Tie the knot Bang At this time, the word box that I had just opened all of a sudden, was completely held down with a bang, and I didn't know why I was dying of pain in my heart at this time.
I should be happy, Jiang Yanyu is getting married, I should be happy But when I heard this, my real feeling was that my heart was like a knife.
"Xiaodong, are you listening to me?"
It is estimated that I haven't spoken for a long time, so Jiang Yanyu cautiously asked tentatively.
"In, in" I'm a little out of strength to speak.
"Xiaodong, what's wrong with you" I quickly shook my head, but I couldn't speak, I don't know why I felt tears rolling in my eyes.
"Xiaodong, the teacher is married, aren't you happy?"
I still didn't reply.
I clutched my phone for a long time and didn't know what to say because I didn't know what to do at this time.
"I'm sorry" After a long time, Jiang Yanyu said three words.
I'm sorry, she didn't have to say sorry to me at all, I knew from the beginning that this relationship was impossible, and I am afraid that there is more of an attachment between us, and it is not the kind of liking or love that comes from the heart.
"Smoke and rain, bless you" When I said this, I immediately burst into tears, to be honest, my tears were completely out of my control at this time, I don't know why I was like this, but my heart was really painful.
"Thank you, Xiaodong."
Jiang Yanyu over there should also be crying, and I can hear the intermittent sobbing.
"Xiaodong, I will remember our good, the days with you are the happiest, I have always remembered what you said, one day you have the ability, don't forget to pick me up, I Jiang Yanyu will always wait for you, even if one day you dislike me, I will stand silently behind you and love you" After saying this, Jiang Yanyu hung up the phone directly, and at that moment I could feel the piercing pain.
Why am I like this, I didn't have any feelings for Jiang Yanyu at the beginning, in my heart the person I love the most is Chu Rourou, and I can't fit anyone else except Chu Rourou.
But why Human feelings are originally a very mysterious thing, I never thought that I would be able to control my feelings one day, I just want me not to bear too many people, because the debt of feelings can never be repaid.
"Smoke and Rain" Looking at the phone that had been hung up, my heart was very uncomfortable.
I was sitting alone in that cold chair, and all my mind was about when I was with my English teacher, and suddenly I realized that I was thinking about how to do it when I was with my English teacher.
Maybe from the beginning we all took what we wanted, but slowly our relationship began to change, and I never imagined that one day I would hear the news of Jiang Yanyu's marriage.
She's about to get married, and I didn't even ask who he was marrying to, and I didn't even ask her if she liked it ay What do these things have to do with me You looked at the moonlight in the sky, and my heart was depressed for a while, because no matter what, at this time I could think of Jiang Yanyu's thinking face.
Being born from a good background can sometimes be very painful.
Suddenly, I thought of the history teacher.
She and Jiang Yanyu are actually the same in many places.
From a young age, you can't live the life you want.
It's just that now it seems that Jiang Yanyu is resisting, but he has failed.
Because living in this real society, there are some things you can't struggle with at all, life is like this, once life chooses you, you can only bear it, and there is no chance for you to choose.
Before I knew it, I suddenly wanted to call Duan Qiqi.
I guess he was still angry with me before I remembered him.
But at this time, my heart was very uncomfortable, and I was so uncomfortable that I was going to die.
Rourou is in school, so she should still be studying at this time.
Looking at the bright moonlight, I suddenly felt lonely for the first time.
The loneliness that was almost lonely to the soul turned into a kind of discomfort in the end.
That's when my phone rang.
When I saw that it was a history teacher's phone, I immediately answered it without any hesitation.
"Xiaodong, Xiaodong, I miss you so much, can you come and accompany me?"
The history teacher was drinking again, and he knew he was drunk by listening to the voice.
"Teacher, where are you?"
"At Home" The history teacher's voice was full of sadness, and my heart suddenly ached, and I didn't know why I was hurting at this moment, whether it was because Jiang Yanyu was going to get married, and my heart ached because I heard the history teacher's somewhat sad voice.
"I'll be right over" After saying this, I immediately hung up the phone and took a taxi and went straight to the history teacher's house.
On the way, I didn't think about anything in my head, and at this time, I suddenly realized that I actually found that Jiang Yanyu and Duan Qiqi were the same kind of people, but one of them chose to fight, and the other chose to escape.
Don't tell me that as long as you choose to fight in life, you can fight for your life.
These are the acceptance speeches of successful people, and there are very few in real life.
Life is a sculptor, your life may have set the general direction for you from the beginning, and the rest depends on yourself, but often this kind of free play is the most headache.
Sitting in the taxi, I looked at the light in the darkness outside the window, and I suddenly thought of a lot of people and a lot of things.
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In the end, the more I thought about it, the more chaotic I became, and the more irritable I became.
Jiang Yanyu must be unhappy, she is also a person with her own great ideals, but now it is long gone.
Real life has smoothed her out, and she can't resist.
As she told me, I'm just a woman, a woman who has been hurt, what strength do I have to resist.
And when I think of Duan Qiqi again, why not.
Since she was a child, she has been in the inherent circle of life, under the mode of life, and finally completely became what she is now, and she may not even have the consciousness of refutation many times since she was a child, but only learned to accept, endure, and endure. igsrciage10661335889h900gt t1706231537: