Just like this, I kept the person I liked by my side, even if I just looked at it and felt happy and satisfied, but I never thought that my every move was turning the person who liked me into another golden elm in the bush.I wandered around this, and I took the blame on that heart, so that the care, like, and companionship that I consumed recklessly would slowly disappear. ”The birds I love are angry, the birds that love me have abandoned me, and I have become what I used to be, and no one has rescued me or rejoiced.Some things will only be cherished if they are lost, my oriole will not come back, and no one in this world will accompany me through the cold wind, cold snow, and hot summer, far away.If I can give him a chance to be resurrected, I will definitely protect that light and tell him that when you come to this world, it is not I who light you up, but you yourself become hope.I will continue to wait day and night, whether he wants to fly back or not, I know that only patience will lead to miracles.Also, I really like you, I recognize myself completely, I only like you, come back early, in this world, only we can depend on each other. ”Buzzed twice, the text message came in just in time, and the shaking thumb happened to be opened."
Xiao Shen, Du Tingwei is not suitable for me, but it is also not suitable for you, we are not people of the same world, we can't survive together, the relationship between the three of us should get back on track, Xiao Shen, we should face up to this messy relationship, come back, you like me and I belong to you completely, let's be together, okay, I was greedy before, I was ignorant, I was ridiculous, but please don't just leave me like this, you left, I don't know how to live these days."
My phone smashed on the mattress, these things were like bombs suddenly thrown at me, my mind was buzzing with fire, the sympathy I had gained these days, the madness of these days, everything I was pretending to maintain and push suddenly became uncontrollable.A corner of my ridiculous disguise was torn off, and my precious peace was shattered.I thought I was a complete bastard, even if I was a junior, I could still swagger, but it didn't seem to be like this, there was a huge panic that surrounded my body, obviously I was proud that I had stolen and fished, but now I felt like a wicked person who had committed a capital crime.Jin Yeyu What is he talking about, he actually said that he likes me, he is begging me to turn back, he is actually admitting his mistake to me, he is still there, sad?
Outside the window, a flash of lightning streaked across the sky, awakening my pale face, and my eyes widened suddenly, fearing that the next moment an executioner would rush out of some dark corner, tell the world of my crimes, and then hack me to death in such a terrible night.It shouldn't be, it shouldn't be this kind of scene, it shouldn't be Jin Yeyu, you shouldn't be like this, you continue to be arrogant, you continue to be indifferent, you continue to like Du Tingwei to treat me as a spare tire and die unjustly, what are you doing now, why do you want this gesture?
Obviously you were wrong and I provoked, obviously you forced me to come here, forced me to sleep with Du Tingwei, forced me to refuse to go back and refused to forgive, but why are you like this now.If you're like this, what reason do I have to continue to lie to myself justifiably, and how can I deal with this shaky vague feelings.I sat paralyzed, and realized clearly that I was not comparing at all, not jealous, I was just using the golden elm, using his secret to satisfy my twisted and strange private feelings.I suddenly couldn't tell who I was liketing.Suddenly it rained heavily outside the window, and the bean-sized raindrops smashed frantically on the glass window, so shocking, reminding me of the terminal that day, reminding the black umbrella, reminding the rock sugar gourd in my arms, and reminding the temperature of the person's palm.It also reminds me of the twenty years like mud and the moment of breaking free from the mud.I was crazy to pinch the kiss marks on my body, I wanted to tear the skin off, they shouldn't be here, I shouldn't be here, I made a mistake, I made a mistake, I had to cover up the evidence.What gives me hope, what makes me live is the golden leaf elm, looking for so long, it is also the golden leaf elm that I finally met, and the last one I liked, I want to hold on to it for a lifetime, or the golden leaf elm.It's not Du Tingwei, it's not Du Tingwei, who is independent in the Peach Blossom Garden, it's the Golden Leaf Elm who has nothing to rely on like me.I shouldn't have betrayed Jin Yeyu, no, he didn't make a mistake, he just loved me and didn't love Du Tingwei carefully, but this is also what I wanted, it was I who was stirred up by desire The anger called jealousy, I provoked Du Tingwei without knowing whether I was alive or dead, and violated the taboo of our peace.The more I thought about it, the more terrible it became, the golden leaf elm fished me out of the quagmire, but I turned around and pushed him in, what is the difference between me and those vicious dogs in my life.It's terrible, I'm terrible, people like me can become like this, so disgusting.I can neither give the purity of the golden leaf elm, nor can I give Du Tingwei a long time, I hurt the golden leaf elm on the one hand, and on the other hand, I am the bad offender Du Tingwei.I'm a bad person, I'm no different from those ghosts who can't be reincarnated in the mud, others give me light and warmth, but I give others darkness.It was already winter, and the thunder was so deafening that I rolled to the ground with my head in my hands.Du Tingwei didn't know when he came in, his eager face was imprinted in my pupils, and I almost didn't recognize who he was.I'm going to destroy him, I feel I'm going to destroy him, I'm a demon, I'm going to pull him into the abyss, and if I stay with him, all three of us will be in hell, and we won't be able to escape.No, this won't work.The summer candle is deep, and the swans must be driven out of this yin water.You can just look at the first half of Chapter 33 Yuxue "Little candle, look at me, what's wrong, what's wrong with you, what's uncomfortable, there is no window in the kitchen, I don't know it's raining, was I scared?"
Or was you awakened from a nightmare?
I'll give it to you....""
No, don't go, you listen to me."
I was in a hurry to interrupt him, I didn't dare to listen to him anymore, his kindness, his gentleness, his face, these eyes, none of them would not indulge me to keep hurting him, and call him willing, he would be sucked dry by me and die laughing.I don't want to be a devil, I don't want to be a wicked person, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that others will point at me and call me a wicked person, I'm afraid that others will cry and say that I have ruined them, I have been a victim, and I don't want others to be violated by me again.It can be recovered, it can be recovered, I want to put everything back on track, even if I can't go back to the past, I will stop the loss in time, right now, I have to start now."
Du Tingwei."
I grabbed his hand, my nails unconsciously digging into his skin, but he tried to pull me into his arms.I'll dodge," Du Tingwei. ”He didn't pull me again, just waited for me to speak, and I saw his little thumb curling up, which was a sign of his nervousness and fear, and my heart suddenly hurt."
Shall we go back to the way things were?"
He looked up at me, and I couldn't support his helpless look."
Little candle—" His voice began to become mournful, and I could hear it in the slightly trembling tone, that he was actually pleading, that the pride of heaven was showing weakness to me, that he was giving in to me, and I turned my head away from looking at him."
Let's not continue, brother, it's not good for us to do this.""
Little candle—" He didn't answer anything, just called me that, and each one became more and more sad."
What I like is the golden elm."
This sentence seemed to drain his strength, he didn't call me, just stared at my eyes, for a long time, before he calmed his throat and asked me slowly: "Then where am I?"
Little candle, where am I?
”I was speechless, my heart was pumping, and I couldn't give him an answer, because I didn't know it myself."
What I like is the golden elm."
I can only repeat this sentence, because I am not sure about anything else.But he still stubbornly asked, "Where am I?"
”"I...""
Since you like him, what is it these days?"
I didn't dare answer, I didn't even dare to admit how many jealous tails I had hidden in this body, where they came from, and who nourished them.At this moment, I was cremated countless times by Du Tingwei's light, and I couldn't even pick up the ashes.So I understood better that I shouldn't be with Du Tingwei.Standing together is defiled, as long as my heart is not clean, I should not be with him, I will invisibly stain him, devour him little by little with my hypocritical innocence in his eyes, and then abandon him for ridiculous justice and morality.And the only way out of this predicament is Golden Leaf Elm.Jin Yeyu and I are even, we are each unclean once, one in the body, one in the heart, we bite each other, and we lick each other's wounds, we know each other's scarred past, we know each other's ridiculous and terrible thoughts.So we are the people of one world, and we will either rot together in the dark past, or we will support each other towards a good future.But none of this has anything to do with Du Tingwei.Jin Yeyu is right, he is not our kind of person in the first place, I can't pull him into our rotten beach because of his simple compassion, there is chaos between us, the minds of the three people have all been exposed, we can't go back to the past, and no one wants to go back to the past.These thoughts made my mind very messy, I couldn't sort out the logic, I couldn't figure out the word order, but I clearly had a thought, that is, to kick Du Tingwei, who I had persecuted so far, out of this right and wrong place as soon as possible."
These days, you forgot."
I said it so quietly, I was afraid that he would hear it, and I was afraid that he would not hear it.He accepted it in silence for a few seconds, the light didn't seem to shine on him, I didn't know where the urge came from, I actually wanted to hug him, and then tell him that I was joking.But he laughed softly, and there was a few tears in that laughter, and he was so happy that he was smiling not long ago, like a careless child.My heart tingled, I really couldn't continue this short-lived joy, and I really couldn't make up for and undo the damage I had caused him.I wish I had my ears plugged up and be a heartless rotten person with no heart and no lungs."
You, do you still need me?"
His voice became hoarse for a moment, and it sounded like a heart whimper, and I remembered the words he said in the hospital, which was still in my ears."
Mom gives you time, you think about it, both things, next time we meet, give mom an answer.""
No need for next time, give it now, the first thing, I like him, I won't change, the second thing, when he doesn't need me one day, I'll go back."
I was well aware that if I had given that answer today, he and I would never have seen each other.My hand was shaking, I carried it behind my back, and I only now had to admit what a mistake I had made, and I would personally send the person who loved me the most away from me."
Will it?"
He no longer looked at me, just at the shadows of the two of us on the floor, the angle was so beautiful, and we in the shadows refused to separate.I tore the nail of the hand behind me until it was separated from the flesh of my finger, and spat out the courage that had been carried for so long."
No, it won't."
His eyelashes blinked, as if the soul had abandoned the body.And I was deflated, like the rain that had thinned out the window.He raised his hand and wiped his face, didn't look at me again, got up and turned his head, I couldn't see his eyes."
Let's go eat first, I'm ready for noodles, and I'll ...
Walk. ”My heart felt like it had been hollowed out, and I was like a puppet stuffed with a grass core, watching him go out, panicking to follow, but not daring to follow.There was only one meal left, and I told myself that there was only so much time between us.I suddenly had a huge sense of remorse, why did I touch my phone, why did I bother with Jin Yeyu, I didn't have to do this, I could have closed my eyes and stay with him regardless of it, I could have turned a deaf ear and be a bad person, only satisfied with myself, and only happy myself.But when I landed my right foot on the ground, I found that what I regretted the most was to send myself in front of Du Tingwei.As long as he didn't get a glimmer of hope, he wouldn't have been so disappointed.I sat down in the living room, my calves shaking, and I didn't know where to put my hands.He scooped the noodles out of the pot, his arms were slender, but he couldn't even hold a plate of noodles, and it took him three minutes to put them in front of me.He picked up the fork again and habitually wanted to feed me, but when he saw my eyes, he reacted and could only put it aside silently.It seems that neither of us is used to it."
Hurry up and eat, it's a little cold."
The juicy tomatoes evenly wrapped each noodle and the tender white shrimp stuck to a few black peppercorns, and I put the unbleeding hand up, picked up the cold metal fork and wrapped a noodle around it, and put it to my mouth, but I couldn't open a mouthful of teeth."
You go on to the gallery, there's no need to even do that...
Break Qing, you have done a good job in that profession, and your hotel side is also my own initiative to resign, you work with peace of mind, I have no special dealings with the gallery except for funds, although it is under my name, it is all taken care of by Sister Yu, I will not go over, so, we can't meet, you also...
Don't worry. ”Transparent teardrops fell to the shrimp tails, and I lowered my head into my stomach and stuffed that mouthful of noodles into my mouth, losing my taste buds at that moment."
At home, I don't have anything left, so I won't go back, you...
Feel free to dispose of it. ”The tomato flavor in my mouth was mixed with blood, and when I ate that noodle in my mouth, I took seven bites into the inner wall of my mouth."
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The milk is warm for you, go to bed early after eating and drinking, don't worry here, sleep in peace, at noon, I'll let Jin Yeyu pick you up, or if you want to sleep again, you can stay as long as you want, if you want to go back, call him yourself, don't be too long, don't be too late, I don't...
He wasn't at ease. ”There was a sound in my throat that was about to cry, and I quickly mumbled and swallowed back the tears."
Well, it's okay, I'll go first."
It was a cold and rainy day at four o'clock in the morning, and it was almost snowing outside, where was he going.But I am not qualified to ask, because it is me, I have given him a problem at this time and place."
I'm leaving."
I didn't even have the courage to lift my head, I was afraid that I would be reluctant to see his sad eyes, and I was also afraid that he would give up when he saw my cowardly eyes."
Hmm."
He turned away, and in the empty room there were lonely footsteps, foot by foot, drifting farther and farther away, more and more indistinct.The lock was opened, and I suddenly overturned the plate and stood up, the red tomato stained the hem of my clothes, and I chased it out like that time.When he heard the voice, he stopped at the door, and in that last second, with hope in his eyes, he actually begged me to stay.I suddenly didn't know what the use of chasing me out, I couldn't even say a word he wanted to hear."
You, did you bring an umbrella?
It's raining. ”His eyes darkened again, and I wanted to get rid of the stubbornness that had stabbed me."
Little Candle.""
Hmm.""
Are you happy these days?"
I bit my lip, I couldn't fool the people who traveled far away, I nodded, my neck stiffened as if I was going to push my head out in the next second."
Then what are you happy for?"
I used to think that the word "heart" was bluffing, but now I feel that it is not enough to explain the sadness of this world.He smiled wryly, didn't say anything more, and slowly closed the door, I have seen that scene, last time I used a kick of mud to turn back time and open the closed door, but this time, I ran out of magic, and even my luck came to an end.I can't do anything.The lock clicked softly, and I erased the man from my sight.He said, "No." ”"I'll leave the umbrella for the past."
Chapter 34 The rain stopped at seven o'clock, I sat by the window for a long time, I saw that the pedestrians were wrapped in coats, such a torrential rain and lightning, I thought it was summer, or in fact, there was no thunder and rain at all, it was a ghost in my own heart, and I had hallucinations.But there were puddles on the ground, and it was really raining.Du Tingwei also really left, in such a cold weather, wearing thin pajamas, just left.I looked back at the place where I had lived for a month, it was just a cold hotel, but when he was there, how did it feel like a small home.I rubbed my sour eyes, went to the wardrobe to change clothes, and when I opened the wardrobe door, I saw Du Tingwei's black coat hanging inside, as if he still had his temperature.He wore this dress, because I was a coquettish and scoundrel, and went to buy me fried chestnuts with sugar late at night, and went to buy me crab roe soup dumplings early in the morning.I felt the edge of my clothes and remembered that once I was tired of staying in the hotel, and wanted to get some wind in the middle of the night, he wrapped me in a Trojan, and pulled my hand into his pocket, not daring to intertwine his fingers.I put my hand in, but I touched two small things, and I took them out, and they turned out to be peace charms.A rough workmanship, Taobao classic style, and a capitalized "Fu", should be the one Chen Jie said.The other stitch is delicate, embroidered with gold thread silk, wearing pearls, made as delicate and meticulous as jewelry, the scriptures embroidered with white silk thread behind the background are on the bottom, and the words "peace and happiness" are tattooed slightly, and at the foothold, the fine agate saves a candle word.Only Du Tingwei can do such a thing.My nose is sore, where did I go to beg for this, and when I saw the stinky girl doing it, I had to make one myself, no matter how jealous...
It dawned on me that the word jealousy wasn't used between us at all, because we weren't lovers.I put the two peace charms in my heart, thinking that if peace could be transferred, then I would wish them peace and happiness in their lives, and I could take my own.I held the peace charm in my hand, and put my hand into the other pocket, trying to see if the pocket that I didn't cover at that time was as warm as this one, I reached into my hand, but I touched something again, and took it out, it was a movie ticket.Atonement.We watched it at home a few days ago, and I was either sleeping or doing it for a few days, and I had a backache, so I wanted to find something to kill him, and I thought he shouldn't like the boring activity of watching movies, and he turned out to be even more enthusiastic than me, and this was the movie he had to watch on the bedroom wall.I have never been able to bear this kind of thing, I fell asleep after watching it for a while, I couldn't remember the plot, and I watched it intermittently, but I also mastered the general story, so I lazily asked Du Tingwei, "Do you think my sister is a-stirring stick?"
”He pressed my head on his shoulder, wrapped his arms around me, and played with my hair with his backhand."
I don't know.""
Huh?
Why don't you know where?
”"Little candle, this world is complicated, not only right and wrong, right and wrong, black and white, many people, many things, are right, good, and appropriate, but in the blink of an eye, they are wrong, bad, and outrageous, you look at the scenery of the west coast on the east coast, but on the west coast, you feel that the scenery of the east coast is beautiful, no matter where you are, you can't find a completely absolute thing."
I don't understand, "Can you say that?"
”He smiled and kissed me on the forehead, "That is, I'm not her, I'm not Cecy, I'm not Robbie, I'm not any of them, I'm just a bystander, so I can't judge what each of them does and how they end." ”I had a hard time talking like this, although I had a good education, I had little reading, low quality, and poor upbringing, and I was a vulgar person in my bones."
Isn't this the story of a mouse that broke a pot of soup?
What else do you have to consider about this bad mouse?
”"The rat has been spoiling a pot of soup, for me who cooked the soup, I was lost and frightened, I am innocent, if this rat is the same as the rat who stole the oil to eat, because of selfish desires and destroyed my things, I can probably give a temporary evaluation according to the standard of morality, but if not?""
Why not, it can go in and wash its hair?"
He rubbed my head helplessly and dotingly, "Maybe it just rushed in because it saw its relatives or companions fall into the pot?"
Even if it is wrong, even if it is reckless, then it hurts others and hurts itself or even dies here for such reasons, how can we evaluate it?
”He touched the tip of my ear and asked, "In this case, can it be considered innocent if it was involved in this accident for no reason?"
Is its behavior kind and brave on another level?
After such a reckoning, who is the culprit?
”I shook my head tiredly and said, "I don't know, don't ask me, I'm not one of the mice." ”He chuckled, "The idea just now is my opinion to you, for me, it is one of the sides of my opinion, it can't control me, it can't actually control anyone, everyone has their own ideas, I can't restrain anyone, and I won't restrain anyone." ”I had a headache when I heard that nice interlude, which sounded like a piano, and I asked him what it was."
Debussy's "Moonlight", do you like to listen to it?"
I nodded, "It's good for sleeping." ”"Okay, I'll add you to the lullaby's tracklist.""
Young people are very conscious.""
Mr.
Xia has won the award."
The sound of laughter slapped together, and the pillow was thrown to the ground alone.I didn't tell him that I had already seen this movie, I had seen it a long time ago, and on the day of the re-release in the mainland, the manager bought a ticket and wanted to watch it with his girlfriend, but his girlfriend ran away with someone that day, and he was in a gray mood and gave me the ticket, but I wasn't interested at all.He cried and said that the tickets were so expensive and wasteful, and his heart was so painful, so since I mentioned money, I could only go, I was fair, no matter whose money it was, I didn't care about each other.But because of a complaint from a customer in the hotel, I was delayed a little, and when I got off work and galloped away, the advertisement had ended, and the movie was about to be shown, I was panting and counting the ranks, and finally got on the stage to count the seats, but unfortunately I was in the middle, and there were five people on the left, and I had to pass through them to get in.I had a headache, found the number of rows, and was about to say sorry, but the screen went black, and the whole audience fell into darkness, and the soles of my feet stepped on the plastic bottle dropped by an unscrupulous person, and I overreacted and pounced on the second person.The cinema in summer is not much better than the vegetable market, all kinds of strange smells, but the person is very fragrant, not expensive perfume, not simple soap, not even low-temperature nicotine, it is flower water, the classic of the six gods.I just rode a shared bicycle and was bitten several big bags, I smelled this smell like desert water, I sucked at him very pervertedly, his breath hit my face, the next row of people were also looking for seats, the light of the mobile phone flashed in his eyes, I was stunned.Someone coughed and reminded me to go, but he straightened up, and I retracted the perverted posture lying on the person and hurried to my seat.Then the screen lights up and the title emerges.I reminisce about those eyes, I have seen them.The person in the middle blocked that side tightly, and a movie ended without even remembering the person's name, and he didn't walk fast when he left, but when I lined up to go out, I couldn't see him.Later, I went out of the cinema and went back to the dormitory, and as soon as I got on the bus, I saw Jin Yeyu buying water at the door of the theater from the window.I looked down at the well-preserved but visibly old ticket stub, the day, I went to the movies.Coincidental or unfortunate.The second fate I thought might not exist at all.Chapter 35 Fate I wanted to go back for myself, but I was still in a daze in bed when the doorbell rang.I stuffed something in my pocket and ran to open the door, not even noticing the smile on my lips, but as soon as I opened the door, I was embraced, and the unfamiliar smell filled the tip of my nose.It turned out to be a golden-leaved elm.He strangled me, I struggled a little, whispered that you hurt me, but he kept saying that I finally saw you, and didn't pay attention to what I was saying, and his tone was so happy that I wanted to push away the hand and could only fall.I wondered how I could want to push him away, obviously, he took the initiative to hug me, which was something I had hoped for a long time.I waited for him to calm down and patted him on the shoulder, "Jin Yeyu, you get up first." ”He was stunned when he heard this, and then I remembered that I didn't call him Ah Yu anymore.He licked his lips and withdrew the loss from his eyes, but still holding my hand, he wanted to cross his fingers, and I struggled for a long time, and finally gave up, following him.Isn't that what I aspire to?
What's going on."
Xiao Shen, before me...""
Don't mention the past, the past...""
I can't get by!"
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He snapped me off."
I can't get over it, Xiaoshen, it's my fault, it's all my fault, you're obviously injured, I still put you alone at home, let you suffer those injuries, Du Tingwei said you...
Your joints are all removed, and it hurts. ”It seemed that it was him who was injured, and he couldn't go on in pain, "You are so afraid of people who hurt, how scared you would be at that time, I, how can I let you be wronged like this." ”I almost forgot whether the joint hurt or not, I just saw that there was a mark of stitches on his eyebrows, and the wound was old, since Du Tingwei told him, it was maybe, Du Tingwei hit it.His eyelashes flickered, he grabbed my hand like a child and cried, even his waist collapsed, I was a little at a loss, I didn't know how to make him stop, I was afraid to find that when he cried, my first feeling was not distress, but upset."
Don't be like this, you get up, I'm fine, brother...
Du Tingwei came very quickly, and I was not wronged. ”"How could he be angry like that if he wasn't wronged, how could he want to kill me if he wasn't wronged."
I was shocked by his words, in my eyes, Du Tingwei except for the rebellious appearance when I first saw him, it seems that he has always been synonymous with law-abiding, and he has to tell me dozens of times when he crosses the street to see the red light, how can he still be to his cousin."
I did have some pain at the time, but now it's okay, you don't need to apologize, it's not because of you, it's me who ran around and trusted others."
He couldn't get over this hurdle, so he had to explain clearly, "No, it's me, Xiao Shen, it's my fault, I've been wrong for a long time, I didn't find out until you left, I didn't realize how outrageous I was at that time." ”I got a little impatient, and he put all the weight on me, which made me struggle."
Xiao Shen, I want to confess to you, I'll tell you everything."
His face was full of tears, and I realized how ugly he cried, and I didn't know what I was crying."
Hmm."
But I've probably heard his confession a long time ago."
I, I, I..." may be that the cousin who likes him is too hard to say, he has made up his mind, but he doesn't keep up."
What's wrong with you?"
He was so nervous that he put a lot of effort on his hand and pinched me until my fingers turned white, but he didn't notice it."
I, I like someone else before I like you."
Or, can't you say it completely?"
What's so strange about this, not everyone likes someone in their life, otherwise there would be no first love.""
No, you don't understand, it's not what you say."
I looked at the door panel coldly, as if it was you who didn't understand."
What's that?"
I just wanted to ask."
I, I've liked you for a long time, you're so good-looking, you're very lively and cute, and you're very nice to me, I see you as warm as seeing the little sun."
Ah, I thought I was conquering him with sex, why, he liked me early in the morning, it turned out that he wasn't a straight man."
But I, I was at that time, I had a person in my heart, so, so, so..." he couldn't say any more, I helped him, "so I didn't make up my mind to be with me, I wanted to take one step at a time." ”It sounded like I was the victim, but he started crying again aggrievedly."
I'm sorry, Xiao Shen, I'm sorry, I was too much of a bastard back then.""
So, when you slept with me, you didn't make up your mind at that time?""
I, I thought, I....""
You think it's just a one-night stand, so you still haven't made up your mind."
I was disgusted by his endless pain, and even admitting his mistakes seemed to be reasonable."
You are obviously so good, you will bring me back delicious food, you will never get tired of telling me about fun, you will accompany you when you are sad, you will wish me when you are happy, treat me as a family member, but you are so good, I will take your goodness for granted.""
I obviously feel that kind of behavior and behavior is unfair to you, undeserved, and bad, but I did it without scruples, thinking that as long as you are by my side, you will always be like this, you will not leave, you will not change, so there is nothing to worry about, but I didn't expect it...
You'll get tired, too. ”I know these words, and I have already reacted to them, and the anger doesn't seem to be much after hearing them in person, and I don't even think it's anything, because I used to think that I was very good to him, and listening to his narration, it's just like that, I do this to everyone, and it seems to be a little better for Du Tingwei.Let's just split the two of us equally."
Xiao Shen, but I figured it out in the days you left, I actually rely on you much more than that person, I am just stubborn and sorry for him, I am really happy about you."
I heard with my own ears that he liked me more than Du Tingwei, I thought it would be good if he could say these things before, in that way, Du Tingwei and I would not have come to this point, he might leave with a dead heart, or he would become another Jin Yuelin.I shook my head, this doesn't seem to be good, and getting to this point today is also one of the many sad endings, a random one.He bent over and almost begged, "Xiao Shen, follow me, will you go back?"
You give me another chance. ”That good stuck in my heart, obviously it was an answer that had been prepared, how could I suddenly forget the words."
Xiao Shen, please, let's go back, we'll be fine in the future."
That's right, I just took this road with everyone's good intentions in the future, and promised him.My teeth chattered, and I scraped off the detached nails of my hands with my palms to clear myself up."
Okay."
When he finally spoke, he hugged me tightly again, and he was incoherent with joy, but I remembered the arms of another person."
Xiao Shen, thank you, thank you, we will definitely be fine, we will definitely be fine.""
yes, okay."
There are no things of mine here, except for clothes, Du Tingwei bought them all disposable, I went to wear a coat, stretched out my hand, but took the black one, wearing a significantly wider shoulder, Jin Yeyu's eyes were puzzled, I explained that I went out to buy things that day, it was too cold, so I bought it downstairs at will, and the store had no trumpet, he hummed.