The more she covered up, the more I looked at it a little more, and when the stewardess came over with tea, I stared at her side face and finally recognized who this woman was?
Isn't she the Xiangjiang diva who came to perform on the poster of the largest shopping mall in southern Jiangsu?
I didn't expect to be on this flight, and I also took economy class!
I recognized her, but she didn't know me either, so I didn't take the initiative to talk, but turned my head to look at the dark void outside and the vast lights under the sky, thinking about something else, this time I went to Jingzhou must have met Bai Yujing head-on, what would happen?
People on the plane looking down, will feel their own insignificance, the world is so big, but people are so small, not to mention anything else, if there is a plane crash at this time, who can escape from death?
So if you think about it, life is inherently impermanent and fragile!
Thinking about these strange thoughts in my head, I feel more and more that I have been purely lucky along the way, and now I am gradually carrying more things, but I am sparing my life, many things are meaningful only when I am alive, I have a woman I like and care about myself, I have children, and I have a continuation of my blood in this world, I came out of the mountains just to get ahead, I have money and a wife, but now I suddenly don't even understand what it means to get ahead, when is the end?
If Bai Yujing is solved this time, can it be regarded as finally being able to live the life he wants, or accompany Mo Jin to run an inn in the ancient town, or find a city with Xu Jie to settle down and live a good life?"
Alas" unconsciously let out a deep sigh.The woman holding a fashion magazine next to me heard my sigh, suddenly put down the magazine and turned her head to look at me, and then took the initiative to ask: "What are you sighing at such a young age?"
”A Hong Kong Pu accent.I don't know why, I know that this woman is a person who does not hesitate to sell her body for 3 million, but listening to this Hong Kong Pu accent still makes me feel a little kind, because I like to watch TVB dramas for a while!
In fact, I have also seen this so-called diva drama, but now there is no room for them to live in these years, and the most important thing that comes and goes in the entertainment industry is fresh faces and youthful bodies."
Something comes to mind," I said, shaking my head, indicating that I was fine.But the woman seemed to be touched by her emotions, looked at the dark night sky outside my window and sighed: "Are you from southern Jiangsu?"
I see that you are young, and it is the time of youthful struggle, but the sigh is like that of us middle-aged people" "Oh?
”I immediately stared at her playfully and smiled and asked, "Is there a difference between a young man's sigh and a middle-aged man's sigh?"
”"Of course, let's shoot" The woman stopped talking at this time, turned around and smiled, "We are older people, we can tell if we have experienced more things, when we are young, I sigh because I feel that I have not achieved my goal, but when people sigh after middle age, they will feel that they are troubled everywhere" I chatted with her, and unconsciously talked about the topic to the depths, probably because she didn't know me, and I didn't know her, this woman seemed to be talking, telling her midlife crisis and troubles, Gradually, I also learned about a real woman who peeled off the identity of the diva!
Su He is a popular actress in the last century, born in Xiangjiang in that era, she was a single parent smuggled with her mother, her mother followed a local stepfather, the stepfather was not too good to her mother, she was a guy who made a living from fishing, because she often likes to drink, and after drinking, she either scolded or beat her mother These are Su He's life in girlhood, she watched her father beat and scolded her mother after drinking, and life at that time was not a choice, the burden of the family was on the father's head, and the mother could continue to live in order to continue, has been enduring this kind of life, but in the mind of the girl Su He, she made up her mind early to get rid of poverty and vulgar life!
When he was 15 years old, Su He, who was in high school, secretly followed his classmates to participate in the draft, won a third place, and then took a group of photos, and was defiled by the photographer.Not long after, the photo was sent to a brokerage company, and the photographer took a sum of money from the brokerage company and signed Su He to that company for three years!
Within three years, Su He stood out in the company, but also paid a huge price, other people's 18-year-old schoolbag is still enjoying life at school, but she has already been exposed to the sophistication of human feelings to the point of seeing through, popular at the age of 19, Su He herself borrowed the contract after the expiration of the contract, did not renew the contract, she spent three years to buy a lesson, paid the best youth of the flower season, 19 years old with a boss who has a factory in Guancheng!
Next, he signed a new company, the boss threw some money and held it, plus Su He's own foundation, it became popular, the most popular years, Su He had to be busy for about 320 days a year, and he made money, but he didn't have time to spend this money!
When Su He was becoming popular, her mother couldn't bear this sudden blessing and died of illness!
Later, Su He gave his stepfather a sum of money, and after sending it to the nursing home, he cut off all relations with the past!
The boss of Guancheng went bankrupt a few years later, and Su He released his own record when he was 24 years old, and the sales were very good!
Sometimes there is indeed some kind of fate between people, because my sigh evoked Su He's own feelings about the world and all kinds of sadness in the past, originally Su He's life would have been very good, but then Su He's life was actually a mess!"
So people have cause and effect, and when I was young, I didn't grasp myself, so I became what I am now," Su He continued with a wry smile.After the age of 24, Su He fell directly from the peak of her life, which stemmed from the fact that she fell in love with a man that year, she loved very much at that time, so she was also very bold to make it public, but then it turned out that the man was greedy for her money and fame, and the two broke up with various contradictions not long after, this relationship not only caused a mental blow to Su He, but also affected her career, and a woman riddled with scandals could no longer have greater potential!
Some people scolded Su He for not raising his stepfather, some people said that Su He's past was dirty and unbearable and was raised by many bosses, and some people said that Su He was ruthless to the former brokerage company that made her popular, and these public opinions and black materials hit like a surging tide for a while, a person who did not have a deep foundation, and she came to that point purely by her own efforts and forbearance, and she lost the protection of the big boss and others from the moment she announced her love.
So this wave slapped her at the bottom of the surging entertainment industry, and she never regained her brilliance!
The next life became a little difficult, some of the money Su He made in the early days was mistaken by her boyfriend during the love period and invested in the wrong business, and later, Su He only had a house of more than 100 square meters left in Xiangjiang, with the house price in Xiangjiang, of course, this house can get a lot of income if it is sold, and you can live well when you return to the mainland!
But Su He shook his head and felt very helpless and said, who are you looking for when you go back to the mainland?
I have been in Xiangjiang since I was a child, and there are some distant relatives in the mainland, but they don't have any feelings for each other, and the few contacts I have only felt the malice of those relatives, and I always want to get benefits and benefits from Su He!
Su He, who is in her thirties, has not changed her life, she can only continue to live in Xiangjiang that is neither popular nor popular, wandering outside the core of the entertainment industry, taking on some commercial performances, and at the cheapest time, others paid 500,000 yuan to let her go to the newly opened bar to sing, and she also went!
When she is middle-aged, homeless, parentless, emotionless and childless, she has also experienced the darkest and dirtiest things in the world, and now she doesn't know what she is making money for, just to maintain her life and face!
The most helpless thing is that the people in the circle know Su He's past, no man will want her, and she can't believe the men outside the circle, for a woman, if she is desperate for her feelings, then what is the meaning of her life?
When Su He let out a blank sigh, I actually began to feel some sympathy for her!
At this time, the plane landed, and the sweet prompt voice of the flight attendant came out of the radio, Su He finished telling his story, got up and put on his beanie, almost covering most of his face, and then smiled at me and persuaded: "Young people, don't sigh, because you think that your life is very bitter, but there will always be more bitter and helpless existence than you in this world, and the Buddhist book also says, everything is like a dream, bubbles, dew, and electricity, and it should be the same" The fastest update 355