048 Sick Love In fact, Su Bin felt a little strange when he entered the door, because the overhead spotlight at the entrance of the door was on.
However, spotlights can only illuminate a small area due to the spotlight, so the living room is completely dark.
Su Bin originally thought that maybe someone had forgotten to close it, but he had already smelled danger subconsciously, so after sneaking into the door, he tried his best to learn how to walk on tiptoe with the squirrel in tow.
But as soon as he turned around and raised his eyes, he saw the silhouette of a human figure on the sofa in the living room In the faint light, he could only see a dark shadow, if it weren't for the eyes that would refract green light like a cat in the dark, staring motionlessly in this direction, Su Bin would have almost ignored it.
So, obviously, it's Ellen sitting there.
Ellen, who had been sitting on the sofa for nearly two hours, was in an extremely complicated mood at the moment.
The most disgusting thing in his life is "waiting", there is a sentence that can aptly describe the countless times he has passed by death, and the day he has experienced is the tomorrow that he is extremely eager to live in.
Having survived with all his might, and still up to now, Ellen has a stronger heart than anyone else, and hates wasting her life more than anyone else.
"Love" is impossible for him, because "love" means sharing one's life and time with another person.
Therefore, after his health improved, he has always lived only for himself, and only maintained simple relationships with relatives and friends.
He never thought about falling in love with a completely different person, or experiencing a so-called "love" to give his heart to another person, which was inconceivable to him.
He hated waiting, but now, for the first time, he had given the same person two "waits" in his life, one yesterday and the other, right now.
Wasting his time doing nothing like this made him feel extremely irritable, but he was helpless because he was driven by instinct.
During this time, Ellen also began to gradually figure out what her thoughts about Su Bin meant in the end Perhaps, it can be described in one word, affection.
He admits that he was moved.
However, in medicine, there is another interpretation of the word, which is called "disease".
His thoughts, he thought, might be a combination of the two, what he called morbid love.
Because he knew that his impulse towards Su Bin was abnormal, and he was more inclined to a certain desire to control, just like now, God knows how much he wanted to lock this guy in front of him, who could not be said to be bold or cowardly, into his room and locked in the bed for the rest of his life If he belonged to me, it wouldn't be a waste of life Because everything about him, will be mine.
But can I do that now, no.
It's a crime, both morally and legally.
At this moment, Ellen hates the moral constraints and legal norms of human self-righteousness.
He suppressed his emotions and said in a deep voice to the man at the door who was already frightened: "Michael, come here, let's talk." ” This is a month after beating Ellen and biting Su Bin's neck, Su Bin was once again frightened by the other party But it's one thing to be frightened, it's another to feel the storm coming, although they all have one thing in common, that is, neither is a good thing.
Of course, Su Bin didn't dare to disobey, although he was very reluctant to "talk" with Ellen so seriously and face-to-face, he felt that there were few people in the world who could withstand the aura of "dialogue" like Ellen.
Ellen turned on the warm floor lamp, which eased the tense atmosphere a little, however, Su Bin became even more nervous after seeing Ellen's expression and posture clearly The other party was only wearing a dark gray three-quarter-sleeved cashmere low-neck shirt on his upper body, exposing his sexy collarbones, his legs were stretched out and resting on the coffee table, his knees were slightly bent, and the close-fitting black velvet trousers outlined his perfect leg shape He leaned lazily on the sofa with his arms crossed, such a posture seemed loose, but it actually made Su Bin feel very dangerous.
The reason is very simple, at this moment, Ellen is not as meticulous as usual in her own behavior.
This is not a public place, Ellen no longer needs to maintain his gentlemanly demeanor and etiquette, he is very likely to be as excited or angry as he was upstairs a month ago, grab Su Bin and press him on the sofa and bite again.
Su Bin is so sure because he knows that his roommate looks serious on the surface, but on the inside he is a guy with a bad personality As soon as the "I'm sorry" apology was spoken, the anger was three points weaker.
Although he didn't know why he apologized, Su Bin felt that if he dared to jump at this time, he would definitely have no good end But he relented, but Ellen didn't accept it, raised her eyebrows and asked, "I'm sorry what" Su Bin: "I'm coming back too late" There is a feeling of obvious fault, and it is not an ordinary fault, but like a criminal being questioned by an interrogator Ellen narrowed her eyes, "Oh, tell me what you're going to do." ” Su Bin honestly confessed: "I went to work in a Chinese restaurant" Ellen glanced at the wall clock on the wall and said, "Your part-time hours this week seem to have exceeded the maximum number of part-time hours for international students in a week." ” Su Bin stubbornly said: "Eh, the work I do is a black worker, illegal" Ellen's voice was neither light nor heavy: "I remember I warned you not to touch irregular work, it will be dangerous. ” Hearing this, Su Bin was so nervous that his brain was about to sweat.
