At that time, I never thought about any ideals.
We often say that people must dream in case they come true.
But at this age, I really didn't have any dreams in my heart, and what I was thinking about at that time was possession, that is, I wanted to grow up quickly, make money quickly, and start a family as soon as possible.
As the history teacher said, reading was really the only way out for us at that time.
No family background, no connections.
Only by relying on their own efforts, they can grow up little by little, and become a person who can really give themselves a happy life and a happy life for others.
The wetland park is the largest activity place for the citizens of Liming City, in this activity field in the morning and afternoon there are a lot of people exercising in it, but at this time there are not many people, today's sunshine is still good, I walked with the English teacher in the wetland park, we held hands, just like a couple, there was no abnormality at all.
At this point I forgot that she was my teacher, and in the English teacher's mind I was no longer her student.
It's a great feeling, but it's a little touching.
The English teacher seemed very happy along the way, she told me a lot of things when she was a child, and I also listened to the English teacher while climbing the mountain when I realized that it was not necessarily happiness under money and power desire, but more involuntarily.
"Xiaodong, you look at the beauty, I've been in Liming City for almost three years, and I've never been to the wetland park once, let alone climbed the mountain."
The wetland park was originally built around a mountain in the city of Liming City, creating an ecological base.
The name of the mountain is Namsan Mountain.
You will definitely think of Tao Yuanming's leisurely Nanshan.
But obviously we have this mountain here is not so poetic, standing on the observation deck halfway up the mountain, I Jiang Yanyu looked at the entire Liming City, although I can't see the whole Liming City, but I can also see seven, seven, eight, eight.
It's just that the mountain is high, and the wind at this time will blow Jiang Yanyu's hair up.
I walked to Jiang Yanyu's side and stretched out my hand to wrap my arms around her waist, the English teacher was wearing my favorite cheongsam before, in such a winter on such a mountainside, naturally I could feel that the temperature on her body was very low.
"Is it cold?"
Jiang Yanyu didn't answer me, just leaned on my shoulder slowly.
Looking at the tall and low buildings of Liming City in front of you.
For a long time, Jiang Yanyu was close to me, and I could smell the cold smell of her, surrounding my snort, making me worry all over.
"Xiaodong, let's take a picture" I nodded, and the English teacher slowly pulled out her phone.
I saw the English teacher on my phone showing some imperceptible pain, which I could clearly perceive in a flash.
"Xiaodong, I love you" I looked at Jiang Yanyu.
Her face was slightly red, and she didn't know if it was because of the cold weather or because of shyness.
"I know."
My whole body trembled slightly when I said these three words, and I could clearly hear my own heartbeat when I trembled.
"What about you, Xiaodong?"
I don't want to refuse to answer that question this time.
"I like it, but I know I don't have the ability to love now, so I don't dare to love" My voice was very soft, without the slightest fluctuation, just like my heart.
I never dared to love the feelings of the English teacher Jiang Yanyu, from the beginning I knew that we were not suitable at all, and we were not people in the same world from the beginning.
Jiang Yanyu has her life, her world, and her life, and the gap between us is too far and too far.
"Then wait for you" "Forget it, don't think about it in the future, only today we are still together, today I am really your girlfriend, I will be satisfied, Xiaodong, do you know that I don't know what I live for since I was a child, I never thought about what I wanted, I have always lived in strict planning and arrangement, I have read too many books, learned too many arts, but in the end I found that I don't know anything, and I don't even have the qualifications to find someone I love.
Do you say that such a life is meaningful?"
I don't know what I'm supposed to say at this time, but my heart is extremely uneasy at this moment.
From Jiang Yanyu's words, it is obvious to me that I can feel how much she needs someone who really cares about her, although she has a prominent family background, but he is not happy at all, and among the countless bodies that cannot help themselves, the composition will eventually be a tragedy.
"Xiaodong, if you can control your life in the future, can you come to me?"
I didn't say anything, just nodded.
"Don't answer me yet, you don't know anything about you being too young, but I believe that you will be able to truly control your own destiny one day."
Jiang Yanyu's voice was full of endless loneliness, and I could hear the sadness in it.
"Yanyu, do you believe me" Jiang Yanyu looked at me and nodded.
"I'll definitely come and pick you up, someday in the future" We all spent the afternoon very peacefully, and in the evening, Jiang Yanyu had a dinner with the teacher in the office, and this dinner was a treat for our old class, which made my impression of this old witch change.
After all, this old witch usually gives me the impression that she is a dime a dime.
I didn't go to the dinner in the evening, so I ate a bowl of noodles at the bottom of their dinner and waited for the English teacher while smoking.
I don't know when, I've seen a master say a word.
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Life is meant to be stop-and-go, and there must be countless passers-by in a person's life.
These passers-by may have been the people you loved the most, but when you see them again, you may realize that the hope you have been immersed in for so many years is not there in the first place.
Of course, this master's sentence is somewhat pessimistic, but it is precisely because of this pessimism that this sentence is truly achieved.
In the dead of night, I stood downstairs in Jiang Yanyu, and I could clearly see Jiang Yanyu's graceful posture through the windowsill.
Lighting a cigarette, I took a deep breath and tried to calm my mind.
It was so quiet that I could almost hear the wind blowing in my ears, the cold moonlight in the sky, and the endless cold dust under the street lamps t1706231537: