She walked up to the crying girl and squatted down, and asked the girl with concern: "Hello little sister, are you lost, why are you crying here alone" The little girl cried and shook her head, pointed to the group of boys playing basketball in the playground and said, "They laughed at me for being a kid without a father."
The girl's words made Mu Jinjin's face look ugly again, and the memory suddenly returned to his childhood.
She was the same as this girl when she was a child There was always a bunch of naughty boys who came up to her and bullied her, saying that she was a wild child without a father.
Everywhere she went, she felt inferior because she didn't even have a father.
When she watched other children show off their father's birthday presents, she would hide in her room and cry secretly, complaining about why God didn't give her a father.
That inferiority complex has haunted her all her life, even if she is grown up now, but when she sees a father walking through the streets with his daughter in his arms, she will still feel inferior and sad.
She guessed that she would never be able to get rid of the shadow of not having a father in her life.
So if she gives birth to a child, won't her child be like her, who has no father since she was a child, has been ridiculed since she was a child, and lives in the shadows all her life Her heart began to flutter.
She didn't know if it was for her good or bad to bring this child into the world.
After all, if her mother asked her to choose whether to give birth before giving birth to her, she would definitely refuse.
Because she has never tried what it feels like to be happy in her life, she has been like a clown since she was born, and she can only make wedding clothes for others.
Mu Jinjin walked to the seaside sightseeing stone and sat down, because the weather was very cold tonight, she was the only one on the sightseeing stone, under the shallow light of the moon, she was lonely and sad.
She hung her feet in the air and kicked them around, left and right, like her heart, too chaotic to place.
She looked at the sea in a daze for a long time, and finally made a rational decision.
That is, she wants to knock the baby out.
She looked down at her flat lower abdomen, and tears couldn't help but fall, saying that it was all fake if she didn't feel sad.
But what can she do Rather than letting the baby repeat her tragic fate, it is better to let her go while the baby is unconscious.
Only if you are willing to let go, that is the cherishing of the baby.
When Mu Jinjin took a taxi back to the manor, Xue Zixi had already returned, and he was wandering anxiously in the living room at the moment, holding a mobile phone in his hand and glancing at it every few seconds, as if he was waiting for something.
"Brother Zixi."
Mu Jinjin saw this scene from outside the living room door, and quickly rummaged through her handbag and took out her mobile phone, and found dozens of missed calls and text messages in her mobile phone, the reason why she didn't hear it was because she turned her mobile phone to full silence.
"You're finally back," he said, watching her return.
Xue Zixi's anxious appearance was finally relieved.
He put his phone on the coffee table and walked to the door to greet her.
"I'm sorry Brother Zixi, I won't use this new phone, I accidentally muted the phone" Mu Jinjin bowed his head by the door and said guiltily, like a child who did something wrong.
"It's okay, it's good if you could come back."
Xue Zixi pulled her into the house, and then closed the door of the living room with his backhand, "It's cold outside, let's go into the house first." ” "Hmm."
Mu Jin nodded obediently, and walked to the sofa first and sat down. oshow7 t1706231537: