Idols as an icon, the truth about them is never absolute, but relative.There are ups and downs in the entertainment industry, wave after wave, the splash is stirred up and then falls back into the water, and the undercurrents under the water surface continue to stop.If you can't change this ecology on your own, you can only do your best and survive better.Song Yixiang went crazy at the review meeting after the matter subsided.The big truth was also taught, the detailed analysis was also done, the future cake was painted, and he persuaded him to persuade him again, and finally he dropped his book, took a breath and sat down and pointed directly at Zhou Nanyu: "Do you have anything else to say?"
”In fact, Zhou Nanyu has chosen the best way to deal with it from the moment he was besieged, he has always let him worry about it, and it is not his fault that he was photographed this time.Afterwards, Song Yixiang cooperated with everything he said, did not make trouble, and said nothing, which made people lose their temper quickly.It should be regarded as a lesson for the eldest young master who walked out of the umbrella, Song Yixiang thought.Until Zhou Nanyu solemnly said to everyone: "I'm sorry." ”"It's useless to say 'I'm sorry,' but I do owe you an apology.""
And thank you.It's been so hard to worry about this kind of thing for so long. ”"I'm sorry."
Song Yixiang looked at Zhou Nanyu's face that only wrote tired and apologetic, and the next sentence "Then what is the relationship between you and your little brother now" was stunned and didn't ask.Chu Xiaofei couldn't listen to it anymore, he hurriedly rounded the field, "Brother Nan's Weibo fans have risen, his temperament kills dogs, and he is blowing about his boyfriend's high strength, and it's not all ......"
Before he finished speaking, Bei He and Gu Hui kicked him left and right.It's not all bad, either......
Is it?
Zhou Nanyu's eyes are flat, his tone is as usual, he will come to the company on time to report, and complete all the things he needs to do.Soon after the National Day, the group will start touring, and their schedule will be scheduled until the end of the year, and everyone will have the same goal, at least to draw a complete end to the year, and also to draw a good end to AB5.No one noticed the abnormality because Zhou Nanyu was acting too normal.He seems to be unaffected by the containment incident in the slightest, and is even described as textbook calm within XE.All the work is progressing step by step, and then there is a short break in front of the National Day holiday.Then, starting on October 2, Zhou Nanyu disappeared.Chu Xiaofei's parents went to the United States to visit his sister on vacation, so he didn't go back to Yidu, playing games and writing songs in the dormitory, and he was idle.When it came to the statutory long holiday, the streets of the capital Weicheng were more empty than before, he drove out for a few laps, endured not going to Yushan, turned around and drove to Zhou Nanyu's house, wanting to talk to this brother about life.Now that Si Lai has returned to Italy, Zhou Nanyu is not in the dormitory and is at home - he should feel so, just like when he asked Zhou Nanyu and Si Lai how they were in their twenties, Zhou Nanyu said lightly that it was okay, and he felt that the two of them had just started a transnational relationship.As a result, Zhou Nanyu didn't reply to his message, didn't answer his phone, and when he arrived at his house, Yang Donghua was puzzled: "Nannan left three days ago." ”"Isn't there a temporary job?""
Ah......
Right. ”Chu Xiaofei squeezed out a smile, "I misremembered the time."
It's okay, happy National Day Auntie. ”As soon as he turned around, he began to feel that something was wrong.It's not surprising that there is work on National Day, and Beihe is still in the crew to follow the schedule to make up the shots.But what can Zhou Nanyu do not go home for three days, Chu Xiaofei's brain opened up in an instant, and he said in his heart that he couldn't go to Italy for love, right?
If you think about it carefully, it's unlikely, whoever is photographed cheating and tearing up again can't save it.He didn't dare to look for Song Yixiang, so he asked around the bush from the others.No one knows where Zhou Nanyu is.The next evening, Zhou Nanyu was still out of touch, and Chu Xiaofei became anxious."
For the first time in more than a decade of knowing him, I think he's worrisome."
Chu Xiaofei said with a headache, "Is it my problem?"
Concern is chaos?
”"Not your problem......
It's day four?
”Bei He on the other end of the phone paused for a moment and said softly, "Are you sure he and Si Lai are okay?"
”“…… I'm not sure?
”Chu Xiaofei stretched out his head and looked at the dark house in front of him, the lights in the courtyard were turned off, the door to the brilliant Venice was closed, and it looked lifeless in the night.The last time he saw it was when he sent Silai back.Wang Silai, whether he was radiant or silent, also left a deep impression on him, a bystander.It was not difficult for him to remember the picture of their farewell here, and like Zhou Nanyu, Silai said to him thank you, and apologize.He also said - here I have nothing to lose."
Holy!"
Chu Xiaofei exclaimed, "Oh no, I misunderstood, they may have really broken up......
What to do?
”Beihe couldn't discuss it with him.A little later, Zhou Nanyu replied.Simply say: It's okay, don't worry.Chu Xiaofei immediately called over, and the opposite side had been turned off.- The next time I saw Zhou Nanyu was on the night of October 7.On the last day of the holiday, the members all went back to the dormitory, Zhou Jing was also there, Song Yixiang might come over to check the post at any time, Chu Xiaofei and Beihe hid on the balcony to blow the wind."
Tomorrow will go back to work, what if he doesn't come back tonight?"
Chu Xiaofei looked helpless, "Call the police?"
Has the bloody drama finally come this far?
Can you be nicer to me, a tool man?
”Beihe leaned on the railing and looked into the distance, "Wait a little longer......
"This day is windy, there are no clouds in the sky, the sun is setting, and the blue-black sky is gradually dominating, high and wide.There are a few stars in the sky that people can't reach, and there are lights on the ground that people can't grasp.Beihe stretched out his hand, and the night wind slipped through his fingers."
Actually, I asked Qi Chen."
He whispered, "If you want to say whose words are more valuable for reference, it is Qi Chen."
I asked him what he thought Zhou Nan would be doing at this time, and Qi Chen said-don't worry. ”Chu Xiaofei rolled his eyes, "He also told me this sentence himself." ”"Well, Qi Chen said that Zhou Nan may need to be quiet alone for a few days, so Bacheng is alone in a hotel, he just doesn't want to talk and doesn't want to see people, tonight, tomorrow morning at the latest, he should be back......
I just don't understand, why did they break up?
”Beihe asked Chu Xiaofei, "You won't break up just because you were photographed, right?"
Because of transnational?
”- Because of an absurd, thirty-day limit.And because they happened to be too right.Chu Xiaofei sighed.He sent a sentence to Zhou Nanyu without hope: Zhou Nanyu, where are you?
After a while, Zhou Nanyu returned to him a hotel location, and a room number, and asked the front desk for the room card.When Chu Xiaofei drove to the hotel, the last rays of the setting sun disappeared.He glanced at the room number and smiled dumbly, this person is good, he is not bad for himself, the top suite on the seventy-seventh floor of the World Trade Hotel, four thousand five a night.And when Chu Xiaofei saw Zhou Nanyu, he knew that Zhou Nanyu chose here because of the height.As soon as the door opened, he was thrown against the wall.The windows of the suites were wide open, and the wind blew through the halls.The glass rattled with the sound of the air current.Even though it had been ventilated in advance, the air still smelled of tobacco.The heavy blackout curtains wavy and the outer layer of tulle raised, and Zhou Nanyu stood between the two, overlooking the bright and extinguished lights of Weicheng.Chu Xiaofei was stunned and closed the door.The light from the hallway disappeared, and the suite was pitch black, only the world outside the floor-to-ceiling windows was bright.It's so high that the main road of the second ring road of the capital is like a thin line of ants, so high that it seems to be really close to the sky.The navigation lights on the roof of the building opposite were red, and the wind swept through the sound of flights from the south.But no matter how tall a person is, he can't catch the stars and the wings.Slowly closing the window, he was still trapped here.Chu Xiaofei stood in the dark for a while and turned on the light.Although he had done a good job of psychological construction, and Zhou Nanyu's appearance was not very bad, when the other party turned around and looked at him, Chu Xiaofei was still shocked.Just because Zhou Nanyu looks too normal.He faces him as if facing the camera, standing very straight, without a trace of wrinkles on his black shirt, without stubble, with clear ears and eyes, like the most handsome and flawless sculpture, calmly bearing thousands of love or scrutiny.But it shouldn't be like that.Chu Xiaofei walked a few steps forward and walked in front of him, he needed to change his monologue: Chu Xiaofei had known Zhou Nanyu for more than ten years, and it was the first time he felt so heartache.Because he could see a transparent shell, which had many openings, and when facing those close to him, when facing Venice, which had already gone away, there was light to fall into, and vivid breath to spit out.But now the shell is closed again, airtight.No matter how loud the window opens, no matter how loud the wind blows, it is useless.Chu Xiaofei opened his mouth, "......
You okay?
”After asking, he knew that he had said nonsense again.This is Zhou Nanyu - anything is good, anything can be done, and everything is fine.Chu Xiaofei got angry when he thought of this, but before he could say anything, Zhou Nanyu spoke up.If you look closely, his eyes are red, not navigation lights, just a little dark red in the black."
I'm not good
.
"- On December 30, 2019, the penultimate day of the year, AB5's winter tour came to an end after a round trip from Asia to Weicheng.And the night before, the entertainment industry stirred up a wave of public opinion because of this combination.Officially, the creation of five individual studios was announced simply and clearly.The future direction is already obvious, Li Qi'an will release a second solo album in the spring of next year, and slowly transform into a pure singer.Gu Hui will rest for a period of time because of a back injury, and a close dancer friend revealed that after that, he will open his own dance club, from the front of the stage to the behind-the-scenes choreography, he may not be dancing for long, but he can continue to perform his dance through the next generation of idols.Because of the martial arts film he participated in last year, Beihe attracted attention in the entertainment industry, and in the new campus movie released in December, the supporting roles he played were likable, and his popularity was even equal to that of the protagonist, which made many filmmakers throw invitations to him.Everyone couldn't guess what Chu Xiaofei was going to do.His attitude towards the entertainment industry has always been tepid, but several songs in Li Qi'an's solo album were written by him, and everyone guessed that he would write songs when he wanted to make music, and if he didn't want to write it, Master Chu didn't lack this bite to eat.And what about Zhou Nanyu.MAYPARK officially announced that Zhou Nanyu became the spokesperson of MAYPARK Greater China.This is just the starting point.Five people renovate the road ahead and are about to start the next leg of their journey.AB5's internal momentum is insufficient, and the company has long had a tendency to give resources to the junior group, so combined with the situation of the members, it is already the best choice to fly solo without disbanding.But not all reasonable options will be accepted.The online debate continued, and the offline audience was full.The final concert is about to start, and the new VCR is playing on the big screen.The long shot pulled over the faces of the five people in the practice room, and finally closed in front of Beihe and Li Qi'an.The two gentle-looking teenagers smiled at the camera together, and said one by one: "The New Year is coming, I hope everyone is happy."
I also hope that the last song of the year will convey some of my heart to you. ”"Whether it's past, present, or future......"
"It's the choice of the five of us.""
So, don't quarrel, don't be sad."
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In the infield, the ceiling was shaken by the screams, Chu Xiaofei sorted out the headset line for Beihe, and sighed, "Who wrote this script or did you think of it yourself?"
”"I think so, everybody says OK......
It's over, Qi Chen just said that Qi Mei will start crying from now on, what to do, I'm also a little sad. ”Li Qi'an: "Huh!
Me too!
Boom!
”Chu Xiaofei pressed his two little heads and pushed them to the standing point of the lifting platform.The lights of the whole audience were extinguished, and the aqua blue cheering lights were connected into a sea.Chu Xiaofei swallowed his throat, as the most heartless person, he actually began to feel sad.Thirty seconds into the countdown, he looked to the left, and Zhou Nanyu was standing next to him.Chu Xiaofei's heart moved, and he suddenly wanted to confess to him at this time."
Brother Nan.""
Hmm.""
The person who first proposed to Uncle Xiang to fly solo......
Actually, it's me. ”"I know.""
You know?""
Guessed."
Zhou Nanyu's dark eyes looked at him, "You just said it for everyone, there's nothing wrong with it." ”You are braver than all of us.The three-hour concert, all the lyrics, the position, all like a program engraved in the body, step by step, one by one, completely to the end, they are admired by thousands of people in the spotlight, and the people in the camera are forever young.Finally, there was a solo of five people, Chu Xiaofei walked down from the piano and handed the microphone to Zhou Nanyu.Zhou Nanyu was still dressed in black, and the pure white light fell, softening his silhouette.Hardness and gentleness found the best balance in him, he set up the microphone, adjusted the height, and then sat on the steps of the stage with the guitar in his arms, moving unhurriedly, giving him just the right amount of cushioning for two minutes, allowing the screams to fade and the scene to be quiet.He flicked the microphone, and a deep voice rolled through the water."
Hey, can you hear me?"
It's like testing a microphone, and it's like an opening statement about who you're talking to.The people who were familiar with him in the audience were all shocked, for fear that he would learn the plot in the idol drama and suddenly come up on the last day, regardless of it, in front of thousands of people, let the whole world go crazy with him.Then he whispered again, "Can you hear me?"
”There was a wave of responses from the audience, and they heard it.Zhou Nanyu nodded, lowered his eyes, and plucked the strings.
“Hey，slowitdownWhatdoyouwantfrommeWhatdoyouwantfromme.”
I was scared.Maybe there was a time when I gave up on myself.So now that we're like this, what do you want me to do?
What do you want me to do?
Obviously, baby you are beautiful.There's nothing wrong with you.It's me, I'm always quirky.Thank you for loving me because your love is so perfect.Maybe in the past, I'll want to let you go.I won't try again, I think you're the one who can save me.Don't give up on me, I'm trying to figure it out.Please don't give up on me, I won't let you down again.I used to be confused, and now I only need a second to breathe again, so stay with me.
“Iwon'tletyoudown.”- It's the New Year in the blink of an eye.In front of the Duomo in Milan, the lights are lit up, and hundreds of people count the countdown to the new year.Fireworks burst into the sky, lovers exchanged kisses, and friends they hadn't seen each other in a long time embraced.But this is still a no-man's land for one of the people who are embraced.He blew a breath that only he could hear.Bang, it's the sound of fireworks exploding.It was like a moth that should no longer exist in the world, flapping its wings and flying towards the flames."
Happy New Year."
He blinked and whispered into the distance.The author has something to say: credit: "Whatyawantfromme" (Acousticversion) - Adam Lambert lyrics were written in Chinese translation, and not a word was changed.I unilaterally announced that this is the repertoire of Nan Lai's life.Chapter 32 Fool Silai woke up with a headache that looked like it was about to crack, and it felt like someone had hit his head with a steel rod.He sat up with his arms propped up, his gaze scanning the white ward, and finally landing on the eye of the needle on the back of his hand.Every vein and nerve in his brain seemed to tremble with pain, which seriously affected his thinking.What's wrong with me?
The memory of the last time he closed his eyes was completely blank, and Silai couldn't remember what he had done to get him into the hospital.He could barely remember that he had drunk alcohol - it was nothing special to him, could it be that he had really fought with someone, and his head was wounded and his memory was fragmented?
As soon as the nurse came in, she saw him covering his forehead."
Hey, you're awake, how are you feeling?""
Headache......
Why am I here?
”The nurse checked his condition, and after confirming that he was okay, she crossed her hands on her hips and smiled without distress at all, "You must know that when people who have been admitted to the hospital for the same reason as you wake up, nine out of ten will ask, 'Why am I here?'
’God, can you be kind to yourselves?
”Silly blinked innocently."
Then let me change the question, who sent me?""
I'll see.Gavin Moretti, I remember him, he's so sexy. ”Silai's face sank.…… Is it really because of the fight?
The nurse was obviously mistaken, and she joked, "I happened to be on duty when he carried you into the emergency room, and you scared him......
Oh, he's coming, let's talk.Discharge procedures are done on the second floor. ”The tall Latino youth appeared at the door of the hospital room, and the nurse did not forget to throw a wink at him when she left, but Gavin ignored her, and a pair of eagle eyes were firmly locked on Silai's body.Silai sneered."
I'm sorry to disappoint you, I'm not dead yet."
Unlike usual, Gavin didn't sneer and sneered back.He sat down directly on the edge of the bed, and the raindrops on his coat that had not yet soaked into the fabric were all sprinkled on the bed."
Kingsley, I've never thought you'd be so stupid before.""
Huh?""
If I come to you a day later, you'll probably die at home, alcoholism?
Do you have a problem drinking so much alcohol at home alone?
And your test report shows that you are healthy, so you take painkillers as sugar?
What's wrong with you?
”Silai was stunned by his questioning.He slowly digested a few key words, "......
Alcoholism?
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I?
”He thought for a moment and chuckled under his breath."
Wow, that's a new experience.""
You're still laughing?""
Really, I'm just curious what it's like to be drunk."
Si Lai's words were light, and Gavin seemed to be angry with him.He gritted his teeth and said, "Then what are you doing with so many painkillers?"
”"I ......
What the hell is going on with you?
What are you looking for me for?
”Gavin cleared his breath and pulled two envelopes from his coat pocket and threw them into his arms.Silai dismantled one, and the lace Phnom Penh wedding invitation showed a corner and was stuffed back by him."
Okay, I see, you can get out."
Silai reached out to grab his phone on the bedside table.On November 7, 2019 at 4PM, there were several unread messages from Renata's group chat, as well as two emails from professors.He got out of bed, found his original clothes in the closet, and smelled them in disgust, a smell of wine.Gavin didn't roll, he watched him change his clothes, his gaze resting on his snow-white back for a moment."
So, you broke up with your Chinese boyfriend?"
Silai's back paused.He didn't throw the gown in his face with a backhand, he didn't grab anything and point it at his nose to tell him to get out of here, even if Gavin punched him for his life.He was just stunned for a moment, then unhurriedly put away his things and walked up to him."
yes.But......"
Silai gave him a sweet smile."
Gavin, don't fall in love with me."
I have a curse on me.In the November drizzle of Venice, Silai stepped off the boat and hurried in the direction of home.The gloomy weather has been three days in a row, and there are almost no tourists on the road.Rain is completely unwelcome in Venice, and he is not the only one who does not like it, and the people in the streets are complaining, but don't let it rain, it will be flooded again.Silai brought a few pots of flowers and plants from the front yard into the house, and as soon as he entered the door, there was a strong smell of alcohol.There were a bunch of bottles and cans on the marble dining table, and Silai counted them, and they were not too scary.He kicked open the aspirin box on the carpet, opened the window, and went up to the third floor to take a hot shower.The memory came back a little.He remembered his unfinished homework, Lexi's message, Gavin's stunned face.He wrapped himself in a bath towel and stuffed his clothes into the washing machine, paused halfway through, and slowly pulled the two envelopes out of his pocket.He thought about throwing it away, but he didn't throw it away after thinking about it for a long time.It was impossible to see, so Si Lai casually threw the envelope aside, turned his head upside down and continued to sleep.A little later, Silai was woken up hungry.He went upstairs top-heavy to forage for food, digging half of what he felt like was still edible from the fridge and stuffing it into the microwave.- It won't go on like this.Silai self-reflected, and he is not rushing to set a deadline, how can he live like this.It's all because it's raining.He searched for a long time before finding the computer under a blanket.After a brief tidying up, he also found four or five aspirin pills scattered everywhere.He took out the medicine box and put them away, the anti-inflammatory drugs and cotton swabs in the medicine box silently stared at him, the microwave beeched, and his heart throbbed violently.The sharp pain spreads in all directions, spreading densely and densely, all over the blood vessels and nerves, and then slowly dulls and becomes less obvious.But Silai knew it still existed, and always would be.He closed the medicine box and stuffed it into the cupboard, remembering the silly question Gavin asked: Why take painkillers?
Nonsense.Of course, I ate it because it hurt.Silai nibbles on pizza while reading the professor's email.The professor praised his Gift, which was not unusual, but the other party liked it so much that he wanted it to participate in a student art exhibition in Milan in December, so he wrote an email to ask him if he would like to go, and if he didn't, he would talk to him in person next time.With the professor's stubbornness, Silai knew he would keep babbling until he agreed.If it's just a painting, he doesn't care at all.But if you want him to stand next to the painting like a junior high school student waiting for the awards, and answer the 100,000 whys of the judges and the audience, he is 100,000 unwilling.What he wants to convey is never what he can't say.Of course, he could make up the sky, but he couldn't make up the Gift that he painted intermittently when he was groggy.Follow Miss Nurse's instructions: he should be kind to himself.He didn't want to reminisce about how he felt when he painted it.Silai started replying to emails, and without a few words, Lexi's phone came.Although he had protested to her many times, and he had to call every three days to check on the post, it was undeniable that his friend's voice was timely and added life to this immersive night."
I'm still alive, Mom, what do you command?"
Lexi chuckled, "Baby, have you had dinner?"
”"Eaten, pizza, creamy mushroom flavor.""
Okay.
Let's ...... now" was noisy on the other end of the line, the car horn was loud, and Lexi increased his volume in the night breeze."
We've just arrived in Rome and we're walking out of the central station, oh my god it's too crowded.""
Beware of thieves.Say hello to Rose on my behalf. ”"Greetings Sley.So, baby, what are you doing?
”"Reply to the professor's email.""
He asked me if I wanted to go to the art exhibition in Milan in December. ”"Don't say you refused.""
It's only half written if you say no, what?""
What a great opportunity?
You should go out for a walk, and your friends in Milan—" "They're busy, they haven't been in touch for a long time. ”Silai interrupted her, although she knew her worries and good intentions, but, "Mommy, with all due respect, can you just have fun when you go out on a trip, don't call me in three days, I'll really be fine." ”At most, it's just a one-night trip to the hospital, "You make me feel like a waste who can't take care of myself." ”"I'm sorry, I just ......"
"I know."
Silai softened his voice and sighed softly, "I'll be fine, I promise you." ”"Okay, I'll cut down on your harassment.But you should go to Milan.Go with the will of God, isn't that what you often say?
Try something new, you need something new, or it's good to meet again after a long absence—don't rush to say no, are you some coward?
”"Oh no, you're a fool."
Lexi said unceremoniously.Silai couldn't raise his temper with her."
Alright, I'll think about it, bye-bye."
Milan.Si Lai hung up the phone, looked at the unfinished email on the computer screen, moved the cursor, and cut to the photo album.There are tens of thousands of photos in Milan in the photo album that I haven't deliberately flipped through for a long time, and he rarely appears alone, on the pitch, in the classroom, in front of the tavern, and the huddled faces in the photos are stored in the softest place in his heart.After parting ways with them, Milan became his regret, but it will also always be a symbol of beauty.Flipping through the phone's address book, Silai's gaze crossed over the names.Lexi is right, coward, a simple greeting can't be sent.After hesitating for a long time, he clicked on one of the names.His classmate, friend, and roommate, he was the longest-known of the brothers.He sent a message: Hey, Jerry, how are you doing?
God, that's stupid.I didn't reply for a long time.Silai tossed his phone aside, thinking that he might indeed be a fool.Jerry's call came in close to midnight.Silai slept for too long and was worrying about how to spend the night, when the "Jeri." on the screen lit up, and he was stunned for a long time, nervously picking it up."
I thought I was busy, who is this, KingsleyNelo, you finally remember me?"
“……”“Hello？
Sley？
…… Speak!
”Listening to the familiar voice, memories tumbled out of Silai's groggy mind.Those years of their unbridled and noisy seem to be just yesterday.He never lost them.It took Silai a long time to squeeze out of his throat, "Jerry, are you busy?"
”"I have a few clothes on hand to change, I am busy, I still have time to talk to you on the phone, how are you, are you still in Venice?""
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Well, I graduated at the end of the year.""
Okay, let's go back to Milan.""......" was silent for a few seconds, and then a roar came from the other end of the phone."
Kingsley, you!
I thought our friendship was stuck in ins comments, you have been avoiding us for so long, have you finally figured it out!!
Give me the speed to get back to Milan, nothing else, I always want to see each other!!
I have to see you this year, do you hear?
”The irascible old brother in the impression was even more irritable after work, and Silai was yelled at for the second time today.To say that many of his swearing slang words in the past were learned from the other party, he subconsciously wanted to yell back, but the tip of his tongue to his throat and chest all came up with a sweet and sour, almost making him burst into tears.In order not to look so unconfident, Si Lai snorted, "I'm just a greeting, what are you excited about."
You get busy first, and then I might go in December. ”Glancing at the email lying in the draft box but not sending, Silai moved his finger, the cursor stopped on the delete button, and slowly clicked on Jerry's loud voice in his ear.In the following week, Lexi didn't call him much more, but his friends in Milan began to call him in turn, urging him to meet in Milan after small talk.The sounds were effective in relieving his pain.There were times when he woke up in a nightmare and subconsciously went looking for an aspirin, or at night he wandered alone in an empty house for a long time, and before he knew it, there was an empty wine bottle in front of him, and the phone ringing would suddenly bring him back to consciousness from the chaos.Some people also touched on the cause of his illness and asked if it was really too normal to have a relationship with him now.He said that he did, but they broke up last month, which is also not a surprising answer.The other party asked him to moveon, he smiled and said, I have seen it, I mentioned the breakup, and I haven't shed a single tear.The other party is the senior who once told him "You are too pessimistic".There was a pause on the other end of the earpiece, and then he said, "Come and reinvent yourself, Silai." ”But that's who I am.Silai thought stubbornly.Even the people I love the most can't cure me.They were separated.On November 22, two months apart, twice as long as they had been together, but twice as long as they had been.The shadow of that man is everywhere.It's really scary.They knew each other in Venice, so much so that the sea of Venice, the squares and streets of Venice, and the house, from the sofa to the bedroom, from the umbrella to the drawing paper to the medicine box and suitcase, all had his breath remaining.The wind could not blow away, the rain could not be extinguished, and there was a light kiss on the forehead in Silai's dreams day after day, just as they had said goodbye.He did get his wish and locked up the love that would not deteriorate for thirty days, but the after-effects were too big for him to imagine.The breakup was neatly divided, there was no buffer at all, and he still can't accept falling asleep alone and waking up alone.He couldn't accept that he was drunk on his birthday, and seven hours away, couldn't say I want you to be happy to him.Missing a person is like losing a rib.Daddy, I know what it's like.
-One morning, when Silai woke up and rummaged through the cabinets to look for aspirin, he saw the two envelopes that had fallen on the floor.If something could interrupt him to take useless medicine, he would continue to do it, even if it was something he was too lazy to look at.In the first envelope was a wedding invitation, John Moretti and Catherine Orsini, the wedding had taken place three days earlier, it didn't matter, he couldn't have gone anyway.Inside the second envelope was a handwritten letter.Si Lai glanced at it coldly, then slowly moved his gaze to the beginning, and sat on the edge of the bed and read it word by word.DearSley: I'm getting married.I knew you wouldn't be in attendance, so I didn't have a chance to meet you, and now I'm communicating what I want to say in this way.I've been watching you, and I think you know that.I'm worried about your recent situation.Through a few clues, I have a guess, and whether it's right or not, it's time for you to know some facts.Your father probably didn't tell you that I wanted to run away.I packed everything and was ready to go on a wandering trip with him, but he said I shouldn't give up what I had in Italy for him.He thought I would regret it.He said to separate, and I said yes.I never doubted that he loved me, but I didn't think he loved me enough.