Sitting next to the window, with a cigarette lit in his hand, in front of him was a small round table, on which were placed a mobile phone and half a glass of water, but this half glass of water was a little muddy, floating with cigarette ash and cigarette butts.
The air conditioner spun and swerved, trying to get all the air out.
The window was open with a thin slit, the autumn night breeze was a little cold, and the wisps of green smoke hovering on the orange cigarette butts would always be broken in the dark and then disappear with the wind.
Guan Ming is afraid of death, but he is not afraid of his own death, but the death of those around him.
For Guan Ming, living an extra life is earning, blood is earning has money, women, and even children, but he is still afraid of the death of the people around him, including the current Zhao Jiefang, including the elderly grandparents and grandfathers, and even his parents, uncles, Mu Dad and Mu Mom, and even Mu Xiaoxiao in the future.
Afraid of death, I am so afraid that I don't want to study chemistry, biology, or even materials.
Afraid of life, he is unwilling to explore the mysteries of human life, he is a reborn person, but he doesn't know why he was reborn, he doesn't know whether it is a god at the end of science, or an alien with extreme science, or what kind of rays, nine stars and other paradoxical things, etc.
Instinctive fear, instinctive avoidance, instinctive ignorance, instinctive ignorance.
The world does not change with the will of a person, and for human beings, and even for all the creatures that have ever appeared on the earth, not to mention the universe, even this solar system, it is eternal.
Even Guan Ming couldn't prevent birth, old age, sickness and death, and even he was now beginning to wonder if his previous dodge was correct.
Maybe the answer has been there for a long time, but Guan Ming only opened his eyes and noticed it today.
Just like the sun rises in the east and sets in the west day after day, but people have been ignorant for thousands of years to know about photosynthesis.
There are wild horses in his heart, but there is no place to stand, he can't run wildly, the aggrieved Guan Ming even wants to smash everything in front of him, but he is still a little sensible, after all, his parents and daughter-in-law are at home, and his depression can only be fought by himself.
Or rather, he was still hoping that Double Star would just come to a wrong conclusion today, that he would just be a mediocre person tonight.
However, the mobile phone was placed on the small round table, Guan Ming had picked it up countless times, but put it down countless times, every time he picked it up was a determination, and every time he put it down, it was a fear.
"Brother Guan, are you angry with me" The voice was weak, Mu Xiaoxiao rubbed to Guan Ming's side, with grievances, and didn't even call his name, but called out the older name.
Subconsciously looked sideways at the source of the sound, the moonlight was very good tonight, sprinkled on the world like mercury.
Through the windows, the moonlight separates the room into a light and dark side that is not obvious.
With his hands in front of him and his head lowered, he was probably disappointed and sad.
"Ahem, I didn't hear you come in just now."
Throwing the cigarette into the water glass, the water and fire make a short, small sound, and a little orange is annihilated.
He hasn't smoked for many years, but after smoking a few cigarettes today, his throat immediately became uncomfortable, and it was the physiological reaction of not smoking for many years, that kind of fluttering and even nauseating, that made him not notice Mu Xiaoxiao's appearance.
Guan Ming's anger groove was empty, he just wanted to hug each other, comfort each other at the same time, and comfort himself at the same time.
Or, it is the greatest hope, the things that can be compared with life are probably only ideals, so at this moment, he doesn't care about what Mu Xiaoxiao did before, probably to attract Guan Ming's attention, or to pass the time.
However, the smell of smoke lingering around his body stopped his movements, and his outstretched arms seemed to freeze frame.
Feeling the expansion of the shadow and the strong smell of smoke, but he didn't feel any movement from the other party for a long time, looking up, Mu Xiaoxiao saw a face hidden in the shadows, very blurry.
Seeing the other party's posture, she also knew what Guan Ming wanted to do, but the other party stopped in the end.
"I also said that I won't make you angry in the future" pouting, Mu Xiaoxiao muttered quietly, stepped forward, and naturally hugged Guan Ming, her chubby little face was attached to Guan Ming's chest.
"You, you, I smell of smoke on me."
Guan Ming's tone was helpless, but there was also a slight inexplicable meaning, as if comforting, and patted her on the back.
His chin pressed against Mu Xiaoxiao's heavenly spirit cover, feeling the peace brought by this darkness, just like returning home at night.
"Hmph" Mu Xiaoxiao snorted twice, but she didn't say anything, she seemed to be aware that Guan Ming was in a very bad mood, and this bad shouldn't be her problem.
If it was in the past, she might have threatened Guan Ming, or even went directly to Guan Ma to make a small report and watch the excitement, but now, she feels that her choice should be correct.
"Alright, I'll go wash up first." patted Mu Xiaoxiao's back, and then Guan Ming struggled a little and left from Mu Xiaoxiao's embrace.
When I turned on the lights in the room, the latte art and balloons on the ceiling had long since been removed, and the color of the lights had changed to white.
Although most of Mu Xiaoxiao's IQ is not up to par, Guan Ming is sometimes moved by her flash IQ, at least she can feel that she is changing, for better or worse.
About five minutes later, the bathroom door was opened, Guan Ming was lying on his back in the bathtub in a daze, subconsciously turned his head, and saw Mu Xiaoxiao holding clean underwear in one hand and shaking the clean one in the other a, and then hummed a little song.
"Why did you get in" bathing together is not an uncommon thing, not to mention what shame it is, rubbing your back is a very normal social activity.
"You're in a bad mood today, so I'm reluctant to take a shower with you, there's plain panties here," the voice was naughty, and the thing said while undressing numbly.
Damn, where do you tell I need plain panties And, what have you been watching lately?
Rolling his eyes, Guan Ming decided not to look at this idiot, this creature will not change with time, at most it will change from a little idiot to an old idiot.
He thought that Mu Xiaoxiao had changed just now, this was definitely a lard "Hehe" Everyone has been honest with each other for so long, and there is nothing to be embarrassed about, Mu Xiaoxiao went into the water slipperily, and then poked Guan Ming's old waist with her feet very naughtily.
"Loose feet, be careful of my tricks" The meat on the waist is relatively tender, and it will itch if the force is light, and it will hurt if the force is heavy.
This product is probably also weak-hearted, and he doesn't lie down with Guan Ming when he goes into the water, the two of them are exactly 90 degrees vertical, and no matter how long Guan Ming's arms are, they can't grow Mu Xiaoxiao's long legs.
"Cut, I'm not afraid of you" Mu Xiaoxiao said disdainfully, and then poked both feet on Guan Ming's waist.
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