Chapter 530 is really heart-piercing!
Shu Yao stood at the door of the room in a daze, originally full of complex emotions, but the moment he pushed the door open, his whole heart sank coldly.She has fantasized countless times about the picture of Zheng'er waking up, thinking that the child can recover his health and change back to his original cute and lively appearance.However, when this day really came, she realized that she was at a loss.In Shu Yao's impression, Zheng'er will always be the same as when she was a child, with a white and tender little face, lying in her arms, giggling, naughty little hands tugging at her clothes, tangling her hair, and from time to time her little head shrinking in the crook of her arm, rubbing in front of her......
Now, however, the child is eight years old and has grown up.She left the child for five years, and in many of his memories, this mother never appeared and existed.Before Zheng'er was still in a coma, when she faced the child, she was talking to herself by herself, and she could say all the thoughts she was full of, but now, the child has woken up and returned to normal thinking, what should she say?
And what to do?
Shu Yao is contradictory and hesitant.And the most difficult thing for her to accept is everything in the room.The originally neat and orderly room is now in a mess, and the floor is full of things thrown down by Li Zheng, vases are broken all over the floor, cups, books, pens......
Even his favorite computers were smashed by him at the moment, and they were messed up.And Li Zheng was sitting in the center of the room, in an electric wheelchair, and he turned around when he heard the sound of the door opening, and he was stunned the moment he saw Shu Yao.But the suffocation on Zheng'er's face was only short-lived, and it disappeared in an instant, and what came from it was anger, pain, and even complaining, he didn't look at Shu Jiao again, and said angrily, "Get out, you get out of here!"
”"Who let you in?
Are you here to taunt me?
I don't need it, Shu Yao, get out!
Get out of here!
”Li Zheng's roaring voice was not high, but his voice was loud, almost using all the strength of his body, and after roaring in one breath, his whole body trembled faintly with anger.Shu Yao stood there stunned, Mu Ne's eyes fell on his son not far away, the blood on his face faded in an instant, his chapped lips moved, and he couldn't say a word.There was no need for her to say anything, Li Shenxi walked straight in from behind, his gloomy eyes swept the room, and then a thin anger appeared on his handsome face, "Li Zheng, did I say it, what about when you make another mistake?"
”As he spoke, he stretched out his hand to pull Shu Yao, motioned for her to go out first, and said in a low voice, "It's okay, the child has a temper, I'll go over and talk about him, you go back to the room to rest first." ”Shu Yao didn't walk, didn't move, stood in place, looked at the little person in the wheelchair in the room, and his eyes turned red in an instant, "Why is Zheng'er in a wheelchair?"
”Her voice was trembling and slurred, almost unbelievable.Li Shenxi hurriedly said, "It's okay, his leg muscles haven't fully recovered, and he will be fine after a while." ”In a word, she was relieved, and then she held the man's arm and raised her eyes, "Let me say a few words to the child, I want to talk to Zheng'er alone." ”Li Shenxi's good-looking eyebrows immediately frowned, and he glanced at Li Zheng, and after staring at him coldly, he was still a little uneasy, and even wanted to refuse, Shu Yao saw through his gaze, and said first, "I am Zheng'er's mother, this child, I owe him five years, no matter what I do now, I don't care." ”"Shen Xi, if you don't want to snatch the child from me again, sooner or later you have to give me and the child a little time, let's talk alone, right?"
Her words have come to this, even if Li Shenxi wants to stop it, I'm afraid she won't be able to do it.He took a deep breath, and finally walked to Li Zheng's side, and lowered his voice as he leaned down, "Stinky boy, I warn you, she is her own mother, no matter how dissatisfied you are, coming at me has nothing to do with her!"
”Li Zheng didn't bother to look at him, but just turned his face away coldly and didn't answer.When Li Shenxi got up, he reached out and rubbed the child's head a little harder, and then turned to look at Shu Yao, "The child may be a little ...... for a while Little emotions, don't care, I'll wait for you outside, call me anytime if you have something. ”She nodded, and after Li Shenxi came out of the room, Shu Yao walked over and closed the door, and then she didn't rush to say anything, she just leaned over and lowered her head, and began to clean up the mess and mess all over the ground one by one.Put everything in order, leave the garbage and broken things on the ground, and let the babysitter clean it later.Li Zheng didn't look at her, but just watched her keep tidying up, and said a little impatiently, "You don't need to do this, show favor to me, right?"
Don't you think it's too late?
”Shu Jiao paused as he picked up the book, and he didn't raise his eyes, his dark face was a little more tired and complicated, and even his voice was a lot darker, "It's late, isn't it?"
”"Get out!
I don't want to see you!
”Li Zheng turned his wheelchair and went directly to the window, "By the way, take the little girl you gave birth to!"
I was upset when I saw her!
”Shu Yao's stiff face almost collapsed, endured the sharp pain in his heart, slowly stood up, and faced the direction of the child, "Xixi, she is your own sister......
"My sister?"
”Li Zheng suddenly sneered, "It's true that it's my own sister, but more, she is the child you raised by your side and given five years of maternal love!"
”Li Zheng's fierce fingers gripped the armrest of the wheelchair fiercely, gritting his teeth, "Shu Yao, I really can't figure it out, what do you think?"
You gave birth to me, and you left me, left me and my dad, and flew away alone, my dad and I both adapted to life without you, and you suddenly ran back again!
”"I also brought such a little girl, have you ever thought that you gave birth to the same child, when you gave that child maternal love, did you think about me?
Have you ever thought about having another child?
”The child questioned again and again, word by word, and the sound pierced Shu Yao's eardrum.Like a cold light sword, stabbing her heart full of holes!
She cried bitterly and closed her eyes, tears burst out of her eyes instantly, for a while, she tried to control her emotions, but looking at her son, in the end, there was only one sentence, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault......"
The child is too young, in his world, he needs a father, and a mother, and he needs a complete family, and in his childhood memories, Shu Yao's departure completely destroyed this family.For the time being, he can't understand Shu Yao's original approach and original intention, the world of adults, grievances and disputes, and intrigues are unimaginable to children, and he can't be blamed for this.Shu Yao didn't want to explain so much to the child, the only thing she wanted to do was apologize."
I know you hate me, and you hate me, Zheng'er, no matter how much I say, I can't get your forgiveness right away, but I just ask you a little, hate me, but don't hurt yourself."
Shu Jiao's eyes have been staring at the child's arm on the armrest of the wheelchair, and there are scratches on it, bright red and dazzling, which should have been accidentally scratched when he smashed something.She wanted to walk over, gently stroke her son's cheek, gently hold the child into her arms, and then pick up the child's injured little hand, wipe and bandage it little by little.But Shu Jiao walked over, and the outstretched hand stopped when it touched the resentful gaze of the child's eyes.The arm hung in the air, stagnated for a few seconds, and finally fell weakly to her side, she looked down at the child, "You are my first child, at the beginning, when I gave birth to you, I ......"
She was a little speechless, choked for a while, and it took a long time to control it, "I was not very healthy at that time, you may also know, I was a dumb person at that time, and many people did not recommend that I want you, but I firmly believe that my child must be healthy and the best, sure enough, you ...... after birth" did not let her continue at all, Li Zheng interrupted impatiently, "Enough, is it useful to say this?"
Does saying this change the fact that you left me for five years?
Can you make up for your choice to abandon your husband and children in the first place?
”It's really sharp enough.Every sentence was like a sharp sword, stabbing into Shu Yao's heart.