"But I feel so cruel, and I don't want to see you feel sad about what happened before, because then my heart will hurt."
Ouyang Ruixi stretched out her soft hair to gently soothe his frowning eyebrows, she didn't like the way he frowned, because that would mean that he was trapped by something, and such a person would make him feel extremely distressed, so he forgot the shyness he had always had, and boldly said his strong love for him.
"I'm not sad, I'm just a little helpless, so don't worry about me."
Mu Jiyun could clearly feel the trembling sensation from her cold fingertips, and sighed lowly, it turned out that there would be such a passionate heart under her indifferent coat, and her enthusiasm would only bloom for herself, so at this point, how lucky and happy he was, so what else could he not be with her "Well, don't force yourself if you really feel uncomfortable, although I would love to know everything about you, but I don't want my starting point to be your trouble, so don't take my feelings into account."
When Ouyang Ruixi said this, her heart was aching, because she knew too well what it was like to be ignored by her relatives, because she was one of the victims, so she was more able to consider the problem from Mu Jiyun's standpoint, rather than blindly being arrogant and unreasonable.
"Maybe you won't believe it, since I was a child, I never knew what it was like to be held by my father, and I didn't know what it would be like to be pampered by my father, from the initial envy of the happy atmosphere of other people's families, to the kind of resistance that I didn't consciously have, I already had a deep feeling between the two, although my mother loved me a lot, but in her heart I will never be as important as my father, So when they sent me to live abroad alone, I no longer felt cold, but quietly breathed a sigh of relief. ” When he said this, Mu Jiyun's mind still vaguely remembered how excited he was at that time, thinking about whether he would stay away from their side, he would become the only concern in their hearts, so he worked very hard in his studies, trying to show them his best side, thinking that his father would always like him, but in the end he was still disappointed, because of how he behaved without wheels, he was always a superfluous one in that luxurious home, There is no way to change the fate that they have ignored in their minds.
So he slowly opened all this, and after a long time, he no longer longed for the care and love that could not come to him, because some things that are yours are yours, and if it is not for you, no matter how much you force it, it is in vain, then why should he devote his time to these impossible things "Since then, I have made up my mind that if I really can't fulfill the duties of a father, then I will never be involved in that minefield in my life, so although I have scandals with different women, there are few people who can really sleep with me, all the lewd and promiscuous lives are just to cover up a false image of my true self, I think that only by doing this can I stimulate my parents, and at the same time take revenge on the marriage they imposed on me, But what I didn't think was that my excesses would indirectly hurt the innocent you, and this was a mistake that I couldn't estimate myself, so I'm deeply sorry for this. ” Mu Jiyun looked at Ouyang Ruixi very seriously, he really owed her an explanation, and he also owed her a late apology, the reason why he was so angry at that time was because he never thought that his parents would suddenly pay attention to his marriage, so in a moment of annoyance, he would unacceptably yell at Ouyang Ruixi, who was still in an ignorant state at the time, and then turned around without hesitation.
Ouyang Ruixi replied with a shallow smile, but did not make a sound, because she knew that there were many, many more things he wanted to say, so she just listened quietly, and did not need to intervene in her own evaluation, because no matter how beautiful the words were, it was impossible to make up for the paleness in his heart.
"I had a relationship with you in a daze, this incident made me feel scared, because I suddenly realized something, it turns out that there is a drug in this world, at some point it does not mean that I can be self-disciplined and can do not give birth to my own children with any woman, so in order to never suffer from future troubles, I did not hesitate to let Shuhan sterilize me, but what I didn't expect was that you were pregnant with my child in just one night, which I never expected."
For this Mu Jiyun I don't know whether I should be happy or sad, because I almost became a man like my father, and became a father without a sense of responsibility without knowing it, fortunately, although she has not contacted herself for so many years, but anyway, she finally let her life not leave too many regrets, and personally sent her son to his side, so he should thank her, if it weren't for her generosity and forbearance, not her rationality and kindness, Then it is very likely that I will pass by this family affection.
This time, Ouyang Ruixi kissed his forehead, it turned out that the person he wanted to target from the beginning was not himself, but dissatisfied with being designed by his parents.
It's unfortunate that she just happened to be the object of his venting, which she can understand, but is it true that he hasn't thought of himself once for so many years, and she really wants to know about this.
"Isn't it strange why I haven't looked for you once in all these years, and I almost forgot that you exist."
Mu Jiyun seemed to be able to detect Ouyang Ruixi's thoughts, and she didn't wait for her to ask out loud in advance, so his action made Ouyang Ruixi stunned for a few seconds, could it be said that this is the kind of love between lovers that others say In fact, I can only say that Ouyang Ruixi thinks too much about herself, where is Mu Gongzi connected with her heart, it is because all her thoughts have appeared on her face, and as a young and young Mu family who has read countless people in the business sea, how can she not see it, so it is not difficult to guess the little bit of caution in her heart.
"Well, can you tell me the reason" In fact, she felt that no matter how forgetful a person was, it was impossible to forget such an important thing, even if he really hated himself, but the people or things he had experienced should not be completely erased from his mind, so she was really puzzled by this.
"If you subconsciously resist something, then as long as everything is associated with it will be vetoed by you, and I am in that state, because of the rejection of my parents, so even you are excluded from your own heart, not really don't remember that there is such a person as you, but subconsciously choose to forget, to take the initiative to find you is even more impossible, besides, I thought you had been living in Fenglin late date, so I just need to call the moneyOf course, it's not for you personally, it's just because you're the woman they found, so I'll implicate you together, so you'll become a pitiful. ” Mu Jiyun pinched her little nose, in fact, it was not as uncomfortable as he imagined when he said it, but that kind of thought was planted too firmly, so it made him think that it was a scar that he had not been able to uncover, and when the door was opened, he would not think about continuing to lock, at least in front of the woman he loved deeply, he didn't want to have any reservations.
"It turns out that I have fallen victim to the battle between the two armies, and you obviously chose the side that wants me to die in the battle, so you are really cruel to me."
Ouyang Ruixi is worthy of being a soldier, and she can compare such a thing to a battlefield, I have to say that she is really very dedicated, and she should be given extra points at this point.
"Yes, I am really ruthless to you, I will not quibble about this, because it is indeed my own wrong first, but you have also given me many firsts in this short three months, the first time I stayed quietly somewhere waiting for your appearance, the first time I had that sense of uneasiness about a woman, the first time I let a woman kiss her lips unscrupulously, and the first time I learned that loving someone is such a wonderful feeling, For the first time, I knew that I could also lower all my arrogant posture and bend my waist just for a woman. ” If these are all punishments that must be accepted for the cruelty he showed to her before, then he also obediently admitted it, because these are all things he owes her, so he did not have the slightest reluctance, but was very willing, just because that woman was called Ouyang Ruixi, and she was the woman he wanted to pamper for the rest of his life.
"Is what you said true and the woman you said is me" Ouyang Ruixi looked at him with a happy smile, the smile was intoxicating and warm, and it dazzled Mu Jiyun's eyes for a while, and his face was full of stunned expressions, because such a person she had never seen in these days, so he was very shocked, it turned out that when she really laughed, it was so charming, like a breeze gently blowing through his heart, splendidly his years, even if he recalled it many years later, He can still clearly capture her beautiful bloom today.
"Who told you that woman is you, I didn't expect Colonel Ouyang to be such a narcissistic person, and I really don't know how to be shy."
Mu Jiyun's first reaction when she came back to her senses was to start teasing her little wife, because she rarely had such a tender moment, you must know that under normal circumstances, she would either kick herself twice, or she had a cold expression, and she really had never seen such a spring breeze like today, so she would make fun of her on a whim.
"Is it really not me, so what about this" Ouyang Ruixi kissed Mu Gongzi's incomparably soft thin lips directly before his words fell, but she heard him mention that his lips were a field that other women had not explored, so this made her very excited, it turned out that what he had told him before was true, he would never give any woman a chance to kiss his beautiful lips, which she was very pleased with, at least there was a certain place on his body that other women had never touched. aa2705221 t1706231537: