Su Heng had never said anything to Mu Jinxi, but she just thought that this person would find a place to hide when she was sad.But Mufu is so big, where can he hide?
Mu Jinxi took a deep breath, looked up, and saw the bright starlight all over the sky, decorating the night sky with a refreshing feeling.She suddenly knew something, and she kept looking at the back garden.A memory of her previous life suddenly pulled out in her mind, and it was rare for her to talk to Su Heng in a good voice.Mu Jinxi walked to the bottom of the highest rockery in the garden, and then looked up, the picture in front of him instantly coincided with the previous life, Su Heng sat on the top, leaning on the mountain rock, looking up at the starry sky, and his expression was obviously lonely and lonely.In her previous life, she happened to pass by the rockery once and saw Su Heng meditating here.Seeing her suddenly appear, Su Heng at that time chuckled lowly: "You also came to see my jokes." ”At that time, he seemed to have quarreled with the Su family.And because she always made people stare at the courtyard of the two, the conflict between the mother and son was known to everyone in the Mu Mansion that time, and she would go out at night at that time, and she really wanted to see Su Heng's jokes, but when she really saw his extremely lonely appearance, she suddenly remembered herself who was also weak, and those sarcastic words were taken back.Looking at Su Heng like this now, she has changed her mood."
What are you doing up there?"
Mu Jinxi was the first to speak, "Is it beautiful?"
”"Ningning."
Su Heng saw Mu Jinxi's caring expression, and a smile bloomed from the bottom of his heart, "I'm waiting for you." ”"Then wait for me to go up."
Mu Jinxi took the corner of her skirt and was about to climb up the rockery, "Let's also see what the scenery that can fascinate our eloquent Su Gongzi looks like." ”Su Heng was afraid that Mu Jinxi would fall, so he hurriedly jumped down from the rockery: "Look at it again, it's not as good-looking as you." ”He held Mu Jinxi's wrist with one hand, only to feel that he was too thin and slender, and suddenly felt a little unspeakable: "It's me who is willful, I shouldn't let you worry too." ”"Nope."
Mu Jinxi pointed to the lake not far away, "It's also good to watch the night on the awning boat." ”Su Heng slowly let go of Mu Jinxi, and according to her meaning, the two of them found a boat from the lake, held it off the shore at will, and swung out, no longer caring.Here, there is only one audience for Mu Jinxi, who can say what he wants to say without letting others know."
Say it."
Mu Jinxi pinched a red fruit from his purse and stuffed it to Su Heng, "There is nothing in this world that you can't get by, let alone make you feel like this, it's more enjoyable to say it." ”"Ningning."
Su Heng said softly: "I like you." ”Mu Jinxi originally wanted to hear what Su Heng said to her, but the other party suddenly said such a sentence, she was stunned, and then her face instantly became hot, and the sweat in her palms couldn't be contained.Although it is a fact that everyone knows, but hearing these four words from Su Heng's mouth, Mu Jinxi is in a state of mind again.She inexplicably came up with an idea, if the person sitting here is not her, but any noble girl, how can she not be moved by a person like Su Heng who confesses her heart so seriously?
Su Heng didn't seem to notice Mu Jinxi's uncomfortable appearance, but spoke slowly."
Actually, you were right about one thing."
He smiled, his tone thin and lonely, "From the first time I saw you, I knew that we were actually the same, and we were incompatible with this world. ”"We clearly know that even the stars can't escape the fate of being regarded as pawns, and so do we."
Su Heng glanced at Mu Jinxi carefully, and saw that she seemed to be absorbed in what she heard, so he continued, "However, I still can't help but have a glimmer of hope, and I want to have hope for them." ”Mu Jinxi once hoped that Mu Yuan could give her the warmth of ordinary people, and Su Heng also hoped that Su could give her the same care as an ordinary mother.However, neither of them could ask for it."
But we're different.If the Marquis of Qingshan can't give it to you, Mu Jinzhi can give it to you. ”Mu Jinxi's lips moved slightly, and she couldn't help but put her hand on the back of Su Heng's hand, wanting to give him a little comfort."
So, at first I thought, we can keep each other warm."
Su Heng's eyebrows curled, "Later, I thought, you can warm me up."
Now ......
"Ningning." ”Su Heng looked at Mu Jinxi's eyes very seriously, his gaze was like a star, "If we are together, we can't get it, and it doesn't matter, we don't need to ask them anymore." ”Mu Jinxi's heart was beating like a drum, and she looked at Su Heng like this, and she could hardly take her eyes off it.Obviously, his smile was a little weak and lonely, obviously in this case, it should be comforting and relieved, but inexplicably, she was moved by him first.Even, she couldn't help but raise her hand and touch the corner of his lips: "Say something like this, smile." ”Su Heng grabbed Mu Jinxi's hand and kissed her fingertips like a dragonfly: "Actually, you don't have to worry about me, you have seen it clearly all these years, and you shouldn't have any hope, but fortunately, you understand me." ”Mu Jinxi actually couldn't figure it out.With such an outstanding son, what is Su dissatisfied, if he succeeds, she will be the queen mother, the most noble woman in Dayan, and then she will enjoy endless glory and wealth, shouldn't she be better to Su Heng?
Mu Jinxi thought so, and she asked so.Su Heng was silent for a while, and then said slowly: "Before I had it, she was devoted to that person and treated him that day.When she had me, she had fallen into a low point in her life, and she could keep me, just because she didn't dare not stay, she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to go back.And after giving birth to me, she thought that if I was stronger than Yan Xun, she could raise her eyebrows. ”In short, Su Heng's status in the Su family's heart is far inferior to that of Emperor Showa, nor is it comparable to his resentment towards Empress Wang.She ......
Why do you want to compete with the queen?
”Mu Jinxi's mind was a little confused, and the inexplicable clues from before floated up again, and she vaguely knew that she was about to catch it.Su Heng looked at Mu Jinxi with a smile in his eyes: "I want to know." ”He pinched Mu Jinxi's hand and pressed it to the corner of his lips, and noticed the girl's somewhat shrunken fingers, and couldn't help laughing: "Ning Ning, I really like you so much." ”Mu Jinxi suddenly stammered: "You ......
What nonsense are you talking about. ”She almost didn't bite her tongue off, at this time, how could this person still be so improper, it was too much!
Su Heng carefully let go of Mu Jinxi's hand: "I originally wanted you to see her and let her tell you, but now ......"
The corners of his lips suddenly hung a wry smile."
Because, she should have been the rightful queen."
Su Heng's voice was extremely soft, so light that it seemed to gently sweep over Mu Jinxi's ears like a goose feather, but it instantly turned into thunder, buzzing in her head, and she almost immediately lost the ability to think."
You ......"
After Mu Jinxi was speechless for a moment, he looked at Su Heng with wide eyes, "What are you talking about?"
”She paused for a moment before trying to connect all the clues she knew, and realized that if this was the case, a lot of things would make sense.Why did Emperor Showa treat Su's mother and son differently, why did Concubine Yue become a sword and sword when she should be like sisters to the queen, and even why Su's face was always covered with a light veil and refused to show her true face.If Su Heng confessed just now and his heart was beating like a drum, Mu Jinxi's heart was about to jump out of his throat this time.She couldn't help but press her chest."
What the hell is going on?"
Mu Jinxi was shocked."
I can only say two things to you now."
Su Heng stretched out two fingers, "First, Yan Xun is more than Yue Yue younger than me." ”Mu Jinxi pulled out a thread from his mind that was blown up into chaos, and then nodded randomly: "Then?"
”"Second, when the Wang family recognized their daughter, they recognized my mother as her daughter at first sight."
Although Su Heng only said two points, it was actually very clear to Mu Jinxi.Su is the favorite concubine brought back by Emperor Showa's parade, and Concubine Yue is also Su's playmate since childhood.I don't know what kind of fate, the Wang family saw Jia Concubine Niangniang, because this one was exactly the same appearance as their own daughter, and immediately recognized that this was the long-lost daughter.I don't know what the Wang family thinks, after recognizing the daughter, the daughter who has been raised by the Wang family for more than ten years will be sent to the palace, replacing the concubine who is also a daughter, and sending people away from afar, and some people may even want to kill their mouths.Who knows, Jia Concubine is not dead, and she is still pregnant with a dragon fetus in her womb.Perhaps Emperor Showa didn't recognize his concubine at the beginning, and changed someone, so that the daughter of the Wang family had a dragon heir, and even pushed people to the back position against all odds.However, perhaps at this time, Emperor Showa didn't know where he found out that this queen was not the cinnabar mole Bai Yueguang that he originally was, but the queen and the crown prince had already been established, and they were already closely related to the national capital, and it was child's play to move easily.So Emperor Showa snubbed Empress Wang, and turned to favor the Yue Guifei, who also recognized Empress Wang as not the original.No, maybe the more noble concubine would have recognized it earlier.How could the two people who get along day and night not know each other's habits, so she tried little by little, and finally informed Emperor Showa after confirming it.Emperor Showa picked up Concubine Yue, just to properly suppress the queen Wang.Mu Jinxi's face condensed: "The whole world is not the king's land, the saint wants to find someone, it shouldn't be more than three years, why did you come back at this time." ”There was a slight pain in her heart.Originally, Su Heng should have been a righteous prince, loved by thousands of people, enjoying supreme glory, and could grow up proudly in the palace.This time, when she thought about Yan Xun again, she felt that it was a despicable imitation."
Because, I underestimated the Wang family."
Su Heng hooked a cold smile, "The first time I saw him when I was three years old, he wanted to take the two of us back to Shangjing, but my mother refused, she said that she only knew that the palace was sinister, I was still young, and I didn't know what twists and turns I would have when I went back directly this time, and I would wait for another two years." ”In fact, it was because Su was barren in his hands and failed to give him the best education, she was worried that she would be compared to Yan Xun as soon as she returned to Beijing, and she would never be able to raise her head in the future."
Who knows that the Wang family is becoming more and more entrenched year by year."
Su Heng said softly, "If it is two years earlier, with his thunder means, he can still pull it out, but after two years, if he moves again, it will be a big deal." ”Mu Jinxi grew up in Beijing and knew that Emperor Showa's scruples were not for nothing.Relatives are already easy to grow, not to mention that it is still the prince's uncle's family, I don't know how many people rush up to climb up, and once they come and go, it will be more difficult for the queen to move.You pinch your fingers a little and you'll be able to fly like snowflakes."
He hasn't really figured out whether to change the prince again."
Su Heng smiled casually, "However, he wants to make up for the regrets that he has missed." ”