"I also wish I was really as you said, that what I invested in you was not true love, but another kind of affection, at least then I could get away without any nostalgia."
Gu Qianmo closed his eyes, in fact, many times, he didn't question himself, but in his eyes and in his heart, there would always be a beautiful shadow of her every move, which made him unable not to pay attention to it, and it was even more difficult to give up.
"Well, I ask you, when you see me snuggled in the arms of other men, will your heart ache so much that your heart is dripping blood, but can you find all kinds of excuses to excuse me, when you see my laughter, my tears are only for a man and can be freely contained, will you feel suffocated, when you look at my eyes can be gentle with all men, but ignore your existence, so will you feel that the whole person has the pain of being torn, and I have had these things."
Ouyang Ruixi's voice trembled slightly, and there was a thin mist in his eyes, because these were his own naked and naked past, with the most helpless sadness, and scars that could not be concealed.
"Is President Mu really that good enough for you to do this for him?"
He always knew that he was one step behind others, but what he didn't expect was that he was so many steps late, so he lost from the beginning, and he lost very completely, and as she said, did he really have those feelings Seeing her and Mu Jiyun affectionately opposite, she was very sad, but she did not reach the point of grief, seeing her tears and her laughter blooming only for that man, although she felt deeply lonely, but she did not have that heart-rending feeling, she had to marry Leng Lingling without hesitation, but if it was really like what she said, she was not true love for her, then what have you insisted on all these years "When you really fall in love with someone, you will understand that no matter whether you are good or bad, excellent or down, in your eyes he is just him, you love him as a person, regardless of all external factors, there is no so-called advantages and disadvantages, just because he is the only one."
Ouyang Ruixi's eyes were smiling, as long as she mentioned Mu Jiyun, she would always unconsciously be dyed with a touch of tenderness, it was the kind of delicate demeanor that made people feel extremely happy when they saw it.
"It seems that you really love him, and even have reached the point of humility, even so, you still feel extremely happy, right" Gu Qianmo leaned on the pillar on the side, with a deep sadness in his eyes, if those were all excuses she wanted to make herself give up loving her, then he would do what she wanted, after all, he had already decided to let go, not to mention that he is now a man with a wife, even if he talks about love, he has lost his qualifications, if he continues to force it, Then such a shameless self is not worthy of loving her.
"Yes, as long as there is a place for him, even if it is hell on earth, it is heaven and earth for me; Lingling is a good girl, as long as you are willing to invest in her feelings, she will never leave you, and after a long time, you will unconsciously fall in love with her, because she is worthy of you. ” Ouyang Ruixi tugged at the corner of her mouth, such a cute and pretty girl, even a cold person like herself would be deeply attracted to her, not to mention the hot-blooded Major General Gu, give each other more time, I believe that in the near future, they are also an enviable pair.
"I also know that she is good, don't worry, since I married her, I will be responsible for her, as for love, let it be, I will follow my feelings, I hope that one day, in my heart, she is also the only existence."
He didn't dare to promise what hadn't happened yet, but he was willing to try to fall in love with her, anyway, since he had chosen her, he would definitely work hard for her.
"Pay more attention to her, you can also see that she is such a favored person, knowing that choosing a soldier to be her husband is equivalent to choosing loneliness, but she is willing to marry you, just by virtue of this, you can't treat her badly."
Ouyang Ruixi has tasted too much of the pain of giving her feelings and not getting a response, although she is not sure if the girl is in love with Gu Qianmo, but she doesn't want the person she cares about to also fall into it, that kind of day is too poignant, it is really not suitable for such a delicate and cold girl.
"I'll take note, and thank you for not alienating me because of that."
Gu Qianmo smiled helplessly, for Leng Lingling, to be honest, he really couldn't see through her, she seemed to be very delicate and willful, but every time she did something, she was so empathetic, people couldn't guess what kind of woman she was.
"Why should I alienate you, in my heart, you have always been my eldest brother, there is no need to erase your love for me and Xuan Xuan for so many years because of some nonsensical things, the reason why I told the matter today is just to wake you up, and there is no other meaning in it, so don't think about it, my original intention in doing this is just to protect Lingling."
Ouyang Ruixi frowned and stared at him, not wanting their relationship to be complicated by such a thing, so he avoided some words that were too easy to make people feel uncomfortable as much as possible, and took not hurting each other as a starting point.
"That's fine, go get busy, I need some time to digest it, but don't worry, since I have been able to handle this matter so rationally for so long, there are no superfluous thoughts after getting married, just a little regret inadvertently, these days, I know what my new identity is."
Gu Qianmo pursed his lips bitterly, turned around and walked towards his office, even if his handsome face was dyed with such a touch of sadness, it did not reduce his military demeanor at all, it was very awe-inspiring.
Ouyang Ruixi looked at his lonely back, and sighed slightly in his heart, he had already said what he should have said, I hope he can figure it out In fact, in many cases, people always like to drill the horns, once they successfully liberate themselves, all things will suddenly become clear and become easy to solve.
Shaking her head slightly, she walked slowly, once her mind was free, she would think of the evil man she loved so much, I don't know if he was good at this time, whether he cooperated with the nurse's treatment, whether he was thinking about him as if he was thinking about him, he was also thinking about himself "Colonel Ouyang, please wait a minute."
Just as Ouyang Ruixi was about to walk into her office, a deep voice made her stop.
"It's you, Lieutenant Colonel Han, who have something to do with me, or do you want to try it with me again, but I'm very busy today, and I don't have the slightest mood to do it, so please come back to me another day to find fault."
Ouyang Ruixi lowered her head slightly, staring at him with slanted eyes, she didn't want to spend her mind dealing with him at such a time, sometimes she didn't understand, why so many people he didn't provoke, and he still competed with himself, is it easier to bully himself as a woman or is it not convincing himself that a woman's military rank should be given to him higher, and this matter itself depends on ability, if you are really not convinced, but through formal ways to surpass yourself, Instead of finding some indiscriminate means to target herself every time, once or twice she can think that she is looking for herself, but if she is more, she will feel that she is deliberately seeking revenge with herself.
"Should I call you Mrs.
Mu, and keep saying that my position was won by strength, and now this lie is self-defeating, I can't imagine that the wife of the president of the popular international is so low-key, do you really don't want to attract attention, or do you want to be confused?"
Lieutenant Colonel Han raised his eyebrows and looked at Ouyang Ruixi, the corners of his mouth were even more obviously ironic, every word he said was so unkind, and he didn't feel that he had anything excessive after saying such a thing.
He is such a narrow-minded person, the more others give themselves strength, the more he likes to attack others, originally Ouyang Ruixi just gave himself a higher level has already made him very depressed, what he didn't expect is that now he has added a new identity to it, a woman he has always felt is very easy to deal with, it will be the wife of the president of the popular international, which he did not expect.
"Lieutenant Colonel Han, I don't read well, I don't know what you want to express to me in these words, please answer it on my behalf."
Ouyang Ruixi bit her lip, it seems that no matter how good you are to fight with the world, some people who like to pick thorns don't want your life to be too peaceful.
"I know that you will deliberately pretend to be innocent, with such a strong backing as Fengxing International, do you dare to guarantee that your promotion was not obtained because of what President Mu did to him?"
At the beginning, he was really shocked that her identity was true, but soon he turned a corner, no wonder she has always been in front of everyone with a miserable and helpless look, it turned out to be such a kind of drama that wants to cover up, I am afraid that others will know that her military rank is obtained by her husband's relationship, so he has not dared to let people know her other layer of more sensitive identity, he said that he could not lose to her every time he was in the title assessment, It turns out that someone is secretly manipulating all this.
"Lieutenant Colonel Han, you can eat indiscriminately, but you can't talk nonsense, you can lie about anything, but the two bars and three stars on my shoulders have been won by my own strength, and I think I am worthy of the party and the people, if you really think that I am cheating, then I don't mind you reacting to the situation."
Ouyang Ruixi's tone added a little anger to it, he can find himself to provoke, or he can hit himself with insulting words, but he must not use the fruits of his labor as the object of suppression, this is disrespectful to himself, but also a slander against the sacred profession of soldiers, she doesn't care how many false elements are mixed in other people's military medals, at least she thinks that she is real and worthy of the ardent expectations of the people.
"Colonel Ouyang, don't be angry, I'm just telling the truth, as for what the inside story is, I think you have to know it to everyone, so it's useless to argue with me, if it really has nothing to do with President Mu, do you think the leaders of the group army will go to the anniversary cocktail celebration that is popular internationally?"
Lieutenant Colonel Han smiled gloomily, as if he really grasped Ouyang Ruixi's handle in his hand, and had a proud and arrogant attitude.
"What is the cooperative relationship between them, or what kind of deal is going on, you should ask the leader of the group army, instead of catching me to answer with you, I have no obligation in this regard, let alone the slightest interest to explain it to you one by one, if there is no other problem, please don't interfere with my work again, I am not as idle as you, I have so much time to do something to catch the wind and shadow to provoke a war."
As the so-called body is not afraid of shadows, Ouyang Ruixi doesn't mind his suspicions at all, he just hopes that he will use evidence to speak, instead of blocking herself as she is now to make some baseless guesses, she is very good at talking, but it does not mean that she is very good at bullying, although blind forbearance can be exchanged for a moment of calm, but in the face of repeated teasing by others, if she can continue to remain silent, it will seem that she is too cowardly, and this word began the moment she stepped into the JC Military Academy, I don't remember what it means.
"What do you mean by this, do you think that my position in the military region is not as important as yours, so I will have nothing to do" Lieutenant Colonel Han's eyes lit up, Ouyang Ruixi's last sentence hit his self-esteem, because there have always been many major tasks and special cases, the commander is either handed over to Gu Qianmo or handed over to Ouyang Ruixi to deal with, in contrast, he is indeed relatively free, this is something that he already knows, but today Ouyang Ruixi's mouth said, The meaning was different, and she felt that she was despising herself.
"I didn't say that, if you have to think like that, then I can't stop it, after all, I can't think for you."
Ouyang Ruixi had already lost the patience to deal with him, so he could think whatever he liked, such a narrow-minded person, she didn't want to have too much entanglement with him, so as not to pile up resentment deeper.
"Colonel Ouyang, don't get complacent too early, if your own style is really decent, you won't be reported by others, will you, and are you sure that the position of the president's wife of Fengxing International really belonged to you, not from someone else's hands?"
Lieutenant Colonel Han was so provoked by Ouyang Ruixi that he forgot how much this matter had to do with him, and picked out the thing he wanted to hide the most on the table, so he undoubtedly exposed himself. aa2705221 t1706231537: