When Zhu Fei said this, as if he remembered something he didn't want to think about, his face faintly revealed a look of pain and struggle.Dagger Since she met Zhu Fei, it was the first time Qiu Ruoxue had seen Zhu Fei show such an expression, and she couldn't help but feel a little guilty and distressed in her heart.She stretched out her arms, hugged Zhu Fei again, put her face on Zhu Fei's chest, and whispered, "Zhu Fei, forget it, don't say it anymore, let's not talk about it, okay" However, Zhu Fei shook his head at this time, slapped Qiu Ruoxue's back with a reluctant smile, and comforted Qiu Ruoxue in turn, "It's okay, these things have been pressed in my heart for two lifetimes, and now that I say it all, I may be better off in my heart." ”Seeing Zhu Fei's insistence, Qiu Ruoxue also understood that the matter between Zhu Fei and Phantom Sand in his previous life may be the biggest knot in his two lives.If he can really reveal all the past events as Zhu Fei said, it may really help him untie the knot.As soon as she thought of this, Qiu Ruoxue no longer insisted, but she hugged Zhu Fei's arms at the moment, and couldn't help but become a little tighter.It seems that Qiu Ruoxue wants to use this way to give Zhu Fei greater comfort and encouragement.Zhu Fei could feel Qiu Ruoxue's blazing love hidden for himself under the cold appearance, and when he saw this, he smiled slightly at Qiu Ruoxue, and then continued, "One day, because I bought alchemy medicinal materials, I accidentally had a conflict with a Xiuzhen family surnamed Su at that time.Maybe it was because they wanted to maintain the face of their Su family at that time, the Su family sent nearly ten Yuanying monks to hunt me down, fortunately I had a friend named Xu Yang at that time, and he temporarily helped me avoid the pursuit of the Su family through some hidden means.But because of this, in the end, it brought the disaster of killing my good friend Xu Yang" Speaking of this, Zhu Fei rubbed his brows a little bitterly, took a deep breath, and then regained his spirits, and then continued, "I remember very clearly, it was a bloody evening, I took Shasha, and I felt the meeting place with Xu Yang at that time, but as a result, you know what I saw" Zhu Fei was slightly excited, "As a result, I saw Xu Yang's body, which was hung high on the city wall and around the city wall, It was standing with the Su family monks who had chased and killed me before. ”Zhu Fei slowly closed his eyes, as if recalling the scene he had seen at that time.After being silent for a while, Zhu Fei said again in a slightly hoarse voice, "It was only then that I knew that Shasha, who had been following me for decades, was actually a member of the Su family, hehe, on the one hand, the murderer of my friend, and on the other hand, the closest person to me at that time, what else could I do in the face of such a fucking thing" Zhu Fei shook his head and smiled bitterly, "Although I also know that what happened at the beginning actually has nothing to do with Shasha, but Shasha is a member of the Su family after all, and she has been with me for so long, She never told me who she really was.I don't want to pursue anything, but I can't convince myself in my heart, after all, Sha Sha is a member of the Su family, and the Su family is the enemy who killed my friend, such a complicated matter, I really don't know what to do" "So you only killed the people of the Su family related to that incident at that time, and Sister Phantom Sha was thrown by you to the pavilion master, and you avoided Sister Phantom Sha, and it was nearly hundreds of years since Zhu Fei said, Qiu Ruoxue finally spoke for the first time.She looked at Zhu Fei's bitter and complicated expression, and when she saw him nodding her head hard, her heart was also a little uncomfortable, and she couldn't help but comfort, "Don't think about it anymore, things have passed for so long, there are some things, you don't have to carry them by yourself all the time, Mengyun and I will always stand by your side." ”Speaking of this, Qiu Ruoxue's expression was slightly hesitant, but in the end, she still didn't say anything.Zhu Fei noticed this, and couldn't help but take a deep breath, as if he wanted to spit out all his suffering for so many years.At the end, Zhu Fei pretended to be free and easy and smiled, "Hehe, these words pressed in my heart are really much more comfortable." ”After a pause, Zhu Fei looked at Qiu Ruoxue with a smile, as if the bitter and painful person before was not him Zhu Fei at all."
By the way, I saw that you seemed to have something to say to me before, why don't you tell me now" Seeing Zhu Fei's smile, Qiu Ruoxue also knew that this was probably done by Zhu Fei on purpose, so she shook her head lightly and said, "Forget it, when I have a chance in the future, I will tell you some things." ”"Oh."
Regarding Qiu Ruoxue's current answer, Zhu Fei was not surprised in his heart.However, it was precisely because of this that Zhu Fei's heart was even more moved.He knew that no matter what happened or what situation he encountered, everything about himself would always be put in the first place by Qiu Ruoxue and them.Even if it is a person like Phantom Sha, who is kind to Qiu Ruoxue, Qiu Ruoxue's first consideration is still his Zhu Fei's feelings.Thinking of this, Zhu Fei's haze earlier because of the Phantom Sand incident disappeared a lot inexplicably at this moment.He looked at Qiu Ruoxue with a smile, and suddenly said, "Ruoxue, if I guessed correctly, what you wanted to say to me just now should be related to Shasha" Seeing that Qiu Ruoxue's expression was slightly unnatural, he immediately picked up Qiu Ruoxue's entire delicate body, put it directly on his thigh, and felt the elasticity and softness of Qiu Ruoxue's delicate body, and then said with a smile, "Actually, it's nothing, as you just said, things have passed for so long, and there are some things, it's really time for me to let go."
It's just that you also know that we monks either don't have a knot in our hearts, and once we have a knot, even if we want to let go of it, it's not something that we can do for a while.So I'm thinking now, if I can put my mind right and face the people and things in front of me in a positive way, can I make my heart knot untie faster, Ruoxue, what do you think" "You said this, it's true" Qiu Ruoxue's expression was still a little worried, and she looked at Zhu Fei in a slightly uncertain tone and asked.Zhu Fei raised his hand, and tapped Qiu Ruoxue's forehead a little angrily, and then pretended to be evil and said fiercely, "I don't trust your husband so much, you should be punished" After speaking, Zhu Fei ignored Qiu Ruoxue's stunned expression, resolutely picked up her delicate body, and then walked to the side of the bed not far away."
Since you don't want to say it now, let's talk about it later.""
Ah don't," Qiu Ruoxue exclaimed.aa2705221，，； mobile phone reading,