This is the second time Mu Jiyun has stepped into this simple and warm small suite, and the feeling he felt when he first came was completely different, at that time he was just full of curiosity about her, and he was definitely not full of love like today, so the picture he saw had a very different feeling.
The slender fingertips gently slid over each item as he walked, and finally stayed on the thick pile of well-kept newspapers in the study, his brows wrinkled unconsciously, and curiously pulled out a copy that looked like he was actually reported by a large scale, and he was smiling evil in the picture, and his eyes were gently looking at the young model who had just become popular, if he hadn't seen it here, he had forgotten that he had taken such a photo, and had published such a report, The content in it is nothing more than that he did not hesitate to spend a lot of money to celebrate the birthday of the Pomeranian people for a smile.
Mu Jiyun smiled coldly, it seems that the media is really very good at catching the wind, if he remembers correctly, it was just a small birthday banquet, just a restaurant on the first floor, and not the entire hotel as the newspaper said, and threw the newspaper back with a lack of will, at this time a few lines of thin Juanxiu small characters attracted his attention, which he picked up again, and looked at what was written on it seriously.
It's a romantic birthday party, but it doesn't belong to me, although the handsome man is his husband, but there is no me in his world, so I don't know that today is also my birthday, when he is celebrating his birthday with other women, I can only look at my son's little face in a daze, in order to express my miss for him.
There are not many words, but they are enough to shock all Mu Jiyun's thoughts, and he quickly looked at the date of the newspaper, it turned out to be more than four months ago, this realization made him eagerly pick up the next newspaper and continue to browse, the content in it is still related to him, but there is a woman standing next to him, and there are still a few lines of small words annotated next to it.
Lin Piaoran, a very charming and beautiful woman, with a good appearance and figure, exudes a charming temptation and confusion in her gestures, so he has always been spoiled by her for so many years, but does he know that there is another one not far away who I have been sleepless all night because of my son's fever Her handwriting is very delicate, which is very different from her cold character, and at the same time, it also makes Mu Jiyun's heart ache for a while, and she pulled out a copy of the thick newspaper in a distraction, and there is no surprise that she still has her evil figure, but her handwriting is a little crooked, not as neat as what she saw just now.
Mu Jiyun, do you know that when you were playing by the pool with the woman in the photo, I had just experienced a life-and-death struggle, so ten days had passed since the date of the newspaper before I could hold up the pen and write down my deep complaints about you, do you know who appeared in front of me when I was stabbed by a gangster, it was not my most precious son, but you who have never been disdainful of me, it's ridiculous no, if I could, I really would rather I never fall in love with you, Because this kind of torture has reached a limit for me, but you still don't know, do you?
Mu Jiyun's hand holding the newspaper trembled slightly, and the whole person slipped and sat on the ground weakly, she said that she loved him, and in the case that she didn't think about her at all, she actually loved herself, it turned out that every time she looked at herself, she was not thinking about someone through herself, but showing all the love for so many years on her obsession with herself.
"President Mu, are you okay" Xiao Du looked at Mu Jiyun who was sitting on the ground without an image in confusion, and was very puzzled what he saw that made him so out of shape.
"Oh, I'm fine, have you cleaned up" Mu Jiyun closed his deep eyes and asked in a choked voice.
"Yes, I'm about to rush over to meet the Colonel, so," Xiao Du looked at him a little hesitantly, not knowing how to explain himself to him.
"Xiao Du, can I continue to stay here for a while."
Mu Jiyun looked at the tall pile of newspapers, there were still many things in it that he had not read, and he wanted to stay and continue to understand how she spent the many days in his absence.
"That's fine, but don't touch the Colonel's stack of newspapers, it's her most precious thing."
Xiao Du didn't know what was in the newspaper, because the colonel had reiterated to himself many times that many things in the study could be touched, but he was not even allowed to look at the stack of newspapers, and he had obediently complied with it for so many years, watching the stack of newspapers increase day by day, and his doubts were also curious day by day, but he never went to investigate, because he knew that it was the colonel's privacy, and he couldn't and shouldn't explore.
"Well, I see, thanks."
Mu Jiyun smiled bitterly, Ouyang Ruixi, since you love me, why haven't you let me know all the time, can you have me by guarding such a large pile of newspapers "Then I'll go first, and you can lock the door when you leave."
Xiao Du held a large bag of daily necessities, and looked at the newspaper that had obviously been read by Mu Jiyun with a little confusion, secretly testing that the colonel should not be angry, right "Xiao Du, please ask your colonel to call me when you arrive."
Mu Jiyun's mood was very low, he couldn't tell what kind of mood he was in now, if he could, he really wanted to be able to hug her into his arms, and tell her that this big pile of newspapers could really let her completely own herself, from now on, his Mu Jiyun's heart would only beat for her.
"Okay, I'll tell you, President Mu, goodbye."
Xiao Du said and walked out, today's Mu Jiyun gave him a very sad feeling, which moved him as a man, but he didn't know what was in the newspaper collected by the colonel that made him feel a lot of emotion.
Mu Jiyun watched Xiao Du open the door and go out, his eyes returned to the stack of newspapers again, and he reached out and pulled out the bottom one, this date was a little early, because the handwriting was not very clear, but it could still shatter his whole body and mind.
The military doctor said that I was pregnant, and a small life would enter my life from now on, looking at his large photo in the newspaper, I actually had a trace of excitement, and couldn't help but drive to the gate of the popular international and secretly waited for his appearance, but when I saw him hugging a certain actress and passing by under the embrace of reporters, my heart finally stepped into a dead ash, stepped on the accelerator and left, maybe there has never been an Ouyang Ruixi in his world, why should I bother to be bored There are only a few lines of words on every newspaper, but all the pain and helplessness in his heart are recorded, which has to say that she has a good writing practice, and then carefully pulled out a copy at random, until now he knows how much game his original lifestyle is, the women standing next to each newspaper are different, and he has always maintained a high-spirited demeanor, and he has never seen loss, which is compared with Ouyang Ruixi's many loneliness, How sunny he is.
Mu Jiyun, Mu Jiyun, do you know how many times I silently called your name in my heart on the delivery bed so as not to faint to death, I don't mind if you didn't participate in my pregnancy process, can you not let me see such a sweet scene on the day I give birth, although I have always told myself that as long as you are happy, I don't care about standing in the distance and looking at you, but on a day like today, how much I wish you could give me a comforting look, or an encouraging smile, But there is nothing, everything about you has never belonged to me.
Tears slipped gently from Mu Jiyun's face, how much did he miss her helplessness and fear, in exchange for today's sensible and well-behaved Xuan Xuan, who has never shed tears for anything, but today he was touched by the accusation between her words, Ouyang Ruixi, such a miserable one What should I do with you, even if I have exhausted everything in my life, I can't get back the years that have passed, I love you, not a momentary impulse, let alone out of rhetoric, That is a collection of my many touches and cherishes in it, in this life, love you unswervingly.
With trembling hands, he took out a newspaper at random, but it was printed with stains of blood, which was very shocking, this phenomenon made him feel panic unconsciously, but he was still surrounded by beautiful women in the newspaper, a smash hit female singer, with the face of an angel and the figure of a devil, smiling and whispering softly in his ear, it looked very sweet and sensational, the words on this newspaper looked very useless when writing, as if he was seriously injured and couldn't lift up a little strength.
Mu Jiyun, do you know how much fear I was experiencing when you were fighting with this woman in an intimate ear and temple, which was even more thrilling for me to face the bandits with guns when I went out on a mission, Xuan Xuan was injured, countless blood gushed out, so scared that I didn't have any idea, the whole person was in a state of stunned, just mechanically holding him and running to the infirmary, at this moment I had to beg God, don't take him away from my side, In the future, I don't dare to hope for anything that doesn't belong to me, Mu Jiyun, you are just a distant dream for me, but Xuanxuan is my only remaining relative, so from today onwards, I will give up this dream, no longer think, no longer love, just let my baby be safe and sound, Mu Jiyun will let him slowly fade out of his mind, I really can't love it.
This paragraph is a little long, and it is a little messy, which shows how frightened and uneasy she was at that time, and how much helplessness and reluctance, and continued to pull out a sheet from it, and the handwriting has returned to her usual cold personality.
Ouyang Ruixi, you just admit it, you can never fail not to love him, the previous oath is just an excuse for self-deception, he is like your blood flowing all over your body, you can't drive away and can't give up, if you lose such a blood, you will collapse and want to die, so you still generously admit it Let Ouyang Ruixi not love Mu Jiyun, it is really difficult and difficult, it will be unbearable to take ten bullets, Mu Jiyun, I am so deeply in love with you, and even used the strength of my whole body, Such a humble me, have you ever thought of it for a second, there should be no day I deliberately walked past you, but you didn't even bother to give me a contemptuous look, so that I no longer dared to appear in a place with you, and I lost the courage to face you.
This passage is also very long, long enough to take away all his breath, every word in it can make him feel sad that he has never felt before, staggered up from the ground, paced into the bedroom weakly, and threw his heavy body into the not too wide bed, his heart was tearing like dripping blood, whether it was in his heart or in his mind, there was a name wantonly, that was Ouyang Ruixi.
It turns out that there has always been such an intellectual woman in his life, but he was pushed out of his own world, as his wife, he has never given each other any love and pity, and some are just endless hurt and ruthless.
Taking a deep breath, there is a faint floral fragrance that belongs to her on the bed, but it is not the kind of jasmine fragrance that she loves, but a slightly stronger rose fragrance than this, it seems that she will like romantic foils as cold as she does, so it seems that she has always been classified as that kind of strong woman, in fact, her heart is fragile to everyone, and she is still constantly hurting her.
Ouyang Ruixi, do you know how much regret I have now, and what kind of heartache is like a knife, are you deliberately letting me see such a scarred you, deliberately going to me in a situation where I will never recover, but you waved your sleeves, did not give me a chance to repent, and let me be buried alone in this story with many stories about you, unable to walk and did not want to lift my footsteps.
Thinking of the big pile of newspapers, he knew that there were a lot of various reports about himself, and he was sure that she marked all his sentimentality and love at that time one by one, but he lacked the courage to continue reading, he was afraid that he would not be able to help but fly over to find her, he was even more afraid that such a person with shortcomings all over his body was no longer qualified to love her, and he had never cared so much about his previous erosive lifestyle as at this moment.
He has never been so disgusted with his superior and noble status, he doesn't want anything at this time, all he wants is an Ouyang Ruixi. aa2705221 t1706231537: