The breath of time was swallowing in his blood, Sheng Youting's temper became more and more irritable, and many times, he found that he had an uncontrollable urge to turn Jincheng upside down.
The name Yu Lan drilled into his mind day and night, and no matter how much he tried to sleep peacefully, it would not help.
Where Yu Lan stayed, he would definitely not go.
In the past, there was Yu Lan when he went back to Sheng's house every week, and they would live in the suite on the third floor, where there was a taste of Yu Lan, he couldn't stay at all, he was restless, and it was all her shadow.
Sheng Youting kicked the accelerator and hit the "Blue Forest Garden".
Blue Forest Court is a house where the ashes of Mother Blue are placed.
The maid guarding Lan Lin Yuan was still kind, he didn't seem to know about Yu Lan's departure, and said that the young lady was too busy, and he would come back more in the future, and asked them when they planned to have children.
Sheng Youting didn't want to mention "child", and those two words became a taboo in his heart.
A few polite words went upstairs to the sacrificial hall.
Sheng Youting saw the letter box on the incense platform, which was written by Yu Lan to her mother.
Mom: Today their school basketball team played again, won the championship, I knew that with him, I would win, he was amazing, I like him so much, he is my male god.
He is my dream, and my mother must bless me to achieve my dream Mom: When I dug him out of the rubble with my bare hands during the earthquake in Province C last month, my heart was broken, and I was afraid that he would die.
But later, when I woke up, it turned out that Yu Yi saved him, maybe after I was knocked unconscious by a stone slab, it was indeed Yu Yi who saved him.
I don't care, he doesn't love me, what does it matter if the person who saved him is me or not.
Anyway, after he and Yu Yi were together, I didn't dare to appear in front of them, the feeling of inferiority, hey, it was really bitter Mom: You once said that I was a good match for his name, blue out of blue, and prosperous in blue.
You said that the "sheng" of the prosperous world is worthy of me.
He is indeed worthy of me, more than enough.
And I didn't deserve him, married him, I gave up the inheritance of the Yu family to compensate Yu Yi, I had no dowry, I was ridiculed in my in-law's family, and I couldn't hold my head up.
But I love him, and the path I have chosen, I will love it with my head down Mom: I got sick yesterday and had a fever of 42 degrees and called him and he said he was busy and asked me to figure it out on my own.
I cried when a blind voice came over the phone.
I am proud in front of everyone, but I am inferior in front of him alone, and I dare not say that I am born I was sick and uncomfortable, and I was afraid that he would say that I was hypocritical and looked down on me It felt so helpless and desolate Mom: Yesterday he came back from drinking, threw up, didn't want to care about him, who told him to leave me alone last month.
But later, I still cleaned up for him, changed his clothes, fed him honey water, and helped him wipe his body clean with a hot towel, I was afraid that he would be sick and I would feel distressed.
Who told me to be ruthless, I have to be cheap and like him, obviously he never put me in my eyes, I asked for it, I deserve it, I deserve it Mom: I miss you so much.
You're not there, I don't have a hug to snuggle into, so lonely, the kind of loneliness that I have no one to rely on.
Maybe one day, I die on the road, and probably no one will collect my body, and no one will feel sorry for me Mom, you're not here, I'm alone I want to go to you, at least, the whole world doesn't love me, you love me After Sheng Youting read all the letters, his body seemed to suddenly turn into a piece of paper, and he could shake it with a sigh.
His breathing and fingers were trembling, and in a panic he tried to put the letter paper in the envelope, but one by one it fell to the ground, and he picked it up, unable to pick it up.
I knew that after reading this, I would be so heartbroken that I couldn't stand on my feet, and he would definitely not watch it.
All the pent-up emotions he had been holding up this year had finally found an outlet, he missed her so much.
For more than ten years, he was used to her twittering, her entanglement, her aggressiveness, and even more so the love she gave.
Now, however, there is none It turns out that this is the feeling of heartache, and every thin hair will turn into a steel needle, densely piercing the whole body along the pores.
Yu Lan's name was like a pen handwritten on his chest, and he didn't bother to pay attention to it.
The color grew deeper and deeper, and before he knew it, it grew into a tattoo, which was attached to his heart painlessly, he had long been used to it, but now he was torn off with a knife and a belt of flesh.
When he looked down to look for the trace, he couldn't find it again, only seeing blood dripping with pain, and he didn't dare to look at himself t1706231537: