What does it feel like to be betrayed by someone you love and help?
I don’t have the guts to do it, and I don’t dare to try it.
After all, the human heart is really the most difficult thing to guess in the world.
We can’t understand others. , just as others cannot understand us.
Where there is suspicion, there will be estrangement.
When there is estrangement, there will be betrayal.
Where there is betrayal, there will be disputes.
This has not changed for thousands of years.
We think we are the spirits of all things, but we still cannot escape the laws of all things.
We hate each other and betray each other. , suspicious of each other.
When Yuan Mei saw me asking him this question, he did not answer me directly.
Instead, he took a puff of cigarette and said to me calmly: "Young man, don't interrupt me.
Let me be careful."
After that, he continued to talk.
His past events were brought up, but Lao Yi and I were now being trampled firmly under our feet and could not move, so we could only listen quietly.
After Yuan Youcheng's death, Yuan Mei's mother did not survive for long.
The humiliation and betrayal made her unable to hold her head up.
Finally one day, due to extreme malnutrition and heartache, she passed away.
Poor Yuan brothers lost their parents.
In their eyes, they no longer have any trust in others.
To be honest, no matter what happens, there is a period of cooling down.
Once Yuan Youcheng and his wife died, those fearless young Red Guards would have no time to continue.
Leave these two alone.
The landlord bastard immediately ran non-stop to the vast world of eight villages around ten miles away, and started a vigorous fight against landlords.
At this point, the Yuan brothers returned home.
Their home had been smashed into a state of disgrace, and the land passed down by their ancestors was gone.
What made them most angry was not these, but the supercilious look of the people in the village.
To say the least, People in the past were generally uneducated and too servile.
They were considered bad by "people coming down from above."
That was bad.
Even the Yuan family who had been very kind to them in the past There is no escape.
Poor Yuan Youcheng and his wife did countless good things during their lifetime, but after their death, they did not leave even a small house.
That was the best time to suppress feudal superstition.
The idols of the people across the country were all great men or martyrs.
After death, Dead people could not be buried, so the villagers, led by the young comrades, raised firewood and cremated the Yuan brothers and scattered their ashes into the river.
When Yuan De and Yuan Mei looked at their parents' bodies being burned bit by bit by the flames, while the villagers acted as if it had nothing to do with them, their hearts bleed.
Thinking about it, it was also from that time that Yuan Mei's The belief of revenge arose in their hearts.
Seeing that their two brothers no longer had a place in the village, they dug out a few books left by their ancestors from the haystacks behind the yard, as well as the book that their father had once A box placed under the divine gold.
Looking at the penny in the box, a total of more than ten yuan, the two brothers shed tears.
I deeply feel that the world is unkind and unfair, and this is the source of the evil in people's hearts.
As the saying goes, there are ghosts in the world, and ghosts are nothing more than human hearts.
Those sanctimonious people are more terrifying than those ghosts who have complaints and complaints.
The two brothers wiped away their tears, took the money, and left their hometown without looking back.
Went to Harbin, in the eyes of two people.
Although they lived in the open and had nothing to eat during their wandering days, it was indeed a very happy time.
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Yuan De was born to love his younger brother, and basically suffered all the hardships by himself.
The two brothers were bullied, beaten and scolded along the way. , but they survived.
After arriving in Harbin, the two found work in a small liquor workshop, taking care of food and housing.
So the two brothers settled down.
But the revenge of his parents has not been avenged.
Yuan Mei is not willing to live in such a miserable life.
He has understood the power of power and wealth since he was a child.
He knows that if you have no power and money, it will be good to survive, but revenge is simply difficult.
More difficult.
So the two of them were waiting for an opportunity to leave this small place and become famous.
It was such a coincidence that the year was 1976, which coincided with the sending of educated youth to the countryside.
The so-called sent-down of educated youth to the countryside had been mentioned before.
At that time, an instruction was issued that "it is necessary for educated young people to go to the countryside to receive re-education from poor and lower-middle peasants."
Therefore, as early as the 1960s, there was already a craze for going to the countryside.
This craze for going to the countryside was forced to go to the countryside.
I have no choice but to go.
The reasons and sincerity of some things are beautiful, but there are still some people who distort and misunderstand the essence of the things.
Some even have some bad-tempered people who wrote poems to praise this great feat: "Great news came from Beijing, the latest instructions The young intellectuals responded and went to the countryside to receive re-education from the workers and peasants, fighting against the earth and following the commander-in-chief, and cultivating their loyalty across the world.”
But people are so virtuous, they say one thing and think another.
Apart from those idiots who don't understand shit, how many people can be truly selfless?
It just so happens that the owner of the wine shop has two sons.
I just graduated that year and followed the national instructions.
It was just when he was about to be sent to the countryside, but the wine shop owner was very protective of his son and didn't want his precious son to go to the countryside and suffer.
However, after much deliberation, he couldn't help it.
All this was seen by his enemy brothers.
The two brothers secretly discussed that instead of sitting here doing nothing all day long, it would be better to go to the countryside.
Firstly, the vastness of the world makes it easier to learn ancestral skills.
Secondly, their backgrounds belong to the "five black categories".
Landlords, rich peasants, counterrevolutionaries, bad elements, and rightists can be politically cleansed by going to the countryside and undergoing transformation. themselves, and despite the lack of clear instructions at the time However, Yuan Mei was born with a smart mind and felt that the educated youth who had gone to the countryside would definitely have an explanation when they returned to the city.
So after the two brothers agreed, they went to the owner of the wine shop and explained to them He means that he is willing to replace his son in going to the countryside.
The boss of the wine shop was overjoyed when he heard what the two said, so he thanked them profusely.
Then they spent money to clear up some things, so a month later, Yuan Mei and Yuan De, two out-and-out rural people, once again boarded the train to the countryside and began many years of "reconstruction."
It must be said that this Quite ironic indeed.
The place the two went to was Heirang, Liaoning Province.
In a small rural village next to the county, there are some young people within ten miles.
The two lived in the home of a fellow villager, and were led by their brothers and sisters who had joined the team before.
The work was nothing more than farming.
Although the two of them were from landlord families, they were also farmers, so their lives were not a problem for them.
After half a year, everything was fine.
Until one day, it was summer, Yuan Mei went up the mountain to collect firewood, and suddenly there was an earthquake.
Yuan Mei felt a little scared when he felt the ground shaking under his feet.
He threw away the firewood and ran back.
Unexpectedly, a big crack suddenly appeared on the way down the mountain, so he didn't dare to go through it, so he had to take a detour.
What a coincidence.
After going around and around, Yuan Mei entered the depths of the mountain instead of going around.
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When he was groping forward against the mountain wall, suddenly a piece of the rock next to him cracked.
Then, several big rocks fell.
Yuan Mei thought it was a landslide and he was going to die this time, so he held his head and waited for death.
After a while, the surroundings became quiet again.
Yuan Mei looked up and saw that the rocks on the mountain wall were separated, and a medium-sized cave entrance appeared in front of him.
Yuan Mei thought to himself that there must be a reason for the strange celestial phenomena that brought me to Rujia for six days.
Could it be the fate of God?
what instructions So he groped and crawled towards the entrance of the cave.
At that time, Yuan Mei had already learned how to smoke.
At that time, the fellow villager's house also planted some drought-like seeds, so Yuan Mei exchanged centimeters for some matches and carried them around.
After entering the cave, Yuan Mei started to draw.
I picked up a match and saw that although the cave was naturally formed, there were obvious signs that someone had come in.
The cave was very humid.
The match went out after a while, so he continued walking inside.
Suddenly, Yuan Mei saw two "people" standing in the deepest part of the cave.
This frightened him.
You must know that the outside of the cave is already overgrown with moss.
How could anyone show up?
Could it be a goblin in the mountain?
But that's not right.
Think about it, Yuan Mei is also a disciple of the Bai sect, although his fate is rough. , but he didn't suffer much.
Later he found out that it was the ten ghosts who helped each other, and he also read all the books passed down from home these days.
He could also sense some evil spirits, but there seemed to be no such evil spirits in the cave.
On the contrary, he could vaguely feel an unusual water vapor, which really surprised him.
Seeing that the two black figures were motionless, he bravely stepped forward and struck another match.
Yuan Mei discovered that these were two wax figures.
They were like sculptures.
One of the wax figures had a sword in his hands and the sword fingers of his left hand touched the palm of his right hand.
Judging from the appearance, he was about four or five or four years old.
Although his whole body was waxed, he could still faintly see that his expression was serious and solemn, and his whole body exuded a sense of righteousness.
Yuan Mei looked like another person and saw only this "person."
The thin figure is more aptly described as a big monkey than a person.
He swayed his body, his arms were struggling, and his nails were very long.
Then he looked towards it Looking at his face, Yuan Mei was immediately startled.
It turned out that this man's face was extremely ferocious.
Although it had the outline of a human face, his facial features were still intact.
But he really didn't dare to compliment him.
To put it bluntly, he looked like a shameless person.
His pale muscle tissue was vaguely visible, like a piece of bacon.
His eyelidless pupils were full of anger and fear, and his mouth was wide open.
He stood up, with two four long fangs that were shocking, and it was obviously an expression of unwillingness.
Yuan Mei suddenly broke into a cold sweat.
Since my ancestors lived in the underworld, my father Yuan Youcheng had told me about many ghosts and monsters since I was a child, and now I saw this wax figure-like weirdo.
The word "zombie." suddenly appeared in Yuan Mei's mind.
This was clearly a zombie.
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If it were placed on an ordinary person, he would definitely run away, but Yuan Mei did not.
He was a born strange person.
When he encountered something, he would secretly have ten ghosts help him.
Of course, he would only know these things later.
Yes, Yuan Mei thought in her heart, the wax man with the sword in both hands must be an old senior of the White sect.
It seems that they died together in this cave, suddenly Yuan Mei thought.
In the past, capable people and strangers usually carried magic tools, charms and the like with them.
Why don't I dig some in and see what I can use?
To say that the wax man's body was only waxed, but his clothes had not yet decayed, and in such a humid environment, Yuan Mei concluded that this man had not been dead for several years, so he stepped forward and pressed him.
Sure enough, he took out something wrapped in oilcloth from the wax man's arms, which seemed to be a book.
Yuan Mei casually put the book in his arms.
Seeing that there was nothing else, he felt out the entrance of the cave.
After leaving the cave, Yuan Mei opened the oilcloth.
I saw that there was indeed a book inside.
It seemed to be a long time ago.
On the book was a line of ancient style Sanqing Commoner Heavenly Book with large characters in curtain style.
On the first page of the book, there was another line of small words: " "Spell"
Yuan Mei was overjoyed.
He knew that the so-called Three Pure Ones were the supreme ancestors of Taoism, but very few of their methods were actually passed down.
If this book is true, then what it contains must be the highest metaphysics of Taoism. .
Yuan Mei was overjoyed but did not get carried away.
He knew that although this place was hidden, people would occasionally pass by up the mountain, so he moved a few more stones to block the entrance of the cave.
After finishing everything, he went down the mountain. .
In the evening, when it was convenient to go out before going to bed, he told his brother Yuan De what happened in Rili.
Seeing that his brother had such an adventure, Yuan De couldn't help but be happy for him, so the two brothers took advantage of the situation in the future.
He started to practice spells when no one was around, but because Yuan Dehui was not very good at it, he stopped learning after just one glance.
But Yuan Mei is different.
He is a born genius.
It was very easy to learn these things.
When he knew that there were spells in the Sanqing book that could capture people's souls, the indelible fire of hatred buried in his heart began to burn brightly again.
Lao Yi and I have been listening to Yuan Mei's story about his past.
As we listened, an inexplicable sense of sadness suddenly appeared in our hearts.
It turns out that we are all the same.
The fate of those who practice Taoism seems to be the same.
What a good fate.
A bad life, as long as you are exposed to five disadvantages and three shortcomings, your life will be We couldn't escape this bad luck.
When Yuan Mei said this, he paused.
Seeing the complicated expressions on our faces, he waved his hands.
The foot that stepped on my and Lao Yi's backs moved away.
I stood up in a hurry. , while holding up Lao Yi with his left hand, thinking why he let me go So I asked him: "Since you have caught us both, why do you want to let go?
Have you ever thought about it?
I can break your neck at this distance."
Yuan Meichao laughed when I said this, but he threw the copper coin sword to me casually, and then he said to me: "You can't defeat me.
And if you kill me, you will be sentenced.
I I believe that our destinies should all be similar.
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You should be able to understand me.
This is why I called you here.
I was silent.
Indeed, I am also a poor man from the end of the world.
To a certain extent, I can indeed understand him, but now I am not like me before.
I am moved when others say a few pitiful words.
Cry, after all, I have encountered too many pitiful things.
Is your bad fate the reason for you to harm others?
Moreover, I thought of Liu Yupu.
This old guy once wanted to kill her.
This was the most unforgivable thing for me.
So I said to him in a cold voice: "Your story should be more precise.
Since you said that we I can understand you.
If I'm not wrong, you must have some conspiracy to get us into the gang.
Is it because you want the Sanqingshu from Yi Xinxing and Shi Jueming or something?
Please give me a clear explanation."
After hearing what I said, Yuan Mei shook his head again.
He sighed, and then said to the two of us: "It seems that you two still can't understand me, okay.
Since that's the case, I won't go around in circles with you two.
Anyway, no one can change what I decided, so it doesn’t hurt to tell you two.”
I apologize here.
My body has not recovered yet, but it has become serious.
Today I will update 4,000 words.
I will take good care of myself as soon as possible and be in the best condition to face the story part.
There are still about 100,000 words left, which is enough.
I've recovered.
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