Chapter 533 I hurt her too deeply Shen Xi put down the swrit in his arms, coaxed a few words softly, then turned around and pushed Li Zheng's wheelchair, and took the child directly out of the entrance and went to the backyard.As soon as the father and son left, they stopped crying immediately.Originally, it didn't hurt very much to fall, but she turned around and threw herself back into Shu Yao's arms, "Mom, why doesn't my brother like me?"
”Shu Jiao's heart was full of complexity, and she was even more in a heavy mood when she watched the scene just now.Zheng'er, this child, is very similar to Li Shenxi, and I don't know if there will be conflicts between their father and son......
She caressed her daughter's little face and whispered, "You like my brother very much?"
”Xi Xi hesitated, but he still couldn't hold back, and nodded, "I like to have an older brother, but my brother doesn't like me......"
Shu Yao sighed helplessly, "Xixi, my brother likes you, he is your own brother, it's only temporary, he will hurt your sister very much in the future." ”Xi Xi was a little incredulous, and looked at her mother in disbelief, "Really?
”She nodded, held the child's little head, leaned over and kissed her on the cheek, thinking of the seizure when she quit the drug before, she almost saw it and lost it, how scared the two children were at that time, she thought about it a little, and felt scared.If you let the children see it again......
Will it cast a shadow on their young minds?
Thinking of this, she immediately had an idea, and looked at the daughter in her arms hesitantly, but before she could say anything, she suddenly said, "Mom, are you feeling better?"
Uncle said that you were sick before, it seems to be very sick, and he won't let us quarrel with you......"
Shu Yao's heart hurt, and he hurriedly looked at his daughter and said, "Mom is indeed sick, but it's okay, it's going to get better soon, awkward, Mom will tell you something, okay?"
”"Hmm!"
He tilted his little head and put on a posture of listening carefully.The conversation between mother and daughter here is very harmonious, warm and beautiful, while the father and son on the other side are very different.Li Shenxi pushed Li Zheng directly to the backyard, stopped beside the rockery, paced a few steps, and leaned on the stone altar on the side at will, lit a cigarette, and with the smoke slowly overflowing, the low and dumb words came one after another, "Why do you want this?"
”Li Zheng was slightly stunned, he wanted to control the wheelchair to leave, but the movement stopped unnaturally.Li Shenxi looked at his son, frowning, "You weren't like this before, although you never said anything, but when you watched others pick up from school, when your mother came to pick them up, and when you watched other children throw themselves into your mother's arms, you locked yourself in the room every time, and Dad knew at that time that you were thinking about your mother, right?"
”"You want your mother, and you need your mother very much, that's why you're disgusted, you don't really hate her, you just can't accept that she has occupied your mother's love alone for five years, you are jealous, resentful, am I right?"
Li Shenxi didn't want to say it to an eight-year-old child so directly, but he felt that this child was more mature than he realized, and if he didn't spread it out, he would never understand."
Do you really want her to leave?
You don't want to, you just want to be willful, make trouble, attract her attention, cause her guilt, and then watch her blame herself in front of you, uncomfortable, and you will be happy, but is this really the case?
”Li Zheng couldn't listen to it at all, his stubborn little face was full of unwillingness and unwillingness, and he gritted his teeth angrily, "Don't say it again!"
”"I'm right, you want a mother, especially this woman, she is your biological mother, you care about her more than anyone else!"
Otherwise, I wouldn't have been discharged from the hospital, and I wouldn't have to live here if I didn't live there!
He just wants to get close to Shu Yao, get close to this mother, and want to arouse the importance and care she has in her heart!
Li Shenxi flicked the cigarette ash, his gloomy gaze was like a laser sword, and swept straight towards the child, "Since you care about her, why do you want to hurt her?"
Or do you think it's okay for you to hurt just because she owes you something?
”This kid, in terms of real temperament, is too similar to Li Shenxi.Since he was a child, he has been dictatorial, domineering and strong, and no one can stop him from what he believes.He likes to play football, and he always breaks his leg while training, and he has to keep going until he wins that game.He wanted to practice riding and archery, but because he was too young, Li Shenxi was always reluctant, just let him ride a foal to get used to it, but the kid didn't agree, and took advantage of his unpreparedness to ride an adult tall horse, even if he was injured, he didn't hesitate.There are too many such things.He refuses to admit defeat everywhere, as long as he identifies something, he must definitely do it, and he must do it better and beat others.And the people he cares about, he naturally thinks that he can hurt at will, as long as he is not hurt by others.At this point, how similar it is to Li Shenxi back then!
How many years of transformation and painful experience do we need to understand this truth?
He looked helplessly at the son in front of him who was too similar to himself, and his frowning eyebrows were deeper and heavier, "Don't be like this again, your mother owed you before, it's not her fault, it's your father's fault, she won't leave you again in the future, she will hurt you at the same time, she will also love you, she has always been the most important woman in your life." ”Li Shenxi put out the cigarette with his hand, and walked towards the child when he got up, "Also, she has been in poor health recently, you have grown up, stop messing around, you care about her, just accept her!"
”"Accept?"
Li Zheng seemed to hear a very funny word, and couldn't help but pull his lips and laugh, and as his eyes suddenly sank, he retorted one after another, "Why?
”Li Shenxi closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, a piece of yin owl was cold, and the edge was surging, "Not for anything, just because she is your own mother, if it wasn't for her repeated insistence, according to my temperament, you wouldn't have been born, you would have died in the blood in the operating room!"
”Li Zheng, the "......" man leaned down, propped his hands on his wheelchair, and stared at the child with cold eyes, "It doesn't matter if you don't understand, but you listen carefully to me, everything back then was my fault, I forced your mother away, I hurt her too much, and she will leave!"
”"Also, the reason why you were born, you can grow so big, you can see this wonderful world, you can enjoy everything now, all of this, all of this is thanks to your mother, without her, you really ......
I've gotten rid of it a long time ago!
”Li Zheng, "......"
He is indeed more mature than children of the same age, so he almost understands what Li Shenxi said.It's just that the more I listen to it, the more I feel that something is wrong?
He thought about it, then raised his eyebrows and looked at Li Shenxi, "Then I should thank you for not killing back then?"
”Li Shenxi's eyes sank, "You stinky boy, why can't I understand with you?"
”He is now discovering more and more that this child is a little enemy, no matter how arrogant and cold your temperament is, no matter how ruthless your methods are, when you meet your own flesh and blood, there is really, there is no other way!
can only watch him angry, and he is helpless.Just when he was a little angry and full of hesitation, Shu Yao came.She walked out of the door of the backyard, put on a thin coat, and walked straight to the father and son, there was no extra emotion on her delicate face, she just glanced at Li Shenxi, and said, "You go get busy first, I'll have a few words with Zheng'er." ”Li Shenxi sighed weakly, this kid, he is out of line, I hope Shu Yao can tell him to open up!
As soon as he was about to leave, Li Zheng immediately controlled the wheelchair to leave, but was stopped by Shu Jiao's quick eyes.Li Zheng looked at her stunned, and his face was not very good-looking, "Let go!"
I have nothing to talk about with you!
”Shu Yao looked at him calmly, not only did not let go, but also directly pushed the wheelchair to the rockery, found two stones, fixed the wheels of his wheelchair, and saved the child to run again.In this regard, Li Zheng was speechless, so he could only raise his head and say angrily, "What are you going to do?"
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