Qiu Yuqing's body was in my arms, and her curves, body temperature, and even the frequency of her breathing could be clearly felt by me.But now, I just bowed slightly, adjusted a posture that was more comfortable for each other but not embarrassing, stared at her beautiful and flushed cheeks, and said with a light smile: "Yuqing, think clearly about what you want is a home?"
Or is it just a lack of a man?
”"Does it make a difference?"
Qiu Yuqing twisted in my arms, her eyes were like silk, she bit her lip and whispered, "I don't want to say this now" Her reason has long been lost, but I can't lose my reason."
It may not make a difference to you, but to me it is!"
I pressed her shoulders, stared at her watery hazy eyes with clear eyes, and said, "To be honest, we are all middle-aged, and we should have passed the age of blood rushing, and many things will be done with thought of the cause and effect!"
”"I, I don't want you to be responsible" Qiu Yuqing bit her lip, her eyes had regained a trace of clarity."
If it's just lonely, I can hold you, but everything that happens after that, we may have to pay for it, for example, I may not be able to give up my guilt and extra sense of responsibility for you, and you may feel a greater sense of emptiness because of this" "I" I interrupted Qiu Yuqing's words, and said with a wry smile: "Over the years, I have traveled to many places, and the time allocated to them is very small, whether it is Xu Jie or Mo Jin, they must also have complaints about me in their hearts, not to mention He Ting and Han Yun?"
”Qiu Yuqing had calmed down, but she didn't leave, but raised her head, looked straight at me and said, "Then how do you know that what I want is the same as them?"
Am I going to be like them?
I've been here alone for so many years, but at this moment I really want a moment of warmth, can't I?
”"Have you ever heard of a phrase?""
If the bird doesn't stop, it will never feel tired, and some things can always move forward as long as the belief remains the same, but once the belief changes, it can't fly.""
I don't see what you mean."
Qiu Yuqing blinked."
In the past, I may feel that as long as my ability is big enough, financial resources are enough, I can take care of everyone I care about, but as time goes by, the concept of home is constantly changing for me, I and Xu Jie's home, Mo Jin's home, Han Yun's home, the concept of harmonious coexistence, gradually can not be integrated, even if Xu Jie is tolerant, Mo Jin is generous, Han Yun is knowledgeable, people are different after all, what you want now is a moment of warmth, and what you want in the future may be more than a moment of warmth"And I can't give you this!"
Qiu Yuqing was quiet, and sighed with complicated eyes: "So, do you think that you can't afford it, and I will definitely ask you to pay more in the future, so you simply choose to refuse me?"
Isn't that ridiculous?
How many people make a choice between adults and treat it as if nothing happened after one night?
”"We're different!"
I smiled, "You're not an ordinary person, and neither am I, I need to be responsible for myself and I need to be responsible for you!"
”"Even if I find it speechless?"
Qiu Yuqing smiled wryly.I nodded, and said helplessly: "Wu Yuanshan was arrested, you know, right?"
Sentenced to seventeen years, with his current age, even if he does not die in prison, he will come out in ten years at the earliest, he is still a white-haired old man, and he just had a daughter not long ago" "I know this, but what does it have to do with our current situation?
”Qiu Yuqing was puzzled.I frowned slightly and said: "Back then, when Lu Qingfeng was still there, I asked me to take care of his righteous son, and I promised him, so when Wu Yuanshan showed a strong interest in the forces of Hongmen, I handed over most of the forces of Beihongmen to him to take over, in fact, at that time, I myself had already begun to retreat, and I had already realized that life has its own cycle of cause and effect, and the so-called good and evil will definitely have retribution, but I still let him choose this path and did not stop it" "Now, his arrest, speaking of which, I am also responsible." , For the daughter who was born without a father visible to him, I also feel guilty" Qiu Yuqing stared at me, silent for a long time, and then sighed faintly and muttered: "So I haven't seen you for a long time, you are indeed different from the previous Yang Yan, in the past, you were bold in killing, love and hate at will, but now you seem indecisive and sentimental, and now I am out like this, how can you let me be good?"
”After saying that, Qiu Yuqing pounced and took a bite on my shoulder!
I naturally hugged her, patted her on the back gently, and said with a wry smile: "Yuqing, if you want to start a family now, it's actually too late" "Don't!"
”Qiu Yuqing snorted coldly, grabbed my hand and put it on her Wo Xue, gritted her teeth and snorted softly: "Anyway, the matter has come to this, I don't want to hear you talk about this nonsense, when you were in the Jade Dragon Snow Mountain with me, I read everything to you, at that time I actually wanted to do this, but at that time, I couldn't give up, and I was a little disgusted with your flower heart, so I have been enduring it for all these years, who knows that the more I am buried in my heart, the more I can't forget, unless you let me try it once, maybe I will die from now on!"
”"You" I smiled bitterly, felt the softness in the palm of my hand, and was just about to say something, when suddenly my heart moved, and I heard a trace of wind outside in my ears, and my face changed suddenly!"
Anyone?!"
As soon as my words fell, Qiu Yuqing quickly let go of my hand and went to find her own clothes in a panic.I had rushed out of the door in an instant, only to hear the sound of leaves rattling in the air, and a black shadow had broken into the orchard, and there was a thud!"
Oh no, little gardenia!"
Qiu Yuqing got dressed and came out, and rushed into the next room with a big change in her face.I didn't wait for her words to fall, the whole person chased towards the fruit forest like a rabbit, gritted his teeth and shouted: "Call Ling Yi, you come with me again!"
”Qiu Yuqing's face was full of heat, she only felt ashamed, and patted her burning face vigorously, and then turned around and hurried away with remorse.As soon as she pushed open Ling Yi's door, she saw that Ling Yi was already fully dressed, holding a gun in his hand, his eyes were vigilant and sober, where was the half-drunk posture before?"
You're not drunk?"
Qiu Yuqing stared at Ling Yi directly, and felt more and more hot in her neck."
Go, chase!"
Ling Yi's words were brief, and his figure had already rushed out.In the vast mountains, the originally silent and cold forest, suddenly shrouded by an unprecedented mysterious murderous aura, I chased after it, suddenly the air under my feet, the whole person suddenly weightless and fell at the same time, the sound of breaking the sky was endless, more than ten steel arrows from the strong crossbow enveloped my body and shot quickly!
Between the dark blue, the fishy smell is emanated.It turned out to be a poisoned arrow!
I grew up in the mountains and forests, and everywhere my eyes passed, I saw a petite figure wrapping the little gardenia in my arms, and at the moment when the steel arrow wrapped around my body, it was heading towards the dark night void in the distance of the mountains and forests, and quickly escaped!
It's a premeditated layout!
By the time the thought crossed my mind, it was too late to react.Suddenly.Suddenly, a rapid breath flashed in my ears, and then a muffled snort came out, and when I turned my head, Qiu Yuqing's figure had already fallen into the pit, which was densely covered with many half-meter steel nails."
Sister Yuqing" Ling Yi let out a chilling exclamation, the trigger in his hand was pulled, the gunshot suddenly rang out, and the bullet swept towards the figure lurking around like a wind!
My heart trembled!
If Qiu Yuqing really falls, I'm afraid that her whole body will be penetrated through more than a dozen holes, and the gods won't be able to save her.I can't imagine that ten minutes ago, she let go of the thoughts that were most important to her, and with the courage of a moth to a flame, she said words that would have been difficult for her to speak, and did something that she could not turn back from, and the next moment she could die in front of my eyes.How could I possibly tolerate this happening right in front of my eyes?