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Chapter 315: I Don't Want to Die


Doudou reached out and gently pressed Lu Jiu's shoulder, stopping her from struggling to sit up.

Because her body was too weak, she did not stubbornly, but obediently lay back on the bed.

Probably because the meaning of inquiry in Doudou's eyes was too obvious, Lu Jiu's long eyelashes drooped again, as if to cover all his thoughts and secrets.

Doudou sighed secretly, sure enough, he was right not to visit her before. is as proud as Lu Jiu, how could she be willing to be seen with such an embarrassed appearance.

She regretted running this trip a little at night, and she could only say: "Lu Jiu, in fact, I just came to bring you some chicken soup."

"Yuan Er, it's all over, right" Lu Jiu suddenly opened his eyes and interrupted Doudou's words.

Doudou said in a deep voice: "If you are referring to the rebellion of the Mu family's father and son, it is indeed over, and the death and injury of their father and son are no longer capable of making trouble again." ” Lu Jiu's pale lips pursed into a straight line, and only after a while did he say, "Is he the one who died?"

"No, he was injured, and it was General Zhennan who died" Doudou only felt extremely bitter in her mouth, which was almost the hardest sentence she had said in sixteen years.

There is actually no difference between the father and son of the Mu family whether they are dead or injured, because the injured one will also be executed by His Majesty the Emperor soon, and even if Lu Jiu escapes by luck, becoming a young widow is already an unchangeable ending.

No matter whether there is love between her and Mu Yingfei, and how deep that love is, they have always been married for less than a year, and this result is too bleak for Lu Jiu, who has just turned sixteen.

It is not uncommon for widows in the Great Zhou Dynasty to remarry, but it is almost a fool's dream for a widowed noblewoman to want to remarry, not to mention that Lu Jiu still has the name of a rebel family.

No matter how outstanding her appearance is and how noble her background is, I am afraid that the entire Great Zhou Dynasty will not be able to find a man who is willing to marry and dares to marry her.

Lu Jiu seemed a little surprised, as the daughter-in-law of General Zhennan, how could she not know what a powerful person her father-in-law was, but she didn't expect him to have died.

However, she didn't ask for specific details, but said with a wry smile: "Actually, this ending is doomed, the Mu family has never been the opponent of the Huo family, and I am just working in vain, not even the icing on the cake." ” With her cleverness, how could she not have imagined that the Mu family's father and son were defeated in whose hands, obviously Huo Xiao had already made arrangements, otherwise Wanquan Dusi was thousands of miles away, and he would definitely not have come so quickly.

Doudou didn't know what to say, Lu Jiu had said a lot and done a lot of things in the past month or so, and her behavior seemed to be risky all the time.

On top of that, every adventure she takes seems to be for herself.

But when she thought about it, every time she took the risk to pass on the message to herself, it seemed to be useless, or it was a step too late.

It is indeed a bit unconscionable to say this, but it is an indisputable fact.

She tucked the quilt for Lu Jiu and sighed: "Lu Jiu, in fact, I don't care what you have done, let alone whether what you have done has helped me.

Whether it's a charcoal in the snow, a icing on the cake, or even a snake to add to it, all I care about is what you mean by doing it.

Lu Jiu, you have always been very smart, smart people don't do foolish things, you tell me what you are for" "For what" Lu Jiu repeated these four words softly, Yingying's eyes became a little confused.

After a long time, the confusion in Lu Jiu's eyes gradually dissipated, and he said bitterly: "You must think that my behavior is too grotesque Even if the Lu family is not powerful, it is not a person who can be slaughtered.

If you don't want to marry, you shouldn't marry, and since you're married, you should accept your fate and live a good life."

Although Doudou doesn't fully agree with this, he has to admit that it does make sense.

The marriage between the two families of Lu Mu was not given by His Majesty the Emperor, with the status of Lu Ge Lao, the granddaughter really didn't want to marry Mu Yingfei and could directly shirk it, let alone get married, it was not even necessary to marry.

She thought of the heartfelt and affection that Lu Jiu had said, and thought that she was willing to do it when she was supposed to do it.

It was probably after the marriage that Mu Yingfei found out that Mu Yingfei had beaten people, so he didn't want to get married But even if you regret it at that time, it's not impossible, compared to decades of long suffering, a temporary reputation damage is actually nothing.

Since she still chose to marry, it means that she actually wants to get married, and it is no wonder that everything seemed fine in the first few months of her marriage with Mu Yingfei.

Doudou pursed his lips and said, "Actually, you've done your best, aren't they, they want to rebel themselves, and they won't even give you a chance to live a good life." ” Lu Jiu's tears flowed down his sideburns, and he choked up: "Yuan Er, you are really the only one in this world who knows me best, I am only sixteen years old, I don't want to die, I want to live well" This sounds a bit cowardly, but it's not ridiculous at all.

There are a few people in the world who are really not afraid of death, and the idea that it is better to die than to live is true enough.

Doudou took out a silk handkerchief from his sleeve and wiped her tears for her, and said softly: "I heard the grandmothers say that you can't cry at this time, and your eyes will be sparked in the future." ” Lu Jiu said disapprerovantly: "What do I care about, in the future, you must think that I was lying to you before, even though I am pregnant, but I still go to burn incense and worship the Buddha, in fact, I really don't know" At this time, it is meaningless to care about these things that are not cheating, Doudou said: "It is inconvenient to stay in Beidaying for a long time, and now the Mu family can't go back, and you are in this situation now, why don't I send someone to escort you back to the Lu family early tomorrow morning, and everything will be said when you have taken care of your body." ” Lu Jiu shook his head: "No, I can't go back to Yuan Er, you don't know the Lu family, now I am a poisonous snake and beast in their eyes, how can you still take me in." ” "Yuan Er" She raised her eyes to look at Doudou and stretched out her slender hand.

Doudou gently held her hand: "If you have anything to say, just say it." ” Lu Jiudao: "You don't know my grandmother, she has been living all her life for the incomparably noble identity of the daughter of Yasheng.

I used to be her most beloved and valued granddaughter, but now the Lu family can't tolerate me the most, she is also her, I don't want to go back to the Lu family, I don't want to embarrass myself or others.

What's more, the Mu family is a rebellion, and it's hard to say whether I, the young grandmother of the Mu family, can save my life.

It is impossible for me to leave the capital until His Majesty's will is decreed, and I cannot go anywhere in my current situation.

You remember the Lotus Terrace, which is where I belong alone, and you can send me there if it's convenient for you. ” Doudou thought about it, Mengliantai is also in the capital, even if His Majesty starts to hear the Mu family's case, it is convenient to summon it, and it is Lu Jiu's favorite place, and it is convenient for no one to disturb and recuperate, it is indeed very suitable.

She smiled lightly: "Okay, you drink the chicken soup and get a good night's sleep, I'll send you early tomorrow morning." ” S: Thank you for the monthly pass of Sheng11129 Captain Officer Gaoghui Book Friend 20170623075314907 Fog Non Dance 11xiyayg, thank you for your subscription recommendation t1706231537: