Chapter 480: I've Never Disliked You!
Shu Yao entered the ward, the situation on the bed was as good as before, with empty eyes, no focus, motionless, white skin, like a carved plaster statue.She sat on the edge of the bed, looked at the little boy, and smiled.Almost all the impressions that remain in my mind are still the way Zheng'er looked when she was a child, two or three years old, babbling and shouting at her 'Ma Ma', running around her......
Time flies, and the naughty little villain has grown up and become a little man.Shu Yao looked at the son in front of him, raised his hand and gently stroked his cheek, "Zheng'er, do you remember me?"
I'm my mother......"
"Sorry, mom came back late!
”Suddenly choked up, no amount of apology can make up for the defects in the child's heart, although marriage and feelings are a matter between two people, but she didn't tell the child clearly at the beginning, so she left suddenly, in Zheng'er, she is also not a good mother."
Have you forgotten what your mother looks like?
Five years ago, my mother couldn't speak, do you remember sign language?
”She choked, sniffed hard, and raised her hand to sign in front of the child."
You are Mom's biggest baby, Zheng'er, Mommy loves you."
After a sign language was done, she couldn't help but hug Li Zheng and cried, "Mom thinks about you all the time, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, my mother was so stupid, I actually left you behind, it's all my mother's fault......"
"So don't you do this, okay?"
You get back to normal!
These mistakes should be borne by my mother alone, not you, Zheng'er, you are still young, and you will have your own life in the future, you shouldn't be like this!
”Li Shenxi stood aside and watched her cry bitterly while holding the child, her eyebrows furrowed tightly on her calm face, and she said when she walked over, "It's me, it's not you, it's me who is sorry for the child." ”Shu Yao let go of Li Zheng, raised his hand to wipe the tears on his face, and looked sideways at him, "Of course you are wrong, not only are you sorry for Zheng'er, but you are also sorry for you, and ......"
She thought of the boy who was taken away five years ago, and so far, his whereabouts are still unknown.Suddenly, my heart felt like it was being clutched by something, and I couldn't breathe in pain.Li Shenxi narrowed his eyes, "What else?"
”She looked at him, "Isn't that enough?"
”"Huh?"
He was a little dazed.It's one thing to admit one's mistakes, and it's another thing to be suddenly blamed."
It's all your fault, it's you who made Zheng'er like this!"
Shu Miao felt sorry for the child, and the past instantly surfaced in front of him, and the most resentment emerged.She stood up and stared at him coldly, "You know what?
When I married you and was pregnant with Zheng'er, I wanted to live well with you, I don't want anything to raise my eyebrows, I am in love, and I can make do with it, but you just have to break the connection with your ex-girlfriend, and it is not clear......" "......"
Li Shenxi looked at her with a stunned face, and didn't know how to explain it for a while."
I was a dumb person back then, I wasn't worthy of you, everyone looked down on me, I was inferior enough, you and Han Cailing were still in pairs, every time I saw you so talented and beautiful, what did I feel in my heart?"
That kind of feeling similar to ten thousand arrows piercing the heart, she is obviously an original match, but she suddenly became a despicable third party, living like a joke, can you experience it?"
In pairs?"
Li Shenxi pulled out these harsh words and repeated them.Shu Yao nodded, "Yes, it was the accumulation of those little things at the beginning, and then I was pregnant with a second child, and I was worried that you would force me to have a baby, so I completely decided to divorce you!"
”Of course, the specific reason for the divorce in the first place is not only this.It's just that at this time, Shu Yao thought of this, maybe looking at Li Zheng and thinking of the child, so he naturally focused on this factor, so he said it as if venting.Li Shenxi looked at her with an awe-inspiring expression, "So you divorced me, conceived my child, and left?"
”After a pause, he said, "Just because of your unauthorized decision, my daughter and I have been separated for five years, I am sorry, but because of whom?"
”"You and Xixi have been separated for five years, and haven't I been separated from Zheng'er for five years?"
She asked rhetorically.Li Shenxi was silent.No matter how the two accuse now, the past is gone, and no one can go back to the past and make up for the mistakes they made at the beginning.So at this time, Li Shenxi thought about it, stepped forward directly, and took her into his arms strongly, "Whether you couldn't speak at the beginning, or like now, Shu Yao, you have always been beautiful in my heart, and I have never looked down on you." ”As soon as the words fell, I thought that I could be moved by Shu Yao, clinker, but she just pushed him away more indifferently, and said, "Come less, Li Shenxi, you ......"
No wonder they all say that men can't believe what they say.She got it all."
Didn't you ever dislike me for being dumb?
No way!
Otherwise, why did we get married so low-key, there was no wedding, no ceremony, nothing, and you didn't want to introduce me to any of your friends, and you didn't even want to make our relationship public......"
The words were still in his ears, and Li Shenxi was silent again."
This, there was a reason at the beginning......
Shu Yao shook his head, "I don't want to hear your reasons, the past has passed, I just want to live the ...... now" She turned around and looked at Li Zheng on the bed, the most important thing is to let the child recover as soon as possible, not only that, but also to find the child who was lost at the beginning, almost everything revolves around the child.It's just that while she was thinking about this, Li Shenxi once again stretched out his arms from behind her and hugged her into his arms, leaning over her ear, his voice low, "Don't move, you listen to me-" Sensing her struggle, he hurriedly reminded him.With Shu Yao's cooperation, he gave up resistance, and heard his whisper in his ear, "You are not an ordinary woman, there are too many flashes of light on your body, even if you can't speak at the beginning, you are an unknown little mute, but you still can't block the light on your body." ”She is smart and wise, kind and simple, cautious, careful and methodical, her appearance and temperament and beauty coexist, and there are too many advantages on her body."
I didn't dislike you at the beginning, I just wanted to keep you firmly by my side and possess you alone!"
The deep voice whispered in her ear, and the warm breath invaded her earlobe, itching feeling, and some heart swaying.Li Shenxi looked into her eyes, the black was amazing, faintly rippling, the thin lips and fat smile were just right, and there was an intriguing feeling, in an instant, Shu Yao felt that his heart was beating a little stalled, and the heat on his face rose uncontrollably."
This explanation ......"
Shu Yao smiled slightly, quickly dodged from his arms, and subconsciously took a deep breath, "It's all over, I don't want to pursue it anymore......"
Turning around, she looked at Li Zheng on the bed again, holding the child's little hand, "Zheng'er, mom will bring my sister over tomorrow, okay?"
She's your own sister!
”There is also a younger brother.It's just that his whereabouts are still unknown.Thinking of this, Shu Yao hesitated, looked at Li Shenxi, and after thinking about it, he still opened his mouth, "That, there is something, I want to talk to you alone." ”"About what?"
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He noticed the seriousness of her face, and seemed to guess the seriousness of the matter."
About ......"
Shu Yao was just about to speak, but the door of the ward was pushed open at this moment.Han Cailing walked in, looked at the two people in the room, and said with a little embarrassment, "Aunt asked me to come over to see Shenxi, but I didn't expect Shu Yao to be here!"
”Hearing her say this, Shu Yao was a little embarrassed."
Shenxi, you're fine, then I'll go first!"
Han Cailing said that she wanted to leave, but she didn't turn around.Shu Yao sighed helplessly, and could only say, "I'll come to see Zheng'er tomorrow, it's too late, there are still two children at home!"
I'll go back first!
”She took her coat and looked out, but she didn't notice the slight change on the face of the stunned child on the hospital bed behind her.