He did remember that Ellen once asked him to talk about his part-time job and gave him reasonable advice and reminders, but Su Bin never thought that Ellen would question this matter After all, he was just a roommate, so what position did Ellen have to care about him Ellen didn't pursue Su Bin's previous behavior, but just asked: "Do you still want to go?"
"I have to go" once...
After Su Bin finished speaking, he regretted it a little, because Ellen's expression suddenly became terrifying at that moment, from the original "wind and rain is coming" to "dark clouds overpowering" orz Ellen really didn't give him the right to express his opinion, and said arbitrarily: "Don't go again." ” Su Bin was stunned all of a sudden He thought that he had worked hard for two days, and he would be able to get paid tomorrow for another day, and then Ellen suddenly jumped out to stop him, how could he be willing Su Bin explained this and that, and Ellen still said the same thing: "Don't go again, and you can't go home more than ten o'clock in the future," he didn't listen to Su Bin's damn explanations at all, "Michael, I need your assurance." ” Su Bin is still struggling with the "last day": "There is still one day left, it will be one day tomorrow" That's it, yes, I will go for another day tomorrow, and I will not go again in the future Ellen didn't understand what Su Bin was insisting on, he gave orders word by word: "I said one last time, I will resign tomorrow, if you go again, just wait for the city police to come to investigate the restaurant, then you and all the employees who do illegal work will not be able to escape, I can do it." ” "qaq he, he actually threatened to do this, does Lao Tzu have a grudge against you?
Su Bin found that when he was complained about "brain problems" by Lily during the day, his mood was not collapsed at all, and he was now After a tired day, he was depressed all night because of Chen Xiaotian's matter, and now he was forced by Ellen to make impossible guarantees, Su Bin's nerves were almost unbearable.
Forced to retreat, he thought a little excitedly, he was not too much, he was careful enough and soft enough when he went home, what qualifications did Ellen have to be angry with himself After all, they are just ordinary roommates, why should he care about himself The more Su Bin thought about it, the more angry he became, and he couldn't help but stand up, maybe standing up was more emboldening than sitting: "Why do you say that?"
Ellen actually stood up with him, her face became more and more terrifying, Su Bin subconsciously took a step back, and at the same time resisted with a hot brain: "Why do you care about me" His father didn't care about what time he came home or something, Ellen thought he was the head of someone's family Su Bin actually wanted to escape, he didn't want to continue to explain to this unreasonable "foreigner", he had to go tomorrow, at least get his salary.
He turned around, but Ellen grabbed his arm, and before Su Bin could react, the whole person was thrown on the sofa, he was stupid, and his brain crashed for several seconds before he reacted that Ellen was going to fucking move He heard Ellen snort coldly: "You ran into me when you were looking for a house in an agent." ” Nima: That's, that's okay Immediately after, his hands were grabbed and pressed against the sides of his head what the hell Ellen wants to do, he wants domestic violence, I'll take another bite qaq At this moment, Su Bin's heart is really collapsing Su Bin gasped and wanted to resist, but Ellen pressed up again, pressing him into the soft sofa He couldn't move, and was forced to look at Ellen, looking at the other party with a grim expression that he had never seen before, "From the day you moved in, you were under my control."
Ellen snapped.
Su Bin: ", there are no human rights anymore."
But Ellen didn't bite him, nor did she do anything excessive, she just suppressed him and didn't let him escape: "I have to take full responsibility for your safety, understand?"
Su Bin: "qaq What to do, I want to be angry, but I can't race the other party; I was so wronged, but I didn't dare to cry, for fear that if I cried, the only little backbone left would be gone He held back tears and his eggs hurt, and Ellen looked at him with a hot look.
I can feel that Su Bin is about to collapse, holding back his tears, angry and aggrieved, which makes people want to continue bullying I want to bite him hard, I want him to completely surrender and be obedient Just looking at Su Bin's humiliated expression, Ellen felt that her blood was boiling again In this way, one pressed the other, and the two of them were so close that they could hear each other's breathing and heartbeats for more than ten seconds, and the atmosphere was so ambiguous and embarrassing that it seemed that one more second would completely collapse, and even Su Bin noticed that the unpredictable feeling was far more dangerous than Ellen's threat.
Just when he couldn't help but want to show weakness, Ellen sighed almost inaudibly, loosened his strength, slowly slid his palm, turned to support Su Bin's shoulder, and then gently took the stiff young man into his arms Su Bin: "qaq Ellen's chin rested against Su Bin's forehead, closed her eyes, and suppressed the desire in her heart "I'm worried about you," he bent his neck to kiss Su Bin's sideburns, and whispered hoarsely in his ear, "You know what" Su Bin: "" The aggrieved anger in his heart was washed away by Ellen's sudden comfort, from unreasonable sternness to instantaneous gentleness, this change was really beyond Su Bin's expectations, and he couldn't bear it, and his tears finally poured out Woo woo, how is this, the hard one doesn't work to the soft one, it's too foul Your sister, I still don't think so t1706231537: