When the blood flowed out of the fat nostrils, Zhang Fuxing had already jumped a few steps away, looking at his results coldly, feeling nothing at all, neither afraid nor excited, it seemed that from the beginning, he knew that there would be this ending.
Because he had already bled twice, now he was indifferent to the blood of his opponent and was immune.
But Fat Dun was obviously not so strong, he was stunned, I don't know if it was because he didn't expect that he would punch his nose, or if he didn't expect his thin opponent's punch to be so heavy, he wiped his nose, and then looked at the blood on his hands, the expression on his face seemed to be about to cry, the mental blow must have far outweighed the physical pain, suddenly, he turned around and ran.
Zhang Fuxing didn't chase after him, he could catch up completely, but when he saw Fat Dun's expression at the moment when he faced his own blood, he knew that the battle between him and this fat man was over.
And so it is.
Since then, Fat Dun has never troubled him again, and even avoided him when he saw him from a distance at school.
This made Zhang Fuxing full of pride, although no one else knew about this matter, and neither he nor Fat Dun would tell others.
In fact, compared to Zhang Fuxing's later opponents, Fat Dun is not worth mentioning, he is just a slightly naughty town child, because he has some sense of superiority, he feels that he can bully his classmates in the countryside, he is not particularly vicious, especially smart, once he encounters a powerful counterattack, he is helpless and doomed to failure, but the victory of this battle is still of great significance to Zhang Fuxing, and it has a very important role in the cultivation of something in the character of an eleven-year-old boy.
What followed was a lackluster time.
Although the battle with Fat Dun ended in victory, Zhang Fuxing himself also suffered heavy losses.
He wasted a lot of time pestering his opponents, and at the same time, his spirit and mood have been tormented by increasing loads: ups and downs, sadness, depression, anger, after all, he is still just a child, suddenly encountered this pressure, isolated but had to fight hard, he has always had a firm belief: reading is the most important thing.
This was the result of his grandmother's constant nagging, and it was also the effect of the values of the whole society at the time, so he should not waste his precious study time on other inexplicable things.
Although he won in the end, but immediately, he realized the boredom of victory, neither did he add a point to his academic performance, nor did it make his stomach fuller, he reflected on himself, and felt that being careful and hiding might be the best strategy, so he was more restrained in his words and deeds, became more gloomy and withdrawn, and basically did not have more contact and communication with his classmates and teachers except for studying.
At the age of twelve, he was admitted to the district middle school, facing classmates with more complex compositions, some of the classmates' families had better conditions than the town classmates he had contacted before, they were more eye-catching, their speech and demeanor were more superior, and everything seemed aggressive, but at this time, Zhang Fuxing was no longer moved, he insisted on his strategy, except for books, he ignored everything else, ignored the things outside the window, and hid in a small building to become a unity, which was the case for three whole years.
Quickly, he got a nerd nickname.
However, this way of talking, acting and thinking seems to be somewhat similar to those old-fashioned, low-level Jiangcheng people, who usually face everything with silence and endurance, and only when their dignity and survival are threatened, will they reveal the hideousness hidden under the docile exterior, like a rocky reef under the calm sea.
At the end of the three-year district, Zhang Fuxing was admitted to the county middle school with excellent results, and the three years of high school were almost a copy of the three years of junior high school.
In the end, he was admitted to a relatively good key university and became a proud son of the sky.
However, the university first brought Zhang Fuxing not excitement and pride, but huge setbacks.
If it was just about dressing and talking, he would have been mentally prepared enough, and after three years of junior high school and three years of high school, he would have been able to calmly face those classmates with superior family conditions, but this time, the blow came from the academic performance that he was proud of.
At that time, the university also needed genuine excellent grades to be able to enter, the provincial university is the oldest and highest level university in the three southwestern provinces, recruiting outstanding students from all over the country, Zhang Fuxing was shocked to find that his admission results can only be regarded as the upper middle among the students in the whole grade, not outstanding, and the grades far exceed his abound, not to mention that those classmates also have many talents that rural children have never heard of.
He had always considered himself the best, at least among his peers, standing out from elementary school to high school, and his teachers and classmates had mostly seen him that way, but now, he had to admit with dismay, that in fact, he was nothing more than a mediocre student, formerly outstanding, only in a small, very limited range.
The blow was heavy, but fortunately the tenacious side of his character supported him, and in the first semester he became even more smug than in high school, hiding his helplessness and fear with a seemingly calm silence, like a timid groundhog, quietly cowering in his corner, carefully watching the people and things around him, studying hard, this is not ostrichism, nor cynicism, but a kind of philosophical consideration of a small person, and it is in this strange and distorted atmosphere that he begins to fall in love.
Actually, it's a bit more accurate to say unrequited love.
The object is a provincial girl in the same grade, named Luo Xiaojuan, with a round face, a very sweet smile, a plump figure, straight hips, dark red hair, fashionable dress, and the color of her clothes is always bright and eye-catching, which overshadows all the female classmates, even if they are in better shape than her and better in appearance than her.
Once in a big class, he happened to sit behind her, very close, he smelled a faint fragrance, this is a kind of he has never tasted, mixed with the smell of the girl's body, there is a comforting slightly sweet, so that he is intoxicated, or at that moment, the young man's feelings were suddenly touched, he felt that there was an emotion that had never grown in his heart, began to diffuse, uncontrollable, he felt inexplicably frightened, but there was some kind of inexplicable expectation, that class, his soul flew out of the sky, his heart wanderedor, at that moment, he began his "first love".
From then on, he looked for every opportunity to "get closer" to her, would sit as close to her as unobtrusively as possible during big classes, always moved on the side of the girls in physical education class, and after figuring out some of the places she liked to go, he would use the stupidest methods to keep by: the library, the study room, the sports field, he hid far away to catch her every move out of the corner of his eye, pain and joy filled his heart at the same time, and for a whole semester, all his time and energy were devoted to this one thing, The whole world is occupied by this girl, and he and she have never spoken a word.
Even, she may not have noticed that there was such a boy in the grade, and she didn't know that there was a classmate named Zhang Fuxing. t1706231537: