Baili Ruiyang actually doesn't know how to say sweet words, with his identity, he didn't inherit the title of King Zhennan at the beginning, and even the cold poison in his body may be in danger at any time, because he will make money, so even if the people in the Zhennan Wangfu don't put him in their eyes, they still have to be respectful in front of him, and they dare not have the slightest presumptuous and disrespectful.
Shangguan Qingqing raised his hand and wiped the corners of his eyes to wipe the tears on his face, took a deep breath, and tried to calm his mood as much as possible.
"You let go of me first, like now, you and I can't talk well."
Since he wants to talk about it, let's talk about it, and since he wants to find her, then they need to make it clear again.
It's not the same thing to escape like this and avoid him.
Since he has decided not to be with him, he should make it clear, so that he can let go faster, and he doesn't have to let him know about the existence of Xiao Yangmei because he is worried about him finding himself.
Before there were no children, as long as there was affection between them, she dared to be with him.
But now that you have children, there are more issues to consider, and if you think about it, it is better not to start than to hurt each other in the future and have a bad impact on your children.
Baili Ruiyang looked at Shangguan Qingqing's cold attitude, as well as the alienation in Qingming's eyes, it is impossible to say that her heart is not distressed, her cold attitude and the alienation in her eyes are enough to turn into a sharp blade and stab her heart one by one.
But Baili Ruiyang has also calmed down, he just needs to know that no matter what, this woman will definitely be with him, as for how she will treat him during the period, it doesn't matter, no matter how indifferent and alienated she is to herself, he should bear it.
Didn't I hurt her like that at the beginning?
So all this that I have to bear now is also deserved.
Baili Ruiyang gently withdrew the hands on Shangguan Qingqing's shoulders and distanced himself from her, when Shangguan Qingqing's eyes fell on the chair next to her, he still sat back on the chair with a very good eye, although he didn't want to at all in his heart, and he really wanted to occupy the same soft couch with her.
"Take a sip of tea, moisten your throat, are you hungry or not, I'll let someone prepare a little supper first, what do you want to eat?"
Baili Ruiyang handed Zi'er a cup of tea, the tea in the teapot has not cooled yet, and it is just right to drink it now.
Shangguan Qingqing actually doesn't want to drink tea, Xiao Yangmei hasn't been weaned yet, and she can't drink tea yet.
But he didn't want to explain anything because of this cup of tea, so Shangguan Qingqing still took the teacup and took a sip.
Baili Ruiyang saw Shangguan Qingqing take a sip of tea, and after drinking it again, he didn't persuade her, but just asked people to prepare for supper.
Shangguan Qingqing didn't want to eat it, but if she didn't drink tea, the two of them just sat like this, as if the atmosphere was a little embarrassing.
Therefore, it was up to him to order, and she didn't care what food he had prepared for him.
If you really have something you like to eat, you can eat more, and if you don't like to eat, hmph, just keep this man to eat.
"Qingqing, where did you go a few days ago, and I've been worried since I went to Ziyuan Mountain Villa but didn't find you.
Zi'er and Arlo don't know if it's intentional or not, I asked them to help find you, they have been looking for so long, and they haven't given me any news.
If I hadn't met you tonight, I wouldn't know when I'd be in a hurry. ” Baili Ruiyang took a sip of tea and looked at Shangguan Qingqing, who was sitting opposite him, with his head down, the light in the pavilion was not very sufficient, plus Shangguan Qingqing lowered his head, so he couldn't see the look on her face clearly, let alone look at her eyes. sighed deeply in his heart, even if Qingqing ignored him, he did it himself.
"Baili Ruiyang, I don't think there's anything to talk about between us, I liked you at the beginning, so I was willing to be with you, but now with the passage of time, the original love in my heart has changed, I don't think we are suitable for being together, and I don't have the idea of being with you."
Shangguan Qingqing looked at Baili Ruiyang and wanted to interrupt his words, but he didn't let him speak, and said in a somewhat anxious tone: "Don't open your mouth first, listen to me first." ” Baili Ruiyang took a deep breath again, closed the mouth that had just opened, since Shangguan Qingqing still had something to say, let her finish her words first, just right, if there is any problem, listen to it first, and then solve it together.
However, hearing what she just said, my heart was really not good.
It's only been more than a year since then, so why don't you think they're not suitable for being together On the contrary, he felt that they were extremely suitable, they were simply made in heaven, and their marriage was predestined, so they should be a couple.
"When I left the capital, I had already decided to forget you, and I would not let myself like you again in the future, if it wasn't for the suitable, I was afraid that I had just married and married.
Now, although I don't have anyone I want to marry, I don't want to marry you, some feelings, with the passage of time, will slowly fade in my heart, and my feelings for you are like that.
Of course, I won't be indifferent to you, but I feel that way just because I used to like you. ” Baili Ruiyang's hands under his sleeves were clenched into fists, this woman, her mouth is really much more powerful, she used to like him, which means that she doesn't like him now, right, when her feelings fade, he doesn't believe it, she who once liked herself so much, can put herself down so easily What's even more odious is that this woman still wants to marry another man, does he allow it?
If you like him, you must like him for the rest of your life.
Hmph, no matter what she thinks now, she also said just now, she still has feelings for herself, and she can't be indifferent to herself, so she is destined to be her own woman.
Even if the relationship fades, how can she like herself so much at the beginning, she can also like herself deeply again.
Baili Ruiyang cheered him up in his heart, otherwise what else could he do Today, this woman came to Dingwang's Mansion, Zi'er and Ah Luo didn't tell him, hmph, the two of them must have known the whereabouts of this woman for a long time, but they didn't tell him, which made him anxious all day.
It is estimated that seeing him looking for her in such a hurry, Ah Luo and Zi'er are still watching the excitement on the sidelines.
When he finds his chance, he must fix those two bastards properly.
"Qingqing, since you haven't liked someone else yet, can you give it to me, and also give yourself a chance, let's give it a try, can you rest assured if you can be together, if in the end, you can't fall in love with me, you still don't want to marry me, then, I will let go, I will not force you.
Although I would love to be with you, I am reluctant to force you, so I hope you can give you and me a chance. ” At this time, he couldn't force her, he was extremely cautious when he said what he just said.
"No, I still have something to do tomorrow, I really don't want to see you now, and I don't want to try it with you, so, between us, forget it, in fact, I don't think we are very suitable, just like you said at the beginning, I have grown up under the protection of my brothers and my father all these years, I don't understand many things, and I can't understand people's hearts, and I can't adapt to those complicated environments, so in the future, I hope to be simpler, so that I won't be too tired.
You are the king of Zhennan, there is the entire Zhennan Wangfu behind you, you have to bear a lot of responsibilities, the same, if I marry you, I also have to bear a lot of responsibilities, I don't know if I can afford it, but I know that in that case, I will be very tired and tired, that kind of life, just thinking about it, I know very well that I don't have the courage to face it. ” Shangguan Qingqing pursed the corners of her lips, what she said was also in her heart, if she wanted Xiao Yangmei to live in Zhennan Palace, it would definitely not be easy to be at ease, and all kinds of calculations would not be less, not to mention, if she married him, she would have other children in the future, even if she wanted to give Xiao Yangmei a best living environment, for various reasons, she was afraid that she would not be able to take care of it.
So there was nothing wrong with her decision, she shouldn't have been with him in the first place.
Even such a decision made her heart throb fiercely.
But it hurts now, it's better than a hundred times more painful than now.
Seeing that he also belonged to other women, watching other women call him daddy for the children he bore, and watching him treat the children that other women gave him so well, she felt that she would definitely collapse.
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She will be jealous, envious, resentful, and unhappy for her children.
In those days, she will definitely make herself no longer herself, she can't live well, how can she take good care of her children, teach her children, and protect her children So, even if you like it, you still have to give up.
"Qingqing, you have to know, no matter what you encounter, whether it is a setback or something else, you have me by your side, I will help you, I will protect you, I will face it with you, no matter how heavy the responsibility of Zhennan Wangfu is, I will carry it, you just need to be happy to accompany me.
Those people in the Zhennan Mansion are not important, we don't need to pay attention to them, after a while, I can let them move out of the Zhennan Palace, and when the time comes, there will be only our family in our mansion, and no one can bully you or hurt you. ”oshow7: