Chapter 845: Because I Love You!"
Why?"
Li Shenxi was very interested, and seemed to be unsatisfied with this topic.Shu Yao's gradually sinking face did not dispel his curiosity, hugged her tightly, and spoke again, "Obviously I used to be a bastard, what I have said, what I have done, I ......"
He himself couldn't go on, and after a little thought, he couldn't forgive himself, but at that time, Shu Yao was really able to be coaxed by him, and he willingly gave birth to one child after another for him.Shu Yao didn't want to explore this topic, but when he mentioned it again and again, it was like holding a sharp knife, poking the scar on her heart little by little.She closed her eyes impatiently and took a deep breath, "Why don't you continue?"
”Li Shenxi's deep dark eyes moved, and his slightly embarrassed handsome face was at a loss, and it was obviously too late to intercept or bypass the topic at this time.Shu Yao's face completely darkened, and he coldly brushed away his big hand, moved around and deliberately distanced himself from him, and stared at him with cold eyes, "Actually, I think it's good to lose my memory." ”Forgetting the past, without all the memories of the past, and forgetting everything and everything that he said and did in the past.can live freely, without being burdened by the past, without suffering from harm, and without being confused by the troubles of the past.If there really was a drug, or a machine, that regularly deleted memory programs from the human brain, then many people would be grateful for this invention.It's a pity that life is accompanied by bitterness and joy, because there are memories, there will be pain, and there will be joy, because of this setting that cannot be changed, and the endless variables, it constitutes the bittersweet and sour taste of life."
But since I regained my memory, I remember everything you have said and done, Li Shenxi, even if you don't deliberately remind me, I remember it."
Her eyes narrowed, and a cold beam of light rose in response, "Why did I forgive you so easily?"
”Shu Yao moved away from the sickbed, got up and poured himself a glass of water, looked at the clean liquid in the cup, drank two sips, and continued, "You once said that I didn't even have the qualifications to be a chicken, but what was the result?
You, a woman who is not even as good as a chicken, gave birth to one child after another, and now you are still chasing me and pestering me to live or die. ”Don't slap your face?
Li Shenxi's handsome face was gloomy, and he couldn't say a word.He probably shouldn't have brought up this topic, but when he brought it up, he was ultimately embarrassed."
The reason why I forgave and accepted you again and again was because of love."
Shu Yao said bluntly and unabashedly.Li Shenxi was stunned, some were touched by her frankness and direct touch, and some were stunned by her gentle reaction, and the whole person looked at her a little blankly, for a moment.Shu Yao thought about it for a while, and then said, "Because I have liked you since I was a child, you are the first man I fell in love with." ”It seems to be the last one.But she deliberately didn't say this.I don't want to show him my sincerity now, nor do I want to explain anything in the past, but I just have a feeling that I once had, and I explain it in a relieved way, that's all.Love is a wonderful thing.In life, the person you fall in love with for the first time will be immortal and unforgettable.No matter whether that person is a good person or a bad person, even if he is a veritable scumbag, even if everyone shakes their heads and denies it, they still can't change the firm position of that person in their hearts.That's the truth, the iron-like truth, strange and ironic.Because I love him, I know that it is just a marriage between two families, but I don't care about choosing to marry, I know that he is wrong, I know that he is hurting himself, but I still want to use the simplest and most fiery heart to heat this stone.Like a moth to a fire, even if you know it's wrong, you have to try.This is love, there is no specific truth to talk about, and there is no in-depth philosophy to explore, falling in love is falling in love, even if it will never recover, even if you know that it is wrong, but you also want to be desperate.Whether it is a man or a woman, once the heart is moved, once the love is loved, then they will lose themselves, they may all be happy, or they may be unrecognizable.But if you don't try it, who knows what the outcome will be?"
At that time, I was too young, and I was too naïve and simple, I just thought that because of love, so I tolerated everything, and I always felt that you were still a very good man, and you wouldn't be so bastard, how to say it?
Maybe it was in the eyes of the lover at that time!
”Shu Yao's faint, gentle words were like flowing water, and speaking in such a casual tone made Li Shenxi only feel a burst of scalp tingling."
It's over anyway, is there anything else you'd like to ask?"
She asked.Li Shenxi subconsciously shook his head again and again, what else could he ask?
Obviously he is the party at fault, and then ask and poke her scar again, do you think that the relationship between the two is too close now, or do you think that this relationship is not good enough, and even think that Shu Yao can really forget the past and get back together with herself?"
Since there is no more to ask, let's rest!"
Shu Jiao said, turned around and walked with a water cup to turn off the light, only the night light in the room, a little light abruptly, smudged everything around him.She also returned to the couch, removed the computer, made a room, lay down and closed her eyes, but feeling a little uncomfortable, she rolled over again and covered her coat.Li Shenxi looked in her direction silently, and his hesitant voice was low, "It's uncomfortable to sleep on the sofa, come here!"
”"Come, I'll sleep with you in my arms."
As he spoke, he tried to get out of bed.And Shu Yao obviously turned his back to his direction, but he seemed to hear the movement behind him, guessed what the man was going to do, and opened his mouth, "Don't come here." ”Li Shenxi's body stiffened suddenly, and then he heard her say, "You are injured, take a good rest." ”He moved his deep eyes slightly embarrassed, and looked at her back slowly, "I can rest, but you can't sleep on the sofa either, why don't we change it?"
”Let her sleep on the sofa all night, how could he bear it?
Shu Yao simply sat up directly, and glanced at him coldly, in the dark, the man's excellent handsome face was like a bright star, always so dazzling.Her impatient beautiful eyes narrowed slightly, "Then I'll go next door and sleep with Wanwan, you have a good rest." ”After speaking, she didn't give Li Shenxi any time to think, and directly took her coat and turned around and stepped out of the ward.In the next ward, I rested with Mo Wanwan for a few hours, it was dawn outside, and after a night of hard work, naturally I didn't feel much sleep, and very early in the morning, several people woke up.Jiang Jisheng's side also ended the infusion, as long as the wound is treated well, it will be fine if it is not wet or tired, and Li Shenxi's side, because of the cracked ribs, although the doctor has done treatment and fixation, but it is still necessary to recuperate, and it is recommended to stay in the hospital for a few more days.Therefore, Shu Yao was ready to stay for two more days, first, to facilitate Li Shenxi to recuperate, and secondly, because of the explosion in Wenyuan, although there was no surveillance video nearby, they were also eyewitnesses, and they should cooperate to make a record, and maybe they could find out some news.All the plans are very good, Jiang Jisheng will not return to D City for the time being, so he naturally wants to stay for the time being, and Mo Wanwan accompanies Shu Yao to go out to inquire about the news.And this is just a plan, and when it really wants to be implemented, it is interrupted by unexpected events.Shu Yao and Mo Wanwan were about to leave the hospital and go to the nearby police station to inquire about last night's explosion, and while cooperating with the investigation, they could also inquire about whether there were any casualties.And before the two of them could leave, they received a call from Lin Mobai."
Shu Yao, I'm sorry, it was my negligence that Lin'er's condition has deteriorated!"
The other party's words made Shu Yao's heart that had just been soothed a little tightened, and the whole person was like being struck by lightning, and he was shocked as if the blood coagulated all over his body, and he spread inch by inch and froze in place.