081 as you wish However, how can we hand over our thoughts?
Thoughts are not material, but consciousness, and even if you force yourself not to think about it, some things will suddenly run out inadvertently and disturb your emotions and minds, not to mention, you have to give your thoughts to another person Su Bin was obviously confused, he looked at Ellen and saw that Ellen was also looking at him The young man's dark green eyes were like two deep pools, obviously cold-toned, but they seemed to reveal a hot feeling, so serious, so deep, without a little ridicule and falsehood Su Bin felt that he was bewitched.
"How," he asked, sneeringly.
Ellen said calmly: "From this moment on, only think of me, all the time, only think of me alone." ” In normal times, such words may make people feel overbearing and unreasonable, but in such an atmosphere, at the moment when Su Bin is extremely vulnerable, he completely listens to it and diverts his attention in the final analysis, just like those methods mentioned in the international student guide, whether it is chatting with friends, participating in social parties, or traveling, they are all distractions, but those things are too dull to cover Su Bin's pain, and he needs to experience people or things that stimulate his spirit more than the pain he is suffering now.
That's what Ellen meant by his words, because Su Bin knew it well, from that kiss at the masquerade party, to sleeping in Ellen's room with a fever, to Ellen's sudden appearance last night Su Bin believed that as long as this person was willing, he was absolutely capable of diverting his attention.
Su Bin: "But, I can't just think about you."
Ellen smiled and asked, "Do you have any other big questions that you have to think about, tell me about them?"
Su Bin tilted his head and thought about it for a long time, but he really didn't come up with anything particularly big.
Seeing that he couldn't give a reasonable answer, Ellen said for him: "I want to live here, it's so expensive, I'm thinking about what to do tomorrow, I'm thinking that I haven't returned your bank card yet, and I'm thinking about when to buy a ticket back to country B."
Ellen didn't say the last sentence if she still wanted to think about whether I would do anything to you if I was lying in the same bed with me Su Bin was guessed in his mind, all kinds of embarrassment, but he still nodded honestly: "I must think about it, if I only think about you, what about these problems" Ellen naturally answered: "Didn't you say it, I'll think for you." ” Su Bin was speechless, speechless at him Looking at Ellen looking at his attentive eyes, it was very contradictory, what the hell was Ellen thinking, would normal people want an ordinary same-sex roommate to only think about himself "Don't you think this will cause you a lot of trouble," Su Bin hesitated.
Ellen teased, "I think the method I've proposed is much easier than the trouble you've already caused me." ” Su Bin: "Although I don't even know how to do what Ellen proposed, it seems that this is the only way to relieve the pain at the moment "Do you want me to kiss you again when you look at me like this?"
said Ellen suddenly, and her voice was obviously seductive.
Only then did Su Bin realize that half of his body was leaning on Ellen's one shoulder at this moment, and the two of them turned their heads sideways, and a little further, the tip of their noses could be attached.
Originally, it was okay to say serious things, but now that Ellen asked him like this, it was so ambiguous that he was ashamed Su Bin suddenly remembered the "mystery box" that the other party was carrying in his pajamas pocket, and became nervous after realizing it He tried to pull away, but as soon as he moved, Ellen tightened his arms, allowing him to move closer "Hehe" Ellen chuckled, and the two of them pressed their foreheads against each other.
Ellen's breath gently sprayed on Su Bin's face, making him so nervous: "I" As soon as he could say a word, Ellen suddenly approached him, paused a millimeter from the other's lips, and murmured, "As you wish." ” Su Bin: "Hmm" qxq is not...
Didn't think about it.
Being kissed...
If the kiss standing on the flower bed was Ellen's gnawing with anger, then at this moment, he was extremely gentle, gently touching, if he was leaving, soft and shallow, lingering, and slowly retreating, the kiss made Su Bin dizzy and confused.
After the kiss, Ellen did not leave, still so close to Su Bin, little by little with his lips lightly touched him: "Do you like it?"
Su Bin: "What should I do, I've become so weird Ellen smiled lightly: "I think you are enjoying it." ” Su Bin lowered his eyes: "gtt please don't say it, I'm so ashamed."
Ellen: "Answer me honestly, otherwise I will go back to country B early tomorrow morning and never care about you again." ” Su Bin was shocked, and immediately responded almost inaudibly: "Hmm" What to do, I'm done "Hmmm, what" Ellen didn't let him go, licking Su Bin's earlobe.
Su Bin trembled, tugging at his bathrobe and couldn't say a word, he now felt that if he wanted to have a relationship with Ellen next, he would not refuse Ellen smiled sullenly and withdrew her face: "How is it, don't you feel pain?"
Su Bin: "" But I feel like I'm fallen, yo qaq Ellen wrapped her hand around Su Bin's shoulder and gently stroked his sideburns: "Leave all your decisions that have nothing to do with me to me, believe me, you won't be miserable anymore, and you will be happy" When Ellen said that, there seemed to be an irresistible magic in her body, and Su Bin nodded her head almost in a ghostly way.
"But what should I do" The previous sentence "how to do it" asked how to hand over the thoughts, and now in this sentence, Su Bin asked how to do it and only want Ellen alone, does Ellen have to use this method every time Although they don't hate it, they enjoy it, but they're not lovers "Ellen, can I ask you a question" Su Bin said weakly.
Ellen stroked his neck and said in a deep voice, "Ask."
"You're almost mine.
"Are you gay" Su Bin has been struggling with this question for a long time, because of the request when renting a house and the words that Yang Chengzhe told him, Su Bin has never doubted Ellen's sexuality, and Lovely Lun has done this kind of thing to himself again and again, Su Bin really can't help but doubt it.
Ellen paused for a second and shook her head.
He has never loved a man or a woman, and his impulse towards Su Bin does not depend on Su Bin's gender, but stems from his desire to control and conquer.
"It's not."
Just because of you.
Su Bin breathed a sigh of relief, and said in his heart, sure enough, it's not, fortunately he didn't think much about it Because of the abandonment and betrayal, Su Bin's judgment of self-worth is now seriously unbalanced, he has no self-confidence, and he does not dare to be sentimental anymore, so as not to humiliate himself and be seriously injured.
Su Bin boldly asked, "If not, then why are you kissing me" He was puzzled.
In fact, even if Ellen says that he is gay, he will not be disgusted.
Ellen smiled and said that the little fool wasn't too stupid to ask something meaningful, wouldn't he?
He looked into Su Bin's eyes and said gently, "Because you are very timid."
"I want you.
"You're stupid."
I want you.
"You're cute."
I want you.
"I kiss you to give you comfort, to give you encouragement, to give you my strength."
I still want you.
Su Bin was speechless, and after understanding the deep meaning of these kisses, he was both moved and worried: "But if you do this from time to time, aren't you afraid that I will like you?"
Ellen is so good, too shining, if he does this kind of thing to himself again, Su Bin feels that he will soon be unable to control it Ellen couldn't help but hook the corners of her mouth: "If that's the case, you'll have to chase me well." ” Su Bin: "qaq Ellen touched his ear: "If you want me to like you too, or even fall in love with you, then you need to work hard, hard to please me." ” Su Bin: "Why does the conversation deviate in this direction Ellen changed her words: "But, what's the point of saying liking and saying love Verbal liking and love will deteriorate, and I don't believe in those things very much." ” Su Bin felt that what Ellen said was very reasonable, he liked Chen Xiaotian so much at the beginning, but now "The love I want will never allow a trace of betrayal and abandonment of Michael," Ellen suddenly called Su Bin's English name, Su Bin quickly looked up at him, Ellen smiled, very satisfied, "Listen, don't like me, I don't need to like, what I need is your obedience." ” Su Bin: "" The topic went around and went back to square one, Ellen locked Su Bin's flickering gaze, and said seriously: "My child yboy, you need to think about it well and seriously, don't answer me in a hurry, because once you decide to hand over your thoughts, I will become your master, and when the time comes, I won't be so good at talking anymore Of course, don't misunderstand this word as a tyrannical person in the old society, the master I am talking about is an absolute ruler who integrates father, brother, friend, and lover, I have the right to decide and dictate everything you have, but I also promise that during my lifetime, I will use this identity to protect you, never abandon you, never betray you, never hurt you" Never abandon, never betray, never hurt Su Bin was completely shocked, for him at this moment, it was three sentences that were a huge temptation Ellen withdrew the hand placed on Su Bin's body and said, "Moreover, you are right, my previous actions may cause you to misunderstand, so, from now on, I will not do anything intimate to you until you officially promise me whether or not to hand you over to me as for what to do, at that time, I will naturally teach you." ” After Ellen finished speaking, she took out a small medicine bottle from the pocket of her bathrobe and ate two slices of mineral water on the bedside table: "The air here is not very good, and my throat is very uncomfortable. ” Su Bin: ""QAQ bet, bet wrong "Today t1706231537: