Tang Yu's first love was at the age of 16.From the age of seventeen to the age of thirty-seven, Tang Yu himself didn't know how time could pass so quickly, as if he was in a hurry to blink an eye, obviously he still had the mentality of a girl in his heart, but he was middle-aged?
Looking at the mirror, Tang Yu, who had just taken a bath, admired himself inside in a blur, his skin was still fair, and the curves of his body were still so proud, except for the fine lines at the corners of his eyes that could not be changed, it seemed that the years had brought only the beauty of the ripe fruit to this body, and there was no embarrassing sagging and sagging.On the phone call not long ago, Tang Yu actually just said it deliberately with a little temper, her abdomen was still so delicate and flat, and there could be no signs of pregnancy.But for some reason, when lying in the bathtub, Tang Yu suddenly felt a burst of emptiness, like the impulsive undercurrent under the bathtub, although it could relieve the fatigue of the body, but it could not fill the emptiness in the depths of his heart.I've been like this for the past 20 years since I was seventeen, and I've never felt empty, but why do I suddenly feel empty now?
Tang Yu's hand fell on his chest, feeling his heavy and perfect shape, and his cheeks couldn't help but redden, is it because he has become a person again?
Life has lost its motivation, even if the mentality still retains the posture of a girl, but after all, the age is a mature woman, words and deeds can no longer be so unscrupulous, and the motivation for work is no longer there, Ruoxue is now grown up and has her own life and assertions, and she has become a person again.If you don't suddenly realize your age, you can't seem to imagine that all the most wonderful flowers of yourself as a woman are about to bloom, and now Chinese New Year's Eve seven, no matter how you maintain it in a few years, you will be an aunt in the eyes of others, and in another ten years, auntie?
Hehe.Life can be so cold sometimes.When the doorbell rang outside, Tang Yu suddenly realized that her palms were ashamedly pinching her wo xue, she hurriedly let go of her red face, and then put on the suspender pajamas on the edge of the bed, hurriedly tidied up her long hair like a black waterfall, and walked out of the bedroom to open the door.The door opens.The residual red on Tang Yu's face was concealed, and the shy posture of the girl when facing the mirror suddenly converged, and she turned back into the mature Aunt Tang with a hint of grace, but looking at the guy in front of her, she felt that her strong outfit did not even have a trace of strength.In his eyes, does he still have the majesty of being Aunt Tang?
I glanced at Tang Yu's belly, and suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, the wind direction flow at the moment of opening the door made the good aroma on Tang Yu's body linger on the end of his nose for a while!"
Okay, how do you remember that?"
I smiled and closed the door behind me, and followed Aunt Tang to the sofa, watching her put on this familiar set of black suspender pajamas, every time I always felt a messy heartbeat, and it was still like this after several years.Tang Yu's ass sat down, the sofa suddenly sank into an arc, she poured a cup of tea angrily and sighed: "After taking a bath, I suddenly found that the fine lines at the corners of my eyes deepened, and I felt that I was getting old." ”I sat next to me, stunned for a moment, and looked at it carefully: "No, some women will look old if they have more fine lines, but like Aunt Tang, any traces of time are just the embellishment of flowers, and the flaws are not hidden, you are still the same Aunt Tang who is still beautiful!"
”"Your stinky boy's mouth is getting more and more tired, is it natural to say too many good things?"
Tang Yu glanced at me angrily, handed me the teacup in his hand, and then sighed, "No matter how clever you say, you can't change the reality that your Aunt Tang is about to grow old!"
”I smiled and wanted to continue to say something, but Tang Yu's eyes suddenly stared at me brightly and said: "I know that I look like a beauty now, if I walk on the street and dress a little sexier, I should still have a chance to turn back, but you don't have to comfort me, I am Chinese New Year's Eve seven years old today, what is the concept?"
”I was stunned for a moment, and I was instantly shocked by the number of thirty-seven years old, because I always felt that Aunt Tang was always beautiful and mature in my mind, but this number woke me up!"
Thirty-seven years old, if most people don't have a serious illness, it's not too bad to live to 80 years old, which means that I still have half of my life left, and the remaining half of the time, I will slowly grow old and wither" Tang Yu's eyes became a little sad and bitter, "I don't dare to imagine the picture of waiting for my white hair to grow." ”"Aunt Tang, are you stimulated by something?"
I frowned at the sadness and worry in her eyes, and couldn't help but move closer.Tang Yu shook his head and sighed, "It's okay!
”"You want to freeze your eggs, how can you be okay?"
I stared at her with tears and laughter."
Xiao Yan" Tang Yu stared at me, his eyes suddenly flickered with complexity and asked, "You tell Tang Yu the truth, if you were me, would you think my life is worth living?"
”I frowned and shook my head in confusion, "I don't understand what you mean?"
”"I accidentally fell asleep while taking a bath in the bathtub just now, and when I woke up, I found that my fingers and toes were all wrinkled," Tang Yu smiled bitterly with a low expression, "I was afraid that I would get old, and then I thought of Xu Jie, who was only a few years older than me, and she had her own children, but I became alone again, Ruoxue she grew up." ”"I said earlier, you should go to Zhonghai City to accompany Ruoxue," I smiled bitterly, "A person is easy to be cranky!"
”"It's not cranky!"
Tang Yu looked at me seriously, then his cheeks flushed slightly, he bit his lip and said, "I'm different from those women of yours, they at least have a home, but I don't" "I said I would" Tang Yu interrupted me: "It will protect me and Ruoxue for the rest of my life, right?"
But in fact, most of the time I don't need your protection, but I need people's care and companionship," I was speechless, and looked at Tang Yu with a stunned expression, she seemed to be really in a different mood."
Ruoxue" Tang Yu stared at me again and again, and finally shrugged his shoulders and sighed helplessly, "Xiaoyan, you know, Ruoxue is not my own, so the real thing is that I am seven years old this Chinese New Year's Eve, I have no lover, no children, and I may not have one in the future, if I don't freeze my eggs, I'm afraid" I understand her worries.No lover, no children, for a woman is indeed a cruel reality!
Tang Yu is a beauty, she should be a woman favored by God, with beauty and good talent, a tough single person raised a daughter who was not her own, and she has missed and rejected too many things over the years.If in this respect, God really owes her too much!
Because she didn't get any love, the thirty-seven-year-old mature woman suddenly remembered that she had nothing, except for her seemingly beautiful skin, and she didn't even have a man by her side when she was lonely, which is of course a sad reality!
I frowned, and said with difficulty and said with a wry smile: "If you want a family of your own, with your current beauty" "!
”Who knew that Tang Yu gave me a blank look angrily, and said with complicated eyes, "You are cheap and obedient, you know why I am still single, don't you?"
”I touched my nose in embarrassment."
Why should I tell you on the phone that I want to freeze my eggs if I'm willing to find another man?"
Tang Yu stared at me with flickering eyes, bit his lip and hummed, "Age reminds me that it will be too late if I don't decide to have a child of my own, isn't it?"
”I didn't know how to argue for a while, and I couldn't seem to find a reason to refute her idea, after all, from her point of view, her idea was innocent and reasonable."
Xiao Yan" Tang Yu's eyes staring at me suddenly became gentle and deep, she bit her lip and said softly, "I know that this matter will be very embarrassing if it gets out, so I just asked you to discuss, imagine that if I freeze my eggs, as long as I communicate with Ruoxue, I will have a child in the future, won't everything be reasonable?"
”Belch?
I looked at Tang Yu's strange but vaguely hidden eyes with some kind of expectation and shyness, and suddenly I had a strange feeling, isn't it?
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