Chapter 127: If life is only as it is when I first saw Han Cailing, I don't know what happened to me.I feel that if I don't say these words, I will nest in my heart, like grass that has grown, deep-rooted, itchy, and I can't stop it.In addition, she has just experienced the catastrophe, Han Cailing's mentality is extraordinary, complex and messy, difficult to solve, and her thoughts are still in a state, let alone proportionate and graspy."
Shu Yao, I know that in my capacity, I shouldn't have said these things to you, and I don't want to hurt you, it's just ......
I ......"
After the words were really spoken, although Han Cailing breathed a sigh of relief, but in exchange for a moment of tranquility, she was extremely guilty, like a heavy stone pressing on her heart, pressing her breathlessly."
I'm sorry!
I don't even know what's wrong with me, how to say this nonsense, Shu Yao, sorry!
”She hurriedly explained, and the words she said were like being covered with water, which was even more embarrassing.Han Cailing was even more flustered, "I'......
I may be dizzy!
Shu Yao, you are minded, I will control my feelings, I will never destroy your relationship with Shen Xi, and I will never do anything to hurt you, I am out of shape!
I'm sorry!
”In less than two minutes, she repeatedly said 'I'm sorry' a dozen times.It can be seen that Han Cailing is really panicked.has always been calm and elegant, calm and calm, and Han Cailing, who has an extraordinary temperament, is like two people in an instant.Shu Yao sat quietly on the side, from the initial surprise, the pain in her heart throbbed, to the later listening to her apologies over and over again, and some were confused by Han Cailing's actions, and she was also amused by her cute behavior.Without waiting for Han Cailing to say anything more, Shu Jiao raised her hand to stop her, smiled slightly, and dispelled the worries in her heart.Immediately, Shu Yao said in sign language again, "Miss Han, you are a good person, really good, there is no need to apologize to me." ”Han Cailing was embarrassed, and hurriedly shook her head, "I'm not good, I still love your husband deeply, a woman like me, you should scold me, it's all my fault!"
I ......"
Shu Yao stopped her again and continued to sign language, "Regarding the previous incident between you and Shen Xi, I already knew that you were each other's first love, and you broke up because of a misunderstanding, and you still love him, it's not wrong." ”"Shu Yao, the fault is that he is already married!
That's wrong!
”After completely breaking free from the chaos, Han Cailing regained her senses, and while sighing, she felt that she was really stupid!
How can you say such a thing shamelessly......
Shu Yao shook his head and said in sign language, "The fault is that after you separated, he married me again, Miss Han, you can truthfully express your feelings, I am very happy, you didn't hurt me, really, and there is no need to apologize." ”Seeing her say this, Han Cailing felt even more embarrassed.He lowered his head in shame and sighed, "Shu Yao, you can have such a heart, I am ashamed of myself!"
”In fact, even if Han Cailing didn't say anything, Shu Yao could see her love for Li Shenxi through her eyes and demeanor.It's just that compared with other predecessors, Han Cailing is more honest and direct, and the feeling she gives people makes Shu Yao not hate it, nor can she hate it.It is said that the main room should hate the junior, and the junior should also harm the main room by any means, to the point that water and fire are incompatible.But Shu Miao couldn't do it.Han Cailing is not like this."
I just lost my temper!
When Shenxi is safe, I will be cautious in my words and deeds, control my feelings and emotions, and I will not have any too intimate actions with him except for occasional work contact!
”Han Cailing assured.Shu Yao just smiled indifferently, this kind of thing, what's the use of a mere woman's guarantee.What she really can't control is him.Twenty-four hours later, Li Shenxi was out of danger and transferred from the ICU to the ward, but he had not yet woken up.The doctor has examined and found that the body index is good, and the result is that he may wake up at any time in the next few hours.As a result, Shu Yao didn't dare to leave the hospital for half a step, and Han Cailing was exhausted because she was also injured on her body, and was sent to the next ward to rest temporarily.Shu Yao also didn't close her eyes for two days and two nights, needless to say, she was tired, sitting on the chair next to the bed, looking at the man on the bed, her thoughts were messy.In my memory, it seems that it is still the initial appearance of the two of them, in the back mountain of the Li family's old house, there is a banyan forest that is rarely frequented, or Li Shenxi when he was young, and he likes to sketch in that forest with a drawing board.At that time, he was only a teenager.Once I went to Li's house as a guest, Shu Yao was bored and wandered around the backyard, and as he walked, he walked into the banyan forest, and accidentally saw a young man in the treetops.The white shirt, the clean handsome face, and the chic posture like a cloud, every move is full of infinite charm, which makes people can't help but tremble.Shu Yao was also very young at that time, and she didn't know anything about the feelings between men and women, but she thought that this little brother was so beautiful, so she ran over, stood on tiptoe, and looked up at him.By the way, Shu Yao at that time could still speak.Just the moment he spoke, no one expected that it would open up the fate between them that was difficult to give up in their lives, and it would never stop.To this day, Shu Yao still remembers his ignorant self at the beginning, and the first sentence he asked, with full naughtiness, but also a little arrogant and bold, "Hey, you are Grandma Li's grandson, right?"
”At that time, Li Shenxi glanced at her condescendingly, and paused for a long time before he said lazily, "You are the youngest daughter of Uncle Shu's family." ”Shu Yao smiled, still looking at him with his little feet, his big black and white eyes were full of curious colors."
You're so short, you can't see it no matter how you put your feet!"
Li Shenxi, who was sitting on the treetops, suddenly said.Hearing this, Shu Yao also climbed the tree in three or two clicks, approached him, looked at the painting on his drawing board, and said in surprise, "Wow, brother, the bird you drew is so beautiful!"
”Li Shenxi's eyes flashed, "You think so too?"
”It was almost from that acquaintance that she knew him, at first she felt like a brother, adoring, admiring, and then growing up and paying more attention, and slowly it became a liking, and an uncontrollable love.The long thoughts were interrupted, because Shu Yao noticed that his eyes moved, as if he was about to wake up, and his heart was touched for a moment.Li Shenxi slowly opened his eyes, there was a feeling of being in a different world, his chaotic thoughts stagnated for a few seconds, and slowly, he realized everything around him, and he was in the hospital.It's just that he didn't distinguish the people around him, so he said casually, "Cai Ling, are you okay?"
”A deep voice, hoarse and powerless.still with the weakness of the sick body, the pale handsome face and even the lips were chapped and pale, and the sound of anger like a gossamer shook Shu Yao's eardrums."
Cai Ling ......" woke up from illness, and the first person to say it and thought about it was someone else.Shu Yao's weak slight sigh, the bitter smile of self-deprecation in his heart, what are you still looking forward to?
In the final analysis, his heart is not here.