Shen Yunyou hurried over and took the two of them out of the room.
He knelt down and wiped the tears from their faces.
Shen Yunyou asked softly, "What's wrong?
Why are you crying?"
"Mom."
Chen'er hugged Shen Yunyou's neck, her tears couldn't stop falling, and she asked pitifully with her small mouth pursed, "Is Uncle Xiang sick?"
Shen Yunyou was speechless after being asked.
This kid usually only bickered with Yang Boxiang when they met, but now he was crying harder than anyone else.
"Good boy, don't cry anymore."
Shen Yunyou didn't answer him, but directly hugged the two children into his arms, feeling uncomfortable in his heart.
Since Bai Moyan returned to the villa, she has always locked herself in the room, refusing to come out no matter how others knock on the door.
Even when Yang Boxiang was buried, she didn't show up.
It had been like this for several days, which made Shen Yunyou and others nervous.
Ye Zixuan ordered Duan Hengchou to take people to Yunchuan Kingdom, vowing to catch the thief Wen Zimo.
Shen Yunyou held the food in his hand and knocked on Bai Moyan's door again.
Like the previous times, she still didn't hear a response from inside, but this time Shen Yunyou didn't turn around and leave, but broke open the door and walked in.
After looking around the room, Shen Yunyou found Bai Moyan on the bed.
Putting the food on the table, Shen Yunyou looked at Bai Moyan, who was sitting in the corner with a haggard and embarrassed look, and felt heartbroken.
Bai Moyan slowly raised his head and looked at Shen Yunyou, his eyes were red, but he couldn't say a word.
Shen Yunyou came to her side, patted her head gently, and whispered: "Don't think about it, it's all over.
Eat something.
If he were still here, he would definitely be reluctant to see you like this."
"What's the use of saying this when he's already gone?"
Bai Moyan said in a hoarse voice.
Chen Yunyou looked at Bai Moyan steadily.
It was obvious that Bai Moyan had not slept or eaten for several days and was already in an extremely weak state.
If he continued like this, he would definitely not be able to endure it.
"Mo Yan, you can't do this."
Shen Yunyou said to her seriously: "The body is your own, do you understand?"
Bai Moyan chuckled lightly, and his distracted eyes slowly regained focus.
Looking at Shen Yunyou in front of him, Bai Moyan sighed softly, leaned his back against the wall, and looked up at the roof.
Many images flashed through her mind so fast that she wanted to catch them but was unable to do so.
In this way, she sat in that posture for a long time, and then, under Shen Yunyou's extreme worry, she spoke again and said: "I was like this too during the years when you disappeared and when you were in Qi Tian Kingdom.
I tried to persuade Zixuan, but now I realize how useless what I said at that time was."
"Moyan" "I have known him for so many years, and almost half of the time I have wondered whether I would be happier if he died.
I almost killed him with my own hands, but he still survived, so I also thought about it. , will I be defeated by him in this life and unable to escape?"
Bai Moyan looked sideways at Shen Yunyou and asked with a smile: "Do you know how it feels when something you thought would never disappear suddenly disappears in front of your eyes?"
"Stop talking."
Shen Yunyou reached out and wiped away Bai Moyan's tears.
He couldn't bear to see her embarrassment and torture herself.
"Normally, none of you scold him as much as I do, and you don't beat him as hard as I do.
However, when he was really killed, I was so unwilling.
If I had known this, I would have killed him myself.
After finishing him, I don't want to be like this now."
Bai Moyan ignored Shen Yunyou.
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Stop, she has thought about it for a long time and a lot for so many days, but she can't figure it out.
She can't figure out how the person who is always like a fly and can't be chased away will be gone.
"If I really love him , should I go with him?
After all, he died for me, right?"
"This matter has nothing to do with you, don't think nonsense."
Shen Yunyou quickly stopped Bai Moyan, fearing that she would do something stupid.
"What I think is most ridiculous is that even now, I still can't let go of my miserable life.
I still can't believe that he is really dead."
Bai Moyan's emotions changed little by little while talking to Shen Yunyou. collapse.
"Yunyou, tell me, what should I do?
Killing Wen Zimo and killing him will solve everything."
The long hair slipped from her shoulders with Bai Moyan's movements.
Bai Moyan forced Shen Yunyou to look at her and give her an answer.
The Lingren aura seemed a bit strange on Bai Moyan, who was always gentle to others.
Her tone was calm, but every word seemed to have a hidden edge, trying to push herself to the edge step by step.
Bai Moyan looked at Shen Yunyou, waiting for her to answer him.
Shen Yunyou saw that Bai Moyan's expression did not change for a long time.
She turned over and sat next to Bai Moyan.
Shen Yunyou said slowly: "The dead are gone, and the living are living well, which is the most important thing to do."
"What about you, if something happens to Zixuan, can you still say such things?"
Bai Moyan asked sharply.
"Yes."
Shen Yunyou was silent for a moment, and then replied affirmatively.
"You have Chen'er and Yun Xi.
But I have nothing."
Bai Moyan jumped out of bed and walked to the window.
She raised her hand to open the window and looked at the scenery in the yard.
Nothing has changed, just as it was when she left the villa.
But some people have been separated from her by life and death.
Her thoughts went back to many years ago, and she recalled the young man she met for the first time.
He smiled uninhibitedly and told her that she should be responsible for him.
In the blink of an eye, everything has changed.
Her waist-length hair was gently blown by the wind.
Bai Moyan closed her eyes, and after a long while, the corners of her mouth raised bitterly.
"I knew that the promise you made to me would never be fulfilled."
Bai Moyan's voice was faint, but Shen Yunyou, who walked behind her, heard it clearly.
By now, everything is obvious.
If Bai Moyan had to say that there was someone living in her heart, then that person was no longer Ji Chen who died many years ago, but Yang Boxiang who had been by her side all these years and never left her.
Love, hate, origins and fate, ordinary happiness are always the easiest to be ignored by people, and treasures within easy reach are often regarded as garbage.
If only Bai Moyan could understand these truths earlier.
If Bai Moyan could put aside his paranoia earlier and face the feelings in his heart. if Too many what-ifs eventually turned into impossible evidence.
The person has passed away and the fate has ended.
From now on, I am afraid that every time Bai Moyan thinks of Yang Boxiang, he will add an "if" and a hypothesis in his heart.
Tears were swirling in Bai Moyan's eyes, and two lines of clear tears fell silently without Bai Moyan knowing it.
Her body was gently hugged by Shen Yunyou beside her.
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Bai Moyan thought of Yang Boxiang covered in blood, and the emotions he had suppressed for a long time finally burst out.
She rested her head on Shen Yunyou's neck.
She had killed too many people and seen too many corpses, but she never imagined that the death of that person would make her so miserable.
"Yunyou, I don't want him to die, no" Shen Yunyou sighed slowly as he bore the weight of Bai Moyan's body.
Gently patting Bai Moyan's back, Shen Yunyou couldn't bear to look out the window and fell on Ye Zixuan, who was standing in the corner, witnessing all this.
Ye Zixuan stood in the yard until Shen Yunyou walked out of Bai Moyan's room.
Shen Yunyou walked directly in front of him, looked at Ye Zixuan with gloomy eyes and asked, "This is not too cruel to Mo Yan."
"Otherwise, can you save him?"
Shen Yunyou was silent when Ye Zixuan asked, and could only follow him back.
Since then, Jinling Villa has lost Yang Boxiang, and life seems to be going much slower.
After Ye Zixuan returned, the Western Kingdom immediately dispatched a large number of troops to the border, and Longming Kingdom also made corresponding moves to cooperate, making Yunchuan Kingdom feel itchy with hatred and helpless.
Ye Zixuan regarded everything he had talked about with Yin Shangyu as empty talk.
No one in Yunchuan country could fight, so he had no choice but to agree to Ye Zixuan's request and launch a large-scale search for Wen Zimo in Yunchuan country. , and promised that once Wen Zimo is found and captured, he will immediately hand it over to the people left by Ye Zixuan in Yunchuan Kingdom.
The days went by indifferently.
Bai Moyan didn't hear anything going on outside the window and just lived in his own small yard all day long.
I forgot how many days had passed, but one day Bai Moyan suddenly saw Mo Yuling passing by her yard and walking towards the outside of the villa.
She unexpectedly walked out of the yard and came to Ye Zixuan.
"Have you found Wen Zimo?"
Bai Moyan asked straight to the point.
Ye Zixuan nodded, "Do you want to see me?
Let me handle it."
Going around in circles, Ye Zixuan was afraid that if Bai Moyan really killed Wen Zimo, one day in the future, she would regret and feel guilty for killing Ji Chen's only relative.
"Let me meet him."
Bai Moyan said to Ye Zixuan firmly.
Ye Zixuan looked at her seriously and agreed.
"Okay, I'll ask someone to bring him over."
"No need, I'm going to see him."
Bai Moyan stood up and said softly: "By the way, let's go and see his grave."
Ye Zixuan knew who he was referring to before and after Bai Moyan.
After Bai Moyan left the room, he immediately started to arrange everything.
After sending Bai Moyan, who was ready to go, out of the villa, Ye Zixuan heard Shen Yunyou behind him ask: "Why don't you go with her?"
"I'm afraid I won't be able to bear it anymore and kill Wen Zimo."
Ye Zixuan turned around, not willingly.
"But whether he lives or dies, only Mo Yan has the final say."
Bai Moyan left the villa under the leadership of Xuan Mo, listening casually as Xuan Mo had nothing to say to make her happy.
Bai Moyan just remembered the route along the way and didn't say anything to him.
Xuan Mo realized that he was asking for trouble, so he gradually became silent.
The carriage slowly stopped.
Xuan Mo pointed in a certain direction in front of him and said to Bai Moyan, "That's it."
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