Chapter 868: Do You Hate Me That Way?
After Shu Yao lay down, she turned off the table lamp next to her, and as the room fell into darkness, she also closed her eyes.Of course, she won't really sleep, although she is very tired, but she has not reached the point of sleeping in the bed, and besides, there is a hungry wolf, how can she not be doubly vigilant.But if you don't sleep, you have to pretend to be asleep, and you have to control your breathing, because the breathing of people who are asleep is gentle and light, and it will not fluctuate and change like when you are usually awake.She lay on her side, always carefully aware of everything behind her, there was no movement, An Jiayan didn't seem to want to do anything, or didn't want to do anything for the time being, he just sat back in the rocking chair like that, motionless, not even a sound.The continuous silence, I don't know how long it has been, Shu Yao always feels that it is like centuries long, what such a confrontation will be in exchange, she doesn't know, and she can't predict.Just when Shu Jiao's frightened heart was galloping and roaring, she felt movement from behind, and the man seemed to get up, and after a while, she felt the bed sinking, and one after another, the quilt was pulled, and An Jiayan also lay down sideways.He didn't deliberately get close to her, not even to help her.An Jiayan just lay down sideways next to the other side of the bed.Shu Yao didn't move, he didn't move at all, they were so deadlocked with each other, like a war, and like a game, the enemy didn't move, I didn't move, but the human body couldn't compete with physiology, unconsciously, Shu Yao was really a little sleepy.During this time, she was imprisoned in the villa with Mo Wanwan every day, although the environment was acceptable, it was still equivalent to being in the enemy camp, how could she really sleep peacefully.At this time, she was really sleepy, but she still fought hard and tried not to sleep.I don't know how long it lasted, it seems that it has been the second half of the night, and there is no movement on An Jiayan's side, Shu Jiao has been lying sideways, and she feels that half of her body is numb, but she doesn't dare to move, for fear that a little action of her own will awaken a certain beastly heart of a man, and she must be very careful.It was almost dawn, around dawn, An Jiayan finally heard movement here, he got up, and then turned sideways to tuck the quilt for her, "Sleep well." ”After a few light words, he got up, and then there was a sound of footsteps, and the door opened and closed, and he walked quietly.Shu Yao also got up and sat up after a while, and saw that the room was no longer empty, so he breathed a sigh of relief, and the whole person lay down again with a weak body, and before he knew it, he really fell asleep.When I woke up again, it seemed that it had been more than ten hours later, and the thickened curtains reflected the sunlight outside, brilliant and warm.Shu Yao rubbed his eyes in a sleepy manner, moved slightly, and took the lead in smelling a burst of the man's unique fragrance and tobacco smell, mixed together, not unpleasant, and even a strange sense of temptation.It's just that this feeling makes her ......
Shu Jiao looked at it after realizing it, and then noticed that she didn't know when, she actually pillowed on the man's lap, she reacted, and hurriedly struggled to get up, but was controlled by An Jiayan to lie down again, difficult to move."
Do you want to leave me like that?"
His deep voice was a little magnetic, with his lowered eyes, deep as the sea, his eyebrows were slightly frowned, and a trace of melancholy was also lightly dyed on the excellent outline, "Are you afraid of me, or hate me?"
Or is it because of him?
”The person in An Jiayan's mouth is referring to Li Shenxi.Shu Yao took a deep breath helplessly, at this time he was already sleepy, and his cold eyes were cold, but after thinking about it for a few seconds, he still gave a positive response, "I hate more!"
”"Hate me for what?"
He asked rhetorically, his hand gently brushing the hair on her cheek, "Hate me for tampering with your memories?"
Or do you hate me for sending you back to City A to meet him and fall in love with him again, or do you hate me for manipulating you and him now?
”Shu Yao frowned impatiently, "I hate why you didn't kill me in the first place, and I hate why you murdered my son!"
”An Jiayan sighed, "Li Lin's child is very special, whether you believe it or not, such a child is definitely not as simple as genetic inheritance, I saw me in this child." ”"Qingqing, I can give this child a better environment, and I can also train him to be a better person, let him follow me and take over everything from me in the future, isn't it?"
He moved his hand to hold her cheek, "It's been so long, you can't see that I am stronger than Li Shenxi in any aspect, and in all aspects, Li Lin is the wisest to follow me." ”"Let him be like you?
When you grow up, you do all kinds of evil, for the sake of the purpose, you don't break your hands, you are consumed with interests, you go around to trap others for fun, you hunt the rich people of the upper class, you break up one family after another, force others to commit suicide, and then be a demon for yourself, is that so?
”Shu Jiao argued with reason.In a few words, she said that An Jiayan did not speak at all.In the interval when he chose to be silent, Shu Yao also took the opportunity to struggle out of his arms, and sat up directly, because it was a little cold in the room, so he had to be wrapped in a hug."
Is that what you see of me?"
An Jiayan asked rhetorically, turning sideways to look at her again, "Do you think everything I did was done voluntarily by me?"
”Of course not!
Many times, in many ways, An Jiayan is also a victim.There were many things that he didn't want, he was cultivated by Pei Yujie single-handedly, raised like a domesticated animal and beast, many things, he can do things like that, more than half of them are forced to be helpless.At the beginning of a person, whether the nature is good or the sex is evil, it takes a process, so the influence of the original family is very important, and the adoptive mother quietly uses the best love to make him understand that he wants to be a kind and good person.But unfortunately, the influence of this infection did not last long.This is also the reason why An Jiayan still has a trace of reason and humanity in his heart, which comes from his former adoptive mother, and most of the evil comes from his adoptive father Pei Yujie.For Pei Yujie, he hated it deeply.But what's more?
It is obviously that he hates this person, hates this person, and even wants to break away from him and get rid of the shackles in eternal life, but he still wants to live like him in the dark.That's what An Jiayan is."
Do you think I really like the feeling of being in control and playing tricks on people?
Qingqing, I always thought that you should be the one who understands me best, but it seems that I was wrong. ”An Jiayan sighed slightly, then got up and went straight out.He left the room and closed the door again, as if the two were completely separated, and Shu Yao was also at this moment, like a rubber band that was suddenly relaxed, and the whole person relaxed.Doesn't she understand An Jiayan?
No, she understood.If she really didn't understand, then she wouldn't have chosen to stay with him for more than two years since she washed away her memory, even if it was impossible, she would choose to find an opportunity and wait for the opportunity to escape away.She understands that it may not be An Jiayan who is wrong, but the demonic environment that has long been out of him, and Pei Yujie, the deceased true devil, but this is before.After Pei Yujie passed away, after An Jiayan took over and controlled all of him, he continued to insist on adhering to the past, and once it was bad to the end, this was his own choice, no one forced him, it was just an excuse for him to choose to do something wrong!
In that case, why should Shu Yao understand him again?
He is already a heinous bad person, there is no possibility of redemption, and there is no cure, the only thing she has to do is to try to extend the time for Li Shenxi, because she believes in him, he will definitely come to save himself!
Definitely!