Mi Han smiled, there was some ridicule, although she was just a girl in her twenties, but after entering the marriage, her psychology has become a lot calmer, like a blooming plum blossom, elegant and tough.
She doesn't want to make trouble, and she doesn't like others to provoke her, because she knows very well that now she is no longer the lawless little sister she used to be, but has been given a brand new role as a wife, so in other words, her words and deeds are not just a matter of her own image, but a matter of Luo Hao's face.
Leng Lingling has been very busy these days, because there are too many things she needs to prepare, although she can't take care of them all, but at the very least, she has to do what she has promised others.
"Gu Qianmo, do you like children" This night, Leng Lingling rested his head on his lap and asked inadvertently.
"Hmm" Gu Qianmo replied casually while looking at the military report on TV, not noticing the implied meaning of her words at all.
"So how many children do you hope you will have," Leng Lingling pursed her lower lip and continued to ask.
"Girl, you shouldn't be pregnant" Gu Qianmo suddenly looked at her with a surprised expression, and Leng Lingling didn't miss his kind of ecstasy, so she couldn't help but tingle in her heart.
"Well, no, just asking."
Seeing him so happy, Leng Lingling really couldn't bear to puncture his hope, but this was the case, so he could only cruelly pull him off the top of hope.
"Well, then I'll have to think about it, but as long as it's born by you, I like it as much as I like, but I don't know if this will be regarded as a superbirth, so let's just have a twin."
Gu Qianmo was aroused by her, and simply gave up his favorite military program and discussed it with her.
"Okay."
Leng Lingling responded to him sweetly, but he didn't know that her heart was quietly crying, the more he was interested, her pain kept getting worse, he liked children so much, but he couldn't let him get his wish, such a heartache, I believe that people who have not experienced it, can not empathize with her at all.
On the day she left, the drizzle in the sky made the deep winter season even more depressed and cold, but the coldest thing was her departed heart.
Maybe it's because she's settled that she's gone and won't go back, she left everything, his bank card, his car keys, and even the keys to the house, she put them on the table one by one, and at the same time, there is a divorce agreement that has been signed, including a written letter, lying quietly on the dresser, recording what she wanted to say but never said.
This night, Gu Qianmo was no longer greeted by the warm lights in the room, nor the faint smell of food wafting in the air, but the endless cold and darkness, which made his heart tense, and a bad premonition also spread to his heart, he didn't dare to think or verify anything, just stood in the center of the living room blankly, waiting for her to suddenly run out of nowhere and give herself a naughty grimace.
Walking upstairs with heavy steps, he told himself in his heart that this girl must have slept again for time, or she was too obsessed with drawing, but the reality was always so unacceptable, when he walked into the bedroom and looked at the neatly arranged things on the dresser, his face instantly turned pale to the extreme.
The big slender hand caressed everything with some trembling, and finally landed on an envelope dripping with tears, and the fear of the unknown made him dare not open it, but he was silent like death, trying to digest the various possibilities that kept flashing in his mind.
No matter how much he resisted, he had to face it, so he still pulled out the letter inside and shook it open, facing the fact that it was likely to suffocate him.
"Hey husband, it seems that this is the first time I have called you like this, and it will be the last time" Looking at these few short words, Gu Qianmo could imagine the expression of her forced smile.
"I'm sorry to leave you in such a way without saying goodbye, not because I don't love you, but because I love you too much, so I can't bear to make your future life full of regrets."
There were a lot of dry tears on the paper, and from the blurred handwriting, you could see how heartbroken she was when she wrote these words, so she couldn't cry.
"I once said, let you give me time, I thought God had always been very kind to me, but this time, he was on the side of the darkness, so I knew very well that the deadline for my departure had arrived."
The camera switches to the scene when Leng Lingling writes this letter, and every word she writes down makes her heart ache.
"Brother Shuhan said, it's hard for me to get pregnant, at first when I knew this fact, you would definitely not think of how helpless I was, and how much I wanted to throw myself into your arms to seek comfort, even if it was a gentle hug, but I knew no, so I could only lock everything in my heart and let everyone help me hide it from you, because I really don't know, when you know that I am such a woman full of defects, whether you will be willing to continue to love me."
Leng Lingling sniffed, biting her red lips tightly, but she knew how reluctant she was to let go, and how much she wanted to be selfish, but she didn't dare to gamble, because she was afraid of the moment when the verdict was won or lost.
"You said that as long as it was a child born to me, you would like it, but unfortunately I didn't dare to face your hot eyes, because I couldn't give you everything you wanted, so I could only turn around in embarrassment."
Leng Lingling stopped her pen and cried loudly on the table, because she was the only one in the family at this time, and she could vent well.
"I thought that as long as I obediently cooperated with Brother Shuhan's treatment, then I would give you a cute child, so I drank those Chinese medicines that made me vomit in packets, even if I was met by you, I could raise a smile and pretend to be okay to tell you that I was really fine."
"Looking at you in sleep every night, I know for the first time what insomnia is, and I want to reach out to paint your handsome face countless times, but I am afraid of disturbing you, so I can only memorize you again through the dim light, because these will become the oldest and most precious memories in my future life."
Tears dripped down one by one, hurting her heart and staining her handwriting.
"I know, even if I can't get pregnant, you still won't give up on me, but I don't dare to imagine that one in case, and I don't dare to think about how precious I am in your heart, so I chose to leave, maybe only in this way, is my selfless love for you, maybe you will say, this is just a cowardly idea of me, but also an excuse for me to escape, but even so, I will stick to my own ideas, maybe one day I will regret it, regret letting go of your hand, but as long as you are happy, Then it will not be in vain for me.
At this moment, Leng Lingling was smiling, although it was desolate, it was extremely poignant, and although she was helpless, she felt relieved, because she still took this difficult step.
"I've signed the divorce agreement, although you told me that the military marriage is not something I can leave if I want to, but it doesn't mean that it can't be done at all, so I'm sorry, I broke my faith in our marriage declaration, and I didn't accompany you to the end, here, please forgive me for my willfulness."
Leng Lingling looked at the two marriage certificates placed in front of him, clenched his fists against his lips and sobbed softly, maybe it won't be long before they would become two green books "Finally, thank you for falling in love with me, this can be said to be the happiest time in my whole life, although you can be with me for very little time, but I know that you will always come back, but this time, it has become my distance, I just want to say: don't wait for me, don't look for me, find a girl you like to love again, although I will be jealous, but I will still send you my most sincere blessings from afar."
Writing this, Leng Lingling really couldn't continue, because the thought that there might be another woman snuggled in his arms made her heart ache like a knife.
"Also, I have written a label on each set of clothes in the cabinet, indicating what kind of occasion it is suitable for attending, and how to match it, etc., I can't think of it, in the end I can do only this for you, the most important and most worrying point is your stomach disease, I hope that in the days without me, you can eat on time, take good care of yourself, don't let me worry too much, okay" Leng Lingling smiled bitterly, put the pen aside, the smile on the corner of her lips was so dazzling, just like a fleeting flower, There was so much she wanted to say, but she knew that there were things she could never finish.
Gu Qianmo didn't know what kind of mood he was in after reading this letter, he only knew that his tears kept falling with his mood, silly girl, didn't she know that without her, her life was already a kind of cripple for herself. took out his mobile phone and dialed her number tremblingly, but as if to make fun of how failed he was, the bell rang in his ears, and a beautiful melody sounded, and it seemed that she had gone completely and cut off all possible contact.
Gu Qianmo smiled, although his eyes were swollen and painful, but he was really laughing, Ling'er, I have always known that you don't trust me enough, but I didn't think about improving, I felt that everything could be different over time, but I didn't expect you to give me a fatal blow, and I quietly escaped from my world.
Desperate to rush out of the house, he can't just let her leave, although it is true that he likes the child very much, but it does not mean that it has to be, because in his heart, everything is not as important as a cold lingling.
All the way to the airport, even if he knew that she might have left here a long time ago, he still didn't want to let go of any chance to find her, because their happy life had just begun, so he would never allow it to end at this moment.
He has always been a man who pays great attention to military appearance and discipline, but at the moment he doesn't care about this, the tie has loosened a lot because of the hurry, the sleeves of his shirt are rolled up high, and he is looking back and forth in the airport hall with messy steps.
He would follow every similar back to take a look, although many of them forgave him for his recklessness because of his handsome appearance and military uniform, but it still received a lot of insults, saying that he was a psychotic, because there was no rank identification on his shirt that could represent his identity, so it was normal to be regarded as a neurotic.
When I came to Leng's house, it was already very late, and seeing him look so down-and-out really made Leng Aofeng slightly stunned.
"What's wrong with you, you've been robbed, but you shouldn't be so afraid of death who will find you" Leng Aofeng frowned, and his words were cold and taunted him.
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"Do you know where Ling'er went" Gu Qianmo didn't care about the ridicule between his words, just asked him with a frustrated face, after several hours of searching, he was close to the brink of collapse.
"What do you mean, is something happening to Lingling" Leng Aofeng put away the indifference just now, and suddenly became nervous.
"No, I just left."
Gu Qianmo closed his eyes sadly, and before he could open them again, he received a heavy punch in the face, and he seemed to have expected such an ending, without the slightest surprise.
"Gu Qianmo, you bastard, what is it called leaving, you just talk about it" Leng Aofeng gave him another punch, as long as it involves his sister, he will be unusually out of control.
"I said she left, don't you understand" This was the first time Gu Qianmo was angry at Leng Aofeng, but it was not because he hit himself, but the pain from the bottom of his heart that he couldn't release, so he wished that Leng Aofeng would beat him hard, in this way, maybe he could feel a little better.
"Where did you go, you said" Leng Aofeng also roared back, staring at the heartbroken man in front of him with burning eyes, but he didn't do anything to him again.
"If you know where to go, you don't have to leave."
At this moment, Gu Qianmo was undoubtedly vulnerable, because he couldn't find it, he felt a deep sense of frustration, and before he came, he had already called Qianqian and asked her to pay attention to whether Lingling was going to Paris, after all, she still had to prepare for Fashion Week, didn't she "Did something happen" Shangguan Chuchu held his big belly and walked down the stairs carefully, and when he saw that the two men were looking like they were going to eat each other, he couldn't help but chuckle in his heart.
"Sister-in-law, I'm sorry to disturb your rest."
Although Leng Lingling's departure did make Gu Qianmo lose his calm and composure, there was still politeness.
"I'm fine, is it related to Lingling's girl, is something wrong with her" The person who can make both of them show such a tense expression at the same time, except for his sister-in-law, it is estimated that there is no one else "Well, she left a divorce agreement and a letter, and she just left, I was thinking, you must know something, right?"
Gu Qianmo looked at Shangguan Chuchu very sincerely, hoping to get clues from her, but judging from Leng Aofeng's performance just now, they didn't look like people in the know.
"I knew she would be so stupid."
Shangguan Chuchu was a little stunned, blaming himself, obviously thinking that she had been unusually strange recently, but he didn't think much about it, thinking that she was just sad because it was not easy to get pregnant, but he didn't expect that she was plotting to leave.
"It seems that you all know about it, so it's just me alone."
Gu Qianmo couldn't tell what kind of feeling she had in her heart now, as a husband and wife, she didn't have the slightest trust in her husband, but she was so affectionate to others.
"Gu Qianmo, don't think about it, in fact, the reason why Ling Ling did this was because she thought that Yuchen's treatment would help her, so she didn't want you to worry about her, but what I didn't expect was that the treatment had not made any progress at all, so as a woman, I can imagine her mood."
Shangguan Chuchu looked at him with some concern, and he didn't have to guess to know who the injury on his face was attributed to, so he frowned and glared at Leng Aofeng, this guy is like this every time, that is, Gu Qianmo let him and didn't care about him, otherwise he would have good fruit to eat.
"But no matter what, she should have told me, didn't she, if she didn't tell me, how would she know what I thought" Gu Qianmo gritted his teeth and clenched his fists and said, the protruding green tendons were undoubtedly telling others how angry he was now.
"Now is not the time to pursue these, aren't you a major general, don't you hold the supreme power in your hands, but go to the airport to check which flight she took to leave" Shangguan Chuchu was also very worried about Leng Lingling, don't look at that girl's sweet and lovely appearance, but she is so resolute in doing things.
"I've checked, but her name didn't appear on any of the flights leaving today."
Gu Qianmo said dejectedly, this is the second time he has used the power in his hands for the sake of Leng Lingling, which shows how important she is to him.
"What, no, does that mean that this girl is still in S City, hidden in a certain place, and after we give up the important information of aviation, she will leave quietly."
Shangguan Chuchu knew that Leng Lingling was not stupid, she knew very well that Gu Qianmo and Ouyang Ruixi could find out this, so as long as she knew which country she went to, it would definitely be much easier to track down, and she was sure of this, so she played a roundabout tactic with them.
"I don't know, that's why I wonder if you'll have news of her."
Gu Qianmo felt that such a possibility was not impossible, after all, didn't they also help her hide from her that it was difficult for her to get pregnant before, so it was not impossible to hide her from her now again.
"Qianmo, don't you suspect that girl is colluding with us, if something else, I really don't dare to answer no, but as far as the matter of leaving, we really don't know, we just think she's been very weird lately, and she always says something like gratitude, but we don't think much about it, we just think it's her exclamation for a while."
Shangguan Chuchu frowned, stretched out his hand and touched his belly comfortingly, and he didn't know if the baby felt his nervousness, or if he knew that his aunt had run away from home, so he kicked very hard inside. aa2705221 t1706231537: