Chapter 415: You've Always Loved Me?
The memories related to Li Shenxi in the past are always good and bad, but no matter whether anyone asks about them or not, they are also like shadows.Shu Yao thought about it, as if except for Mo Wanwan, everything about her and Li Shenxi was not as detailed as the second person.If it weren't for the extreme boredom, if it weren't for being here, and being unable to get out of trouble for the time being, it is estimated that Shu Yao would not have talked about these things with An An'er.But as An'er said, they have all experienced life and death, and there is nothing to avoid when they say it."
Me and Li Shenxi?
We've known each other since we were very young, and I remember the first time I met him, I looked like I was eight or nine years old!
”Shu Yao thought about everything in his mind, when he was young, he once went to Li's house with his father as a guest, and when he inadvertently went to the backyard for a walk, he met him who was painting on a tree, and that young man entered her heart.The inexplicable entanglement started at that time, so that today, after many years, when Shu Yao thinks about it again, he can vaguely think of the young man with an independent and elegant temperament who sat on the treetops.She was the one who pulled him into the mortal dust, so everything in the future is self-inflicted, who can blame?"
Wow!
You're childhood sweethearts!
So blissful!
”An An'er showed a surprised look on the side, and her eyes showed a look of envy.Shu Yao hooked his lips, leaned there, and said, "It's not a childhood sweetheart, but I've known each other since I was a child!"
However, I liked him and liked ...... from a very young age""Huh?
Crush?
”She nodded, the same words, if it had been placed a few years ago, she would definitely not have spoken.As if the word 'crush' came out, she would be ashamed to find a crack in the ground to get into, but not now.With the accumulation of time, I have slowly grown up, and people have matured, so I naturally don't care about these, like is like, love is love, there is nothing to hide."
I fell in love with him when I was nine years old, I didn't dare to tell anyone, so I secretly hid it in my heart, paid attention to his every move, I wrote down a lot of subtle details, and I felt so happy if I could say a word or two to him......
"A girl who is in love for the first time, who falls in love for the first time, that kind of joy can't be concealed at all."
If you can see each other one day, you will be happy for a long, long time."
I can understand that feeling, I used to like Jiang Jisheng like this too!"
An An'er said on the side.Shu Yao looked at her, "Yes, I like him very much, but I never thought that he would like me, or have anything to do with me, after all, I was a mute and an illegitimate daughter at that time." ”An'er was taken aback, "You're also an illegitimate daughter?"
No way!
How come I've never heard of it?
”"The Shu family is not a particularly big family in City A, not to mention, you haven't inquired about this!"
Shu Yao explained.An'er thought about it, "That's right!
But I didn't expect that we had almost the same fate......
"Yes, my identity is not worthy of him at all, how can I hope to marry him?"
But coincidentally, when I was in my early twenties, his grandmother suddenly fell seriously ill and died, and the will stated that he must marry me, otherwise he would not be able to inherit the Li family's inheritance. ”An An'er immediately said, "This is the reason why you got married in the first place?"
”"Yes, anyone thinks that I married him because of the will, but in fact, I don't regret marrying him, and I even feel very happy."
Thinking back to everything about when I married Li Shenxi, it was like a dream.After the Li family passed away, the will was exposed, which caused a lot of turmoil, and everyone thought that Li Shenxi had to condescend to marry a dumb wife in order to follow his grandmother's will and fulfill his filial piety.The surrounding people also believe that Shu Yao married Li Shenxi and started a family under the coercion of his stepmother and the double threat of the will.But in fact, she knew that Li Shenxi was forced to marry herself, but she married him completely willingly."
I knew that my original identity was not worthy of him at all, and marrying me was like a stain on his life for him......"
This is also one of the reasons why Shu Yao insisted on divorce in the later period.Seeing him and Han Cailing standing together, what a match, just like a fairy couple, a talented woman, she is even more self-conscious, the only thing that can barely save the last trace of dignity is to take the initiative to file for divorce."
How so?
You're willing to marry him, doesn't he know?
”An An'er asked.Shu Yao smiled slightly, then shook his head, "I love him, this is my business, how can I let him know?"
”What's more, what if he knows?
Do you expect him to like herself as much as she likes him?
Impossible!
Love is like this, when you like someone, there is no reason and you can't control it to make the other person like you too.If you give, you won't necessarily get a return.If it's just for the sake of getting something in return, then what's the use of paying?
In fact, in the original marriage, Shu Yao has already shown that she is such a backbone and character woman, even if she is an unknown little mute, if she doesn't love this man, can she insist on giving birth to his child?
He will never know how long she was happy when she learned that she was about to marry Li Shenxi and become his upright wife.That was her dream since she was a child.It's finally happening.I thought that I could grow old forever.But I never thought that it would become like this.In the past five years, she inadvertently saw an old husband and wife joining hands on the roadside, and couldn't help but think, did they also love each other when they were young?
Or are you reluctant to live because you are suitable?
No matter what the reason, they can want to help them grow old, she and him, why can't they?
If he hadn't divorced angrily, would it have been better between them?
Luckily, she also has a daughter by her side.Watching his daughter grow up day by day, her body is like blending into his shadow, and she can give birth to a child for her favorite child, which is worth it in this life."
And now?
You and him......
Is it still possible to get back together?
”An An'er stared at the subtle expression on her face and asked in a low voice.Shu Yao thought for a while, "It shouldn't be, he already has a fiancée, and it is estimated that he will get married soon!"
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”"Ah, how so!
I feel like this, Li Shenxi seems to be a negative man, with a good woman like you silently loving him, he still doesn't know stupidly, it's a pity that ......"
The remarks of the bystanders will inadvertently touch the hearts of the parties.Shu Yao just pulled her lips and smiled bitterly, "What is a pity?"
I married him, I am his ex-wife's identity, I will never change, I have given him a child, the relationship will never be erased, these are enough!
”How many infatuated men and women are just stupidly in love with someone, with only brief memories between them, no past, no children?
In contrast, Shu Yao feels very happy, and God has enough to favor her!
That's enough, for the rest of her life, she only hopes that he will be good, happy, and long-lasting.…… The words are still in my ears.In another place, Li Shenxi was listening to the conversation inside with headphones on, and suddenly he had the urge to raise his head and laugh, but for some reason, he held back, lowered his head, and a mist in his eyes slowly condensed.Is that enough?
He suddenly realized that that stupid woman had loved him for so long, why was he so stupid, and he found out that it was still in this way......
Slowly closed his eyes, removed the sound of the conversation still in his ears, and leaned back on the sofa a little weakly.Shu Yao, you love me, why didn't you tell me earlier?
He finally understood her heart, but alas, she was already planning to let go, how ridiculous?
Obviously, he has already had a heart for her.