069 Education and Discipline When Su Bin was taking a bath, he thought about it a lot In fact, from the moment he met Ellen at the club, Su Bin began to feel guilty, he knew that it was his fault, at least, he should not have violated Ellen again.
Therefore, along the way, he lowered his posture to apologize and show favor, but all the way to the house, Ellen was as cold as a stone, and he couldn't get in.
In this process, Su Bin's heart hung high little by little, and he was almost overwhelmed by the awkward atmosphere and sense of unease When Ellen said to let him take a bath, Su Bin thought that the other party had given up pursuing the matter, but he himself was not careful, because in combination with what happened before, he already had a deep sense of indebtedness to Ellen, and now, not only has he not done anything to make Ellen happy, but he has made the other party unhappy again and again Then, Ellen added, and the meaning of that sentence made it clear that this matter was not over tonight.
Su Bin was very apprehensive, but at the same time he also had a feeling of relief, how to say it, he instead expected Ellen to sentence him, no matter what the other party thought, happy or unhappy, giving a happy word, it was much better than hanging him lukewarmly.
Su Bin tried his best to wash himself cleanly, and bubbled twice, which was the grass-flavored shower gel he bought before, and Ellen used the same one.
Because Su Bin had already felt it, a little bit of Ellen's displeasure was aimed at the smell of his body Knowing each other for more than three months, living next door to each other, sharing a bathroom, looking up and not seeing anyone down, even if there is not much communication, Su Bin has probably figured out some of Ellen's personality Whenever there is a strange smell on his body, Ellen will show a very impatient expression.
For example, in the early days, the smell of garlic that he deliberately created, and the smell of rancid pickles caused by the chemical reaction with sweat after spraying verbena perfume, and later, whether it was picking up garbage on the court or cooking, once there was something wrong with him, Ellen would remind him: go to the shower.
If washing himself clean can make Ellen feel a little less unhappy, Su Bin is of course willing to do it, which is also a kind of understanding for patients with deep cleanliness.
After taking a shower, Su Bin wiped off the water on his body, put on clean pajamas, and he began to get nervous again In fact, Su Bin is very afraid of facing Ellen when he is in a bad mood, especially when he is still in a bad mood, that kind of pressure is really unimaginable to others Some people may say, you didn't do anything sorry for Ellen, at most you went home late, is it necessary to be so nervous Some people will think that you are not related to Ailun, since you are afraid of him, it is better to keep your distance, etc., Su Bin only wants to explain in four words: You don't understand Yes, even Su Bin himself didn't think about the deep reason for this, Ellen's aura that is so strong that people dare not disobey is one of them, but in the final analysis, it is Su Bin's own factors.
The reason may be traced back to Su Bin's childhood, when he was never disciplined When he was a child, Su Bin played with his friends, and almost all of them had their parents' designated time to go home, except for Su Bin.
Every time I have fun, someone will reluctantly say: "Hey, I have to go home, and if I don't go back, I should be scolded" "Me too, my mom told me to be home before five o'clock, otherwise I don't want to come out to play again" While saying this kind of thing, they will also cast envious eyes on Su Bin: "Su Bin, you are so happy, your parents don't care about you" Is it really happiness?
Maybe once or twice such a thing happened, Su Bin would still feel complacent about his "freedom", but over time, he felt that it was not a taste.
Once, about a summer vacation after graduating from primary school, Su Bin went to play with a classmate who got along very well, and the classmate's mother liked him very much and warmly invited him to eat and stay overnight, Su Bin agreed without hesitation, and then the aunt proposed to call Su Bin's parents, Su Bin waved his hand and said no, the aunt was surprised: "If you don't tell them, won't they worry?"
Su Bin still remembers the sour taste in his heart when he heard the aunt ask this sentence.
There are many more such experiences, and Su Bin had the same feeling when he got along with his best buddy Huang Zhenghuan.
Although they are almost inseparable every weekend and holiday after they met, when they are happy, Su Bin especially hopes that Huang Zhengwei can always accompany him, and he has also invited the other party to stay overnight in his home, but Huang Zhengwei will always leave on time at five o'clock in the evening every day, even if he is reluctant, he must leave.
"I also want to stay and play, but no, if I don't come home at night, my dad will break my legs," Huang Zhengwei said at the time.
Breaking a leg or something, although it sounded cruel, Su Bin knew that his father would definitely not really do that.
The more ruthless some words are, the stronger the love behind them is because they care, because they care, because they care, because they love.
What others desperately wanted to escape was something that Su Bin couldn't get.
Su Bin envied them, when he was growing up, he always wanted to be disciplined by his parents, and some behaviors were restrained by his parents, like other children.
But until he became an adult, went to college, grew up little by little, and became self-reliant, his parents didn't take much care of him.
Su Bin almost forgot the longings he had had, until he met Ellen Ellen would take care of him, which Su Bin didn't expect.
After all, this person's first impression to Su Bin was that he was high-minded and maverick, and it could be seen from his independent space in the refrigerator that he avoided having social relationships with anyone.
Not withdrawn, but arrogant.
So, once a person like Ellen starts to show that he "cares" about others, no matter what way it is, it will make people feel flattered.
Just like Su Bin worked in the dark until he came home in the early hours of the morning, if he could still use "accidentally waking up the other party" to understand Ellen's sudden appearance on the first day, then what it meant for Ellen to sit in the living room and wait for him to come home the next day, it was already clear that Ellen cared about him.
Although Ellen's tough and paranoid attitude made Su Bin unable to accept it at first, when Ellen suddenly hugged him and said "worried", Su Bin's heart melted From that moment on, Su Bin knew that Ellen cared about him, and if he just treated him as an ordinary roommate, there was no need to do that, after all, Su Bin would only stay here for a year, and after a year, maybe the two would never have anything to do with each other again.
Therefore, Su Bin will not run away, because he wants to cherish this "care".
Compared with the angry Ellen, Su Bin is more afraid of seeing Ellen who is indifferent to him.
After thinking about it so much, Su Bin's mood was still very worried, he didn't know what he would encounter next, maybe it was like coming back in the middle of the night from a part-time job last time, and he was comforted in his arms after being threatened by Ellen fiercely; Maybe it's being suddenly intimidated by Ellen dressed as a vampire when she is at a loss at a social party, and then healed by a deep kiss Although some of the actions of crossing the line made Su Bin have strange associations, at least Su Bin knew that Ellen had never humiliated herself, nor did she really hurt herself.
Unable to hide from what should have come, Su Bin took a deep breath and walked out of the bathroom He went over what he wanted to say for a while, and it was all his own fault in his mind, and he promised never to do illegal work again, and he would not go home at ten o'clock Knocking on Ellen's door, he heard a muffled voice from inside, "Come in." ” Su Bin's heart couldn't help but start beating wildly again The door was not locked, and after Su Bin entered, he consciously closed the door for Ellen He didn't want the next "education incident" to be heard by Brother Cheng Su Bin looked up at Ellen, and when he saw the other party's gloomy face, he completely forgot what he wanted to say Ellen had already taken off his black coat and was wearing a gray skinny cardigan with a vertical collar, and his pants had been replaced by the black velvet trousers he had worn earlier.
Su Bin's mind went blank, and he stood in place at a loss Ellen sat on the only leather coat in the room and said to Su Bin in a low voice, "Come here." ” "Shall I stand there for a while after I pass?"
Su Bin slowly approached Ellen, his heart pounding "Michael, do you know it's wrong," Ellen asked him as she sat down.
Su Bin nodded hurriedly, this sentence reminded him of the manuscript he had been working on for a long time, he quickly admitted his mistake, his attitude was sincere, and he promised that he would not do it again in the future.
Ellen gently clasped her leg with her fingers, raised her eyebrows, and said, "Before you went to do this job, I remember you also promised me about the time to go home. ” Su Bin was speechless, what to do, the matter seems to be more difficult to solve than he thought Ellen looked at Su Bin with a smile: "Do you think the second guarantee will be useful for me?"
Su Bin swore that he never saw a smile on Ellen's face "What am I going to do with you, you forgive me" When Su Bin asked this sentence, Ellen also stood up.
This move made Su Bin more and more nervous, and he instinctively wanted to step back, but Ellen suddenly reached out and grabbed his arm, dragging him all over Ellen Ellen wanted to hug him Wrong In the next second, Su Bin's two wrists were grabbed together and clamped around his waist, Ellen only used one hand to control him, and the other hand stroked his back, pressing Su Bin tightly against his body.
The same is true of the head, and the back of Su Bin's head is forced down by a palm until his face is pressed against Ellen's shoulder The hand was removed again Caught off guard, Su Bin felt that he was hit hard through his pajama pants somewhere, and Su Bin was shocked, and the whole person was stunned Half a second later, the place where he was hit hurt hotly, but before Su Bin could react, he felt the same place again t1706231537: