Standing in the middle of the corridor, the gloomy aura at the corners of my eyebrows condensed into cold frost, and my body was ominous, and a long shadow swayed on the stairs."
It's almost impossible to suppress it......
"The ghost technique is about to break through, I swept the bottom, devoured sixty-seven obsessions in a row, and finally reached the limit."
I'm afraid that even if the blood is turbid, the upper body won't dare to eat so much in a row, right?"
Wandering on the edge of sanity and madness, with murderous intent in every bloodshot under my eyes, I have never been more eager for catharsis than I am now.I couldn't smell blood, I was almost insane, my nails digging into my flesh, and only the pain could remind me to keep me a little awake.Countless evil thoughts collided in my brain, greed, gluttony, and the original sin of human nature squeezed into my memory, making me blur everything, including time, and myself.The blood vessels bulged, and the scarred body was bruised, and even I didn't know that in the short few months I had become a show anchor, my body was already covered with scars.Every hideous wound is a terrifying and terrifying past, and under the encouragement of negative emotions, the most unbearable memories suppressed in the bottom of the heart emerge.I'm a murderer, and it's not the first time I've killed someone!
The smell of blood in my mouth was like biting the tip of my tongue, and I felt like a monster was living in my body, and he was about to break free from the cage and get out of my throat!
The head descending master, Jiang Long, Chen Jiuge, and the disciples of the Three Yin Sect, all the sinister and smiling figures flashed through their minds, and they turned into inner demons and crawled out of the depths of my sea of consciousness.They gnawed at my memories, and the calm sea of knowledge was completely changed at this time, the sky was blood-red, the sea was deep black, and at a glance, it was all murder and sin.I wanted to shout, but I couldn't, I wanted to kill, but I was afraid to indulge in it.Until now, I still remember what Blind Liu said to me at the beginning, if I become a demon, no Buddha dares to do it.This is a path of no return, and once it is crushed, it can never be recovered.Strength is easy to indulge in, the desire to return to Jiangcheng, and the frightening puzzle every step of the way, all kinds of pressures force me to use the most extreme way to become stronger.The world in my eyes is slowly climbing into black lines, and I know very well that the thin black threads that my obsession has turned into are not all refined, they are encroaching on my body.It's a very dangerous battle, and as I devour them, they devour me.All the obsessions in the pig cage apartment are actually a whole, representing the unwilling grievances of tens of thousands of tragic deaths in Longchang, but unfortunately I realized it a little late, since I devoured the first grievance, this battle of tens of thousands has begun.I need strength, my heart is shrouded in desire, and in a way, my sea of consciousness has become a hotbed of obsession.They want to be reborn in my body, and then I will probably end up worse than the tenant of the Red Mansion, a monster who only knows how to kill, a complete madman."
This is a conspiracy of impotence, even if I know that devouring obsession will have all kinds of disasters, I have no choice."
The blood eventually flowed out, dripping from my own palm to the ground, but the pain in my heart only brought a few seconds of lucidity.Walking alone, I stood in the windy corridor on all sides, my scarred body undergoing the most severe torture.Evil thoughts struck and shook my foundations.More than a dozen live broadcasts, running around for your life, what is it for?
What is the point of wandering between life and death again and again?
Playing in front of the screen?
Or to satisfy your own humble vanity?
I am a murderer, my hands are stained with blood, and I should kneel in front of the gravestone to forgive.Peace of mind?
Across the two provinces, the wanted notices were scattered in 36 cities, and even the residence had to wear a human skin mask, hiding in Tibet like a mouse, living a lowly and nestish life!
Is it worth it?
What the hell am I doing?
In search of the truth that may not exist at all?
Or is it to prove that they are extraordinary?
Walking on this eternally dark road to save the murderers who pushed me into the abyss?
It's not what I want!
I'm so tired, I should give up.Nails dug into their flesh, pain in their hearts, teeth biting out blood, sweat sliding through the bursting veins.I had a hideous face, no longer what I used to be, like an evil ghost, walking between the crescent moon and the mud.The heart longs for brightness, but it only deserves to hide in the darkest and deepest night.The clenched fist slowly loosened, the pain was weakening, my eyes were intertwined with fine black silk threads, as if they were sewing my eyes and sealing my heart, maybe when the last memory was swallowed, only the name Gao Jian would be left in the world.I didn't feel unwilling, and I didn't know how to be sad, but I just insisted on one thing for so long, and suddenly gave up, and I felt a little uncomfortable.The nails are slowly pulled out from deep in the palms, and the blood flows down the fingertips.Just as I was about to withdraw my hand, strands of black hair gently wrapped around my palm, and a cold but familiar feeling clenched my hand.I could feel a little unease and panic in the black hair, and I saw a childlike figure in my vision, who was thin and pale, and had a natural dependence on me."
Hell."
One life is connected, it is the most loyal shadow to me, but I am the whole world to him.What he saw was what I experienced.I felt an inexplicable pain in my heart, which hurt more than my nails cutting out my bones!
A leap on the barrage dam, I should have died, a person who has long lost everything, how can I be sentimental?
All the memories related to the ghost seem to have broken free from some kind of shackles, emerging from the dark sea of knowledge: the Hatshan Mental Hospital survived in the cracks, Century Xinyuan fought with the Dacheng ghost, and in the ghost paradise, it was the mirror ghost who dragged the entire labyrinth with his own strength, and took me out of the labyrinth with my eyes closed, died in place of the dam of the river, and was born against fate in the Ten Directions Ghost Refining Array!
Too many memories keep coming out, stirring up the dark sea of consciousness and giving me a moment of clarity.The black hair clutched my hand tightly, as if afraid that I would leave, and my body exuded ominousness, but the thin ghost behind me that looked like my shadow slowly walked towards me, standing side by side with me.He didn't say anything, but he said everything.My eyes were moved, there was frost and rain, and there was a hint of guilt.I tried my best to keep my eyes open in order to see him clearly, and the world seemed to be a little clearer, and the black threads that blocked my vision were still writhing, but I couldn't cover the place where the ghost stood.The black hair wrapped around all my wounds, slowing down the sinking of my will, but the obsession was still in turmoil in my mind.It is an undeniable fact that human beings have desires, and my desires are exploited by the obsession of the tragic death of the Longchang apartment, and I have killed people, and I also have an extreme desire to become stronger, this is an undeniable fact, and they have seized the loopholes of my minds and constantly launched the most violent attacks.I felt like a shipwreck floating on the sea, dragged into the bottomless depths.The sky was red, the sea was black, and I could see where the demon was, but I couldn't catch him.There was no light around me, it was pitch black, and I was shrouded in ghosts.Memories are still being eroded by obsession, my past has become more blurred, I seem to have experienced similar situations, this pain of losing my memory is more uncomfortable than a knife!
Pieces of memories dissolve in obsession like snowflakes, and black silk threads bloom in my sea of consciousness like mandala flowers.Everything seemed irretrievable, and the flowers bloomed in a world, and the remaining black silk threads intertwined into spiky rhizomes pierced into the sea of knowledge, and they chased me, trying to pierce my body and turn me into nourishment completely.Sinking seemed to be a foregone conclusion, my thinking was affected, and many things were being forgotten.Forgetting is slow, so slow that I can see with my own eyes which memories are fading.The black waves lapped at the scattered fragments of memory, and my mind stared at them in a daze.The black threads in the sea of consciousness were still spreading, and suddenly they gathered in a certain place, and hundreds of threads began to converge, and their target seemed to be just an ordinary memory fragment.At the beginning of the waves, tens of thousands of black silk threads could not erase that memory.My eyes were also moved, and my mind was unconsciously immersed in the memory.The torrential rain is raging, and the flood peaks are monstrous!
On the 41-meter-high barrage dam, she was covered in blood, as if she was wearing a blood-red wedding dress.She dragged her weak body and faced the roaring waves alone.She was holding a sharp knife and picking out the iron needles rusted in the flesh one by one.She looked at me with a gaze that had never been more gentle than ever.She left one last smile, pure and reassuring."
Gao Jian, remember to wait for me!"
Blood splattered on the edge, slender and delicate fingers raised the usurper token, and the red luan flew, the first rays of light piercing the dawn shone on her body.The memory buried deep in my heart reappeared, and at this moment my body was trembling slightly, and the two words that I didn't want to mention and didn't know how to face them all the time, blurted out at this time, without any hesitation."
Xiaofeng!"
The memory seemed to have opened a lock, the sea of knowledge was churning, and at the same time, the Hexin jade on my neck suddenly exploded, and a warm and thick, earth-like power seeped into my heart.As if the heart had a soul, the sea of knowledge and the mind began to vibrate at the same time.Scenes flashed through my mind, faster and faster, and evil thoughts continued to arise, the two merged, and the memories were completely mixed with evil thoughts, as if after countless reincarnations, I experienced the despair and death thoughts of tens of thousands of people.With the fusion of memory and obsession, all the black silk threads representing obsession in the sea of consciousness disappeared, some of them sank into the sea of knowledge, and some of them flowed all over the body, and finally penetrated into the eighteen yin orifices around me!
Reincarnation is difficult to understand, but I felt the breath of reincarnation in the obsession of the tragic death in the pig cage apartment.Ghosts exist in the world, not into reincarnation, mostly because of obsessions, and now I have swallowed nearly a hundred obsessions that have existed for decades, and between life and death, I finally knocked on the door of the fivefold ghost arts!