The people in the cottage pay attention to the sunrise and do, sunset and extinguish, although now there is also electricity here, there is also a TV signal, and there is almost a TV at home, but these people are living on the mountain, such a way of life has become a habit, and has not changed because of too much modernization, it is just more than eight o'clock, and the whole cottage seems to be quiet.
Li Yifei and Su Mengxin had just given Xu Yingying a bath at this time, and the two were sitting on the edge of Xu Yingying's bed talking.
"How's it going at home?"
Su Mengxin smiled bitterly and said, "What do you think will happen to your family if you leave with Yingying?"
Li Yifei laughed self-deprecatingly and said, "It must be a mess, and everyone will complain about me." ” "You know, you pat your ass and leave, out of sight, but everyone in the family is very worried."
Li Yifei shook his head, sighed and said, "I really can't stay at home, I'm there, it can only bring you more pressure in your heart, so I decided to leave." ” Su Mengxin held Li Yifei's hand and said softly: "I know, we can all understand this, you are good to everyone, you feel sorry for Yingying in your heart, you want to snub everyone, then you feel sorry for everyone, leaving seems to be your best choice." ” After a pause, Su Mengxin continued: "But so much time has passed, don't you still want to go back if you haven't figured it out?"
Li Yifei hesitated for a moment and said, "I don't want to go back for the time being, the saint is still treating Yingying, I really hope that I can bring a healthy Yingying back, so that we can live our original life." ” Su Mengxin opened her mouth, but still nodded, and said, "Okay, I respect your choice, then I'll be here to help you during this time, you give me a chance, I also want to make up for my damage to Yingying." ” Li Yifei nodded happily at this time and said, "Then you can stay." ” The cottage is full of that kind of wooden building, the lower floor is also not touching the ground, there are more snakes here, and the ground contact, the snake is easy to climb upstairs, which is also a creation of the local people to avoid snakes and insects.
The lower floor of the wooden building is piled with sundries, and the upper floor is the place to live, Li Yifei is only renting here, and the place he uses is the place where he lives upstairs, and the other places are not moving.
At this time, although it is already January, the temperature here is still seven or eight degrees at night, although it is a little cool, but it is not very cold.
Li Yifei didn't think that other people would live here, so there were only two quilts here, which were used by him and Xu Yingying, and there was only one bed, so the three of them could only squeeze into one bed at night.
Li Yifei slept in the middle, Xu Yingying was in the innermost, and Su Mengxin was outside, it seemed that this was a kind of left and right hug, but the reality was that there was nothing fragrant and charming at all.
First, Xu Yingying was unconscious at this time, and secondly, Li Yifei really didn't have any interest in falling in love now, so even if Su Mengxin was lying next to him, he didn't have any idea.
Su Mengxin didn't feel anything cold, the more Li Yifei was like this, the more she liked it, a man who could be so good to his wife would definitely not treat her badly, so at this time, lying beside Li Yifei, listening to Li Yifei's heartbeat and breathing, there was a faint smell of Li Yifei's body in his nose, which made Su Mengxin quite intoxicated.
The bed is not big, Li Yifei usually gives Xu Yingying the most space, so that she can sleep more comfortably, today he and Xu Yingying are covered with a quilt, but I feel that Xu Yingying is a little aggrieved, but if you squeeze Su Mengxin at this time, then you have to cover a quilt with Su Mengxin, Li Yifei can't get over this level at this time.
Thinking about Xu Yingying, because Su Mengxin is going to divorce him, if he is still so affectionate with Su Mengxin in front of Xu Yingying, then when Xu Yingying wakes up at this time, she is afraid that she will be heartbroken again.
"You go to bed first, I'll go for a walk."
Li Yifei whispered to Su Mengxin, got up and got out of bed.
Su Mengxin Bingxue was smart, and she had roughly guessed why Li Yifei was like this, so she sighed secretly in her heart and said, "Stick to it tonight, and I'll get a bed tomorrow." ” Let Su Mengxin break it, Li Yifei was a little embarrassed, and said, "Mengxin, give me a little time." ” Su Mengxin held Li Yifei's hand and said, "You have been very tolerant of me, and I am already very happy and satisfied now." ” Li Yifei shook Su Mengxin's hand hard, then let go and walked out.
There is a ditch in the middle of the cottage, not a small river, there is a lot of rain here, it is a drainage canal, but because of the sufficient rainfall, there is water in this ditch all the year round, similar to Dali and Lijiang ancient city, there are many small fish in it, standing by the ditch at night, listening to the murmuring of the water, occasionally there is the sound of small fish jumping out of the water, if it is a poet here, maybe you can create some nouns and sentences.
Li Yifei was standing next to this ditch, Su Mengxin's arrival still made some waves in his calm heart recently, he really missed the women at home, Su Yiyi, the weak girl, must have been worried about him all day long; Ye Yunzhu is pregnant with her child, with her character, she must have scolded him many times every day, and in two months, she will be born; and Xu Shanshan, this sister-in-law is completely a bad fate with herself, I am afraid that she will pout, get angry, and miss her. and Chu Xiaoyao, that girl may have to cry and make trouble, the most important thing is her own daughter, her father left, but he ignored the child, and he was too irresponsible as a father.
Thinking of this, Li Yifei suddenly felt that he owed so many people, and it was the first time that he felt that it didn't seem to be the right decision to bring Xu Yingying out like this.
"Isn't it a little homesick," the voice of the saint came from behind him.
Li Yifei was so distracted that he didn't feel the arrival of the saint just now, and he didn't look back at this time, sighed, and said, "It's a little homesick." ” "If you are homesick, go back, when you come to your house, I can also treat your wife, and I can also have more contact with them, so as not to affect me to challenge my demons."
"Will they affect you?"
"Of course, if they reject me everywhere and don't give me a chance to contact you, then how can we like each other?"
Li Yifei smiled bitterly and said, "This is true, if they see you, they will not only reject you, but they will also be angry with me again." ” "Women are selfish, especially when it comes to men, who doesn't want the man they like to like wholeheartedly, and who wants to share a man with others" "You seem to know a lot about emotional matters," Li Yifei looked at the saint girl suspiciously.
"I have to understand, in order to challenge your big demon, I have done my homework."
"Then tell me, what should I do now" Li Yifei squatted down, picked up a branch on the side, and gently tapped the water, a small fish jumped out at once, splashed a little water, and quickly disappeared.
The saint sat directly on the stone slab, put her two little feet into the water, kicked it lightly twice, and said: "Your own affairs, of course, you still have to make your own decisions, whether you go back or here, the most important thing is that you can convince yourself." ” "Then what you said is equivalent to not saying it."
Li Yifei shook his head.
The holy woman kicked out of the water on her toes, made a large ripple, and said with a smile: "In fact, everyone does things just to find a reason for themselves, as for right and wrong, it is their own reason whether they can convince themselves, you don't go back now, in fact, there is a reason to stay here in your heart, but you want to go back now, that is because the reason you find is not too sufficient." ” Li Yifei was a little stunned, what the saint said was really reasonable, whether he was here or went back, the most important thing was whether he could find a reason.
The saint didn't speak anymore, she soaked her feet with water like this, this kind of action couldn't be done in the jihadist organization before, it was very damaging to the image, her every move was paid attention to by the believers, and now there is no jihadist organization, no believers, she is really very casual.
Casual is casual, but the saint has been cultivated as a saint since she was a child, and this belief has been deeply rooted in the bone marrow, even if the action at this time is extremely elegant, and people can't help but praise.
Li Yifei was still immersed in his thoughts, and after a long time, he stood up and said to the holy woman: "Thank you for liberating me. ” The saint turned her head to Li Yifei and smiled, "Isn't there something I have that you can admire?"
Li Yifei smiled slightly and said, "Of course, as a saint, you can make countless believers crazy for you, how can there be no place for me to appreciate."
"I can hope you appreciate me as a friend."
"For me, although the saint is noble, I don't like it, but a friend is worthy of my real appreciation."
"That means we're friends."
"At least that's possible."
Li Yifei smiled, turned around and walked towards the place where he lived, the saint didn't get up, just sat there and looked at Li Yifei's back, with an extremely obsessive smile on her face.
Life is like this, when you find a reason that can convince yourself, you can make a decision, although Li Yifei has not made that decision yet, but at least it makes him no longer so entangled. t1706231537: