Zhou Nanyu didn't echo his smile, of course, he was not hostile, he nodded slightly to say hello, his eyes were not shocked, polite and detached."
It's up to you which club you want to go to, I won't reimburse you anyway, I'm sure you remember that I said I wasn't allowed to bring anyone back."
Slepi answered Jerry's question with a non-smiling smile, then pulled the car door open and sat in, ignoring him.When Zhou Nanyu also sat back in the car, Silai got straight to the point, "He is my colleague."
And the assistant Susanna, I turned the previously empty third floor into a studio, two rooms, just right. ”"Hmm."
Silai observed his face to make sure there was no misunderstanding or suspicion in those eyes, and instead muttered, "Just, 'Huh'?"
”Zhou Nanyu laughed lightly."
Do you want me to care or not?"
There's really no need to care.Silai turned his face away, and said in his heart that this person really has nothing to do with the emotional faction, and only he can do this kind of thing by eating flying vinegar.After a while, Zhou Nanyu asked: "Guest room, second floor?"
”"No, on the third floor.There are also two rooms on the third floor. ”Silai replied honestly.Realizing something, his voice immediately softened.“…… The room you stayed in hasn't been touched. ”Literally untouched.Not to mention that guests will not be allowed to live again, and people will not be allowed to step in, even the cleaning is done by Silai himself.Zhou Nanyu hummed again.After a moment of silence, Silai looked at the sunset, and the nervousness before the meeting and the excitement during the meeting gradually subsided, spreading out and becoming reassuring.He asked softly, "Where are you taking me?"
”"Dinner."
Zhou Nanyu didn't mean to explain, and Si Lai guessed while waiting for his surprise.As a result, he didn't see any restaurants with unique scenery or on the list, so Zhou Nanyu drove into a high-rise apartment complex in the east of the city, parked in the underground parking spaces owned by the residents, and then elevator up to the 19th floor."
This is, you ......"
"My family."
Zhou Nanyu opened the door, and a not spacious but exquisite and clean room was displayed in front of Silai.Modern minimalist style decoration, open kitchen, one living room and two bedrooms, a huge floor-to-ceiling window to the nearby downtown area into the view.The view from here and the view from Silai's residence away from the city were completely different styles, and he was sure that the place where Zhou Nanyu and his parents used to live was also in the suburbs."
I have to say, it's a bit unexpected to me, it's more like the type Chu Xiaofei likes......"
"Why?""
I thought you liked a quieter place.""
It's not noisy here."
Because the floor is high, you can see far away, you can see a large sunset in the evening, the road is connected with the city light belt, the lights of thousands of homes are bright and extinguished, there are planes crossing overhead, not far from the noisy city, and the sky seems to be a little closer.Silai stood by the floor-to-ceiling window for a moment and understood why he lived here alone.Zhou Nanyu put a glass of orange juice on the dining table, then rolled up his sleeves, stood by the sink and began to clean the ingredients.Silai, a house of less than 100 square meters, was visited in two minutes, and most of it was spent in Zhou Nanyu's bedroom—he didn't mean to target this place, but ......
On the wall of Zhou Nanyu's bedroom, facing the bed, there is a painting.The frame is new, and there is no dust on the glass.The canoe is moored on the edge of St.
Mark's Square with the sea at dusk in Venice in the background.At the end of the canoe is a small line in English: Kingsley.July2019Silai looked at the painting for a long time, then lowered his eyes and smiled shallowly.He went back to the living room, "Want to help?"
”"No, you don't."
It's totally treating him as a guest.Silai was able to sit in the high chair and admire the side face of his ex-boyfriend, and the top superior man made him want to/have sex with him immediately even if he washed a lettuce leaf.Abstain from sex for as long as you want to break up, Silai made up some radical pictures in his brain at an inopportune time, and then secretly resented that he was taken by Jerry.Of course it is impossible to do/love.He is more open to his ideas about sexuality and is not limited to established relationships, but it is clear that neither he nor Zhou Nanyu wants to turn their unestablished relationships into friends.Because once you break the vows, you can't stop them once or twice.It also feels good to start with innocent steps like two middle school students.Silai held his orange juice in his hand, and naturally found the starting point of small talk: "Who has been here?"
”"Xiaofei, Qi Chen, Chen Jian."
Zhou Nanyu counted these names carefully, and then added a sentence lightly, "Zhang Yi came, but I didn't let him in." ”Silai chuckled, "It seems that the relationship between you and your brother has eased a lot.Why don't you let your little henchman in, isn't he your assistant?
”"Photographers, to be exact.""
I know he came to me when LFS ended.""
You refused.""
He came to you to complain?"
Zhang Yi ......
He likes you a lot.Usually he rarely shows an obsession with others. ”"I think he's obsessed with you."
Zhou Nanyu turned to look at him, and when he saw Si Lai holding his chin and his eyebrows and eyes crooked, he turned around and continued to cut his potatoes."
I looked it up.A young genius photographer, he really did a good job.You poached him from MAYPARK, and Coral didn't settle accounts with you?
”"Slaughtered a few meals, it's okay.""
After all, you're one of the faces of MAYPARK.""
Not really.""
I was poured a lot of money at the celebration banquet last night.You're actually drinking now?
”Zhou Nanyu didn't speak, Si Lai snorted, "There is a smell of alcohol in your car, although there is only a little bit left, but I am very sensitive to the taste of alcohol." ”The chopsticks hit the dishes with a crisp sound, and Zhou Nanyu brought two plates of cold dishes to him.Hot and sour kelp shreds, cold fungus, are all appetizers.Then he took a bottle of wine from the cabinet and placed it on the table."
What about you.Why quit?
”Silai moved his lips.“…… It's just that I suddenly feel like I've drunk enough. ”The beef had been simmering for a while, Zhou Nanyu poured the potatoes into it, tasted the saltiness of the pork rib soup again, and then rushed his hand and came to sit down opposite Silai.Si Lai couldn't avoid his serious, even serious gaze, and looked at him hard, but he didn't expect his most weak part to be put on the table in the next second."
I went to Venice in September and met your brother."
This title is really unfamiliar, Si Lai was stunned for a moment, and then his eyes widened, "Gavin?
GavinMoretti？！
”"First of all, that dog is not my brother, and secondly, no matter what he is—" The blackness in Zhou Nanyu's eyes locked firmly on him."
Alcoholism, is it real?"
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Silly shut up.After a long moment, he lowered his head, "I didn't mean to......
I didn't know what my maximum alcohol limit was. ”"Silai.""
Not anymore.I've quit. ”"No need to overkill.You love wine and drink it when you want to.Here you can call Chen Jian, Xiaofei, your 'colleague'. ”"And me."
Zhou Nanyu whispered, "But don't be alone." ”Zhou Nanyu's attitude was more gentle than he imagined.Silai's eyelashes trembled, and he raised his eyes to look at him again, obviously these were things that Zhou Nanyu had spent time digesting.At this time, his eyes were calm, and he didn't feel too much distress to make Silai feel that he was too weak.It's necessary: they need to talk openly about their past without each other."
What else did he say?""
Say you're back home.""
So you knew you were going to meet me before LFS?""
I don't know.Chen Jian didn't tell me. ”"She didn't tell me either......
Well, surprise.""
There is no difference."
Zhou Nanyu said softly, "I'll find you sooner or later." ”Perhaps.Silai was noncommittal.Preferably so."
Speaking of LFS, do you remember that Lee, in order to humiliate him, I plan to participate in the CFDC next spring, Chu Xiaofei won't mind, right?
I think he and Miss Jia are, acquaintances?
”"I also searched for Miss Jia's news, a veritable eldest lady, and ......"
"Escape marriage."
Zhou Nanyu snorted, "Xiaofei is here." ”If Chu Xiaofei knew that a big drama that caused such a big battle in all directions at that time would be summed up by Zhou Nanyu in a few words, I really don't know whether to thank or protest."
Someone wanted to sneak Beihe before, and it had something to do with her.Afterward......
I didn't ask too much, just let it be. ”"Alas~~ It sounds like dog blood."
It's bloody, and that's another story.Silai blinked and joked, "I think she'll like you better." ”Zhou Nanyu didn't speak.“…… Right?
”Zhou Nanyu got up and fired, and Silai pouted.Forget it, is there one more who covets Zhou Nanyu?
It is better to say that while more people favor Zhou Nanyu, Silai is also faintly pleased.Because such a person, the first love, the first kiss, the first night, are all his, even if the person who is by Zhou Nanyu's side in the end is not him, then what he has is enough for him to be proud of.But it would be better if he was his throughout.Si Lai stared at Zhou Nanyu's busy back, habitually pessimistic, habitually assuming the worst scenario to comfort himself, but then he couldn't deny that this time he was really really expecting: it would be good if there was forever.Zhou Nanyu suddenly turned around, grabbed a small half piece of beef, blew it, and lowered his head to his mouth."
Taste it."
Silai took a bite and sighed, the saltiness was just right, and it was particularly delicious.The evaluation was already written on his face, Zhou Nanyu didn't ask again, and turned back to get his oyster sauce lettuce.Silai shook his leg and swallowed the beef, warming up from his throat to his stomach.What if there is?
He thought silently.Chapter 42 In the future, following the sour and hot kelp shreds and cold fungus, Silai has successively put potato stewed beef, stir-fried shrimp, oyster sauce lettuce, and winter melon pork rib soup in front of Silai.That's more than enough for a dinner for two.In the past, when Zhou Nanyu first lived in Silai's house, Silai was in charge of cooking, mostly Western food, and he would cook a lot as soon as he made it, and he excitedly moved all his skills out.Zhou Nanyu is not a picky eater, he is very face-saving, he tries to empty the plate at every meal, and then takes over the kitchen after Silai can't come up with new tricks and replaces him to cook some home-cooked food.It's not a chef's style, but it's also delicious, and the nutrition is balanced, just like what Silai is looking at at at this time.They once shared firewood, rice, oil and salt, even if that period of life was very short and long apart, Silai still remembered the taste of that time with a few chopsticks.The first sip was very moving, the second was nostalgia, and the third sip was back at ease.Lexi told him: When you can recall the past with a calm mind, then you will truly be freed from it.At that time, Silai was still in the midst of serious sequelae of the breakup, and mentioning the slightest thing related to Zhou Nanyu would blow up.Of course he didn't understand, he stubbornly thought, I don't want to be liberated, I have to remember.And at this moment, Si Lai suddenly understood that the past is just the past, and the good and bad of the past stop at the other side of time and space, and will not deteriorate, and he doesn't have to coat every frame of memory with a layer of pain.The sauce lid into the tip of his tongue, his taste buds fluttered with satisfaction, and at this moment the taste he tasted melted away the shell of time.Si Lai looked at Zhou Nanyu, who still didn't like to talk during the meal, and realized the other party's intention: Zhou Nanyu did this on purpose.Talking about what he said before, cooking the dishes he had eaten before, not only to make him unbearable to refuse, but also to let him go of the past - although the result was not good, but every day in the process, I was happy.You don't owe me, I don't owe you.We were separated only because we weren't ready at that time.It's okay, now we're sharing the same table of dinner face to face.So you should settle your old suspicions with yourself.In silence, Zhou Nanyu added these words to each dish, Silai tasted it little by little, drew nutrients and calories from it, and filled his stomach to his whole body with blood, and finally filled his whole heart.Zhou Nanyu is very sober, and he has been healing the scars about the two of them in his own way.Silai is also grateful that he has a smart brain that can analyze the other party's mind.Seeing the benefits in the future, they are tacit enough, there are no contradictions, misunderstandings, quarrels, suspicions, hysteria, and some are just suffering from gains and losses because they love each other too much, and they are not confident enough.Except for one separation, their relationship can still be called perfect.…… God, he, Kingsley, has learned to "think about the good".Silai couldn't help but laugh."
What's wrong?"
Zhou Nanyu looked at his soft forehead, and his voice was gentle.Silai winked at him and muttered, "No, I'm just ......"
I just think you're amazing.Worthy of the man I have taken a fancy to Kingsley."
I'm just thinking, I used to eat the food you cooked, and I didn't exercise after eating, I gained a lot of weight at that time, was it fun to raise pigs?"
Zhou Nanyu was stunned for a moment, obviously not expecting Si Lai to mention the past so lightly.Silai didn't expect that he could.He smiled slyly at Zhou Nanyu.Isn't that what you want?
I'll do whatever you want."
In return, I'd like to give you a taste of my newly developed pizza roasting method another day......
Christmas?
How about Christmas. ”Zhou Nanyu took his empty bowl and filled him with soup."
Okay, if it's not busy.""
Is there a plan for the end of the year?""
I might have to go out, I'll ask Chen Jian tomorrow."
Silai sighed.Since Zhou Nanyu's debut, many important festivals have been dedicated to the national audience, and it doesn't seem to be much easier after the transformation.At this time, Zhou Nanyu said, "My contract with XE expires in September this year. ”"Huh?
Did you cancel the contract?
”If the contract is terminated, AB5 will really cease to exist."
It's changed.After two years, I'm still not going to be able to leave.When I'm completely free......"
Zhou Nanyu's gaze tightened Silai's heart.- Do you want your own?
On the night of the reunion, Zhou Nanyu asked him a question, but Silai had not answered it properly.Future.He never had a serious conversation with anyone about the future.His father is deceased, his mother gives him financial freedom, and his friends have always felt that he is independent enough not to interfere with his choices, and as a result, the first person to talk to him about his future is his ideal lover.He asked him what he thought, and wanted to think about him in the future.Zhou Nanyu paused, and asked in a different way: "You came back this time, not just for LFS." ”"Hmm.""
I've heard about your results in Milan.Why come back?
”"Listen to whom?
Coral？
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She must ......
"Silai." ”Silai pursed his lips and replied honestly, "I don't know, I just want to come back." ”This answer sounds perfunctory, but it is true, Zhou Nanyu actually accepted this statement."
There's an opportunity anywhere, it's up to you.""
I have a few drafts to draw, and then I have CFDC to prepare.By the way, my dad's junior wanted to hold an art exhibition, and I promised to help......
There are a lot of things to do, and they won't be idle until next summer. ”Most importantly, "Canoe, I can do it together in China and Italy." ”"If you have the resources you need, find Chen Jian, she will be happy to help you.""
Got it, I will."
Zhou Nanyu hummed and got up to clean up the dishes and chopsticks.He said he wouldn't force him, and he really got to the point.But he only needs this, and the road to the future suddenly becomes clear in Silai's heart: the life they want should not only be love.Accomplish one thing at a time, and then continue to expand and plan - accumulate enough capital to include your lover in your life.This is the future.This is something that they didn't have before the breakup.Silai felt like he had figured it out.Zhou Nanyu put the dishes and chopsticks in the dishwasher, sent the unfinished dishes to the refrigerator, and came back after tidying up, Silai was still sitting there, staring at him.Unlike the eyes that kept dodging a few nights ago, Si Lai at this time was relieved, and there were a lot more determined things in his eyes.He seemed to have something to say, so Zhou Nanyu poured two glasses of warm water, sat down across from him, and listened.Silai moved his lips.He wanted to say thank you, and he thanked him for all sorts of reasons.The same must be sorry for the same thanks, even if you can let go of the separation at that time now, the breakup was mentioned by him, he has 10,000 words of sorry, but Zhou Nanyu definitely doesn't like to hear it.He also wanted to say......
If you wait for me any longer, I don't think it will take long, and when I can really completely overturn my previous "disbelief", I will rush to you as soon as possible.There were so many things he wanted to say, but all the monologues were uniformly transformed into three words until the last moment, the most vulgar, the most boring, but the heaviest, the most precious: I love you."
I ......"
"Huh?"
I love you.I love you.I love you.When this sentence gushed out, Silai even sweated on his palms, and his fingers were tangled together.What happens if you grit your teeth and say it?
It was about to be the most incredible thing he had ever done in his twenty-five years of life.Zhou Nanyu would be happy, he really wanted to convey it to him loudly: "I-" The voice stuck in the second syllable, and then disappeared into the air.Silai sighed, and reluctantly took out the vibrating mobile phone from his pocket.Caller ID Lexi, this meeting is really familiar.Si Lai glared at his best friend's name, and said in his heart that you had better have something important this time.He thought about it, didn't hang up the phone or answered, and said to Zhou Nanyu instead, "It's not early, I'm going home." ”"You don't have to send me, I want to walk by myself."
Zhou Nanyu didn't insist, "Okay, I'll send you downstairs." ”Zhou Nanyu sent him to the side gate of the community and told him about the surrounding traffic routes.Si Lai made a rough note and planned to drive around by himself when he had nothing to do one day.Two streets away is the commercial center, Silai looked at the brightly lit office buildings and said goodbye to Zhou Nanyu."
Then I'll go.""
Well, tell me when you get home.""
Good~" People come and go around, traffic is busy, and everything is endless.Si Lai looked at Zhou Nanyu, his eyes were the blackest, his heart was the softest, and his eyebrows and eyes were the most handsome.It was the first time he said goodbye to him in such a good mood, and he was not too reluctant, because he knew that they would definitely meet again.Silai turned around and muttered the words I love you.Step by step, and then hope that one day in the future, he can tell him in person.Walking up the main road, Silai plugged in the headphone cable and called Lexi back.She would be relieved to know how he was feeling right now, and he was a little eager to share the fact that he had really been cured little by little.The phone rang a few times before it was answered, and his tone was full of pleasure."
I'm sorry, I was just at Zhou Nan's house, and he asked me to dinner......
Where are you?
”The breathing on the other end of the phone was so light that it was easily drowned out by the bus that drove into the station.How noisy the world is, how thin the sound is on the other side of the earpiece.Si Lai held his mobile phone, his pace became slower and slower, and finally stopped behind the bulletin board at the station, and the whole person trembled in the night wind for a long time, and then slowly squatted down."
Rose is gone."
Lexi said.Shepassedaway."
Our last stop was Japan, and we planned to surprise you with China, but she couldn't hold on.""
She recorded a lot of CDs, for me, for you, and for her friends.I'll bring it to everyone at the funeral, and let me know if you can come.It's okay if you can't come, give me an address and I'll send it to you. ”"Silai, it's really okay.I didn't mean to say anything, or what I needed you to do for me, I just felt like I should tell you now, and she wouldn't let me say it before. ”“Hereweare…… finally.”"
We've been around the world for the last two years, and we've had a great time, and really, I'm grateful for supporting us in doing that in the first place.I remember all the money you called me quietly, and I will return it to you little by little in the future, and I am not allowed to refuse to accept it. ”"I went back to the U.S. after the funeral, and my aunt introduced me to a job that I wanted to try.""
Silai?
Are you listening?
”“…… I'm listening. ”Slay squeezed a dry voice out of his throat, and he called out to Lexi, but didn't know what to say next.All his strong friends have said have already been said, and he is always having a hard time speaking.He couldn't continue what he had just wanted to say to her, that he had talked to him about the future, that he had almost said I love you.He couldn't bear to think that her lover on the other end of the phone had no future.Chapter 43: Hesley later does not remember when he came home that night.He only knew that when Zhou Nanyu's information lit up on the screen, he was still sitting at that station, the last train drove away in front of him, and someone kindly asked him if he needed help, and he was stunned and said thank you.This kind of thing......
Who can help whom, he can't help his beloved friend on the other side of the sea, and no one else can help him who has fallen into a nightmare here.They can only digest it on their own and stand up on their own.He eventually stood up.Si Lai's sore and numb legs moved to the side of the road and hailed a taxi home.It was close to twelve o'clock, and Jerry, who had not completely reversed the jet lag, was watching the ball game in the living room on the second floor, and was very surprised to see him, "I won't burn down your house if you weren't at home, why don't you sleep at Mr.
Zhou's, it's so late......"
Si Lai closed the door and locked it with a click.Twelve o'clock was not too late, and there had been many such nights before, in Renata, in his house, in Venice where they walked together.Lexi is the gentlest when he talks about Rose, and Silai is the most affectionate when he talks about his view of love, and then they look at each other and smile, and they get drunk.Later, Silai really got drunk and quit drinking.Rose is also gone.And the world is going on as usual, and the sun will rise eventually.Is time the gentlest or the cruelest?
On the second Sunday of November, it was already a week since the beginning of winter.Silai opened the curtains and saw that there was a white expanse outside, and thought it was snowing, but it turned out to be not.The autumn and winter air in Weicheng is dry, and the blue sky does not appear as often as in spring and summer, the fallen leaves are swept away, and the bare branches split the pale sky, and there is a gloom everywhere.It's really easy to feel burned out in winter.Silai was wearing a white sweater with thick and wide fabric, and the whole person was retracted into a leather chair like a hibernating bear.But he didn't get tired, he suddenly jumped up in the middle of the night five days ago, tossing and turning than drawing, he grabbed a little inspiration in the chaos like a life-saving straw.Jerry and Susanna saw his finished design the next morning: a long vermilion skirt with a straight neckline, high shoulder pads, cuffs tight, and crumples.The skirt is staggered in five layers, like an upside-down rose.At first glance, it looks very unrestrained, but after watching it for a long time, it feels dignified.It would be a stunning work if it was done well, but Silai said it would not be commercially available, and it was his last gift to his deceased friend.And now, with that skirt lying on the sewing machine, Susanna had just put away the last thread."
Silai, okay, can you take a look?""
Well, leave it alone, I'll go sleep for a while."
The time was too rushed, and they didn't compare the materials carefully, and they did their best.Silai walked back to his room top-heavy, and while fulfilling a wish, the pressure was empty, the sadness was empty, and he only felt tired.I slept until dark, and in the dim room, the mobile phone screen was dazzling.The pop-up windows are full of entertainment news, and Silai can even brush himself in the entries of the fashion circle.After LFS, quite a few people noticed him, and the comments were mostly amazed, and there were also a few caustic and disdainful voices.And Si Lai found that he didn't care about this anymore, and he didn't even pay close attention to the comments that seemed to associate him with Zhou Nanyu again.Whocares, he is no longer the person who would be afraid to be rushed to the center of public opinion.In this way, people's endurance is really stronger and stronger the more they practice.But how deep is the annual ring, the grave dies and the sick and decayed, Si Lai enters the destination to search for a flight, and prepares to go to the second funeral in his life.He looked at the itinerary and chose the plane at ten o'clock tomorrow morning.The location of the off-season is not tense, Silai's finger hung on the screen, hesitated for a while, and did not click it immediately.He clicked on the address book and dialed Zhou Nanyu's number."
Hey."
A deep voice rang in his ears, and Silai shrunk his neck and buried his face in the quilt.After closing his eyes, in the absolute darkness, he heard another voice, "Silai?
”"Zhou Nan, I ......"
"What's wrong?""
I'll go back to Venice tomorrow, and I think I'll have to tell you."
Zhou Nanyu didn't speak for a long time, and Si Lai laughed softly."
Scared?
Don't worry, I'm not going back......
I'm going to Rose's funeral. ”The name rolled between his lips, "Rose, do you remember her?"
”“…… Well. ”"Her illness was originally a state that could be delayed for a year would only be delayed for another year.Just because you've recovered well after surgery doesn't mean you're healthy again.Later, she said that she wanted to travel, and Lexi traveled the world with her......
Doesn't that sound dreamy?
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”"I got a call from Lexi and she said Rose had recorded a CD for me and I was ......
I also prepared gifts for her.I want to ......
""Go ahead." ”As soon as Zhou Nanyu's voice rang out, Silai's throat suddenly soured.His defense line is very low now, and he is really afraid that it will rain if his eyes are not careful."
Go ahead."
Zhou Nanyu said again, "When is the funeral?"
”"Next Thursday.""
Do you want me to accompany you?""......"
"If there is something tomorrow, you can leave the day after tomorrow.""
I-" "Don't be in a hurry to say that you can do it alone. ”Zhou Nanyu interrupted him.In the quiet room, you could hear their breaths intertwined, as if he were right next to the pillow.He whispered slowly in his ear, "You should tell me when you need me." ”Tell me, rely on me, and give me the opportunity to come to you.Silai was silent for a few moments.When he opened his eyes, it was still black, but this black was not safe enough, he wanted Zhou Nanyu, he wanted it very much, and he needed it more than usual.He moved his lips: "......
I need you. ”As thin as the sound of mosquitoes, Zhou Nanyu heard it."
Okay."
Coming right away.- Three days later, Venice.Zhou Nanyu didn't expect him to come to this water city again so soon, obviously, Si Lai didn't expect it either.The two of them boarded a boat together and sailed to the main island, where they were the only ones who were sincerely glad to be here.Walking in the midst of a group of travelers, Silai did not show any sadness.He stood calmly beside Zhou Nanyu and sighed at their suitcase: "We're back here again." ”It's not a restart, but it's the starting point......
It represents the coordinates of rebirth, death, and rebirth, and records the stories of many people, suspended above the sea.The day before the funeral, Silai took Zhou Nanyu to Lexi's house.Lexi and Rose, to be exact, the home of the two.The traces of living together will not disappear so quickly, the walls are full of photos, and it is easy to distinguish between the two types of clothing that are mixed together but have different styles - Lexi likes handsome tank tops and trousers, and Rose likes long skirts.The small, but cozy home is a little cluttered, with a psychology journal spread out on the desk and coffee bars falling on the carpet.There are two colors of hair embedded in the comb, and there are two water cups by the sink, one of which still has water beads on it, and the other waits on one side, ready for the owner to use.It's a pity she won't come back.The mere realization of this fact was heartbreaking, and before they could say anything, Silai jumped up and hugged Lexi.Lexi looked tired, but she was still smiling at Silly.She had been mentally prepared for a long time not to be as anxious as she was outside the operating room.The day finally came, and she didn't break down, but felt like something had been pulled out of her life and the ground was empty.Rose's last wish is written very clearly, and the same sentence is repeated many times in different words: she hopes that she can live well in the future.So Lexi cheered up, took care of the aftermath, and entertained friends who came to mourn, tenacious and chic, as before.Seeing Zhou Nanyu, Lexi was happier than both of them.She leaned into Silai's ear and said, "It's okay, at least one of the two of us will be happy."
Rose retrieved the CD that Rose had left her from Lexi, with ToKingsley written on the plastic case in marker, and RoseDavis.
The first thing Silly did when she got home was to find a roll of wide tape to seal it and preserve her handwriting as much as possible.She recorded what Silai didn't rush to listen to.The floor lamp was on, and Silai sat on the carpet on the couch, his fingers gently grinding the case of the CD.At this time, no one deliberately spoke, Zhou Nanyu put away the tableware he hastily threw in the pool, and then walked over and sat beside him.Silai took his hand and pillowed it, and after a while, he muttered, "Davis is Lexi's last name." ”The voice is soft and soft, like a fairy tale in a dream.He opened his eyes and saw Zhou Nanyu's particularly solemn face, pinched his fingers and smiled at him: "Don't worry......" and Zhou Nanyu didn't say yes, nor did he say that it didn't matter.Rose's last wish is to be buried at sea, so Lexi charters a small boat to complete it.On Thursday, more than two dozen people attended the funeral, and only five people were on board, including Silai, who stayed at the dock with others to watch them go.Si Lai dyed his hair back to full gold, changed into a black suit, and handed over all his vulnerabilities to Zhou Nanyu to hide.At this time, he walked firmly towards the old man, the sea and the sky were blue, the pure white daisies were swaying in the wind, the solemn black was in remembrance, and he was wearing a vermilion long skirt on his shoulders, bright and dazzling, and very public.Like the red roses on Lexi's shoulders and arms, blazing and intense.Silai held her hand.Disease gnaws at health, and eventually life dies, and the body is burned and turned into fine and dense white ash in their hands, but even if they are invincible to life, old age, sickness and death, love is never extinguished.Lexi threw her out into the sea."
Goodbye, I won't grow old again, beloved."
-Most of the people who leave the funeral have a wooden face, which is not a serious physical drain, but a mental burden that makes people tired.Silai stayed until the end, and wanted to stay with Lexi for a while, but was chased away by her.They all need to rest, Lexi, Silai, and Zhou Nanyu.