself so good, I hope he can look at her more.The girl reached out and touched the cold wall, lost in thought, and then was replaced by anger for a moment of silence.